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barovianbitches · 8 months

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What is the partys biggest pet peeves?

Bettany: I- I really don't like bullies... or people who are cruel for no reason. I'd say that most of all, though, I hate people who disrespect the earth just because they don't view the lives of plants or animals as equal to their own... I also hate capitalism, the idea that worth is something determined by how much coin you have is horrid. The idea of judging someone based upon something so trivial as their wealth is disgusting.

Yvan: I must say, I am not the biggest fan of those who choose to have pessismistic outlooks on life. We as mortals live a great life! And then, we must be returned to the earth. What happens between it is entirely up to us, and it is our job to live it to the fullest and in ways that fulfill ourselves. I do not enjoy the company of those who believe it is all meaningless and there is nothing to live for. After all, the stars can only shine in the darkness. There is, however small it may be, and however entirely unique to each person, something to live for in our lives. Be that family, money, love... His eyes cast a longing glance to the side, as if pondering something. After a moment, he sighs to himself. There is something for each of us in the grand scheme of things.

Tyyran: When people take things too seriously!! I mean... SERIOUSLY! I can't help but look at life as a stage. Prime for all sorts of opportunities to see the humor in the darkness. Also, being exiled might have mad me a little salty about people who can't laugh at a stupid underwear joke or two. *huffs*

Thalassia: Those who are prejudiced against people or animals because of what they are, not who they are. I will never understand them. Everything that breathes or draws life is different. Not to say man eating sharks shouldn't be judged, but a shark parting the waves and filling its hunger is not a 'monster'. Everything is subjective. I despise with all of my being those who think they can cast any judgement upon things at first glance. The world is never as it seems, and if it is... well, keep an open mind. Oh, and if I go anywhere near oil or liquid sludge, it makes my skin crawl.

Constantin: My biggest petting peeve is when people worry too much about me. When I get a bit scratched up (grievously wounded) and people are doing the freaking out (panic because the tank is actively dying) it is frustrating. Waste of energy, people worry too much, I am doing job! No, it's not the fact that he's afraid of people forming attachments to him, no, it's perfectly practical reasons

Rorali: I've spent a lot of time around the on the more 'unsavory' side of personalities in my life, so in terms of pet peeves- I tend to look at them a different way. When I come across someone particularly grating, I often try to find a way to use it to my gain. If anything, I find sour traits entertaining a lot of the time. I guess something that really rubs me the wrong way is naïve confidence- someone who thinks they're hot shit but they don't know their head from their ass, more specifically, when they start walking around expecting people to hail them like some sort of savior.

#asks #pet peeves #ask #question #anon #lore

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aureiki · 2 years

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Bc of demand I'll be sharing my theories on (some of) the DRDT casts backstories! I'll be going in depth w more characters depending on what we know about them as of now, including the FTES, hidden quotes, episodes, etc!

The bgs for em are pretty vague, if not, unknown. Understandably so, we are only done w chapter 1 after all. Keep in mind, it's been a long time since I watched CH1! So my memory is not the best and I'll probably leave some things out by accident!

Starting with our lovely protagonist, Teruko Tawaki!

"It is an equal failing to trust everybody, and to trust no one at all."

From what I know, Teruko had a brother n the two grew up in an orphanage together. But then he got adopted into another family and she never saw him again, which is really sad in itself. Along w that, major trust issues. Refusing to trust people w the fear of being hurt/betrayed again.

Unfortunately I don't exactly know what could cause that w the orphanage part alone, and I might need to wait til future chapters (sadly) to know more. But let's talk a lil bit about her hidden quote! (Which I'll refer to as HQ from now on)

It says that you should really not trust *everybody*, but at the same time not trust anyone *at all*. It's true, being so selective does have its downsides. I do believe Teruko was a lot more trusting and kind compared to how she is now, may relate to the first quote. She trusted people too easily, she trusted everyone, but they betrayed her and let her down. Not too far off from most people's predictions right?

Arturo Giles

"You hated them, but even that doesn’t justify what you did."

Arturo's HQ is what really inspired me to write this.. He seems pretty straightforward, (literally, he really is) a plastic surgeon obsessed with beauty/beautiful people and shuns those who aren't. What else is there?

'Hated them' I can see that, I mean, Arturo hates a majority, if not, ALL of the cast. 'But even that doesn’t justify what you did.' Ok what. If the HQ rlly do tie into their backstories this is flat out concerning. Is it implying Arturo did something awful to a person he hated? How awful would it have to be for it to even be justified? If it has something to do with plastic surgery, did he harm someone? Cause someone to off themselves because of what he did?

Though if what I said is true, I'm wondering why he still acts like an asshole despite it so. Maybe he doesn't care, maybe he's hiding how he really feels. This quote does fit the (assumed) guilt and shame theme after all.

David Chiem

"I hate you, I hate you, I hate you. I wish you could just die."

Big thanks to Ingram (charwhit-syndrome) for this theory :) David having said those words to someone he was close to, and then something awful happened to that person in turn. Which lead to David being a motivational speaker! I can definitely see it.

Also would (probably) explain his behaviour change sometimes, he's not a motivational speaker because he *wants to*, but because he feels obligated and needs to pay for what hes done. If he genuinely wanted to uplift others, it's odd that he's actually really pessismistic/lazy/rude etc.

I'm sort of shocked that those words would come from David, he's not an angel, but wishing death upon someone? Yikes. Though if the person he said those things to really did... y'know. His other side could be explained for, as depression. Always being so down and pessimistic, locking himself away from others, being too lazy and unmotivated to do things. Motivational speaking is probably his way to ensure others don't suffer like he does/his friend did.

Getting quite long already, I'll end it here! Will definitely continue the rest when I can! ♡ ´･ᴗ･ `♡

#danganronpa despair time #drdt #david chiem #arturo giles #teruko tawaki #i am mentally ill and obsessed

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goodthingsgohere-blog · 1 year

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robocops-a-christ-allegory · 2 years

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So I only got two of the negative ones on my very pessismistic and mean bingo board I made in Feburary 2020 but it was the two I was gonna be the most devastated about.

#Also some of these I got half right #Like Marc's trauma being revealed (and I dont think it was handeled Great but-#-thats mostly due to them NOT HAVING ANY FUCKING TIME)#And they did use special effects for the boys switching a few times. Actually maybe I should mark that one off #Anyway.#how fucking optimistic was I thinking disney was actually gonna introduce the gay character lol.

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attheexactlyrighttimeandplace · 6 months

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Reality these days has been about drifting from one catastrophe to another: from the annihilation of Gaza/Palestine to the anxiety-inducing countdown that climate change has become.

Yesterday I watched a program broadcast on an independent media, on the theme of climate change. The three guests: Yamina Saheb, Jean Jouzel and Wolfang Cramer are french (I don't know if Yamina Saheb is still Algerian, she may also be binational) engineers and scientists recognized as very competent climate or energy specialists, having participated in the drafting of IPCC reports.

Their speech was mostly frank and brutal: 2030 is the deadline they put forward for keeping temperatures below 2°C (we are already at 1.2°C and global warming is accelerating, the objective of the Paris Agreements to limit warming to 1.5°C is therefore already a failure).

2030 is tomorrow: we are 3 months away from 2024. And I had the strong impression that this date of 2030 was already an optimistic projection. It was given by Jean Jouzel, the oldest of the participants, and his reluctance to announce the closeness of the coming catastrophe was evident.

On YT, a commenter said of him:

"you remain desperately moderate in your expression!! You cannot make a sentence without highlighting a positive aspect even if you know that it is artificial, that it is a manipulation by the opponents of change (to adapt to the climate change). You systematically defuse your own comments and recommendations in advance. Given your well-deserved scientific credit, you have the right, and even the duty, to adopt an uncompromising speech!"

The idea that 2030 is the most optimistic hypothesis, which Jouzel chose to retain so as not to despair the public, therefore seems really credible.

Yamina Saheb did not contradict him on this point even if she was much more direct: had no hesitation to call the Climate Conferences (COPs) between States as a masquerade, in particular the next one which will be held in Dubai and will be chaired by the boss of the largest company of fossil fuels from the United Arab Emirates. She also shared in an intense moment of emotion, almost an admission, that she imagines a very dark future for her 3-year-old little boy in which he would probably not live until 70 years.

What will happen before 2030? Based on the various scientific books aimed at popularization that I have read on the subject, a lot of chaos and conflicts as water resources disappear, heat waves will become more deadly and make entire regions of the world uninhabitable, that the collapse of biodiversity will accelerate, dragging us down with it since we cannot survive without plants, whether for our food security or for our oxygen needs.

It's very selfish to say it but I need to say it: I feel at peace on a personal level with these pessismistic projections, because I think I have experienced everything I could aspire to, and I have not other expectations beyond what I have already experienced.

It goes even further: I look forward to the coming of these catastrophes to put an end to the current world. I want to see the collapse of capitalism and the inequalities that it has exacerbated to an unbearable level, the dismantling of Western empires and especially that of the USA, the destruction of Israel, and the final end of colonialism based on the brutality and domination that they have together established as the only possible relationship with the rest of the world.

I want to see them destabilized and in chaos before they have the opportunity to attack Iran, as I think they will after they finish liquidating Palestine. For me, they planned a 3rd World War in the Middle East including an attack on Saudi Arabia (the attackers of the World Trade Centers were largely Saudi and Saudi Arabia exfiltrated its nationals complicit in the attacks before any investigation and arrest were ordered) in retaliation for 09/11/2001, the humiliation of which they have still not digested (Biden stealing all the money from the National Bank of Afghanistan during the departure of American troops in 2021 and redistributing the funds to the families of those who disappeared on 11 /09, while leaving the Afghan population prey to hunger even though the Taliban did not take part in the attacks, is striking proof that USA is only motivated by dehumanization and contempt for Muslims and will create more wars to satisfy this obsession ).

The end of Westerners and Jewish Zionists will be more horrible than ours: while our living conditions have already been degraded for a long time, their fall, the gap between what they thought they were (exceptional nations with an unique destiny) and what they will become (victims of their own deeds like the victims they made) will be a frontal shock of exceptional violence because it is unprecedented for them, and because they are still denying its existence despite all the signs (fires, drought, floods, etc.).

More horrible because Muslims still have a religion, a faith to support them, the very strong conviction that we are only passing through this world, that we belong to God and that we are returning to him, while Western secularism does not offers support in the face of an immense and implacable universe, emptied of all meaning and purpose, and the extremist religious fervor of evangelical Christians, and Christian and Jewish Zionists will very quickly reveal itself to be an empty shell, when the end of the world does not give rise to the predictions that they fantasized to the point of supporting the very real and material destruction of the Middle East to make them come true. All together will no longer draw any satisfaction from their victory born of violation of all the human rights that they claimed to embody at one time, their military force reduced to haunting a world where there will be little left to dominate, will leave them face to face to their demons: insatiable greed and frustration, with no more material comfort to hope for with the definitive end of the myth of abundance.

I don't know if this makes me an unworthy believer or a cruel human being, but my only wish today is that this vision of divine punishment for their crimes which would be for me the only form of Justice in this time/world may be the one I take with me.

#personal political views #personal #climate change and palestine

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harpagornis · 1 year

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In the process of waiting for commissions, while the legal process advances. Literally the most pessismistic hope attaching me to life, and that tendril gets thinner and thinner every day,

#suicide

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thatjoyee · 2 years

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The Happiest State I’ve been in

It’s been a long time since I’ve been this happy. The past three years I felt lost and within the two years, I’ve been trying to get some answer through S. He’s a wise guy, who undoubtly understands the complexity of mankind and politics, given with all the people he had to deal with in his life. He’s also compassionate with me which one can say it’s yuan fen (not sure what’s that in English). I don’t like sharing a lot of my inner feelings with people but I wanted answers, and it seemed at that time that he could give me some directions. I knew it was dangerous because I started depending on him emotionally. I also knew that there were a lot of fantasy involved between the two of us, but deep down I knew nothing was real.

This trip to Saskatchewan, I call it a miracle vacation, redirected me back to the right path and helped me regain my sanity. The second day of this trip, S messaged me, which was clear to me that everything between him and I were just smokes and mirrors. Because I was happy and had found my inner peace, he did not matter any more; which means all that time when I wanted to be close to him was only because I was lonely and sad and he was my codependent. Frankly, that’s nothing new. I already knew that and felt bad about it as I felt like I was using him. I tried to withdraw from him. This time it’s different though - it’s going to be a clean cut. The good thing is that I don’t feel bad about any of this. The response from him was also an indirect answer from him. Emotionally I’m at a good state to call this shot. It’s perfect. That being said, he will always be a good friend of mine. My soul mate but not the romatic kind. Just someone whom we share mutual life experiences and similar charateristics in some ways.

Other than seeing things clearly with my relationship with him, my time spent with the Enns (A.) reminded me what family really means (B.) they reminded me my identity (C.) made me feel accepted and that (D.) even though I may never have a harmonious relationship with my family, I realised that there are still good people in this world. Just because I don’t get a long with my family doesn’t mean that I need to be so pessismistic with people. Yes, there are more selfish people than selfless people in this world, but good people do exist, and God had blessed those rare few ones in my life.

God’s Divine Appointment:

Words cannot express the joy I've experienced the past few days. I truly believe that this was God's divine appointment because I never would have imagined myself coming back to Saskatchewan in a million years. When Oma asked me to go with her, I was just thinking of helping her on the plane and making memories with her; it could be my first and last trip with her after all. I haven't felt this happy for a long time now. For the past years, I've been just traveling around to ease off my sadness and loneliness and have just been lost. I have often asked what's the meaning of life and have been really pessimistic with the people around me. When conflict arises with the closest people who should love me most, I felt numb and I thought, well this IS human nature like the bible tells us so. However, seeing how the Enns have accepted me like I’m part of their family despite of the decision I made and parted ways with Brett, how Kristin stood up for me once again, and how Justin (who has always been on the quieter side) welcomed me in his store just because he knows I’ve always been deeply in love with Art, I felt like there’s a sense of belonging. That’s right. I didn’t know that was what I was looking for all these years. I just felt lost. Until I watched this drama play with Oma and Lori and the theme was about “New immigrants in Canada looking for a new beginning and finding belonging.” Not the most exciting play (it was rather boring) but it gave me some insights - which again, I don’t think it’s some sort of coincidence. It’s like I have found a few missing puzzle pieces and now it’s fitting perfectly to this massive picture.

I remember in 2008 I returned to Vancouver thinking that this is my new beginning and I can start a new life. 14 years later I’m here feeling lost, stuck, and not knowing where I belong any more. I can’t say that I belong to the Enns’ family because they’re really not my family. However, one can say that I grew up in their household and I somehow found my lost identity through them in this trip. Remembering how they were my refuge back in the days, and till this day, they are still my refuge.

Looking back, I can only thank God for providing for me and protecting me in such creative ways. Just like what Paul had said in 2 Corinthians 6:10

Our hearts ache, but we always have joy. We are poor, but we give spiritual riches to others. We own nothing, and yet we have everything.

It seems as though I have no one, and yet I am surrounded by a lot of great friends who care about me. It seems as though I’m always alone, and yet I feel like I have a family.

I know I’m not very ambitious, but I appreciate the simple things. When Oma came into my room and said good night, that made my evening. When I was eating my dinner at the counter and Mr. Enns teased me for eating again, somehow I still feel accepted. When I woke up to a breakfast meal, I felt human again because someone looked after me. I know these are such simple things that regularly happen in every household, but it means the world to me.

Lori said that every family has their own problems, and I know she’s right but I just feel grateful that God has placed them in my life, providing a safe place for me, supporting me, and being amazing Christian role models to me all these years. Especially Oma. She treats me just like her grandkids. She insisted paying for my ticket this trip, but beceause I was the one who bought these tickets, she doesn’t know how much these tickets really cost. It’s not about the money but the thought that warms my heart. She only offered to treat me and her daughter, Glenda. She didn’t even offer CJ. The funny thing is that when Lori asked her to tag along and travel to Calgary to visit B afterward, her response was that she’s too old for this LOL.

So far I've been on 20 planes to 14 different places, and out of all these cities, I’ve gained the most on this trip. And I hardly did anything there other than eating! I had like 3 pieces of cakes and I had to hide in my room to eat the last one to save myself some embarassment. I lost weight at the end of this trip. I always gain when I’m stressed and lose weight when I’m relaxed. The past three years have been stressful and I’ve fought hard to stay fit... Anyway... this trip again shows me that God is my biggest armour and He IS faithful. He said there will be a breakthrough and that the promise land is ahead; and I see that things are falling into places. This is the ultimatium breakthrough.

One last thing! Before heading to Saskatchewan, I had a feeling that God will reveal that dream He gave me a few years back. I remember that dream clearly. I was having dinner with the Enns and Aunty Glenda at Aunty Glenda’s house. At the dinner table there were ants in our food, which I had discovered what ants mean biblically just not too long before this dream. So I knew that there were some housekeeping God needs to do with me and their family, that may include bondage, grief or anguish. Hallelujah! Who would have known that God actually utilized this family to clean the last bit of my sorrow and bondages with my own family. I’ve never felt this free before. I can really say with confidence this time that I am free!

The following sunday service after this trip, the Holy Spirit led me to Peace Portal and God told me to go up to the prayer team for a prayer. Denise prayed for me this time and she said everything I needed to hear from God. Without me saying too much she said everything that I needed to hear as a reassurance. In her prayer, she mentioned this one verse that God has been telling me for three years – “See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland.” At one point I said to God, “you’ve been saying that for awhile now. I don’t see anything so far…” Followed by the verse in her prayer, the lady said, “God has His perfect timing and even though she may not see it, we know that you are faithful. Though we may stumble at times, we pray that you will lead her so that she can get back up quickly when she falls and you will guide her back to the right path. And whatever Satan has been telling her, she will be able to discern it quickly and not believe in his lies.” As she was praying for me I saw a phoenix that sprung up from a pile of ash on the floor. It was pretty amazing. I also know deep down, and for the longest time, this struggle with S is a spiritual battle stirred up by the devil. Not saying that S is a devil but I know he’s not from God.

Last but not least, this is the song God gave me at the perfect timing on the last day in Saskatchewan:

Glimmer in the Dust by Hillsong:

I was lost in a moment A glimmer in time Like a child chasing shadows My back to the light I was lost in a fog till You caught my eye Through the smoke and the mirrors A glimmer of lifeI know there's a place I belong Where I'll see the fullness of love A child face to face with my God Lost in Your awesome wonder While I wait I will not be afraid My faith will remain all the same My hope in the things not yet seen Found in the greatest of theseI found love in a moment Exploding in light

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