#personal thoughts

[parva-noctua]

Buddie Fandom: we want buddie! We love buddie! We can’t wait for Buddie!

Also Buddie Fandom immediately after: you know we actually want them to keep dating everyone but each other! 6 years just hasn’t been long enough of a wait ! They clearly need to explore other options still! Let’s not rush into this now!

The show: *shrugs* ok. Gives them each new love interests that aren’t each other.

Buddie Fandom: *shocked faces* how could you put them with these random people ! screw this show and their queerbaiting!

Literally what some of you sound like at this point.

Usually when you ship two people, that means you ✨ do ✨ want those ✨ specific two ✨ people to be together. Not actively hope they continue dating other people 💀

Okay, I'm starting think that I've made myself unpopular here? o.O Not only with my last zero-notifications post, but also way before that (?) 😅 Like, how? why?

I haven't suddenly turned my back on buddie--- neither have most of the others in my feed---- and yet asks like this flutter into my inbox while rarely interacting with my actual posts in any way...

Oliver himself has emphasised that he doesn't want to play buddie as a stereotype. For me, that's exactly why I don't want Eddie to follow up immediately after Tommy.

That doesn't mean that the two of them should happily continue dating other people, but maybe just learn to be single, have time to really fall in love with each other. First and foremost, they are friends.

Which also brings me to the queerbaiting debate: The way it seems now, they had no other option but to not make them official. And yet they have built up a depth of commitment and friendship that is rarely shown in this form on TV and is worth telling!

That's exactly why it would feel kinda odd--- and I speak only for myself - to rush straight to endgame after 6 years of slow burn.

I would love to see the two of them together! I just don't want to "be given short measure" aka "Oh, I'm in love with my best friend and of course he loves me back."

That's all.

And it's okay to disagree with me or others. Just ✨️ please ✨️ stop making ✨️ it look ✨️ and ✨️ feel like I (or rather buckTommy-shippers in general) somehow "betrayed" buddie...

To all who actually read to this part: thank you. love you. take care. ♡

#anon ask #parva plappert #personal thoughts #911 la #buddie #eddie diaz #evan buckley #tommy kinard #bucktommy

[deeper-x-deeper]

boytits.

you agree. reblog.

#personal thoughts #trans nsft

[reynawonders-art]

The more I watch TBB, the more I understand why they really had to out Tech because he would simply have made a blood test and solved the question "Is Omega a Force Sensitive?" in 15 minutes or less. And that's not the Star Wars Way.

Of course he would have concluded with a "Wasn't that obvious" look.

#and I'm literally screaming for this thought #life in the outer rim #star wars #the bad batch #tbb omega #tbb s3 spoilers #tbb tech #personal thoughts

[noemptythought]

Idk if this is a hot take or whatever but I just want to say that nothing is inherently romantic. Like I mean I think there's literally no gesture or action that is automatically romantic, it's all so circumstantial.

#lgbtq #lgbtqia #romance #romantic #aroace #aromantism #platonic #platonic affection #personal thoughts #random thoughts

[sakura-hayashii]

02.26.24 - 1:28 pm

i was drunk on your love… and now that im sober… i realize it probably was never real from the start. im just another driver who missed the exit sign on the highway to heartbreak.

- S.H. // things ive never said #14 (via 2amthoughts)

#things ive never said #2amthoughts #personal thoughts #love #unrequited love #heartbreak #moving forward #heartache #mental health #betrayal #giving up #moving on #spilled ink #writing #writers on tumblr #original post #words #original #tumblr #original writing #aesthetic #poets on tumblr #spilled thoughts #spilled words #I wrote this #spilled writing #for you #sakura #sakura hayashi #hayashi

[echo-lover]

Why are you watching this, it's for kids. Focus on life, find yourself a partner, have your own family. You are an adult. Grow up.

You don't understand it. This is not just a series...

This series gives me a chance to feel like a kid again. I find comfort, safety and care in the arms of characters who mean the world to me. I experience each of their moments of sadness, each of their smallest joys, as if they were my own. This is my home, my safe space. I love them with all my heart. Thank you Star-Wars for my beautiful family.

I love Wrecker because he always managed to put a smile back on my face, even when I was having the worst day ever. His cheerful personality makes it impossible not to like him. Sometimes he is just a child, trapped in a large man's body. Behind all this muscles and enormous strength that can easily hurt you, there is a soft heart made of gold. He can be gentle, soft, even quiet if he has to. He would do absolutely everything for his family. He is also way more intelligent than he might think. The way he takes care of Omega melts my heart every time. Kids love him and he loves kids.

I love Tech because he can quickly adapt to situations. His voice is so special... I could listen to him for hours and never get tired of his facts about everything he saw and heard on his missions. He showed me that being smart is not something I should be ashamed of. His voice is calming, gives me comfort... I love his little jokes and moments where he was just a little savage in conversations. Even though he processes moments and thoughts differently, he is still able to share his own feelings with Omega. She helped him open up and show the part of himself that he kept closed from the world, even from himself. He loved his family so much that he sacrificed himself for their safety, paying the biggest price. He is worth every tear I shed for him (and there were so many).

I love Echo because I see a part of myself in him. He has been with me from the very beginning of my journey with Clones, and is one of the most important characters for me. I relate to him for many personal reasons. Even though he has experienced so much evil in his life, he is still able to be gentle, caring and show love to those who were closest to him. I especially love his bond with Omega, they both understand each other through their traumas, and way more. Omega quickly became the most important to Echo, but he couldn't give up on fighting, even for her. He felt that he has to somehow compensate for all the lost years when he was a prisoner on SkakoMinor. His honor, loyalty and courage inspire me every day. And his tenderness and softness touch my soul deeply. I could talk about him for hours and never get bored. I wish I'd be able to give him the biggest and warmest hug, and tell him how important he is to me.

I love Crosshair because he's the type of character I could easily hate, but I don't. In fact Cross is very close to my heart, I feel sorry for him and I want to help him get back to his old self. He is so much more than what the Empire has done to him. This sniper who never misses, who doesn't have to use his muscles to hurt - words are enough for him - silent, yet sharp. Precise, accurate, always on point. Confident, knowing his skills. Painfully honest, but needing to prove his worth to others at the same time. I know there is this soft side of him, hidden, but it is there for sure. The side that loves his brothers and little sister more than his own life. He need some time to understand that he is worth all the love in the Galaxy and I hope that Omega will help him to realize, that his brothers never really left him. They would take him back, if he just wanted...

I love Hunter because he makes me feel safe. I can't put it into words, but he's a character that reminds me of home... a loved one that I lost some time ago. He is so much like my dad at some point and his bond with Omega is so special for me. I know he's not perfect, he makes mistakes just like everyone else, but he always wants to do the right thing. He is a leader, not the one that only gives orders, but he is more like the head of the family who protect them - a father. He always puts his family first and is willing to do anything for them. For any of them, including Crosshair. He often doesn't give direct orders, just suggestions. His squad is not just soldiers, but they are his brothers, his closest family. His priorities changed when Omega appeared in his life - a child in need of a family, who trusted him and gave him love that he had never received before. From a soldier, he became a father, who would give everything for his daughter's safety and joy. His relationship with Omega is the most important to me. I loved him from the first moment and I could talk about him for hours, just like about Echo. I will always defend him. No matter what.

I love Omega because she took the best parts of each of her brothers. She is fearless, brave, strong and ready to defend her family until the very end. She's just a sweet little girl who can't have a normal childhood. She's different, just like her brothers, and she's so proud of it. She is not afraid to show her individuality. But even though she is strong and brave, she is still just a child. She needs love, protection... family... and Bad Batch gave it to her... a home, a safe place, loving brothers... Words cannot describe how important she is to me. Now she has changed so much, she is no longer this little Omega from first season... I think she becomes so much like Hunter.

#the bad batch #star wars #clone wars #clones #never stop loving clones #tbb echo #tbb wrecker #tbb crosshair #tbb hunter #tbb tech #tbb omega #tbb #personal thoughts #i love bad batch

[shiuefha]

So there are five subjects

And five kids

It's really possible for each of them to have different subjects which they're good at, and it'll make them classmates again.

My guess:

Anya - Classical Language

Becky - National Language

Damian - History

Emile - Math (?)

Ewen - Science

#personal post #personal thoughts #spy x family #spy x family manga #spy x family manga spoilers #chapter 92 #anya forger #becky blackbell #damian desmond #emile elman #ewen egeburg #cecile hall quintet #i hope they can be classmates forever

[ghostinthegallery]

I find the necrons' story so compelling as someone with chronic illness. Not nearly as severe as "death by super cancer by age 20" obviously but it isn't fun. And I just imagine what it would be like knowing there were beings in the universe that could fix everything. Make me healthy, end the pain, and they just choose not to. Yeah, you better believe I'd declare war on heaven. I feel that anger on a visceral level. And I see the appeal in casting flesh aside altogether for a body that wasn't broken and could never break.

Obviously things ended... poorly. But I understand the choice. And I find it telling that no necron character wants things to go back to the way they were. Some want to reverse biotransference (in new, non diseased bodies). Some regret what the choice cost them in terms of sanity and memory, but I don't think anyone has indicated they want to go back to being necrontyr.

Like I'm not saying I'd trade my soul for an immortal metal skeleton body if it meant escaping inevitable horrible illness...but I am saying I'd think really hard about it. I get it.

#necrons #wh40k #personal thoughts #the robots get me right in the feels #necrons are just inherently tragic

[theladysuzanna]

I think the best way to describe Hbomb's videos as of late is along the lines of "I found an errant thread in this thing I was researching, so I started pulling at it and now there's a pile of horrifying revelations that I can't ethically keep to myself"

#hbomberguy #video essay #personal thoughts

[dark-strangers-art]

“It's strange how 

You can exchange a million words with someone and...

say nothing.

While you can silently look into someone’s eyes ...

and say everything “

~Dark Stranger ©

#My Thoughts #dark stranger #personal thoughts #late night thoughts

[realkaijuhours]

The reason fantasy racism doesn't work as an allegory for real racism is because fantasy racism is justified.

The fantasy world hates orcs because orcs naturally pillage villages. The fantasy world hates goblins because goblins naturally steal valuables. The fantasy world hates kobolds because kobolds naturally serve and worship tyrannical dragons. The real world hates black people because... they're black.

Racism is inherently irrational. There is no logical reason for it. There is no science or history that proves your outward facing features determines what you're "really like".

The reason fantasy racism doesn't work is because actual POC aren't inclined to evil acts. They're human, just like everyone else.

#personal thoughts #discussed this with my boyfriend recently #made me understand why this stuff never actually works

[bloomingdarkgarden]

just thinking about Azriel reading murder reports in the garden while Elain drinks tea like thats just a normal fucking Tuesday. and how much i want that to be their normal tuesday.

Not the 6th fix-it story of the franchise. Just him and her, being what they are. Nobody making anyone better or fixing anybody's darkness with weapons or banter. Each finding peace in quietly ripping things apart whether it's the rosebeds or throats of enemies. Him washing off the soil from her hands. Her washing off the blood from his. Sharing that delicate understanding with a need that burns so bright it puts the stars to shame.

Sometimes you don't overcome your demons. Sometimes the real war is just learning to live quietly with them instead. Without a sword. Without a shield. Without anything to save you at all.

Sometimes it's just carrying the darkness, not forging it into something else, which truly makes us heroes in the end.

#elriel #personal thoughts #pro elain #azriel

[orfisheus]

I thought I was gonna be disappointed without the lack of Ryan saying, "... will remain... unsolved" at the end of the episode, but "can be locked away... in the ghost files" completed my need. My crops have been watered, my skin has been cleared.

#ghost files #ghoul boys #shane and ryan #ryan bergara #watcher #buzzfeed unsolved #personal thoughts

[i-dont-talk-for-days-on-end]

Petition to take Holmes to the countryside so he can relax and complain about being bored for the memes and rest and look at bees

#hey it's me I'm sherlock holmes #every time i go to see my parents i forget that this is very stressful indeed #i need a holiday #sherlock holmes #personal thoughts

[addisonthepeacock]

I think the thing that compels me the most about Falin and Marcille is not just their love and the glorious yuri of it all but also the fact that I feel so connected to the both of them? These are the two women that live within me? One of them is covered in blood and neurotic and biting and scratching and also crying big wet tears. The other one is picking up grasshoppers and hugging ghosts. They both feel so much love they might burst

#dungeon meshi #farcille #falin touden #marcille donato #personal thoughts #idk idk idk

[echo-lover]

I wanted to share my thoughts about the first three episodes of Bad Batch season 3 immediately after watching them, but I was too emotional about everything I saw that I needed some time to calm down a bit.

It's beyond my expectations, just perfect! From the plot, to the characters, through the beautiful graphics and wonderful music, everything was epic. This season will definitely be much more mature and dark than the others. I love Bad Batch with all my heart and words cannot describe how important these characters are to me. I don't think I will focus on each episode separately, but I will show my general feelings and thoughts.

Something that touched my heart deeply was how Omega becomes so much like Hunter. Her facial expressions, her eyes, tactical skills and that characteristic whistle! I immediately thought of Hunter. She became so mature, strong, decisive and calm in stressful situations. It's clear that she's no longer the same little child we met on Kamino in the first season. She has changed so much... Even Crosshair seems to see this, as he let her lead during his escape from Mount Tantiss. He was her support, did not question her ideas and did not hesitate to follow orders. I love watching their bond become stronger. Every day Omega came to his cell, talked about her day... and he listened... he had no choice because he couldn't just go, but I think they both needed each other's presence. They knew they were not alone and encouraged each other, in some way.

It is clear that Omega still misses the rest of her brothers and strongly believes that she will be able to return to them again, together with Crosshair. She can't imagine leaving him, it's out of the question. No matter how hard Crosshair tries to make her believe that he is not worth saving, she will still be on his side. I think Crosshair realized through her that his brothers never really wanted to leave him and were willing to take him back at any time if he just wanted...

Even though Omega has become more mature, she is still a child. Being locked in a cell, the routine and monotony of life must be very exhausting for her, because she is by nature a lively, active and curious sweet girl. She spent most of her life locked up and the only good memories she had were of freedom and her brothers, even though it wasn't for a long time. She even made herself a doll like Lula, who stayed on the Marauder with Hunter and Wrecker. This parallel symbolizes their connection, despite the enormous distance that separated them. And Batcher... Omega doesn't want to forget, she wants to remember her brothers, the love she had for them and received from them, all those good memories together... Ouch...

Somewhere in another part of the Galaxy, two brothers are desperately looking for their little sister. Their worn armor shows that they have fought hard during this time. Hunter also has different bandana... I've seen a theory that it's similar to the band Omega wore on his wrist in season two. This way, maybe Hunter wanted to always have her close to him, at least a part of her, I wonder if he can smell her scent... Oh Force, I'm gonna cry...

The sight of Hunter having difficulty working with Tech's Datapad, how desperate he is to do everything he can to find Omega, how exhausted he seems... Maybe it's just me, but he looks thinner and has paler skin than before. This breaks my heart. I'm sure he was thinking about Tech who could do the job in a second. The sight of his goggles resting alone, the empty space he once occupied... Marauder never looked so lonely... Let me tell you, I shed a tear.

I really liked how Wrecker was the voice of reason in his conversation with Hunter. It's beautiful how one look, a nod of the head, or a hand on the shoulder can bring Hunter down. They support each other and it is clear that after everything they have lost, they have become even closer. They need each other to keep from going crazy.

Even though they are the only two left, Wrecker still considers Hunter to be the leader and waits for his orders even though he knows he doesn't have to. He remains loyal. When he was talking to the little cadets on the Marauder, I was so happy when I heard his laughter. Honest, loud and heartwarming. I think he's needed this for a long time. He definitely misses the company of a child on board, he loves children so much...

I also love that little scene where Hunter is working and looks at Lula out of the corner of his eye, thinking about Omega. He can't live without her... I feel like if they were separated again, he wouldn't be able todeal with it and would just explode, showing all the anger and despair he was holding, possibly doing something stupid in the process... He loves his little Omega too much that he can't imagine life without her. He is ready to drop everything just to be able to hold her close to him, to keep her safe. I'm so scared for him.

On the one hand, I was surprised that Echo didn't stay with the boys to look for Omega, but I expected him to join Rex. They may also be searching, but I think their main goal is to free prisoners and gather as many allies as possible to create the Clone Rebellion.

I could talk for hours and still not express all my thoughts and emotions that these episodes made me feel. I can't wait for next Wednesday.

#the bad batch #star wars #clones #never stop loving clones #the bad batch season 3 #the bad batch season three spoilers #tbb hunter #tbb wrecker #tbb echo #tbb crosshair #tbb omega #tbb tech #personal thoughts