#pain is all i feel

[theghooligan]

the whole fandom @ grandma vhagar:

#PAIN IS ALL I FEEL #lucerys deserved better 😭 #not coping well #lucille bluth is a big ass mood #house of the dragon #hotd spoilers #hotd #hotd meme #lucerys velaryon #aemond targaryen #aemond one eye #rhaenerya targaryen #daemon targaryen #rhaenys targaryen #jacerys velaryon #harwin strong #alicent hightower #vhagar #dance of the dragons #game of thrones #a song of ice and fire

[07-induraj]

Damn this life!

I try so hard

And still end up crying

In my bed all night long

Wishing I was more of a worth

Wishing i had no reasons to

Soak up in my bed

Again & again

With

My hand covering

My damn mouth

Face stuck in the pillow

Still wondering

If i'm being a mess

I wish

Someone could

Hold me tight

Someone to tell me

It's gonna be alright

Someone could hold me

And say you're worth a living

Someone would hug me longer

And wipe out my tears

Tell me

I'm enough, this will end,

You'll stay till the end.

Written by 07-induraj

#poemsbyme #my poem #original poem #poets on tumblr #poems #well damn #dead inside #depressing poem #pain is all i feel #crying all night #on my own #twcpoetry #07 induraj #help my soul #help my sanity #female poets #new poets society #nothing new

[chronicallyuniconic]

Having bad pain days

It's just like having toothache but it's my joints, my bones, my muscles, my entire being

It's distracting, nagging at me, like an incessant child "tap tap tap tap tap tap"

The pain relief isnt masking this extra level, they can't quite reach the source to disguise it

Why I'm having more of this I cannot say, only guess

It means I'm fatigued within hours of waking, having to crawl back to bed, just to wake up and repeat the cycle of "pain, pain stops me doing everything & puts me back to bed, wake up"

I have a phone bill sat here for over £100 that I can't pay let alone fathom the energy to deal with it, I can't even summon the energy to feel anything about it actually. Apathetic to my accrued debts

It's Friday afternoon and yet again I'm living a perpetual nightmare of pain whilst the peers around me live their weekend to the fullest. Another Friday forgotten & left behind

How can anyone stay fucking positive living this way? What, by sitting in the hypothetical-fear that it could be worse?

Isn't this bad enough?

#chronic life #chronic pain #chronic illness #chronically ill #chronic fatigue #no spoons #reality #spoonie life #spoonie problems #out of spoons #pain is all i feel #chronic pain is a bitch

[ironpool99]

The ending of Good Omens S2 has ruined me and I will need a third season as recompense. It hurts so bad.

#good omens #good omens season two #good omens season 2 #good omens spoilers #kinda at least #aziraphel #crowley #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #crowly x aziraphale #my poor shipping heart couldn't handle the finale #i ache so bad #pain is all i feel #luckily there are plenty of fix-it fics already out

[12-sins-of-a-saint]

I have love in me. There is unsaid, unwept, unreciprocated love inside me. Everyone i have loved, i have loved to the point of self-diminish. Everyone i have loved, has left me to the point of self-ruin. Everytime it's been the same story with a different character, every-time. It has left me wondering whether there is a falacy in my way of loving people. Whether it is myself to blame for the hurt i have experienced. Probably, it is i who love too much, i who give away myself easily, stupidly. I have forced myself to mend my ways. To not love. To not care. Hoping to ease my lungs of weight of this void inside me. Hoping to make breathing a little less onerous. I haven't succeeded yet. Unable to jettison this emptiness.

I have love in me.

Love boundless like an ocean. Love endless like the sky.

Love that dances on the edges of extreme. Love that shivers in moonlight.

And, i have realised that this void inside me, this emptiness is nothing but love. Love amassed beyond my capacity to confine.

This desparate spark in my eyes, is love wandering aimlessly with flashlight.

These helpless tears, is love, bountiful channel of joy waiting to be channelised.

And i can no longer keep it inside. I no longer wish to keep it inside.

- Syre (18/09/23 00:05)

#love #love quotes #spilled ink #original thoughts #emotions #dark acamedia #light acamedia #life quotes #pain is all i feel #pain in temporary #positivity

[bontens-new-executive]

Life is a lie.

Alice in borderland season 2 episode 7 is a lie.

Idc, it never happened.

I am in pain and mad.

#alice in borderland #ji's thoughts 😩🤝 #dont talk to me #im gonna cry atp #pain is all i feel

[lestappenheart]

Oh god it's the middle of the night and I'm crying over dando break up.. AGAIN

I'm gonna miss them so much next season

#dando #f1 fandom #crying in a corner #can someone hug me please? #pain is all i feel

[yourstrulyem12]

I remember.

I realise.

I recognize,

this feeling inside me.

The last time I felt it, a different way, for a different person, didn't end well or perhaps Im unsure, if it ever actually did?

Sometimes I find myself struggling to gulp down the agony. Still stuck between the pieces of ' us ' in my head and that hidden folder in my gallery. Also those notes I write to self, missing to add "To" and "yours" to it.

So I'm just cautious, because I truly know, how badly I regret not preventing myself from causing to search for the cure I never found.

- em.

#life quote tumblr #lifelessons #i'm broke #heartbreak #love #pain is all i feel #cant get over it #finding #way out

[talkthrupens]

I buried those feelings, emotions,

endearment and vehemence

In a graveyard.

They pile up to make a person-

Made only of impalpable attributes

Too gullible to breach

Today's deception

I visit the graveyard often

To express my love

Because that's what

She liked

I buried her in a graveyard

In the void of my soul

She is a version on of me,

And, I still visit her;

To express my love

#writing #poets on tumblr #spilled poetry #poem #writerscreed #pain is love #pain is real #spilled ink #love #graveyard #spilled emotions #emotions #feelings #pain is all i feel #express #dark souls #poetry #poetsandwriters #my poem #writercorner #excerpt from a book i'll never write #writers block #writeblr

[raleigh-edward]

#romance club #rc theodora #theodora #pain is all i feel

[literaturelara]

The cure for pain is in the pain.

Quote by Rumi

#pain #trouble #embrace #love #i hate you i love you #a familiar problem #loveislove #rumi #Poems #dark poetry #poems and poetry #poetry #Sad Quotes #sadstory #sad poetry #painistemporary #pain is all i feel

[rapidhighway]

But if your favorite character isn't on the floor panting and dying and in horrible pain in a terrible situation then what's even the point

#i want to torture all of them ngl the dlcgave me some of that sweet sweet knuckles feeling pain and i want more #i want everyone in this series to go through horrible situations and i want to watch them claw their way out of them #☺️💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

[07-induraj]

Open wound

It all comes with,

Open wound I carry

Within those sleepless nights

Which feels scary,

And it keeps me up, in that fright

Even,

The morning doesn't seem,

To bring any glory

No matter day or night

Its just daunty

Written by 07-induraj

#my poem #original writing #original poem #poets on tumblr #new poets on tumblr #poemsbyme #poems #creative writing #open wound #hurtful #pain is real #pain is all i feel

[chronicallyuniconic]

You know toothache, right?

It's late again.. Or early(?) & I'm stuck..

I'm stuck on the "toothache experience" and how it is pretty much, universally understood among humans.

What I mean to say is, a majority have experienced toothache, that sharp pain when you eat or cold water hits the hole that needs filling, that nagging sensation that pulses and extends into your jaw, the aching that one bad tooth can subject you to, even causing earache, the swelling makes your teeth feel like porcelain.

From birth to death, we experience a form of tooth pain, whether from growing teeth, an infection or abscess, wisdom teeth, overcrowding, going through braces, to name a few examples, we all 'get' it.

Some people can tolerate toothache for a while, some cannot stand it for one second & immediately call their dentist (as you should).

I've had toothache since last August, but only now has it become intolerable. I think that's because I deal with other chronic pain, my tooth is like just another symptom.

I'm stuck on the simple fact that the majority know tooth pain, but they cannot understand my chronic pain.

I'm stuck that so many people know toothache, but they can't comprehend my 24/7 pain in other areas of my body. Whilst I know toothache has an explanation and I don't, it's as if they can't put the 2 together.

I'm also stuck that so many quickly can empathise, sympathise, understand, acknowledge and simply accept toothache, but I can't get an ounce of that after years of a constant battle.

God forbid i dare to feel sorry for myself, grieve the life I lost and continue to lose, cry out because of the pain, lay awake because of pain, paralysed by pain, sleeping for 24hrs after I crash, God forbid i have any reaction at all really, to my illnesses, but they have already forgotten because they have now fixed their tooth.

I just feel stuck. In the unfairness. The double standards. They'll suggest it's "all about me" when it never is, I never allow it to be anything about me, because of that exact accusatory phrase.

I'm stuck on toothache, with toothache. How comforting.

#just rambling #chronic pain #chronic life #chronic illness #pain is all i feel #pain is all i know #Pain is the name #tw depressing stuff #pain rant

[medicaltechnician]

i moght of fucked up a little bit but its okay, it’ll be over in likeee 5hrs. It’ll pass and I’ve learnt my lesson. again, lmao

#ker talks #it feels like my body is on fire #if i was at home i’d be playing video games and shit to try and calm it #but im not so f whatever #im at me friends #and ig im anxious bout shit cause hes anxious #and im high #very high #pain is all i feel #like tingling #i really dont wanna be in my skin rn #id rather be playing video games with my bros rn

[silentvoiceoftheheart]

Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurts , knowing they'll never love you back, knowing that it's time to let go, knowing they wud rather be with someone else......

it hurts so bad, that excruciating, rippling pain through my chest, my heart, like my ribs are crushing it and trying to stangle every heart beat that calls out to him. I choke on the unshed tears , I feel my eyes would burst out... Every nerve in my brain feels like pins and needles... Every vein in my body is throbbing with pain....

I look at my arms and the blue veins are pulsating and throbbing.... There is more of him in my veins than blood itself... How can I let that go.... Without cutting and draining myself of the last drop of blood or without ripping that heart out....

Tell me, how can I let you go.... even after that , while my soul still drifts towards you.... ?

Tell me how to let you go.... !

#thesilentvoice #love hurts #pain is all i feel