#platonic anxceit

[loganslowdown4]

Virgil: Could you get me a drink?

Janus: Fine. What do you want?

Virgil: Give me something as cold, dark, and lifeless as my soul.

Janus: *hands him a glass of milk*

Virgil: I feel insulted.

Janus: You should.

#I need more interactions with them please and thank you #thomas sanders #sanders sides #Virgil sanders #Janus sanders #ts virgil #ts janus #platonic anxceit #anxceit #incorrect sanders sides

[chemically-imbalanced-emo]

Janus hating Virgil because he felt abandoned <<<<< Janus distancing himself because he KNOWS he and Remus aren't really accepted yet and being associated with them would hurt Virgil's image in the others' eyes, which is bad for not only Virgil but Thomas as well.

#I need Janus to care about Virgil so bad I'm sick of the notion that they hate each other and there's no other emptions there #The deepest love often goes hand in hand with resent and nostalgia and jealousy #The deciding factor is whether or not you can work through those #sanders sides #thomas sanders #virgil sanders #deceit sanders #janus sanders #anxceit #platonic anxceit #or #romantic anxceit #EITHER ONE REALLY

[emoprincey]

I genuinely love that Virgil canonically cares about Janus. No matter how mad he is at him, he'll still make sure Janus is taking care of himself.

He knows Janus well enough to know that it is in fact very likely that he just had wine for dinner. He cares enough to ask him about that. He just looks exasperated when Janus admits it. They really are ex-best-friends.

#sanders sides #virgil sanders #janus sanders #platonic anxceit #anxceit #ts spoilers

[logan-the-artist]

B2 with Janus and V? Mayhaps V can be purple? Hope this isn’t to much of a bother!

it’s not a bother at all!! :]

im loving the angst.

#my art #drawing #art #sketch #platonic anxceit #please don’t tag as romantic #sanders sides #sanders sides fanart #virgil sanders #log’s art #ts virgil #ts janus #tss janus #tss deceit #deceit sanders #tss virgil #virgil angst #angst #tw angst

[f-at-f]

@sankiisides

#thomas sanders #sanders sides #art #my art #sandersides #anxciet #platonic anxceit

[virgeandhis-pocket-protector]

VOTE FOR DECEIT (JANUS) and VIRGIL (ANXIETY) IN THE PURPLE/YELLOW POLL TOURNAMENT!!

visit @purpleandyellowshowdown to put in your vote!!!

thank you tumblr user @xenondrawz for the pose reference!

#sanders sides #sanders sides poll #poll #polls #sanders sides fanart #fanart #virgil sanders #janus sanders #anxiety sanders #deceit sanders #ts virgil #ts anxiety #ts deceit #virgil #janus #deceit #anxceit #platonic anxceit #romantic anxceit #thomas sanders #sanders #fanders #purple yellow showdown #grey's art #grey's zone

[silstre]

Janus and Virgil dualities!!!

#sanders sides #sanderssides #sandersides #anxiety sanders #deceit sanders #janus sanders #virgil sanders #anxceit #platonic anxceit #dont get me wrong this is a platonic sides blog #no ships here but logicality bc theyre Married

[tss-anxceit-week]

Anxceit Week 2023 returns!

Hello, darling Fanderssss...

I am very honored to announce that @anxceit-week-23 has passed down the torch in order to continue Anxceit Week this year! So hereby, welcome to the new blog dedicated to the celebration of our angst-ridden TSS duo: Janus and Virgil.

Anxceit Week 2023 will be held as planned, from November 12th to 18th.

You can call me Lost (they/them), and I'm the mod of this event (find me @lost-in-thought-20). I'm very excited to try and get this week up and running for this ship that I can't help but adore.

But to do that... I need your help!

Do you have any ideas or suggestions for prompts? Submit them through this form! I'll try and incorporate them for a prompt list that I hope to release at the end of the month.

See you all soon 💜💛

#sanders sides #virgil sanders #anxceit #janus sanders #anxceit week #anxceit week 2023 #ts virgil #ts janus #ts anxceit #romantic anxceit #platonic anxceit #familial anxceit

[analoceits]

im sorry its throwing up abt anxceit hours again. i mean it always throwing up abt anxceit hours in my head but yknow.

anyway i love when theyre horrible to each other and hate each other and would never, god forbid, trust each other but also they will willingly and freely share the most vulnerable parts of their heart and soul and pain with each other with no question.

because it doesnt matter. because when theyve both teared each others throats out showing a scar is nothing. because the thought of being hurt when theyre down by the other isnt terrifying; its sick satisfaction its vindication its "i know you would" its "i dont know why i expected better".

its the scorpions tail in the frogs back. its their nature.

(but really, in their heads they would never hurt the other without reason, even if they expect the other to hurt them. for a selfish reason of course; they would never give them the satisfaction. to prove them right.)

(or maybe. they just dont want them hurt.)

#anxceit #platonic anxceit #sanders sides #tss #ts sides #sasi #virgil sanders #janus sanders #tss virgil #tss janus #anyway anyone want my anxceit playlist

[loganslowdown4]

Janus: Goddamnit I’m such an idiot!

Virgil:

Janus:

Virgil:

Janus:

Virgil:

Janus:

Virgil: If you’re waiting for me to disagree, this is going to be a long day.

#I love when they bicker lmao #thomas sanders #sanders sides #sander sides #incorrect sanders sides #virgil sanders #Janus sanders #ts virgil #ts janus #anxceit #platonic anxceit

[lily-janus]

What Once Was

Summary: Janus bumped into Virgil as he goes down a self-depricating spiral... which stirs up old feelings

Pairing: platonic Anxciet

Warnings: swearing, self-deprication

Word count: 1,052

My fic for day 6 Kiss & Make Up of @tss-anxceit-week

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All Janus wanted to do was grab his wine from where he was hiding it from Remus, and watch some drama content where people hilariously overreact over everything and forget about everyday life.

But… of course that didn't end up to be what happened.

When he hid his wine in the light sides' kitchen, he thought himself pretty clever since Remus rarely ever comes near here. Something about their 'lameness' rubbing off on him.

And, when he does his pranks he usually prefers to use their rooms.

Now, however, he regretted every moment of that decision. Because, obviously someone had to pop up in the common room right next to the kitchen right when he was about to leave.

He was about to try to sneak away before whoever it was could notice him when-

"...Fucking stupid…"

That voice… that shaky voice…

Despite his better judgment, Janus risked a glance towards the common room to confirm his suspicion.

And, sure enough, he saw none other than the anxious side, pacing all over the area, probably trying to release some of that pant up anxious energy.

"Stupid, stupid, stupid…" he kept saying over and over again. "What the fuck was I thinking?"

Janus knew he should just disappear and forget what he saw, Virgil made his feelings towards him more than clear… not that Janus can blame him…

But… for some reason… he couldn't find it in him… Dammit he still cares about the traitor… despite everything.

"What are you doing here?"

The hate dripping from Virgil's words should be familiar to him by now, but they always feel like a punch to his gut, no matter how used to it he was getting.

Janus opened his mouth to answer when…

"Know what? I don't care, just get out, you shouldn't even be here. I can't… I can't deal with you right now."

And there it was again, that shake in his voice. He knew Virgil well enough to know that something was wrong.

He finally looked up to find Virgil frowning at him, "you're weirdly quiet…" he pointed out.

Sometimes… Janus forgets that Virgil knows him well enough too… or tries to forget anyway.

"What happened?" Janus finally managed to ask, raising a curious eyebrow at him.

Virgil huffed, "right, like you care… Why are you still here?"

Janus managed a smirk, "why do you think?"

But Virgil didn't rise to the bait, he just let out a long, tired sigh. "I don't have time for your stupid games…"

Janus shrugged, "not a game, you still didn't answer my question."

"That's because it's none of your business." Virgil shot back.

"I'm not leaving until you answer." Janus put his wine on the counter and crossed his arms over his chest, looking at Virgil expectantly.

"I can just go to my room." Virgil pointed out.

"Then why are you still here?" Janus used Virgil's earlier question.

"Because you're obviously up to something, so I'm not letting you out of my sight until you leave." He shot back with a glare.

Janus tutted, "you always were a terrible liar, honestly, Virgil." He rolled his eyes, "who do you think you're fooling? Certainly not me."

Virgil turned back to his anxious pacing, "I really can't deal with you right now…"

"Why?" Janus tried again, "is something… Wrong?" He paused for a bit before finishing to put emphasis on the last word. "Trouble in paradise?"

"Of course not." Virgil snapped, turning back to glare at Janus.

"Right… of course, nothing's ever wrong in Rainbows and Sunshine land." Janus rolled his eyes again.

"No…" Virgil agreed despite the obvious sarcasm, "the problem's always me…" he added quietly.

Ah, now they're getting somewhere.

"What do you mean?" Janus asked carefully and Virgil flushed when he realized he said it out loud.

"Nothing, forget it." He said quickly, too quickly.

It was Janus' turn to sigh, if he wanted Virgil to open up… he's gonna have to do the same.

"Fine, I'll admit it…" Janus took off his gloves, shivering from how exposed he felt without them, "I'm worried about you." He admitted when his hands were bare.

Virgil paused to stare at him for what felt like hours, before turning away. “Wow… just… wow..”

Janus frowned, putting back his gloves, “I’m telling the tru-”

“Are you?” Virgil cut him off sharply, “are you seriously telling me that after everything…” he flailed his arms, “you’re worried about me?”

“Yes.” Janus said simply, “don’t you feel the same about me?”

Virgil snorted, “of course not!”

Janus examined his hands, “still a terrible liar…”

Virgil returned to his pacing, “whatever, it’s still none of your business and our days of having heart-to-hearts are over, so piss off before I make you.”

Janus rolled his eyes, “woo I’m so scared… if you want me to leave just answer my question.” He repeated.

Virgil threw his arms in frustration, “same thing that always happens, okay?! I messed up and made everything worse. There, happy? Now scram.” There were tears forming in the corners of his eyes.

Janus didn’t say anything, but he didn’t leave either. He just watched as Virgil sat on the armrest of the couch, curling into a ball by hugging his knees to his chest and burying his head between them.

It’s not often that Janus doesn’t have anything to say, but in this moment, Janus could only stare.

Then, he was standing behind Virgil, not knowing when he even started moving towards him.

But, he hugged him from behind and whispered softly, “from my experience… you only make things better…” before finally disappearing.

And you can be sure he was not crying when he appeared back in his room, not even noticing he left his wine behind… it was just… dust in his eyes, he didn’t clean his room in ages.

Our days of having heart-to-hearts are over…

Janus looked over his yellow couch, remembering all those times where he and Virgil would just… talk, about anything that came to mind… talks that lasted for hours without either of them noticing.

But Virgil was right, those days are long gone, and Janus has no one to blame but himself.

Though maybe, one day… They could make up. Because Janus wasn’t lying… Virgil made everything better, for him at least.

#sanders sides #virgil sanders #janus sanders #Lily writes #platonic anxceit #anxceitweek2023 #day 6 kiss & make up #cw swearing #tw self deprecation

[tulipscomeinallsortsofcolors]

Baby Steps

Turns out their little debacle has some... interesting aftereffects.

#platonic anxceit

[askdeceitsanders]

virgil roman kiss kiss

Virgil: what the fuck is wrong with you people..? but fine *grabs Roman by his sash and kisses him before letting go and letting him drop to the floor*

Roman: ...oh my god oh my god OH MY GOD-

*glaring at Roman* *protective snake mama mode*

Virgil: mama be nice please-

#ask sander sides #ask away #janus answers #ask blog #ask janus sanders #tss janus #ts janus #virgil sanders #roman sanders #prinxiety #thomas sanders #sanders sides #platonic anxceit #familial anxceit

[littlerat2]

School Dances Suck... Most of the time. (Part 1)

Summary:

A highschool AU where everyone is struggling through Junior Year! When Janus is forced to go to a school dance, he usually just sits in the corner with Virgil and Remus. But this time, they have dates, and Janus doesn't. There will be multiple parts. I don't know how long this will be, but I've been thinking of expanding on everyone a little bit :)

Words: 1875

Warnings: None that I can think of for this one part, but please, please feel free to let me know if you think I should add some.

AO3

Author's Note: Apologies if there's any issues with spacing or formatting. It's my first time posting a fic on Tumblr, or, well, anywhere. I'm a tad new at this, but I'm sure I'll get the hang of it in time!

Janus sat alone in the corner of the gym. He hadn’t expected to be alone tonight.

Virgil was always his resident loner friend at school functions. Neither of them wanted to be there, but their parents always insisted. So the two always sat in the same spot and talked. And sometimes, Remus would keep them company too. But tonight, even Virgil had been dragged away to the dance floor by Roman. Remus had even managed to convince Logan to dance with him smack dab in the middle of the gym.

So Janus sat alone, counting the minutes until he could go home, and watching his friends dance.

Janus scrolled Tumblr on his phone for as long as he could before it got boring. When it eventually did, he returned to his spiteful watching of the crowd. But before too long, he heard someone sit down next to him. He turned to see Patton.

He’d only met Patton a handful of times. They sat next to each other in their AP Psychology class, but Janus didn’t talk to him much. Other than borrowing a pencil or charger was the extent of their interactions. But Janus had heard of Patton from others. He was friendly with everyone, very generous, and kind. Most people were at least acquaintances with him.

“Hey, Jan!” He beamed.

“Hello, Patton.” He turned to face him, adjusting his hat.

“I like your skirt!”

That’s right, he’d worn his new favorite outfit. If he was going to be forced to sit in a gym with a bunch of people he didn’t care to know, listening to shitty, outdated music, he was at least going to look good. He wore a brand new silk skirt that lapped at his ankles, with a simple black blouse, topped with a black shawl with yellow rimming, and a big, floppy black hat. And to top it all off, half of a masquerade mask over the aged burns on his face.

“Thank you,” he said, smoothing his hands over his skirt as he did. Patton nodded, smiling. “Why are you sitting alone?”

Janus scoffed. “Because Virgil and Remus abandoned me! “ He huffed. “Our parents make us come to every school dance, and we sit right here and hate it together. But this time, Virgil has a date.” He hissed the word ‘date’ like a curse. “And Remus managed to extort Logan for a dance too. So I’m here. Alone.”

“Oh, Jan… That doesn’t sound fun. But, aren’t you happy they’re enjoying themselves?”

“Obviously,” Janus snapped, regretting it immediately upon seeing Patton wince. “Sorry.”

“That’s okay,” Patton said, incredibly patiently. Janus didn’t know how he managed.

“I'm glad they're happy. But I'm still here. Alone.”

“Well, you're not alone now.” Patton stood up, offering his hand with a smile. “What do you say? Treat me to a dance?” He asked hopefully. Janus looked at his hand for a moment, blinking.

“You? Dance with me?”

“You don’t have to,” Patton said, looking a little dejected.

“No, that’s not what I meant. I just- won’t people look at you weird?”

“Why would they?”

“Why wouldn’t they?” Janus motioned toward the singed side of his face. “I’m not really high on the social ladder here, Patton.”

“So?”

“You are.”

“And why would that matter?”

“I-”

“Just dance with me, Janus,” Patton said with a softness Janus had never heard from him. Patton’s voice was always gentle, but this was a different kind of gentleness that Janus couldn’t quite place. He couldn't say no to that.

He took Patton’s hand, and watched his face light up. Patton guided Janus to the middle of the gym, and started dancing with him. And god, he was terrible at it. He’d not only stepped on Janus’ toes, but someone else’s. He was a hazard. But it brought a smile to Janus’ face. He looked at Patton and held back a laugh, taking both of his hands. He led with the grace of a professional. Patton seemed surprised by this.

“What? Didn’t think I could dance?” Janus asked, a slightly amused smirk on his face.

“I- well, I didn’t think you’d be this good at it!” Patton admitted. “You said it yourself, you don’t like these dances.”

“Years of practice, darling.”

“Do you dance a lot?”

“Not by choice. My parents have had me in lessons since I could walk.” Janus rolled his eyes. He felt Patton hesitate. “This is the first time I’ve really enjoyed dancing.” He said, and Patton seemed to brighten at that. “Well, a real dance, anyway.”

“What do you mean, a real dance?”

“Well, sometimes Virgil, Remus, and I will dance in the rain, but it’s not like… a real dance. It’s more of… frolicking.” He looked down to see Patton smiling fondly.

“You three are close, huh?”

“Yeah. We grew up together. They’re… They’re like my family. More than my actual family, even. I mean, not my mom. She’s great.” Janus smiled softly. Why was he telling this to Patton of all people? He barely knew him. But something about the man was so easy to talk to. Like he’d listen for hours, no matter what you were talking about. Before he could treat himself to that rabbit hole, Patton’s voice lured him from his thoughts.

“Aw, that’s great! That’s kind of like Roman, Logan and I. What do you say we check on them?” Patton looked around, pointing to Logan and Remus, who had now migrated to the outskirts of the gym. Remus had Logan in an awkward looking hug, but Logan, surprisingly, was smiling, very wide. Remus seemed to be happy, so Janus was satisfied.

Next was Virgil and Roman. They weren’t hard to find at all. Roman usually commanded all of the attention in a room, and tonight was no exception with his red, sequin covered skirt. He stood by the DJ, whispering to them while Virgil stood off to the side. Then, a moment later, a Paramore song started blasting through the gym. Virgil’s face bloomed into a smile, and Roman pulled him close, dipped him dramatically, and said something to him. Whatever it was, it seemed to have flustered him, as his face turned beet red.

Janus burst out laughing, but his gaze was soft. “It’s been awhile since Virgil has looked at anyone like that. It’s nice to see him so happy again.”

“Same with Logan. Don’t tell him I said this, but he gushes about Remus all the time,” Patton giggled.

“Come to think of it, Remus has been talking about him a lot too.

They seem to understand each other… somehow.”

“Awww.”

“Even I don't understand Remus,” Janus said fondly. He didn’t know what possessed him to say what he was about to say. “I don’t really know Roman that well, but Logan seems cool. And you… I’d like to get to know you more. And the others. If, um, if you wouldn’t mind.” His head caught up with his words, and he cleared his throat, his face suddenly hot.

Patton smiled. “I think I’d really enjoy that.”

“Good,” Janus said, looking away awkwardly. “So, um, Remus, Virgil and I usually go to dinner after these kinds of things… Would you like to join us? You can bring Roman and Logan. I’d be happy to pay for all three of you.”

“That’s a lot of money, Janus,” Patton said, a bit of a guilty look on his face.

“Money is just an object. My parents and I are far from struggling. Really, I insist.”

“I don’t think Logan will let you pay for him.”

“He can suit himself. But I’m still paying for you.”

“I pay for half of it.”

“Deal.” Janus chuckled.

The Paramore song Roman had played for Virgil now faded into slow, soft music.

“Do you want to leave after this song? Remus doesn’t really like slow dances, and Virgil is usually tired of this many people by now. And, I think I usually see Logan reading in the corner by now.”

“Yeah. But I still have you for this song.” Patton gave him a look, and smiled. “I’m not great at this, but-”

“Not to worry! I can show you. Just follow my lead.” Janus felt himself smiling wider as Patton nodded, determination in his eyes. As Janus led, neither of them said a word. Patton was concentrating, mostly staring at their feet, trying to copy Janus’ movements. When he got a vague grasp of it, he looked up at Janus, smiling wide. Janus had a small, fond smile on his face, too.

Janus took Patton’s hand, spinning him around. He was a little flustered, but adjusted quickly, with a few bright giggles. Janus felt a few laughs bubble up in his stomach as well. He had this warm feeling in his chest, and his face hurt from smiling so much. What was this? Why did Patton have this effect on him?

Any other time, he’d back out right now. Leave, and never look Patton in the eyes again. He was already in too deep for his liking. He’d asked Patton to dinner for fucks sake! But if Virgil and Remus had found people they tolerated, why couldn’t he? Besides, after tonight, he didn’t expect many Patton-free days, even if he tried. And he wasn’t sure he wanted many Patton-free days, after all.

He felt at ease. His friends were happy, Patton was happy. And, he was happy. He would be content to sway with Patton all night. He closed his eyes, taking in the peace of it all.

Maybe getting close to Patton wouldn’t be so bad.

He hadn’t even noticed the song had ended, before Remus bumped into him, hard.

"Hey, Jan!”

“Hello.”

“So, what are our dinner plans tonight? I was hoping that maybe…”

“I already offered to bring Logan when I invited Patton.”

“Awesome!” Remus cheered, pumping his fists in the air. That earned a soft chuckle from Logan behind him. “Virgil asked if we could leave soon. It’s a little loud here for him.”

“Yeah, we’ll go in just a second. Could you go get him? Tell him to bring Roman too.”

“Are you feeling alright, Jan? You hate people.”

A laugh escaped Patton, but he quickly covered his mouth.

“I'm feeling particularly generous tonight, Re. It's been a rather nice night.” He smiled, his eyes flicking towards Patton for just a second, though he wished his gaze could linger on the other man.

Remus raised his brows at Janus with a smug look.

“Fuck off.” Janus shoved Remus lightly. “Go find Virgil! And take Specks here with you.” He flashed an apologetic look toward Logan, who waved it off, seemingly unbothered.

“Fiiiine. We'll meet at your car.” Remus scurried off, dragging Logan behind him by the arm with no warning.

Janus turned back to Patton, melting as he smiled.

“I think we should do this again,” Patton said, and Janus' chest felt warm again.

“My family hosts a spring masquerade every year. If you'd like to come, I'm sure my mom would be delighted to know I'm coming with someone this year.” “I'd like that.”

Janus decided to test his luck. “Then, it's a date.”

Patton went red, but he smiled. “I can't wait.”

#sanders sides #sander sides #thomas sanders sides #tss roman #tss remus #deceit #ts logan #ts patton #ts virgil #ts sides #ts deceit #ts janus #ts roman #ts remus #ts sanders sides #tss janus #tss logan #tss virgil #mociet #patton sanders #prinxiety #intrulogical #platonic anxceit #platonic dukeceit #platonic dukxiety #platonic logince #platonic logicality #my fic

[virgeandhis-pocket-protector]

Check out @purpleandyellowshowdown to vote and follow the poll!!!

Virgil and Janus made it through the latest bracket – they've got a solid chance !!! Make your voice count!!!!

[First Image ID: Over a slightly blurred Uncle Sam Recruitment poster, alternating purple and yellow text reads "i want YOU to vote for VIRGIL and JANUS IN THE PURPLE/YELLOW POLL!!!". Two images of Virgil (right) and Janus (left) split center. The images each have an arrow pointing in their direction, titled "nervous lad! :D" and "slimy boi! :>" respectively. End image ID]

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#purple yellow showdown #poll tournament #poll #bracket poll #sanders sides #deceit sanders #anxiety sanders #ts janus #ts virgil #janus sanders #virgil sanders #thomas sanders #romantic anxceit #platonic anxceit #enemies anxceit #grey's zone

[leconcombrerit]

I started a sketch and got hit by the usual existential conundrum of whether or not I want to finish it. I'm still squinting at it to find the answer so in the meantime, I'm making a humble messy version offering to Janus and Virgil enthusiasts.

I really don't post much for this fandom anymore, but those two are still lovely to draw.

#I don't post much at all actually but for Sanders sides even less so #episodes are just taking too long my interest isn't *that* self-sustainable #let's face it it isn't at all #however I'm a big fan of their aesthetic and my AUs #and somehow my designs as well #for Virge Jan and Remus so I'll keep drawing them anyway #janus sanders #virgil sanders #sanders sides #platonic anxceit