#passively suicidal

[neptunes-saddest-alien]

From the bottom of my worthless heart, I genuinely don’t know if I can survive another year.

#i really don’t #i’m terrified #tired #exhausted #deppressed #numb #mentally tired #lonliness #pathetic #worthless #sad thoughts #passively suicidal #suicidal ideation #suicidal #hurt #empty #tired of living

[endlessmidnights]

Look up passively suicidal in the dictionary and I’ll be the first example

#passively suicidal #tw sucidal ideation #tw depressing stuff #mentally drained #sorry for being depressing #i hate me so much #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #mental problems #tw sui ideation #anxitey #depression #please let me kms #let me go #i wish i was dead #time to kms #i wanna disappear #mental health #please end my suffering #i should kms #i hate meeeee #very unstable #im going insane #dictionary definition #mentally fucked #so fucking exhausted #why do i exist #i just wanna sleep #please let me die #i don’t want to exist anymore

[midnight-coffeebreak]

"you know having that mindset isn't healthy"

:O

I WOULD NEVER HAVE GUESSED! IF ONLY THERE WAS A WAY TO CONTROL IT BEYOND JUST PRAYING TO WHATEVER GOD EXISTS TO FUCKING END IT ALREADY

#vent #passively suicidal #tw sui ideation

[sleeplessdreamer14]

you know it’s getting bad when potatoes are losing their appeal as an incentive to stay alive

#rambles #passively suicidal #sewersidal #my stuff

[ironic-timer]

Just kill me at this point

i feel so empty

nothing feels real

what the fuck is even life

why am i alive why am i alive why am i alive kill me kill me kill me

i wish i wasn't so cowardly so my attempt wouldn't have f a i l e d

please stop please stop please stop-

#vent #tw depressive #tw suicide mention #depression #derealization #tw derealization #tw unreality #tw existentialism #passively suicidal

[r00m-w1th-n0-d00r]

"Accidently" overworking myself and "accidently" hurting myself while out having fun. I ask for more hours at work so I'm not home, so that I have a reason to be moving around all day and exhausting myself. I fall out of trees, play in the road, smoke so much weed that I literally cant think, all on "accident." I want you to think that I'm clumsy, I want you to think that I'm stupid. I wont tell you how much I worked, I wont point out my scratches and bruises and I wont bring up how I "forgot" to eat and how I "forgot" to take care of myself, not unless you ask.

None of it's an accident. I never forget anything. I want it to be this way. I want to deteriorate slowly and painfully. I deserve this.

#self destruction #su1c1d3 #self mutalition #3atingdisord3r #passively suicidal

[time-schwime]

I've been passively suicidal for literally as long as I can remember, even before I had a concept of death, and I'm so used to it that whenever somebody says they actually want to be alive I don't believe them. like lmao why ?

#tw suicide mention #passively suicidal #bpd #borderline #oh u *like* being alive lmao that's wack anyway rip to u but I'm different #by passively suicidal I mean I am not actively like making money moves or acting on anything #it's just always in the background #tbh this life has never really felt 'real' so it's just my normal baseline

[razor-twat]

Student exchange is a nerve game for the mentally ill. I'm so far out from my comfort zone that it's somewhat hilarious. I love the nature here and i'm doing okay but the nerve game tries it's best to send me home in a straightjacket.

#mentally ill #depression #passively suicidal #general anxiety disorder #anxiety #panic disorder #mentally exhausted

[neptunes-saddest-alien]

I feel so detached from everything and everyone it’s nauseating

#tired #exhausted #deppressed #numb #mentally tired #lonliness #pathetic #worthless #dissociation #disconnected #passively suicidal #empty

[the-space-between-my-words]

"I'm just tired."

Please let me sleep

Forever.

#passively suicidal #unsaid #mental health #i am sick #mentally sick #mentally unwell #i am in pain

[bingbongbugtime]

💔 - The muse talks about something from their past they wish they would forget

Honestly just..all of it if I could? I don't. Like living. Not sure if I've made it obvious but I was born against my own will. I never really wanted to live so. Ya know. All of it. Bury me.

If you want me to be more specific about it, I'd like to forget watching my mother die.

#pkmn irl #rotomblr #I'd prefer not to go into detail on this. #Death mention #sui ideation #passively suicidal

[casualhideoutkitten]

Daisies

The name of these flowers is derived from the phrase 'day's eye'

A beacon of hope and beauty, they make me wonder why

They appear so broken, closed in the dark

I remember, they're simply waiting for that nourishing spark.

Perhaps I should learn from these blooms in the ground

Perhaps there is a purpose left to be found

Perhaps I should simply take my final bow

"We're going to die anyways, why not now?"

"But wait!" you say "the sun will still rise.

Living to see it will be the greatest prize."

This prize you mention, hope in your heart

For me is unattainable, like priceless art

I have brighter days, everyone does

The clouds retreat, they feel complete, my life fills with love

The sun is never constant, a superficial type of heat

Disappearing suddenly, only a treat

My brain tells me to close like the daisies

My mother tells me I am simply lazy

The voices tell me I should take my final bow

"You're going to die anyways, why not now?"

#original poem #poets on tumblr #suicide #suicidal #passively suicidal #existentialism #parents #daisies #daisy #life #purpose

[mainfaggot]

it's so over

#my head hurts someoje stab me in the gut so that i realise maybe i dont wany to die after all and then i turn my life around bc im no longer #passively suicidal #z.post

[icecoldveins]

#processing trauma #trauma #tw #passively suicidal #epilepsy #death

[honeypleasejustkillme]

suicidal people deserve a space to talk about their suicidal feelings without risking hospitalization/institutionalization or being accused of being manipulative or attention seeking

#world mental health day 2022 :) #remember you all are loved and appreciated :) #everyone with mental health issues are valid and deserve support so if you ever need it don’t hesitate to reach out <3 #actually bpd #bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd problems #actually borderline #bpd fp #bpd shitposting #bpd mood #bpd vent #bpd favorite person #tw sui mention #passive suicide #tw sui thoughts #tw sui vent

[sammys-stupid-stories]

29th September 22

Convinced Hoops to walk to subway with me and we immediately almost got hit by a car that ran off the road and into the apartment parking lot.

I feel like it confirmed the fact that I'm passively suicidal. I was ready to just take it as is. If I died I die. Big deal.

Hoops had the more appropriate reaction that really cemented that I'm in the wrong mind frame. He experienced a lot of fear and couldn't even crack a joke about it afterwards. He was truly scared for his life.

just a weird observation...

#shut up sammy #sammy speaks #sammy's stupid stories #passively suicidal #stressed and depressed