#pasta is so cruel 😔

[lovedlovingly]

swear I've been crying all day today and i probably will continue because I'm so tired i don't have energy to do anything else but sleep and if i take a nap rn I'll miss the order time to get some good pasta for dinner from the place i wanna order from but I'm too overwhelmed for pasta in this exact moment! life is just not in the right timing for pasta and it's about to make me cry too

#6pm thwy close in like 45min theyre SO CRUEL #jk i have chicken nuggets at home 😔 maybe tomorrow is a pasta timing day!

[khaleesiofalicante]

Yay!! New chapter!!! 🥳🥳

I'm so happy!!!

Ok, let's do this...

🤭 sexy times ahead 😈

THE BEGINNING

-Magnus only knows five things about Raphael.

You already know too much about him Magnus back off 🤣

Raphael gives me Rosa Diaz vibes... King!

Is this Model Magnus origin story? 😍

-“I’m hot,” Magnus notes. “I could be a model.”

You can be anything you want to be you're Magnificent Bane!!

-“You know how we have sex?”

-Magnus can’t help but smile at that. “Yes. I know.”

-“But we haven’t, like, uh, had like sex sex?”

Why is this so cute??? 🤭

“Because you are beautiful,” Alec replies. “And you’re brilliant and your bright and-”

“Bisexual?”

Alec blinks.

Alec knows. Magnus had told him the very first day they had met.

“I thought you were just saying words in B,” Magnus grins.

Beloved is another B word, which you also are 🥰

“We are doing an experiment,” Magnus says and then grins. “No. A sexperiment!”

🤣🤣 this whole scene is 🔥

“Magnus,” he says, and his name is a whisper. “Will you make love to me?”

Qkdksakal!!!

Magnus has never been anyone’s baby before.

Why do I feel like this is the B word that's gonna makes us cry in the future 🤔😔

THE MIDDLE

They're already divorced...

Magnus at the MET gala I can't wait 😍🤩

It is done now.

It had been one of the hardest things Magnus had done in his life. He had to sit in a room across from Alec and figure out how to live their lives separately when he had dreamed of the opposite for many years.

But it is done.

Yes, I know this exactly what I signed up for, yes, I remember asking for more... but it hurts!!!!

😭😭😭

But neither Max's yelling nor his cruel jabs hurt as much as Alec’s silent treatment.

We're going to L.A? 😮

OMG the gang is getting together again!!!

Magnus as a fallen angel is going to be epic 🤩🤩

Disneyland here we gooo!!!

I want to be in that chat group

Alec chuckles at that and then looks at Magnus.

A nod.

Magnus doesn’t really know what to do. 

A smile. 

Ouch... this hurts a lot!! 😭

Wait!!!! Max is having threesomes 😳

Who thought that leaving this two (Alec and Max) together was a good idea? They're going to starve themselves 🤦🏻‍♀️

The conversation between Magnus and Max is too sad, I can't 😭😭

David is there too. He is standing close to Clary, who is on her phone. The blonde boy’s blue eyes are fixed on Max, who is talking to Simon and Georgia.

I love them so much 😍😍

They're so precious!!

The thing about taking time for yourself is that it eventually has to come to an end. And going back to normal life and making up to the people you had abandoned usually comes with an apology tour.

This hit me hard 😔 I've been there

Donald Duck in the cake 🤣🤣

This fic is taking me on an emotional roller-coaster... Disneyland could never 😌

Lexi's gay panic is the cutest thing ever, I might have a weakness for characters that are named like me 🤭

They're going to dress up... THIS IS GOING TO BE AWESOME!!!!!

David is always a prince charming he's just wearing regular clothes 🥰

Magnus as Aladdin 😍

Alec as captain hook has unlocked something 😳🙃

“I know,” David nods and then holds up the white rose. “For you.”

I would have died!!! He's too precious 🥰

Oh no, I have a bad feeling about the bathroom scene 😒 this is not gonna end well...

A white rose lies on the white floor, now trampled and broken.

Magnus looks up and his heart somehow breaks even further.

I KNEW IT!!! 😭😭😭

THE END

Ooh we're going to Canada 😍

He's meeting the prime minister 😲 is it Justin Trudeau?? 🥰😍

I don't like Magnus going on dates, fuck Shinyun 😠

“I tried to sabotage the date,” Max tells him the way of hello. “But I think Rafe is onto me.”

Max my precious child, I love him!!

I hate monopoly, I always loose

They're such a cute family, I need to know what happened? 😭

Why hasn't Alec met Tessa? That's weird

Alec puts more pasta on his plate. “Baby, can you pass me the sauce?”

Magnus picks up the sauce and is already halfway passing it when his hand goes still.

Alec freezes too.

I knew the B word was going to come back in a bad way 😭

“I don’t give a shit about Toronto,” Max is all but yelling now. “I get to meet Justin Fucking Trudeau.”

The way I relate to Max 🤣🤣

😠 fuck Shinyun honestly!!

It’s a challenge.

“Good luck on your date, Magnus.”

Thank you so much for another great chapter... you're amazing ❤

PS: my phone now auto completes Shinyun when I type fuck 🤣

YOUR REACTIONS + GIFS ARE FUCKING KILLING ME OMG.

Also not your phone ksdjhcfkjsnfhks. Alec might have the same situation lol.

I love this so much! Thank you!

#tlnd

[egggshellent]

Prayer circle for my bf getting better pls

#sucks having to say pls dont do anything stupid in gn messages again :/ #wish he'd get better so he'd be happier and able to have a life :/ and have a decent life with me #pasta is so cruel 😔 #like he had some progress in a year and now he's pretty much in square one again #and even before this he was worried how am i gonna enjoy being there when he was better and next summer isnt that far anymore #:/// #i usually don't think about it bc it gives me unbearable anxiety #but yea