I'm a bad liar with a savior complex...

on death

sprained ankle, julien baker; the wisp sings, winter aid, death with dignity, sufjan stevens; real death, mount eerie; funeral, phoebe bridgers

Spiritual underpinning, Dean Gioia / New Years Day, Taylor Swift / Strangers, Daniel Blume / Jenny Holzer / Strangers, Halsey / Choke, Chuck Palahniuk / Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

my spotify wrapped will never be accurate because i am too weird for spotify to capture. one time i listened to that guy on the bench sing ievan polkka for 2 hours straight on youtube. is spotify gonna include that in their little stats? does spotify know about the 3 days that i listened to that one fnaf song on repeat during the longest panic attack of my life? every time the video ended i just hit replay. does spotify know i listened to georgia by phoebe bridgers on repeat for the entirety of my 3.5 hour flight home for thanksgiving? no spotify doesn’t know about that, because i refuse to get spotify premium on principle so i cannot access their precious app on airplane mode.

I Know the End — Phoebe Bridgers

i know the end - phoebe bridgers // oedipus and the sphinx - françois-émile ehrmann // this is me trying - taylor swift // little women - greta gerwig // @apocryphics

Phoebe Bridgers accepting Taylor’s challenge via TikTok: @taylorswift we were both young

i know the end by phoebe bridgers ft. dennis reynolds

new BFFs just dropped

all too well 10 minute - taylor swift / the infamous leonardo dicaprio girlfriend ‘25 is the cut off’ age chart / bradley cooper (38) reading lolita to his girlfriend, suki waterhouse (21) in a park / motion sickness - phoebe bridgers / dear john - taylor swift / illicit affairs - taylor swift / jeff & annie on community / dj - ts / favorite crime - olivia rodrigo / atw10 - ts / happier than ever - billie eilish / ms - pb

and finally, john mayer (32) on how he felt the song taylor swift (then 19) wrote about their relationship portrayed him unfairly. swift is still not the age he was when they dated.

Lady Bird, Greta Gerwig / Nothing New (feat. Phoebe Bridgers), Taylor Swift / Party Girls, Malcom Liepke / ribs, Lorde / The Parent Trap, Nancy Meyers / Landslide, Fleetwood Mac / Female Artist, Ernst Ludwig

i know, i know, i know

"how can a person know everything at 18 but nothing at 22?" hits too close to home. brb i'm gonna go cry in the refrigerator light.

being just like other girls is so fun. taylor swift and twilight and rom coms, "I didn't have it in myself to go with grace", little women and midsommar, crystals and plants and wandavision, "she would've made such a lovely bride what a shame she's fucked in the head", olivia rodrigo, florence pugh, tangled and howl's moving castle, "women have minds as well as just hearts, and they've got ambition and talent as well as just beauty", pride and prejudice, "if I could dream at all, it would be about you. And I'm not ashamed of it", squishmallows, harry styles, mitski and phoebe bridgers and ukuleles and led lights, polaroids, makeup, planning outfits, "what is grief if not love persevering", pink, literally what's not to love

—NOTHING NEW, Taylor Swift ft. Phoebe Bridgers

How long will it be cute All this cryin' in my room When you can't blame it on my youth, and roll your eyes with affection? And my cheeks are growin' tired From turnin' red and fakin' smiles Are we only bidin' time 'til I lose your attention?

why does no one get it?

PHOEBE BRIDGERS By Daniel Jack Lyons for Net-A-Porter (2021)

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