#personal txt

[disgustinggf]

when we're done booping i think tumblr should bring back porn

#boop #personal txt

[deloveusion]

a relationship should be 50/50: he leaves hickeys on my neck and i leave scratch marks on his back

#txt post #txt #text #personal txt #love #relationship #i love you

[bioswear]

I think more people should make peace with their dark sides, and I don’t mean that in an edgy way, I mean that in a “letting purity culture infect you to the point where you get frightened by even your own darker thoughts and impulses is NOT the healthy own you think it is” kind of way and

#you should be comfortable knowing you CAN get angry #you should be allowing yourselves to feel bad or angry or mad or even hateful without thinking you’re suddenly evil like #I think people who try to be positive and unproblematic and peaceful ALL the time are so unhealthy #personal txt #this isn’t about anything in particular I’m just sick of people thinking being angry is inherently problematic

[vivika-ka]

For anyone in the ASPEC community, how did you find out you are in the ASPEC spectrum? I’ve been grappling with my identity for a while now.

Getting super personal for a minute but as someone who grew up in a small town in Brazil where even the concept of being LGBTQ+ was considered a sin/taboo during the time I was a child and teen (I’ve been told it’s somewhat better now!), I’m still trying to understand my own sexuality now that I’m out of there and have the opportunity to even explore how I feel.

And thinking back on my intimate experiences, I never felt anything while engaging in them. I’d enter some sort of limbo, idk. Just complete numbness. And I felt absolutely awful after—I’d be extremely depressed for days.

Like, I know only one instance when the journey of being together with the person and even light activities (that felt genuine) made me feel enjoyment and love. And there were the rare times I’d want to engage in sexual activities, when I felt in love with the person. But when it got to the activity itself, zilch, I felt nothing. Which made me feel guilty.

I still have difficulties knowing what spectrum I fall under. On one hand I’d say I’m panromantic asexual. On the other hand I’d say I’m just pan asexual. But both experiences (romantic and non-romantic) rendered me numb.

The thing that confuses me is, I love romance. I love love, if that makes any sense. But when it comes to me in the equation, it often (but not always) falls flat? So I get to the question of, “Am I aromantic too, then?” And I fall in this rabbit hole of scattered identities. And admittedly I often find myself falling into some sort of traditional line of thinking (thx Protestant and Catholic upbringing 🫠)

Anyway, I’m in a constant state of trying to understand myself and my sexuality, and even feel pressured at times to have a specific answer, given how it seems extremely important for people online.

Most people seem so sure. They know with such certainty, I find myself envious at times. Given that I often find myself at a lost. And that usually makes me feel…incomplete, for a lack of better word. I feel like I don’t belong anywhere. Idk.

#personal post #personal txt #aspec #aspec community #asexual #asexuality #aromantic #arospec #aroace #? #lgbtqia #lgbtq+ #lgbtq+ community #lgbtqia community #sexuality crisis #literally #lol #i’m so lost #will delete this later

[jerry-loves-you]

want relationship when I don’t have to ASK for things such as cuddles, kisses, morning breakfast, showering together, holding hands, forehead kisses whenever i feel low. Yes, I’m needy and clingy you should know that if you’re with me. NO i won’t ask for it, it’s something you’ve gotta do it. Even if we’re in long distance you should know that sometimes i just want to see your cute smile, a cute selfie in the morning when I wake up, a cute good morning text, a video in the evening, eating together on video call kinda makes me feel you’re in it as me. I won’t ever ask for a picture because I don’t feel like asking. You should know by it yourself that when a person loves you, you just things like these without asking them for it you know. I’m happy to receive a picture once or two days, an unexpected call in the middle of the day. Let me know you care, you want me, you need me as much as i need you. Sure in the return I’m willing to do the same and even more but make me feel loved and needed by you.

#jerry-talks #love #text post #lovers #couple #personal txt #txt #love quotes #quotes #books & libraries #books and reading #writers on tumblr #writeblr #poetry #poets on tumblr #relationship #relationship goals #me #mine

[jelicaalynn]

so i washed my curls today and now i have a lions mane lmao

and they still aren’t fully dry 😶

#personal txt #curly hair problems

[thebluemage]

As I’m descendent of Chinese/Thai heritage, I want to wish you a Happy Lunar New Year 2024!! ✨🐉🧧🎊

#happy lunar new year 🧧 #year of the dragon #happy lunar new year #thebluemage talks #personal txt #mage.txt

[yandere-writer-momo]

Your account screams Fatherless (I too have daddy issues)

Do you think I would be writing smut on tumblr if my father had spent more time with me as a child?

#fatherless behavior #personal txt

[ataris-lantern]

been watching a lot of posts & accounts from exmormons lately…as someone who’s never been mormon man this shit is weird. like i always knew mormons were fucked but not to this degree. proud of yall for making it out

#exmormon #religion mention #personal txt #ask to tag

[disgustinggf]

booping is so fun i forgot i'm mentally ill for one minute

#boop #personal txt

[deloveusion]

you make my heart cum

#text #my text #txt #personal txt #personal text #txt post #b&w

[bioswear]

Almost done with my Zero Arm prosthetic build

3D kit from Lexx3D on Etsy

#personal txt #my zero build #drakengard 3 #laying the crystals with superglue on the pinky was SO STRESSFUL #bc there were no inset holes like on the hand plate #so I had to guesstimate where to place them

[ahamkaragrasps]

man i need new storage space on my pc so bad X_x getting back into destiny 2 has been such a fucking curse, aint no reason for that game to be THAT fucking big............ i swear hardware upgrades dont matter nearly as much anymore in comparison to space lol

#personal txt

[jelicaalynn]

that GIF sucked so here yall go lmao

#personal txt #curly hair #curly hair problems #as natural as it gets #i don’t wear pink often #so enjoy this #me #my photo

[thebluemage]

RANT!!

TW: Unhealthy home life, anxiety, depression, co-dependency, parental arguments.

I wish I was able to afford my own place. Because of my disability I’m only able to work for 13h/week in two days. I just want to evolve in life and live independently from my parents, but unfortunately I can’t. I don’t have enough financial aid to support and sustain myself, so I’m still stuck living in my parental home.

My home situation isn’t ideal either, my dad has a disability too and had to go to the hospital 4 times, in a span of 5 months, and my mom has a severe depression and experiences recurring blackouts. At home I have to do all administrative paperwork, that of myself and of my parents. Which takes a lot for me, because I have to understand it first, before I’m able to translate it (my mom is Thai and I communicate in Thai to her) and then I have to explain it to my dad too, which is not an easy task because it overwhelms me oftentimes.

My mom also has an anxiety disorder and regularly asks a ton of questions to me, to the point she gets co-dependent on me. She’s scared of the most trivial things and I have to reassure her that everything would turn out well.

My mom and dad’s relationship with each other isn’t harmonious either, so I constantly hear them screaming at each other, arguing about stuff. I’m often their relationship counsellor and help mediate the situation.

I just feel like I have too many responsibilities to take upon, taking responsibility of my parents and that of myself. It sets certain unease for me, and the environment I currently live in isn’t healthy for me, to progress further and evolve in life. And I’m scared that I become more rigid in my thinking and handling and less stable with my own emotionality (due to my own depression) within my current living environment, if I don’t get a place of my own.

So, it’s just hard and difficult for me right now. 😞😭 I wish someone could help me!! 🥺

I’d be so appreciative of any support for my content, a euro or less makes a huge impact! I am so grateful for all of you!! ❤️🥺

#thebluemage talks #mage.txt #personal txt

[2truehearts]

would it be too late to host a trick or treat thing or no

#personal txt #forgive me but i only remembered that now so 😭😭😭😭😭