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Yule Log cake—Dec. 2020

My first time making this. It didn’t turn out pretty, but my family said it was one of the best cakes they ever had! ❄️✨

#peachyrosez #yule log #baked goods #from scratch #winter #yule 2020 #first try

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Can we normalize doing romantic things with friends?

Making candle light dinners, having picnics, holding hands, softly caressing their face as you tell them how beautiful they are, and taking naps together.

That shit is precious as heck!

#peachyrosez #cute #romantic #romance #flowers #picnic #candle light #warm and cozy

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Celebrating Ostara & my birthday tomorrow by making this honey cake! It has edible flowers, powdered sugar, and berries.

#peachyrosez #flowers #honey #cake #spring equinox #ostara #rebirth #sweet

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🌸🍃🦢🍃🌸

#peachyrosez #swan #bird #lakelife #cottagecore #feathers #beautiful #lonesome #all alone

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If you aren’t using Animal Crossing to send romantic post cards to your crush, or leaving cute messages on their board then you aren’t doing it right.

#peachyrosez #meanwhile I am out here sending messages to my villagers if they want to cuddle #sweet #animal crossing #new horizons #love letters

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Do you ever think that you are just too much to handle to be loved properly? Like not in a bad way, just that every relationship you have been in your partner only wants one side of you?

I’m 50% UwU, bashful, romantic, blushes easily, tender, kind, and wears my heart on my sleeve when in love, cottage core, whimsical... and the other 50% is gothic, kinky, chaotic, anarchist, dark humor, witchy, and brooding.

I’m a nonbinary, Demi-sexual, bi romantic person for a reason. You either get all of me or none of me. I’m too exhausted trying to be only half of who I am.

#peachyrosez #self love #romance #this goes out to all of the cishet men ive dated

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Vulnerability

It’s hard to imagine being so close to someone. To have someone see who you really are. The last time I was truly open and me around people was in high school. Everything changed when my best friend of 10+ years accused me of stealing all of her boyfriends. All because her ex had a crush on me and asked me out. Which I told him then that I would think about it. Everyone in our friend group turned against me as well. (God high school was so dumb and dramatic)

My best friend then set out on a mission to destroy my life. She took all of my stuff from our shared locker, kept my homework to turn it in herself, and made sure that the only place I could eat lunch was in the bathroom. Then she and my other former friends would constantly call my phone and leave messages calling me a “slut” or even to kill myself. One friend in our group even decided to call her father who was a cop on me. The reasoning? She claimed I stole her iPod. The list of incidents like this could go on. It only stopped when my mom got a job and moved us to another town.

I didn’t enroll my junior year at the town’s new high school and took online classes to graduate. It took two years before I could even step out of my home without a severe panic attack. I slowly got better and enrolled in college. Since then I’ve made a few friends and I still can’t be vulnerable around most of them. I have this deep seeded fear of what happened in high school happening again. I’m paranoid that the only reason they have me around is because I can be useful in our org. How do I know they truly care about me?

I’m now graduating next semester and I have a strong feeling these people won’t talk to me again. I’ll be alone again like the many other points of my life.

I’m writing this because I need to talk to the void and let this part of me go. To just let myself be vulnerable for a bit.

TW: Suicide

Also I’m having feelings of wanting to kill my self and I feel like I can’t talk to any of my friends about this. I want to be able to talk to them I just feel they wouldn’t listen I’m having a really hard time right now. The only person I can talk to about this is my therapist but it isn’t the same as knowing you have support from a friend.

#peachyrosez #triggering content #personal #tw anxiety #tw bullying

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Wholesome quiz to find your personal flower based on your study habits. My Focus Spot would ideally be a quiet bookshop but a DIY studio works too. 💕

https://forest-mt.seekrtech.com/

#forest #study aesthetic #flowers #personality quiz #growth #apple tree #peachyrosez

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Artemis and Luna

A photo of my cats being precious. Luna is watching the clouds while Artemis is looking at her.

#peachyrosez #cats #cat lady #artemis #luna #pretty guardian sailor moon #rainbow #love #my cats

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Back to school

My junior year of college starts in 5 days! I’m really excited but also nervous. There is so much I want to do this year like get involved with more clubs, revamp my position in my sorority, and work on getting an internship for editing.

Sending everyone else who is going back to school good vibes! 💛💛💛

#peachyrosez #college #life update #junior year #english major #women and gender studies #queer lit #good vibes

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。・゜♡。・゜  ♡   . * ・♡ °  . 。

♡ Be your own kind of ♡

Beautiful

♡. ♡

・゜♡ ゜・。 ♡     . * ・ ♡ °  . 。

#peachyrosez #beauty #self love #be yourself #heart #loveyourself

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🍃Take a trip into my garden

I've got so much to show ya

The fountains and the waters

Are begging just to know ya

And it's true, baby

I've been saving this for you, baby🍃

I went on a little adventure today walking around and admiring nature whilst listening to music. It’s been a pretty good morning so far. 🌸🌼🌱☀️

#blooms #beautiful #flowers #wild #summer #adventure #goodvibes #troye sivan #nature #take a walk #pictoftheday #my post #peachyrosez

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Bear in mind 🐻📚

Shameless selfie.. not a stitch of makeup but snap filters hide my flaws

#hi it me #my face #selfie #teddy bear #filter #self love #no makeup #peachyrosez #peachy #rose #snapshot #snapchat #book nerd

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Safe Space

I had my therapy appointment today and it went really well! I’ve learned that I’m at a pivotal point in my life where I can choose two paths and one will lead to dependent personality disorder. I don’t want to go down that path so I’m going to work on how I respond to things. This means that I’m going to think about what is being asked of me instead of just saying yes to everything to make people happy.

On another note I gave my therapist a rainbow heart sticker so that other clients can know it is a safe space, and to show her own pride for being apart of the community. 🏳️‍🌈💖

#peachyrosez #safe space #therapy #pride #dependent personality disorder #growing #journal #7 26 18 #learning #becoming a better me

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Insomniac

I have been struggling a lot with my sleep lately. Currently I take 1-2 Hydroxyzine pills for my insomnia, but 1 pill doesn’t put me to sleep and 2 pills makes me extremely groggy throughout the day. This is interfering with my school work and other priorities. Does anyone have any suggestions to help my insomnia?

I’ve taken melatonin before and it doesn’t help. Trazodone gave me bad side effects as well. (Headaches and nausea)

I would appreciate any advice I can get!

#peachyrosez #insomnia #cant sleep #mental health #advice #please help #sleep problems #help me #mental heath support

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🌼 🍃August🍃 🌼

I haven’t posted any life updates recently because I’ve had a lot going on. Here are some things that happened this past month:

1. Went on a road trip to Atlanta, Georgia for my sorority’s convention.

2. Made and sold pride candles.

3. Hired as a webmaster and social media editor for an online literary magazine.

4. Finished my summer classes.

Overall this past month has been super stressful for me, but I’ve been thriving! I can’t wait until fall semester starts and the first issue of the magazine comes out.

#peachyrosez #college life #august 2018 #life update