Bad Mind and Grudgeful
This post kept on popping up on my feed across multiple platforms, I chose not to watch it because I knew what was coming and I did not want to be disappointed and disgusted with my people. I try to watch positive and uplifting stories because I know we can do better. But every once in awhile one of these stories slips through and I cannot avoid it anymore.
I got caught on WhatsApp with this one, so I managed to avoid it on every platform except WhatsApp. I ended up watching the two minutes that were posted, and I went in search of the original creator so that I could watch the full clip, even though I knew in my heart that this post was going to end the way I predicted.
I don’t know why I am so upset about the outcome, I knew what it was the moment I saw the title. I think it might be the explanation at the end that hurt my spirit. The fact that there are people like this out in the world is heart wrenching. How broken does a person need to be to think and behave this way. How do they live with themself knowing what they have done, the lives that they have ruined, the pain that they have inflicted on people because of what? Because they couldn’t find a way out of their misery and decided that if they cannot be happy, no one else should either. The blatant disregard for another person’s life has me sick, sick because this is happening everywhere, you cannot trust anyone because you don’t know what feelings people are carrying in their heart for you, they might have the biggest smile on their face and say the nicest things to you, some might even encourage you on your path, but in their heart there is spite, resentment, jealousy, and hatred all because you are succeeding when they are failing. Humanity is failing horribly, try to be a better version of yourself.
Be careful who you share your story with, everyone does not genuinely wish the best for you. Stay safe out there.