#painting the heart was pain

[karfild]

Ao3, the love of my life, my dearest of companions, my shawtyest of bae, my babiest of baby girls, please, come back to me.. I cannot do this without you

#ao3 #I am reloading the page over and over #I feel like the wife of a soldier #Waiting. Sitting by the doorstep. Staring out the window with pain in my heart #Waiting and waiting for a lover I'm not sure will return #Checking my mailbox several times a day #Waiting for letters from the battlefield #I fear that I may too die of lead poisoning from the paint on the walls

[luck-of-the-drawings]

so REVENGE, HUH? or justice, if that makes you feel better. it tastes the same when cooked just right. 'I REALLY WANTED A BROTHER.' such a shame to burn a bridge you so desperately wanted to keep, especially when it wasnt even you who started the fire. especially when you hope that not a single fragment of that bridge ever washes ashore.[MAY IT ROT FAR FROM MY SIGHTS] an unfortunate loss! atleast he has his friends.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi prime defenders #jrwi prime defenders spoilers #jrwi pd spoilers #jrwi pd #william wisp #vyncent sol #THIS ONE IS FUUUUCKIN OOOOOLLDD RAAAHHHHH i made it like. a year ago. but didnt finish it for so so long bc i just wasnt happy w it. #BUT LIKE A CENTURY EGG the decades of being encased in salt n lime n ash have done WELL to bring out the flavores of this piece #i sorta recently cleaned it up and posted it onto twitty. didnt tag it bc it was SO OLD AND SCUFFED(i see so many MISTAKES NOW) #that i didnt want to expose it to the open air just like that #if i show smth to my small circles then it shall only be understood in those small circles. #open air and open interpretation from minds i cannot predict are NOT something i enjoy the thought of. usually. i am brave tho #BUT EVERYONE ON TWITTY WAS SO NICEEE i was like damn... i guess it IS good enough to be enjoyed by the masses... #lets work on being nicer to our art together. THAT BEING SAID. i really love my colors here HELL YEAHHHH #FIRST TIME IN A WHILE COLORIN THESE BOYS.... i dont use proper color enough..I ALSO RLY LIKE MY BACKGROUNDS HERE #i LOVE when the bg is hyperrealistic (i frankestiened stock photos) and when the subjects are all flat colored n cartoony #recently rewatched Making Fiends and they do that similar thing!! soft shading! lotsa details! almost painted? ill paint one day #ive already rambled so much abt the art im runnin out of ROOm to ramble about WWWIILLIAM GODDAMN WWIIIISP. its been a minute since i saw- #-this episode..but i DO remember the funny smoke trick that will did to his funny brother. EVERYTIME U GIVE AN ORDER. THAT BRINGS HARM- #-INDIRECTLY OR NOT. YOU WILL HEAR THOSE SCREAMS. YOU WILL FEEL THAT PAIN. OHHH WHAT A COOL PUNISHMENT THAT IS #its still an olive branch in a sense! a final chance for big bro bell to show that hes NOT an irrideemable piece o shit. and if not #well. to the wolves of psychosis with him!!! i really think william did the best he could here. if i was in his shoes i have no doubt i- #-woulda done the same. IM ALSO GLAD THAT VYN DECIDED TO STICK AROUND N SUPPORT HIM! thas character development baybe!! #i loooove prime defenders.. its been so long since i watched any eps of it but i KNOW it still has such a grip on my heart..GOTTA rewatch i

[an-established-butt-dent]

At home in the shadows. Forgotten dreams.

Solas: Dragon age

Ink on paper

#I just wanted to paint our favorite sad elf #Who doens't cry a bit when you hear Solas thoughts through Cole??? It broke by heart #He hurts #an old pain from before #when everything sang the same. You're real #and it means everyone could be real. It changes everything #but it can't. #ughhjejnfkjeewf #sad egg #look at this pretty ancient elvhen baby #yes he made some questionable life choices but who hasn't? ha ha #I like my favourite character to carry a load of angst and unprocessed trauma on their backs just like the rest of us <3 #dragon age inquisition #my fanart #dai #dragon age #again #dragon age: dreadwolf #dread wolf rises #solasmance #fen'harel #the dread wolf #original art #dragon age fanart #dragon age portraits #solavellan #solas #traditional illustration #traditional painting #illutration

[betheflyinggrapes]

this has been living rent free in my head for weeks

#fear and hunger #fear and hunger termina #fear and hunger daan #fear and hunger marina #daan von dutch #marina domek #i am still allergic to using more than one colour in my art but also painting is so painful #i love my lines way too much sighs #too weird to live to rare to die has a special place in my heart. im that emo kid n i still am

[why-the-heck-not]

I’m ”I don’t want unnecessary crap in my apartment” person right up until I have a empty box of chocolate bc mayBe I cOuLd ReUse ThiS sOmeHoW

#the slab of little containers are BEGGING to be reused but I’ve still yet to figure out how #and it pains my hoarder heart to throw these put but girl tf would u use that for?? #the world’s flimsiest ice cube tray?? #a very inconvenient jewellery tray??? #for if u ever decide to diy some watercolors even tho u never paint with watercolors??? #december 2023 #2023

[spicylove4ever]

My entry for the GBA MotH fanart contest! Hope I made it, because that monster of a sea and lighting delayed things... I uploaded this to Twitter as well, just in case.

This tecnically never happened, since it was born from my failed prediction on how Zed would find the Castle, after Mirrin was recovered.

Maybe the Titan Snake is not big enough, but the idea here is that the island is far enough for it to be coiled around like the author described, and then I used that light so the castle, which is huge as well, would stand out more.

#gba moth #gbamoth #goodboyaudios #gba zed #magic of the heart #gba mirrin #zedrathaw mistwood #good boy audios #fanart #titan snake #necromancer castle #castle on a island #the snake is green because now it's under makkaro's control #at least that's how I see it #the sea was a pain to paint #first time doing that

[russeliarat]

The au in which Whole gets a bad weed trip and the Jashlings go through the fuckin horrors inside his noggin (aka HMS Goretober!)

#silly stuff #little doodles lol i did em in paint #and in pain yeah that too #can you guess which one i drew with a mouse? #heart cries mind is scared of seizures and soul is super eepy guys #cccc #chonnys charming chaos compendium #cj heart #cj mind #cj soul #cj whole

[starsandthorn]

ah. so elynas and durin really are siblings huh

#personal stuff #thorn plays genshin #hm. hm. #can't believe albedo has another sibling! fontaine event where albedo goes to elynas. who's with me #hsdgfjdkh but fr i thought so after completing the quest! #big dead dragon born from a cosmic void with blood that crystallizes. cells that literally drop Alien Goop #and then the world quest where we get the pov of the ship's crew talking about the Abyssal sea monsters #AND THEN. now. rereading durin lore #durin specifically arose from the Sea and is described as being a black *serpentine* dragon in line with elynas's appearance #festering desire also speaks of a Mother #then dragonspine spear paints durin as being gentle and wanting to befriend the people of mondstadt #and feeling no ill will towards them or dvalin when he died #which is VERY in line with elynas saying he realized the things that interested him brought fear and pain to others. #and that if he could traverse this world without causing pain or fear he would. #is very similar to durin wishing he could have met dvalin and venti and mondstadt under different circumstances #both weapons speak of being born from the same darkness that elynas talks about #AND both of their hearts are still intact. why tf did jakob want to get elynas's to beat again. what the fuck #just aoooh. i love how much of genshin exploration is just realizing how fucking fitting the Cataclysm is as a name for what happened #and how much it happened Everywhere #like. at least 3/7 of the original archons died. which is fucking. bonkers to me #considering MOST of them lived until that point with the only confirmed exception being the og pyro archon #don't even get me started on the fact that most of these deaths aren't even known #makoto obviously and rukkhadevata retroactively. no one in fontaine says a WORD about the lord of amrita #the only ones who seem to care about her are the oceanids. what the fuck #but god. like #the narzissenkreuz institute and the order of skeptics questline. the impact that people trying to investigate the cataclysm had #on others and themselves #like it makes a lot of sense but we don't see it anywhere else!! fucking of course people would try to study the cataclysm!! #of course people would try and find out wtf happened!!! #but now everything to do with the cataclysm is confidential to the point where people don't believe that most of the stories are true

[kariiimm]

Emotional pain hits much harder and it lasts longer.

#midnight thoughts #overthinking #sad quotes #self talk #silence #anixety #back to black #sadnees #black and white #paint it black #breathless #hunted #heavy heart #heartless #painful #faded #darkness #stressed #tired #toxic #ghost #betrayal #mine #quotes of the day #help #paranoia #thoughts #lost on you #recovery #going down

[foreverchangingfandomsao3]

Battle cries by the Amazing Devils is a Codywan song. I will not be elaborating.

#I'm sorry but it is #'Cause that sun that beams down as my hands touch the grass after summers of fasting I feel hunger at last #And these lines they aren't wrinkles dear heart they're just dollops of paint on a new work of art #And as I walk away I know I've been through the wars but that creaking you hear in my bones it's not pain it's applause #Are you going to tell me these aren't Codywan?! #Codywan

[skitskatdacat63]

Anytime someone out of the loop reblogs any boy king au art, I always just wanna put a huge asterisk like "THIS IS PART OF A PREEXISTING AU, A VETTONSO AU, PLEASE ASK ME ABOUT IT 🙏" cause most people are very surprised to learn how much of a narrative there is sjfklf

#yes he is boy king seb but he is a very specific boy king 🥰 #why did i name this au boy king as if hes not emperor #doesnt roll off the tongue as easily ig ;;; #its fine tho bcs hes always boy king in my heart but like. do be aware. #im on a unimaginable level of rpf #like not only is it f1 rpf but it is also ultra specific historical rpf lmfao #BUT HEY IM GLAD YOU GUYS LIKED THE NEW ART #I LIKE IT A LOT IM VERY PROUD OF IT #it was so terrible last night tho cause i really wanted to finish it #but i drank coffee that i THOUGHT was fully decaf #and i had it with ice cream(i am lactose intolerant) #so yeah i was able to finish the art but i also laid in bed in pain at like 5 am #but the show must go on! boy king gets what boy king wants! #as cofi said to me. he truly is the golden child 🥹 i always put the most deranged energy into painting him #ah man tho im sad to have finished this project in just a 3 day span. it was a lot of fun #i think next ill have to draw silly ship chibis of seb harassing nando w the sceptre and orb etc etc #catie.rambling.txt

[sunkiie]

oh How I love charlotte

#pain #this took me. way too long #painting has in it for a reason #Yk what it was fun though ik how to use Gradient maps now #sick #anywayz Charlotte my beloved #Witch's heart #charlotte witch's heart #Charlie #art #my art.png #sunkart

[perrypixellette]

Such a cruel ending 

What a tragedy 

What an injustice...

#Happy endings don’t exist for them #lunter #hunter x luz #goldenluz #luz x hunter #luz noceda #toh hunter #toh golden guard #toh fanart #toh #my art #digital art #Digital Illustration #this is based of a tangled concept art #huntceda #goldenlight #perrypixellette art #GOD this ship has so much angst potential it makes my heart hurt #also hunter's hair is a pain the ass to paint

[smile-files]

i might get to write about the little prince for school, which is great as it's one of my favorite stories ever!!! there's something about it that reassures me about life and it makes me really thoughtful and happy :)

#melonposting #about childhood and love and vulnerability and pain and loneliness and fear and safety and help from strangers #i don't know it just paints a beautiful picture of what is apparently naïveté in the face of the 'real world' #and how perhaps they can coexist #i don't know but it's just a really lovely story with really lovely illustrations and it speaks to my heart!! #i'd be very happy to write about it if i can :)

[ophelia-network]

“When we descend all the way down to the bottom of loss, and dwell patiently, with an open heart, in the darkness and pain, we can bring back up with us the sweetness of life and the exhilaration of inner growth. When there is nothing left to lose, we find the true self - the self that is whole, the self that is enough, the self that no longer looks to others for definition, or completion, or anything but companionship on the journey.” —Elizabeth Lesser

painting by Mao Hamaguchi

#mao hamaguchi #elizabeth lesser #healing quotes #heavy heart #finding yourself #dark painting #ophelia net #quotes #loss #patience #open heart #darkness #pain quotes #life quotes #inner growth #true self #authenticity #facing the self #self awareness #becoming whole #knowing #confidence #courage #freedom #anxiety #butterflies #light in darkness #lace #duality #veil

[gazelessmenagerie]

//:D

It's honestly surprising both sheets hit a row twice and one certain idiot managed to make it a triple.

Now what does he do?

#|| Tag: Answered #dragvnsovl #|| Gazing over the Abyss of Stars { Broly } #|| Bingo Dash Game #|| Ship | Tater / Yamcha / Broly { And I’ll Cry for You | Yes I’ll Die for You | Pain in my Heart it is Real } #|| Ship | Miguel / Broly { Crazy Loco Loquito } #( LFSDJ looking at it now. I probably could've switched one or two around bc they contradict in the same row/column) #( but thats ok. mainly bc i dont want to deal with ms paint ;w; ) #( what happens when they hit bingo aldsfjg )