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antiendovents · 2 days

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aaa, so many terms along the lines of being non human or feeling non human are made by pro endos and I feel so uncomfortable

I know some anti endos coin terms, but for me when the original term was coined by a pro endo I cannot separate it from that

#I just found a term for non human attraction #Made by pro endo #Now I want to cry because I was so excited over it #Am I being over dramatic?#Probably #- maxie & James #anti endo #did #did system #endos dni #plural #actually did #alters #system #endos fuck off #did osdd #Personal vent

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rrr333sstuff · 3 days

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How do people get over things?

I’ve never gotten over anything in my entire life..

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zieanna · 11 hours

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noisymentalitypirate · 1 day

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I never expected this feeling of pain when the person you love most in the world knows your problems, saw your scars, but just doesn't take them seriously and borders on making fun of you.

Like... ok. I just want to kms now.

Thanks.

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coffeexxcigarettes · 1 day

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Consolation

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Take shears to me.

Hack away at my limbs and flesh.

Listen as the useless anatomy falls

Into the bloodied abyss below

With a weighted splash.

My body jolts

And curves

As you force me upright-

Shaping me into

The villain

I'd fought desperately to avoid.

Warmth and gore wash over me in sickening waves,

As I watch you;

Watch the fire in your eyes.

As least,

I brought your spark back.

At the very least,

You can't say I didn't do that.

x

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injuredsoullessfrog · 5 months

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#mentally fucked #self h@te #s3lf hate #mentally drained #kinda depressing #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #personal vent #vent blog #ventcore #vent

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hamoodmood · 8 months

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muzgozjeb · 1 year

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stuck-in-th3-void · 28 days

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constantly filing the void with anything I can, food, alcohol, substances, sleep, anything to numb myself

i want to die

#tw alcohol #tw vent #personal vent #vent blog #substance abuse #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #sorry for being depressing #depressing shit

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disqualified-human-1103 · 1 year

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I’m sick of going to bed and knowing things won’t be better tomorrow

#bpd vent #actually bpd #actually borderline #bpd feels #actually traumatized #bpd shit #bpd stuff #depressing post #personal vent #trauma survivor #bpd favorite person #tw abuse #bpd fp

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welcometo-blackspace · 24 days

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The only reality where I'm happy is a reality where I'm dead, gone from this earth.

A reality where I'm never born.

Everything would be so much better.

#personal vent #anxiety depression #depressing life #depressing shit #kinda depressing #dead inside #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #tw depressing thoughts #bpd vent #bpd fp #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd

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pricklymuffinzzzzz · 3 months

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Tw bpd vent

If you don’t want to deal with someone with mental issues don’t. I always warn new friends that I have bpd and I am going to show symptoms. Then they get surprised when I do.

Unless ur my parent you don’t have to deal with me. If you can’t handle it just be fucking honest. I don’t have the energy to be disappointed.

And no I’m not talking about “oh you can’t handle being abused, fuck you” I’m talking about when ppl get pissed that you have mental breakdowns a fuck ton of the time.

Or ignore them because you’re too depressed to talk. That type of shit.

#actually bpd #bpd vent #bpd #bpd problems #personal vent #vent post #tw vent

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coffeexxcigarettes · 2 days

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Always Almost Perfect

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Spending my entire life

Being ripped apart.

If I could just fix this,

I'd be lovable.

If I could just hold my breath longer,

Hold my shoulders back further,

Hold my head higher-

I'd find

"Love".

And then when I did find connection,

He took a blade to my body.

I had no reason to struggle.

If I could just change this,

I'd be loved.

And then you.

You showed up out of nowhere,

Pulled me from the massacre with

Flowers

In your goddamned hands.

You touched my curves gently.

Not despite them,

But because of them.

Every flinch,

You'd pause,

Every time I'd hide,

You'd frown.

What the fuck is that supposed to be?

I've never felt like a caged dog,

Afraid of being pet,

Until you told me you loved me.

I've never felt like a wounded soldier,

Still holding her weapon,

Until you stood before my blade-

Ready to die,

And called me beautiful.

I've never been beautiful.

There's always something to chase,

A new size,

A new shape-

Yet you pull me from those tendencies.

You hold me in your lap.

You rip me down to the most vulnerable parts,

And even those,

Even those.

You long for?

There's not enough poetry,

About never being taught

About unconditional love.

And maybe it makes me weak to admit it,

But maybe.

Maybe I'm afraid.

x

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