#past life angst

[fcthots]

Can I request 27. "I'm going to carry you, okay?" with an angsty dash of 5. "You don't have anything to be sorry for." please?

You shouldn't have been out.

You should have never left your apartment, especially not in the middle of the night, especially when Jason didn't know you left, but you just wanted to go on a short walk, but one wrong turn turned your short walk into a very long one.

You could hear a few things: the beating of your heart, the sound of your feet hitting the ground as you ran, the sound of their feet running after you, shouting from behind you.

"Get your ass back here or I swear to God, we're gonna fucking kill you!"

Fuck. You just had to go on a walk to clear your head. You just had to get lost. You just had to forget your phone. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

You were running so hard you could barely breathe. You were faster than them, but not by much, and you couldn't keep it up. You were terrified, shaking, slightly crying. You tried screaming, but no one came. You were lost, alone, scared, and being chased. You wished more than anything that you never left your apartment. You wished you just called Jason to calm down, but you didn’t want to bother him. Regret. Regret. Regret.

You've basically run in one big circle, trying to get anywhere near your apartment, but you were so lost. That street sign, though was familiar, but more than that you had passed it before; something else.

Oh.

Oh no.

You knew the name on that street sign because Jason was telling you about it earlier

...in reference to a trafficking case.

Your heart sank. Their footfalls match the erratic beating of your heart. You were tired. You couldn't keep this up forever and they knew the territory. It seemed you were at every disadvantage.

You turned a corner. You had this one chance to lose them. You use all of your remaining energy to run into the gap between the closed down corner store and apartment complex,

and promptly trip on the uneven concrete. Yeah, you pulled something.

And with your absolutely stellar luck, you picked the one alley that was a dead end.

"Fucking finally. Nowhere to run now. I think we should take our time with this one. She made us waste all that time chasing her, what's a little more?"

You open your mouth to beg for your life, but the words won't come out. You try to get up but you collapse again. You use your good leg to move yourself against the wall.

The three men laugh as they slowly approach you, taunting you. They smile and joke at the tears you didn’t notice were falling. You try to think of any possible escape route, but come up empty. One pulls out a gun and you try not to look at it.

"You really thought you could just run away, huh?"

"You can scream as loud as you want. No one is coming."

The third man laughs. "Don't say that. The screaming is fucking annoying."

They get closer to you and you feel the sweat trickle from your hairline.

Everyone's heads turn when there's a loud thud outside the alley.

You aren't exactly focused on it, but it makes them temporarily stop, so you're thankful for it.

"Marcus, go check it out."

"Fuck you. Why do I have to it?"

"Be louder, why don’t you? Quit being a bitch and go."

'Marcus' leaves with a string of curses. The attention is turned back to you again, with impatient smiles and twisted laughter, but not for long.

They make it about two more steps before Marcus yells and there's a crunch and thud.

The two men stop dead in their tracks. Communicating as if with eye contact, one nods, and the other begins to walk slowly along the wall of the alley with his gun raised until he turns the corner. While the first man tries to split his attention between you and his friend, his friend screams.

The last man turns towards you. He rushes forward in an attempt to grab your arm, presumably to drag you, but he never gets that chance.

There is a loud thunk to the back of the man's head before he's on the floor. You look up and see a red helmet.

You don’t think you've ever been happier to see that shiny red.

"Hey, it's ok. It's just me. I wasn't gonna let anything happen to you, I promise. You're safe now."

You try to say his name as he rushes over to you but it comes out as more of a pathetic and terrified whimper.

"Are you hurt?"

You nod your head and watch him freeze.

"Where?"

You drag your leg out from underneath you. He sighs in relief. His shoulders hunch forward, his forehead knocking against yours. He lands a helmet kiss there.

"C'mon. Let's get you home. I'm going to carry you, okay?"

Before you could even think about attempting to reply, he has you scooped up in his arms. He takes a deep breath in and out and locks eyes with you.

"You ok?"

"no fatal injuries"

He hums in acknowledgement. The walk is quiet. Too quiet. You don’t remember most of the walk. The adrenaline wearing off was making you tired, but Jason's silence concerned you. You shouldn't have gone out alone, it was dumb, but you couldn't handle a fight with Jason right now. That's probably why he was being quiet, he mad at you, but knows you don’t wanna fight. He was being so sweet, but to be honest all you wanted was comfort. You can't take him being distant right now.

Fuck it. You can't take it anymore.

"I'm sorry."

He stops on the outside of you apartment complex's elevator, moving two look at you.

You open your mouth to speak again but he cuts you off. "You don't have anything to be sorry for."

"Aren't you mad?"

"I could never be mad at you."

"But you're being all silent."

"I thought you'd want space. Do you not?"

"...no... I want comfort..."

"Alright. And I'm not mad at you. Never mad at you. That wasn't your fault, ok? I was brooding just now because I was scared at the thought of losing you. I love you. So much."

"I love you too."

#life got fucked in the past week #take this thing that I ran out of steam on half way through #i apologize #saph’s love letters #jason todd #jason todd x reader #saph’s thots #red hood #jason todd imagine #red hood x reader #jason todd x you #anon #jason todd angst #red hood imagine #red hood x you #jason todd x reader angst #red hood angst #red hood x reader angst #angst #tw: sa threat #hurt/comfort

[hgduo]

I know Tallulah is kinda (in)famous for being the 'angst egg', but it always stands out to me how resentful she seems to feel about that reputation- Creation calling her 'trauma shell' and how jokes about her family situation always upset her because she feels like that's all people see her as- a poor, sad, helpless, little girl.

She hates when others define her by the tragedies in her life as if it's the most important part of her- to her it feels both mocking and like a roadblock in her attempts to heal and grow... and it doesn't help that bad things out of her control do just keep on happening which will also just add to the lasting perception others around have of her that Tallulah wants to move on from.

#qsmp #tallulah #(of course given certain current circumstances Talsy will be able to move on from some parts of her past...) #(but given the shit happening to Phil and now Chay going missing... life just doesn't seem to want to give her a break) #(but anyway the point of this is that I sometimes feel like people reduce to Talsy as just an 'angst muffin' which doesn't feel accurate)

[adisillusionedauthor]

Like it was meant to be... - Lando Norris

A.N: This is based off of a crazy dream I had, if you guys want I could probably make a part 2.

Pairing: Past Life prince!Lando Norris x Past life servant!reader

Masterlist<3

Warning: a little sad, might continue this..., trying something different, cute Lando

Word count: 785

I walked through the castle looking for prince Norris, in the morning he had asked for me to look for him, but up until this moment I was swarmed with duties to prepare everything for the arrival of the princess he’s supposed to marry, I know it’s wrong and forbidden, but I love him and he loves me, even though that’s the only truth I know, I must end it, I must think of the best for the kingdom. I hear his voice coming from the balcony so I open the door without much thought, once I opened the door his arms were holding the princess much like he held me, my eyes instantly meet his as he frantically let’s go of the princess, I apologize for entering without knocking and start to walk away, he apologizes for leaving so frantically and starts going after me, calling out for my name: “Y/N! Y/N, please let me explain!” Once he’s close enough his finger closes around my arm gently, pulling me to a haste, my eyes meet his, my eyes full of tears and his full of worry and concern: “Please, let me explain. I can’t lose you” He said caressing my cheek, I shook my head causing a few tears to fall: “No… We were never supposed to happen… This was a mistake, not cause you’re royalty and I’m not, not because you’re going to marry another woman in a few weeks, but because I knew I wouldn’t be able to let go of you once the time came… I got too attached over some stupid thing… It probably meant nothing to you, but to me… It was everything… Goodbye my prince, I’m leaving the castle in the morning” His eyes widened and he pulled me into a storage room that was close to where we were: “What do you mean you’re leaving? NO! You can’t… I’ll… I don’t know what I’ll do without you… Please,Y/N” He pleaded and his eyes almost convinced me to stay, my eyes fill with tears and so did his, our tears start falling, his eyes lower once he realizes there’s no convincing me to stay. He pulls me into a tight embrace: “If I can’t have you in this life, I’ll look for you in the next one… That’s a promise…” He said so sure of himself and I believe him, I allow my arms to wrap around him one last time, I pull away after a few minutes of holding each other, letting the tears fall, I wipe my tears then wipe his so gently, cupping his cheek gently: “She’ll be happy with you… If you truly wish to look for me in the next life, Lando… I’ll wait… I’ll wait a thousand years… I’ll wait until you find me, but in this life forget about me… Focus on your kingdom… I’ll be okay… Somehow, I’ll be okay… I promise” I say letting more tears fall, more tears fell from his eyes and he pulled me into a last sweet and loving kiss, I let my fingers tangle into his hair, pulling him closer to me, then once we let go of each other, we wipe our tears and walk in different directions on the corridor, he walks back to the princess and I… I walk towards my room where I’ll pack everything and leave this kingdom behind. Find my own future outside of this castle’s walls.

YEARS LATER…

I can’t believe after years of saving I finally managed to buy a paddock pass, I’m going to meet my favorite driver Lando Norris. I’m already in line to take a picture with him, I brought one hoodie from his merch for him to sign for me if it’s possible, soon it's my turn and I’m sweating, his adorable accent hits my ear once I get close enough and somehow manage to mutter the words: “Could I please get a picture with you?” He smiles at me sweetly and says: “Sure thing and I suppose that hoodie is for me to autograph?” He asks, his smile almost makes my knees buckle, but I manage to give him a shaky nod, he offers me his hand for us to take the selfie, I take it, my hand shaking he wraps one arm gently around my waist and I feel a soft shock, nothing to strong, but it seems like he felt the same since he looks at me confused, we take the picture and he signs my hoodie, he hugs me before going on to the next person, once he hugs me, it feels strange… Like something I’ve been looking for a long time… Like it was meant to be…

#f1 fanfic #fluff #formula 1 #f1 x reader #f1 #fanfic #cute #adorable #sad #angst #light angst #slow burn #drabble #old lifes #past life #prince #lando #lando norris #lando x reader #lando norris x reader #landonorris #ln4 #mclaren f1 #lando imagine #f1 2024 #f1 gif #f1 gifs #f1 imagine #f1 fic #f1 angst

[sunny-yum-yum]

AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH😭😭😭😭

MA BABIEZ NAURRRR😭😭😭

#lego monkey kid #lmk #gacha life 2 #lego monkey kid fandom #lmk past macaque #sun wukong #Macaque’s death!???😱 #lmk past monkey king #angst? #gl2

[cinnamoonyy]

watching double life from desertduo pov is so funny. like these guys are just having fun on their soulmate au minecraft server and then a starved fandom analyzes it in the most heart-wrenching, harrowing, agonizing, disturbing way possible

#double life smp #double life #dlsmp #desert duo #slash half joking #why is it that every minecraft smp series i've watched either has an emotionally harrowing fandom or emotionally harrowing ccs or both #i just wanted to watch people play mc with their friends #and i watch one (1) animatic and oh there's more and oh there's fanfiction and oh gDO WHY AM I FILTERING IN MCD ON AO3 DOT COM #in the past month i've discovered that i am Not immune to goodtimes nor am i immune to bad times from the unhinged angst

[dumplingsjinson]

List of “we’ve met before in another life, haven’t we?” prompts

“I swear I’ve seen you before…” “And I have no recollection of seeing you before.” 

“I… I don’t want to lose you again. Not in this life, too.” “You won’t, I promise.”

“Why do I feel like I know you?” 

“It’s me. Don’t you… Don’t you remember?” 

“It’s funny how history’s repeating itself and I’m falling for you all over again even though I promised myself I would never fucking do that again after all the shit you put me through back then.” 

“I’m going to make you remember who I am — who I was to you.” 

“Remember when we promised each other we’d meet at this exact same spot if we ever met each other again in another life?” “…Yeah, I don’t remember that. I’m sorry.” 

“Who the fuck are you? I have never met you before.” “Are you sure about that?” 

“They just… Seem so familiar but I can’t put my finger on why that is.”

“Does God hate me, because why the fuck am I always encountering you in every single one of my lives?” “Maybe because we’re soulmates?” “…I am absolutely not accepting that as my reality.”

#past life prompts #otp prompts #writing prompts #dialogue prompts #angst prompts #prompts #i love past life aus but i can never turn them into full fledged fics #because i'm not creative enough rippp

[equill]

A living nightmare

#kakashi hatake #kakashi fanart #naruto #naruto fanart #fanart #art #drawing #my art #sketch #digital art #sharingan #kakashi angst and pain is neat #it makes my brain itch to make it worse #like damn your character was made to contain pain #because WHAT DID YOU SEE WHEN YOU WERE SIX?? YOUR DAD DID WHAT #OBITO DID WHAT #RIN?? #EVEN MINATO AND KUSHINA?? #what did homeboy do in his past life

[solivagantingrebel]

Thinks about Soap who felt so out of place with his family that he ran to enlist the moment he could to avoid dealing with the complications of his future with them in it.

Thinks about Soap who felt so out of place with his family that he ran to enlist the moment he could to avoid dealing with the complications of his future with them in it.

Thinks—

#about the mw3 ending #mmmmm #soap family angst #imagine if like. his avoidance led to a point in his life where his parents passed when he was on duty #and he just buried himself further in his work to avoid those feelings again #he has one sibling (my hc) #but his avoidance also pushed him apart from his sister beyond repair (he can repair the relationship but he never does. also because he-) #mannnn #this man ruins me always #putting this + in contrast with Ghost's situation with his family/past #man x2 #angst #mw3 spoilers #ig? #anyway #soap #john soap mactavish #(-also because he died before he could repair the relationship) #this is me filling in the gaps of - why the taskforce was the only one there in his funeral #also sister because he doesn't seem like a man who didn't grow up with a sister idk how to explain this to you other than like #divine visions and vibes told me so

[cerealmonster15]

rewatched That One Scene to get the Vibes for this. it’s fine. okuyasu just needs 2 have his mind palace moment 😌

ref:

ty @gaminegay​ for sharing the cool pose refs post w/the world ily

[the post in question] [send me some suggestions if u so desire]

#jjba #josuke higashikata #okuyasu nijimura #josuyasu #Cereal tries to draw #ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm #jojo jumpscare. angst jumpscare. not the brand of my usual things LOL jksdlfjds #it's ok hes fine he's FIIIIINE im allergic to perma angst #<- watches jojo which is full of perma angst #BUT THIS SCENE ISNT SO #‼️IT'S FINE ‼️ #anyway. i love josuyasu. i miss them i need more of them in my life always and constantly #usually i just copy paste the pose ref in the image but #i didnt feel like it this time bc i been here for like an hour or two LOL #i did not. mean to sit here for this long #i have therapy in da morning i gotta go to BED #ok anyway bye !!!!!!!!!!!! this was fun. i want to do More Of These #i LIKE the selection of poses #brain activated #not now tho it needs to deactivate so i can slep #BYE!!!

[h4venpha]

vashwood reincarnation au where only vash remembers and its the “you’re as beautiful as the day i lost you” line from httyd2

#or even after trimax vash was kept in the arc for months before they saw each other again #i dont know im watching httyd w tears in my eyees #XMONNN BRAHHHH THE GENTLE FACE HOLD #wolfwood’s eyes watering because his touch feels so familiar for some reason but he doenst know why #surpressed vw who dont talk abt it after bc its too much vulnerability for ww and if vash thinks about his past life with his old wolfwood #hell start crying #vashwood #vashwood angst #vash the stampede #nicholas d. wolfwood #vash angst #wolfwood angst #trigun #trigun stampede #trigun maximum #h4venpha

[ty-bayonet-betteridge]

3l!grian is frequently depicted as a tragic figure and sometimes i wonder if we even watched the same series

#like yes he is tragic. every character in the series is tragic but i think hes easily the least tragic of the winners #(except maybe cleo. i have my own thoughts about how cleos victory plays into her core themes and why its not as joyous or triumphant as #cleo the players and the fandom at large make it seem that i will have to make a real post about at some point) #grian dies Laughing. he smiles and calls it a dual victory before the final fight. his last words are “its been amazing.” #to me Grians arc is about how he came in with this sense of mirth. had it ripled away by the reality when his joke gets Scar killed. #and then rediscovers it as he learns that the horror of their circumstances doesn't need to keep him from delight #plus also ive never seen a man more delighted to explode three of his friends #ill also bring up that Martyns lore has Grian involved in the games explicitly to COMBAT the angst #that Grians inherent silliness and joy makes the players less hopeless as they meet their endings #and theres obviously parts of martyns lore i can take or leave but this is one area where Eyes and Ears lines up very well with what actions #the characters take and so im happy to bring it up #unlike other parts such as “limlife pearl and cleo retained more trauma between seasons than any player has before” #which i do directly refute as it doesn't seem to line up with the way the characters act and the story plays out #thats for another post though #my point here is 3l grian was having the time of his life and i think there are some fanon interpretationd that disregard that #which theyre free to do im definitely someone who has ignored canon plenty of times in the past (glances at worm) #but i think this is the sort of thing that makes the canon more interesting and compelling #anyway. um. rambled longer than i meant to there #grian #trafficblr #3rd life #3rd life smp #3lsmp

[mxwhore]

have you drawn anything with sphynx jon and harpy martin grooming each other? i imagine jon would find being groomed by another being an incredibly novel experience

...not quite

#angst aside it was too much fun drawing martins grabby hands once again #hard remembering ur human life when youve been alone for the past hundred of years huh! #tma #tma au #momster jon #harpy martin #jonmartin

[bumblingbabooshka]

 🗣🚨 YAOI ALERT 🚨🗣 [TEXT: Neelix took a seat next to Tuvok. He hoped the Vulcan would make some comment about his story, but a long silence ensued. Neelix found himself feeling unaccountably nervous, reading into Tuvok's silence a general disapproval - and yet, what could he expect? From the moment they first met, Tuvok had been aloof and judgmental. Nonetheless, his opinion mattered to Neelix, and so, inwardly chastising himself for doing so, he turned to the somber man. "So, Mr. Vulcan...what did you think of my story?" Another silence. Neelix felt himself begin to perspire. Why wasn't Tuvok answering him? Had he embarrassed himself that fully? He felt his heart beating in his chest. "I know I've done some awful things in my life," he stammered, "but I've tried to make up for them. I hope you won't hold what I've told you against me..." He trailed off lamely, his words sounding hollow. Tuvok turned slowly to look at him, his dark visage glistening in the heat of the setting sun. His eyes seemed to pierce Neelix's brain. He stared like that for a full moment before he spoke. "I found it an exceptional story. You have complexities, and courage, I would never have imagined." Neelix couldn't believe what he was hearing - Tuvok was actually complimenting him! He felt a little shiver of pleasure, but he couldn't for the life of him think of anything to say in return...] Source: Pathfinders by Jeri Taylor

#Tuvok/Neelix #WHAT WAS THE MOMENT FULL OF. HUH? #NEELIX'S CRUSH ON TUVOK IS SO REAL #Tuvok: Ugh Neelix. #Neelix: -tells a story about how he used to be a criminal and has had a lot of angst and heartbreak in his life- #Tuvok: Wo w......-twirling hair- I didn't know you like...had complexity. You're like such a tortured soul ..... #Neelix: ('I didn't imagine you had complexities or courage' flying over his head) O mmmghmygod #I know Tuvok is just saying 'I didn't imagine you would have had a past like that given how cheerful you are now' #like those 'we all have the homies whose jovial nature can't quite hide their aura of sadness' posts #But I think his phrasing is funny - especially bc the author is using commas to mimic how he pauses in his speech #Also him just straight up not responding to Neelix is funny. DUDE. C'MOOOON. <3 #CAN WE TALK ABOUT NEELIX'S HARDCORE CRUSH ON TUVOK??? THAT DESCRIPTION??? #I'm so sorry there is NO straight and friendly explanation for 'his dark visage glistening...his eyes seemed to pierce [my] mind...' #SHIVERING IN PLEASURE???? NEELIX. #Novel Experiences #Neelix is so hopelessly in love with Tuvok he is sustaining himself on CRUMBS #If Tuvok gave Neelix a pencil Neelix would treasure it forever - HELP HIM. #they are so highschool despite being in their (nebulous middle age?) and (hundreds) #Tuvix #Tuvok #Neelix #I love how there's not really even a straight excuse reason for why Neelix likes Tuvok IN PARTICULAR so much #Almost as if- #voy

[kindan-no-kanojo]

🦇 𝕯𝖎𝖆𝖙𝖔𝖇𝖊𝖗 2023 🦇

Day 12: Mother/Father || Masterlist || Prompts by @fruit-of-infidelity

«We will be here when you come back...!»

Scarlett's parents had an actually happy loving relationship 💗 until.

«. . .»

«...as I thought...

I can't go on without you...»

#I FINALLY GET TO POST THIS god it cant be so hard to draw happy people (??? (sort of) #diatober 2023 #Scarlett Wakahisa #angst under the cut ✨ #the way i was like 'she looks like scarlett istg i draw her too much' but then i remembered thats the POINT of her mother LMAO #also i realized i cant draw babies so you'll have to imagine a redhead purple eyed baby ig 😭 #context(?) momlett couldnt take the loss 😔 #what's a depressed new mother who just lost the love of her life in the 17th century gonna do- #she didnt hurt the baby tho. but it gets so much deeper than that 🗿 #i have a longer post explaining the whole thing + how scarlett gets to resent her mother #i could look for it later if anyone wants to read the series of unfortunate events that was scarlett's past (? #Diatober #diatober day 12

[sterkeyra]

Goddamnit Lu, your guts are falling out after all.

What's with your guys healing abilities ahhhh

#link click #lu guang #cheng xiaoshi #i knew last episode ended too much on a happy tone #so we're up for angst #since the start of s2 they showed how Cheng is tempted to change the past #and i expected something to happen to Lu that would push him past the boundaries #I'm afraid that tinkering with the timeline drains your life power or if you try to undo a death it will turn on you #the person destind to die will still die #but the person trying to save them will be punished #that would be the ultimate bad end #please dont let it happen

[acesknights]

// mw3spoilers //

Extra:

Doodle of my live reaction of seeing my ass get disappointed with how the campaign was done (i will be buying the next game either way because i like to complain)

#acesart #mw3 spoilers #Mw3 #soap call of duty #Ive been sobbing over soaps death for the past 4 days this is hell help me #I don't get attached to fictional characters often so this is painful #Drew this while crying el oh el #fanart #drawing #soap mactavish #simon ghost riley #Simon Riley once again having people close to him die infront of him #Sorry not sorry for that last tag #soapghost #call of duty helping me make the best angst in my entire life #angst #my art