πΉEMERGENCY ART COMMISSIONS πΉ
If you canβt commission me, please reblog this and spread the word! I greatly appreciate when people signal boost my posts and all that! And for all of you guys following me still, I appreciate you all being there for me. I sincerely hope we can continue this journey together if possible.
I give special thanks to @camdynlovesakuandrashou for sincerely helping me out with this template. I canβt thank him enough for helping me with this situation! π©·β¨
If youβre interested please DM me and Iβll accept payment through PayPal. Iβll gladly fill in each slot. πΉβ¨
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Hello there @dapper-ships-herself ! Itβs your local self shipper mail person getting your special, one of a kind, personalized letter from Osamu Dazai himself! Happy White Day, you deserve it! Sincerely, from @rose-wine-selfships (aka me, @the-pink-prophet ) β€οΈπΉβ¨
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My darling Gillian,
You have no idea how much you mean to me. Even saying your name feels like Iβm praising the beauty of nature herself. Your touches feel like the warmth of the rays of the sun. You have made me, a man of darkness, smile truly, from the inside out. You are my light, my very own shining star in angelic form.
Iβm not perfect my love. Iβm a lonely, complex, and at times, dark and bitter man. Iβm definitely far from being the ideal lover you wanted. I have done things that make peopleβs skins crawl for years upon years. I was a murderer my love, a remorseless beast whom had no sympathy for the fellow man next to me. I could have shot an innocent being in the face and still felt nothing. That was me, and it still haunts me to this day, that I was someone like that. And yet, when we first dated, you still chose to give me a chance.
You chose to see all sides of me, and still accept me for who I am. You saw me at my very worst, and there were times I felt so much guilt from that. I couldnβt forget those times I did make you cry, and it haunted the very tresses of my soul. I still have traces of my cruelty and a sick sense of humor from those times. Still, a part of me couldnβt bear to hurt you anymore.
I swore to you that Iβd protect my princess, and Iβd be the very example of a knight in shining armor. Iβll protect you, even if it is from yourself. I know you have as many haunting moments from your past as I do. But together, we can overcome these obstacles, one by one. We can build each otherβs faiths and lift each other up no matter what. You made me believe that Gillian, through your kindness, patience, and non judgemental side of you.
You were also there for me when I pretended to be a chipper mask of something else. You, like me, didnβt care much about facades and broke right through me. You, my dearest, also made me truly laugh and feel something deep down. I know itβs surprising Iβm so flowery and poetic on this day, but...I really do mean every word I say.
I know I love to joke about suicide, and you donβt like it at all. I understand though, haha! However, you should know me by now that I donβt really mean it. My sweetest lady, I love you. You are my belladonna, my baby, and most importantly, my reason to live. Happy White Day my dearest.
Your prince,
Osamu Dazai π
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What's that sound in the distance? Oh, that's me SCREAMING from how cute this is! Goodness!
Boy, you make me soft, definitely saving to read for later~
Literally, so cute, so soft, so sweet, so absolutely positively perfect~
Thank you! π
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Hey guys, I just want to make a quick announcement. I just lost my job this week, and right now is a REALLY terrible time for me to be unemployed during the holidays. If any of my mutuals on here know ANYONE that wants commissions for this month, PLEASE let me know. Iβm very short on funds and I need money to pay for some rent and other things. If anyone can DM me for commissions, comment, or signal boost this post, then bless your souls. ππ
My commission page is down below! Happy Holidays!
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