#personnal

[sibmakesart]

luckily there was a half bottle of cooking wine left in the fridge

#HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA no i wont be seeking help lol ignore me #tw alcohol #tw alcoholism #sib is a DUMBASS #r u surprised #art #artists on tumblr #digital art #self insert #ig #personnal #vent #ig ??? #idk #i still dont know lol #im 2and half glasses in just ignore whatever comes out of my mouth. keyboard. whatever #ngl as an atheist i think the second step is bs so

[maddiesbookshelves]

#just 2 shelves on the manga side this time #i'll post before and after pics later i think #if i have some #personnal #maddie talks #maddie rearranges her bookshelves for the 663728101976436th time this year #booklr community #book memes #bookshelves

[mysteriouslytransparentwitch]

I'm starting to get angry

I'm starting to get angry because I can't do it financially anymore!!!

I can put an end to pleasure purchases I can't do it anymore!!!!

I asked my colleagues how they do it? They told me more meat, more fish and a little poultry and a little egg!!!!

except that I reduced 3 red meats per month. I stopped at the fish and a chicken leg.

If I reduce my consumption further = I really get sick. Food is my first medicine. I have to cook myself lunch because my employer doesn't offer any benefits!!!

I tried to create an envelope system to get out financially, the reality is that I am overdrawn -290€ even if I work on Sunday (paid double)

I can make a lot of effort, the salary is not enough. Electricity will increase further.

I remember 2 years ago with the same salary (day + Sunday) I still had €45 left

The year 2024 will be difficult in France

#personnal

[captainblou]

Anxiety levels are really high these days and strangers on the internet are the only human interaction I'm able to suffer these days...

So I guess I wanted to say thank you to anyone who interacts here because I'm slowly drifting down and your kindness helps me to keep my head out of the water

💛

#not good omens #personnal #just needed to vent #anxiety is a bitch

[backfromtwitterforw]

So, obviously, with Pomme and Dapper gone, QSMP is over for me. I'll keep watching BadBoyHalo, and I might still liveblog his stream when he's not on this server, but I won't post anything about QSMP anymore. I'll only reblog cool fanarts.

It has been an amazing story to follow, Dapper was my fav egg since the first day I saw him, and I'll follow him and Pomme's admins in whatever they'll be taking their characters.

All the ghosties, I love you so much, same goes to the Tubblings, you and BBH are the best things I got out of this, I don't know why I feel the need to say that as if I won't continue to see you in here or on their chats. Anyway, it's a goodbye to QSMP for me, I'm devastated that it's ending that way, but I'm thankful for all the good it apported.

#sorry that I kinda made it about me #I needed to talk #I feel so bad rn and I can't imagine how Pomme and Dapper's admins felt too #personnal #qsmp #qsmp dappleduo #qsmp dapper #qsmp pomme #badboyhalo #qsmp neg #qsmp admins #discourse

[the-bibrarian]

Going to pass an oral exam today, to possibly become a librarian (or rather, be able to apply for “official” positions in public libraries). I don’t think I managed 3 hours of sleep, I’m never been this stressed out in my life. What could go wrong? 😭

#personnal #librarian #public library

[enaelyork]

Me as a moodboard

Thx @starlady66

Okay, it's maybe a hyperfixation moodboard but... ^^"

I tag @obsessed2fics, @lady-of-imladris, @elisabethvanroseblood, @fenharel-enaste

I use canva

#personnal #im hyperfixating again #robotnik #ivo robotnik #orson krennic #armitage hux #general hux #star wars #sonic fandom #doctor robotnik #dr robotnik #jimbotnik #agent stone #grand admiral thrawn x reader

[thesmilingfish]

I came home from work on Sunday so sick that I wasn't sure I was going to make it all the way here. Chills, fever, nausea, coughing, wheezy lungs, headache, body aches, runny nose - you name it. I basically stripped off my work clothes, crawled into bed and other than having to pee stayed there for the next 13 hours.

Felt even worse on Monday.

Was feeling a little better on Tuesday.

Wednesday woke up to another pretty intense fever, my sleep clothes soaked through with sweat.

I just woke up a little bit ago. I was coughing so hard I could barely catch my breath. Finally managed to cough up phlegm, which I haven't been able to do although I can feel it lurking. I think I'm at the stage where I won't be able to sleep lying down

This sucks. I've already told my boss I won't make it back to work this week. I sent my doctor a note. Hopefully she'll get back to me later this morning and maybe prescribe some antibiotics so I can kick whatever this thing is in the ass and move along.

Oh, and yes took two Covid tests. Both negative.

#personnal

[poesie-abstraite]

#photography #personnal

[mmmkayla]

There's something truly special about the moon 🌑

#mine #personnal #personal #moon #nature #photography #my photos #my pics #astrology #longing #yearning #explore #my photgraphy #nature lovers #travel #travelling

[maddiesbookshelves]

Once again reorganizing my bookshelves, getting rid of books I'll never read, books I'll never finish and the ones I just didn't like. Also making it so it's easier for me to see my TBR because every time I pull out a book, I see the one behind and I'm suddenly reminded of its existence like "ah shit, I forgot that was here"

I'm also putting my Asian fantasy books together because they're pretty and I like them all in one place

#booklr community #maddie talks #maddie once again moving her books #i don't think my shelves have ever gone longer than 3 months without changing #personnal #text post

[mysteriouslytransparentwitch]

for some people who haven't understood why there isn't really any sign of life from me... it's because of my anger and my frustration which blocks my intuition and my abundance. I hope to see my energy specialist in May.

#personnal

[bobo-pompadour]

dreamy place generated by IA

#provence #village #ia image #mine #personnal #yellow #lavender #cactus #illustration #art #ia art

[perfusio]

Stasis

#perfusion #drawing #digital art #personnal #illustration #auto portrait

[emmanuellececchi]

A follow up... (a bit long)

First of all, thank you, all of you ford kindly accepting to tag me. I really appreciate that you take this time.

To explain a bit more the situation: nothing will really change in my life... but the scope if it will. The thing is, I am working part time. It was a personnal choice, to take care of myself (thank you burn out) and to take care of my kids/home. Writing was there but... mostly as a hobby and to feel better in my head.

With the nanowrimo thing (thank you @sotwk, if I hadn't read you, I wouldn't have choose to participate), I realized I wanted more and that I could do more. Writing become a more important part of my life.

I always wanted to write, to become a writer, to become an author. but, as many of you know, it's not easy. So, I let that down to... find a real job as peope say. Don't get me wrong, I loved my job and I love the one I have but writing is my dream and I would like to reach for it. Not give up on it before even trying.

So, this famous discussion we had with my husband. Lets just say that, I was wondering if I should pass from part-time to full time job. It would mean putting aside writting and my attempt to become an author, I wasn't ready to do that but, we are a family, and I was thinking about our needs. This is when my husband told me: go for it. It will be difficult, it is always like that when you begin something, but do it.

As I say, nothing changes beside the time I choose to impart in my writing, my research and so on. Also, having my family understand that it's not just "for fun", but there is a goal, something I really want to achieve. As Yoda would say "do or do not, there is no try". This... works for me. I am not saying every writers should do that. But it is a mindset I need. So I will not try. I will do it. success or no success, I want to be an author and I will work hard to be one.

Finally, I will still come here on tumblr to read you. Reading is part of the writing process and you all have so many things interesting, be it bits of life to share, experiences and your stories. Reading all of you makes me richer, my mind is feeled with new ideas and questions. So no, I won't stop coming and reading you.

I just need to stop the endless scrolling 😝, thus the ask about the tag. So, if you have stories or even if you think something might tickle my fancy, feel free to tag me, i'll be thankful. I am already thankful.

Next publication might be on the book (hehe) I am writing, maybe why I choose what I choose to write things like that. Oh and, I will keep writing fanfics. they help me when I'm stuck and it is a fun way of practicing. But I am might slower in putting them out.

So here I am, sorry for the long post but... I wanted to share this with you. See you all around!

#personnal #novel writing #Thank you all #emma's writing

[enaelyork]

I was tagged by @fenharel-enaste thx you so so so much 🥰🥰🥰

Tell 5 random facts that not a lot of people know about you!

✨i m married and for my wedding my husband wear a Vador suit. My wedding theme was a star wars Harry Potter crossover.

✨i’m historian and geography teacher. Im in love with the XV century.

✨im hypocondriac

✨im introvert. Its hard for me to talk about myself and with others people.

✨ I have a hypersensitive sense of smell. It causes ocds especially on the use of detergent brands when I wash my bed sheets. I don't sleep in a bed that doesn't smell like regular laundry. (this among many other odc).

I tag (no pressure) : @ashifloof @krenlux @air-mechanical @lady-of-imladris @queenpyrcia

#tag game #tag #personnal