#perhaps I should start watching this

[moonrocketrabbit]

"Class clown. They should just give that to me right now." "Don't you have to be funny for that?"

#Perhaps I should start watching Diary of a Wimpy Kid . . . #genshin impact #gi #cyno #general mahamatra #tighnari #my art #digital art #fanart #diary of a wimpy kid #doawk

[moonchild-in-blue]

If someone has a spare oxygen tank or something I'd very much appreciate it being sent my way. In about half of a day we will get new Espera footage (and Sleep Token as well I guess 🙄😌 /j) and I. AM. NOT. READY.

#once again letting my non Sleep Token moots know that tomorrow Big Things are happening #(and by big I don't necessarily mean the vi- *explosion noises*) #i actually have tummy butterflies this is ridiculous. i should behave. #concentrating on new Espera stuff because #if i think about Vessel more than 2 seconds my [internal organs of pain and suffering] will start aching #as well as my [blood pumping gummie] #perhaps tonight i shall re-watch the Wembley show. because i am a masochist and love to be in pain #sleep token

[cptnbeefheart]

crazy eyes bc i got sick of having this ITYSL summer lovin’ skit painting on my floor. didn’t really finish it so much as i gave up but thats okay i think. happy new year more details in the tags :]

#my art #ok to rb #:d #used the ‘fuck an1sh kap00r vanta blk 3.0’ paint for the background #(its on a wood surface #i started this at the end of July (i think) right after the new season came out #id been really yearning to get back into acrylic painting again so i thought If i can finish this then that means im capable and also it #will get the scaries out by refamiliarizing myself w the medium #but basically it sat half finished on my floor until dec 27 when i was like you know what im sick of this i need it gone #anyway theres a lot of things i wish id finished on this but i think i just need to move on for my own sake perhaps ill revist it in the #future. I dont think ive ever shared a painting on here but i guess you could call this my style? i think it’s informed by doing mostly #digital painting and not really knowing how to blend. i like acrylics because they dry quickly. i like for my layers to be pretty visible #and shapey. #i think you should leave #itysl #i put it right next to my bed the two tims watch over my sleeping body now

[july-19th-club]

WELP. time to do what i always do when im sick: Watch Buffy

#the year i got covid buffy was my sick time show #which is why i never TECHNICALLY finished the seventh season #i got to it and by then i was feeling a bit better #so i was like. well what if i watch s7 and it...MAKES me sick. like calls the sickness down #girl help i have magical thinking #anyway . now that i am sick it is high time i started right from the beginning perhaps with season one #actually. i should watch something else. maybe one episode of buffy for old times sake but i should finish one of my many many things

[icewindandboringhorror]

While I don't know much about it, I would probably bet there are tons of issues with the cruise industry that would make me not actually appreciate it broadly speaking - HOWEVER, I do really love a lot of the interior design of some cruise ships.. How it's almost like a miniature city crammed into one area. Multiple sections with all different aesthetic designs, a variety of shops, restaurants, activity centers, community seating areas, communal use spaces (like gyms, laundry, pools, cafeteria/buffet (which I always love anywhere)), etc. etc. but then also everyone has a little nice clean comfortable looking space of their own to retreat back to if they'd like to be alone. Maybe it's something akin to the idea of 'walkable cities', where everything you could ever want to do is kind of right there just a short walk away? I also especially love how so much stuff is stacked on top of other stuff, a layered cluster of spaces, bright open atriums, and when they're set up with little walkways down the center between a bunch of rooms so it's almost like a mini city street with apartments lining it, etc.. They often seem like they'd be SUCH a cool place to live permanently, IF only something identical was just built on solid land instead lol

#currently watching a channel on youtube where some person is reviews/tours cruise ships or something #and I'm just like wow the whole traveling part would be miserable hell and I would hate trying to get off of the stupid ship everyday #and see seomthing and make it back in time or etc. but OOOOO THE BEDROOMS! love the TINY minifrige!! eeee .. lol #perhaps just an extension of of my obsession with communal spaces. also love hospitals. nursing homes. hotels. AIRPORTS!!! #thats just how humans are meant to live for me. my ideal situation is that sot of thing like big beautiful bright communal places #but i also hate socializing i just like the idea of like. the entire communal world is in front of me but i also have my own little space t #retreat back to. youre not forced to participate. but the world is right outside your window if you WANT to go. ALSO people watching is fun #Plus i think part of what i hate most about Going Places and Doing Things is the commitment of it and traveling #especially in america where its like to get ANYWHERE it's a 3 hour drive or 15 min drive #or 20 min drive or 1 hr bus ride or blah blah. the idea of having plenty of fun little things to do that are all solidified #in ONE single complex that is also where your room is would actually encourage me to do things more because if #my health issues start flaring up or i get overwhelmed or etc. i can literally just... retreat back to my room that is a reasonably short #walk away. instead of like ''UGH now not only do i feel too bad to finish my excursion but ALSO i have a 40 min car ride ahead of me'' #etc. Not saying that even in that situation I would become Super Extravert Thing Doer like i still LOOVE a quiet lifestyle mostly alone do #ing the same 5 repetitive tasks over & over again working on specific hobbies. but just that i WOULD go out SLIGHTLY more and do Activities #if the activities were already brought to ME. like a cruise ship layout where you have your little room private space but when you feel #like it on your own terms you could venture out and go to a little cafe or a swimming pool or etc. WITHOUT even having to leave #or get in a car and travel. just walk form your room to The thing. amazing.. ground breaking.. BUT especially the layers are important. I #dont mean just 'have the same features but in a way that theyre on land' I mean LITERALLY translate the EXACT layout of the cruise ship but #on ground instead. Like I want a full community cafeteria on the middle floor of my apartment complex. there should be a pool & waterslide #on the roof. A community games room on the 4th floor. a library right under my bedroom. etc. etc. Though maybe ideally I would say #add a little extra space like most people couldn't live their entire lives in a cruise ship room layout. But maybe just have the rooms expa #nded to the average size of like a 3 bedroom apartment. and then still stack them on top of each other.. More spacious decks so people can #have some plants (but also a community garden somewhere too). ANYWAY... Idk I just always love the aesthetics. I would love to tour a cruis #ship but like NOT go on a cruise EVER lol.. but just.. SEE the space. I love interiors so much. Also makes me think of worldbuilding like. #I think cruise ships could also be good inspiration for underground stacked cities in layers. things like that. OR just actually the fant #asy world version of a cruise ship lol. Though Nanyevimi's oceans are all so treacherous that non-inland water travel is avoided as much as #possible (even if it's more tedious to travel on the land) and would rarely be done for leisure. still.. river cruises could exist.. >:3c #In Nanyevimi the oceans are akin to how Outer Space is on earth (seen as a mysterious unexplored dangerous area etc).. a cruise ship of #rich elves setting out on a Groundbreaking First Ever Ocean Cruise & it just goes Wrong like a sci-fi 'trapped in space' type thriller LOL

[infizero]

alright as of right now i am officially starting to watch sonic x. wish me luck on actually getting through it all and also feel free to threaten my life in my asks if i dont keep watching it

#joking obviously but genuinely i really want to watch it all but i am soooo bad at watching shows all the way through #esp ones that have a good amount of episodes. so maybe not death threats but if you want to be like hey bestie where are you on #sonic x rn perhaps it will motivate me #i have seen i think like maybe the first ten episodes? i started watching it years ago but i stopped veryyy early on #but im starting from the beginning for this 👍 #i fear its gonna be a similar issue to prime where you have got to put shadow on screen every so often or i'll get bored #except this time i have to wait a whileeee before he even shows up ToT #idk it'll probably be fine. i literally love like every character so deeply that i dont think it should be an issue #oh i just realized this means i get to watch the episode with helen again YAYYYYY. i love helen #i am not a chris hater but i am part of the crowd that thinks she would've been a better protagonist #anyways. SONIC X TIME BABY!!!! #oh and i am watching the sub dont you worry your pretty little heads. i am NOT subjecting myself to 4kids dub schenanigans #serena.txt #OH I REALIZED THIS COULD BE MISINTERPRETED. im saying wish me luck on getting through it because i am bad at finishing stuff #not because i think its bad or i dont really want to watch it. just to clarify

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

if anyone needs me i will be rewatching trigun 98 and tristamp over and over until my brain explodes

#had a bad time in therapy today sigh #first time i cried in front of the new therapist wooooooooo #and we havent even started talking about the painful stuff yet. how tf am i gonna handle that #(spoiler: im not <3 we dont have to talk abt it if i never bring it up) #also being. slammed with nostalgia (/neg) and i cannot get rid of it and it fucking sucks #got a. bad taste in my mouth. from like. everything rn #anyway. if anyone needs me i will be bolting myself into a shitty tin can and sending myself to the bottom of the sea. #not to see the titanic bc im not dumb and full of hubris. but just like. in general #im down there now. i want to fucking explode #sorry bad joke <3 i wanna kms so bad. i wanna wake up tomorrow and be in a universe that is Not This One #aaughrggghrghr. im angry and j dont know what im angry at . i wanna. fling myself into space #so instead i will watch trigun and if i start posting about max in the next day or so well can you blame me. #i hope someone draws him for artfight. specifically. hes rlly cool #i have his page uploaded already but im sooooo bad at making descriptions #oh fuck i also learned how to fucking tag things on artfight now omg. i didnt know that was a thing. #how did i do three years of this shit and not TAG anything. what the fuck #anyway. wish i was a guy covered in blood rn. maybe i should watch hannibal instead #is it time to bring out ol reliable and watch the stab scene from mizumono on a loop again #and perhaps i will listen to sodikken misery meat and people eater. idk. spice it up a little #girls when they say they want to be held: screenshot of the way hannibal holds wills face before gutting him like a fish #im feeling rlly normal rn if you cant tell

[longagoitwastuesday]

I break out laughing for several minutes from time to time whenever I remember the bunch of stuffed people they had in the German musical

#The fight Cyrano has with seven/eight/one hundred men is the Cyrano actor in the middle of the stage fighting the plushes they throw him #One of the plushes is hanging from a rope and it looks a bit like they're hitting him with a corpse #It was almost The Brotherhood 2 levels of hilarity #Why didn't they just ask someone around to put on a costume and appear for ten minutes is beyond me lol #I'm so fond of this musical xD #They literally have seven and a half actors and a bunch of plushes but it's one of my favourites #I talk too much #I should probably delete this later #Cyrano de Bergerac #I'm this 👌 close to start uploading some fragments from some of the productions I've watched since I've saved them for myself anyway #And several of the clips I have half a mind of posting are from this production #The traveler of the Moon scene. Perhaps the first scene with Le Bret which is so funny and cute #Maybe the balcony scene mainly because of how much I laughed when he moved that tree xD #And perhaps I could make some gifs with the continuity of the handkerchief. The tree‚ the plushes and the handkerchief #Truly this production keeps on giving #Anyway I also thought of uploading Solès' and perhaps the Italian production's traveler of the Moon scenes #Maybe Kline's and McAvoy's too #I didn't like that scene all that much the first time I read the play but obviously it's one of my favourites now #I think it gives way to a lot of creativity in stagings and for the actor playing Cyrano to shine at his most comical #to then hit with a pan when he changes registers in the end #(I also just really love the moon so maybe I'm a bit biased) #Rereading my tags and like... It is NOT pathetic. The musical OWNS the plushes and it's FANTASTIC. Hilarious and ridiculous in the best way #More Metal Gear or Monty Python and the Holy Grial than The Brotherhood 2 in truth

[hildegardladyofbones]

do you ever spend time scrolling because you're wayy too excited to pick up that book again because it's about your favourite topic and thinking about it makes you sooo stressed because it's your favouirte topic? or should i get diagnosed with autism

#secret third option: should i perhaps go to sleep instead? it's 28min past midnight and i have to bake tomorrow among other things like #doodling ryuk the shinigami from the anime (and manga) death note #started watching it again #this time i intend to finish it #it's fucking hilarious #we all know about the #“i will take a potato chip !!!! and EAT IT !!!!!!!!!!” #but there's a scene later on where L reveals that he's actually all of the top 3 detectives in the world and offers a police guy a #strawberry to keep his secret and the guy just goes like “mmmm” and PUTS IT IN HIS POCKET?????? #not even joking #it's a comedy if you don't take it seriously #oh shit i SHOULD go to sleep because look at that i'm rambling again

[itsacriime]

why did I think it would be a good idea to start watching kinnporsche flakjgslkjeljrk I just finished the first episode and I already want to tweak my muses a bit, send help 😅

#billie.txt #perhaps I should watch more before I start changing things but waaaahhh I am feeling some inspiration

[risingsunresistance]

#OOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH THIS SCREENSHOT IS DRIVING ME INSANE #REDRAW REDRAW REDRAW MAYBE PERHAPS HMM??????? #hehe technoplane hehhhehhehe #technoblade #crunchies #mine #smpearth #smp earth #antarctic empire #all these posts remind me of when i first started this blog just to liveblog all the streams kdjhsfjk IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A SPAM ACCOUNT- #one day i should just post as if i'm watching one of these streams live. like pretend i'm reacting to the livestream again #that would be both hilarious for me and confusing for everyone else. PERFECT

[rrxindrops]

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#Hmmm...I need a new series to watch. Ive been thinking about watching Friends again from the beginning. #Or should I try The Office? I’ve only seen memes short videos and bloopers on socials and I love it lol #oooooooh wait....maybe I should start with kuruluş osman. But after watching the first episodes years ago it didn't give the same vibe #as diriliş ertuğrul so I stopped watching it but perhaps I should give it another go. #anyone else watching kuruluş osman? #rrxr

[queer-omens-in-the-archives]

I hope your week gets better 🫂

thank TwT

#im ok now!!! #still sort of. alert and watchful but #mostly there was just a lot of problems piled up at once but none personally damaging or unfixable and us + loved ones are ok #and autism+burnout brain did not like having to reschedule things on the fly based on Evolution of Problem(s) several times a day #with no breaks to process properly #(also constant hypervigilance bc a lot of the Problems were with the wiring of our flat and that was ummmm #hard to Feel Safe and recoup when your literal living space is threatening to potentially catch fire / is a security risk #and every time a professional comes by and is like oh it should be fine now! and then. a day to hours later. it is NOT!!!! FINE!!!!! AGAIN! #thats a lot hfjdjg kg #it's been two full days since the Last Incident and our most important stuff is Packed just in case so #im choosing to believe this is Under Control until such time as it is Actually Fixed by the pros (electricity guy)) #and then there was the annoyance of landlady on top of that who keeps badgering us about the flat being ''too messy'' #to take pictures of to sell. but i am starting to believe that the problem is that WE LIVE HERE and cant make it look like an IKEA showroom #because like is there a lot of stuff? yes absolutely. but even with all our best efforts to hide the stuff #the last two times we STILL got told it's too messy for pictures and at this point im like ok whatever #isn't fixing the fucking wiring more important here maybe perhaps. this isn't a livable flat my bedroom has no heating or electricity #maybe fix that before you try to sell LOL #/petty but whatever #like us and flatmate are gonna hide as much stuff as we possibly can with 0 proper furniture to put stuff away in (furnished flat BTW) #and the agency will get what they get like they're selling already rented. buyers KNOW theres people living in there #again this isn't a fucking IKEA showroom we live here and use our stuff............ #anyway fhdjfkgk this is like a full on rant about honestly like i'll take that annoyance over the. ah yes electricity in my flat is #potentially a fire hazard now #(tho again we have Not had any issues for 48 hours the problem really seems to be circumscribed to unfortunately our bedroom #that we spend 80% of our time in. in the winter. the heater is electric. oops. anyway fjdkgkgkg) #like genuinely the issue here was less the Problems and more the Pileup and constantly changing plans and situation #and interactions with a ton of folks about it for stuff we don't have scripts for. did a number on the autism brain #prommy we're ok enough now it was just a HARD week and this post was a gotdam Mood when i saw it lol #anyway thank u for sending this in and also Caring this was Heartwarming To See 💕 TwT #saltposting

[chqnified]

The feeling of: yeah! I might be getting a proper job, one of those fancy 'life long' careers people talk about!!!

And also the feeling of: but. What do you mean.

#the realisation is hitting. and too fast #I'm going to start FINALLY learning to drive. I'm doing stuff by myself. applying for a job by myself. a fancy full time job at that. #i think realisation hit because i had to go get a bloodtest done by myself. mum was at work and so couldn't hold my hand. #dad was unwilling to go in with me #you know. i surprised myself. i managed to not only converse with the nurse!!! but also not fight her when i saw the needle!!! #and I didn't cry or scream #you may be laughing. but last time. around 5 months ago. i did almost cry and nearly passed out #big steps. #but again. it dawned on me as i was with friends doing regular adult shit. those boring things. or random things that scream middle age #shopping for bedding and having breakfast at the harvester screams mid life crisis. i should not be going through this at my age. alas. #and we drove there whilst listening to Britney spears. again mid life crisis hello??? #it has been an accumulation of things where I've realised. holy shit. i was not doing this or thinking about this go back 6 months. #now look at me. #it feels weird moving on. there are so many things i feel like I've been forced to leave behind. a lost childhood perhaps. #i wish I'd had the opportunity to be less scared and anxious as a child. #i think that's a major part of the reason why I'm struggling to move on or let go of some things. #I don't feel like the same person. probably lot's of reasons for that. but somehow that is what makes it worse #thoughts ig #on a worrying note. y'all better watch out for when i get a car. nobody will be safe.

[rouge-the-bat]

HAPPY HALLOWEEN ROUGE I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL SPOOKY TIME

TANKU n happy halloween to u too !!! im having a good day, tho its not really been spooky or very halloween-y lol. its actually my brothers birthday! so my moms making some sausage wontons, stuffed jalapenos, and corn fritters! its gonna be sooo good i love that shit !!

#i should watch some ghoul grumps or something maybe i havent watched any of that yet this october #just to get a lil bit in the Spooky Mood #OR. just remembered i started daydreaming about yu yu hakusho halloween stuff a bit sgo i musta got distracted from it #perhaps i will continue on imagining that line of thought owo #starry asks

[figueroths]

something something inserting iris as the obstacle instead of examining carlos’s culpability in his own omissions or providing tk time and space to process his feelings

#like i think it’s stupid but not enragingly so for me #like in his mind it’s nothing he’s just helping iris out these days #insane but alright fine #what’s getting on my nerves is that they just breezed past that reveal to be like teehee she’ll only sign after she meets him #and currently it appears to be her holding up the nuptials when like #perhaps this wedding should hinge on smth more significant than iris’s whims #perhaps these men should be having deeper conversations #not a fight just not like wrapped up in a single scene #tho i will add that like i understand that tk understands carlos’s pov #and so there aren’t really feelings to dwell on #but at the same time it was Written That Way #creating an external problem they can face together as carlos tackles personal growth is valid but like #bruh #i’m not trying to start shit btw ik everybody disk horsing 2nite but i’m just saying thots #camille watches things #911ls spoilers