I’m having horrible feelings about 2024 like, there’s a deep dark pit in my stomach saying that one of the hermits is gonna be another youtuber going into retirement, and currently it’s tied between Grian Mumbo and Etho and like,, no,, like this is literally my own paranoia but my brain is like “say goodbye to your funky block guys” and I’m just like “NOOOO”
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SPOILERS FOR CHAPTER FOUR OF THE DRAGON EVENT IN HPMA ALSO VENT BECAUSE MY DISABLED ASS IS HAVING A MENTAL BREAK DOWN OVER A DIGITAL DRAGON
Im not ok I’m not ok I’m not I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok I’m not ok
I hate how much I’m crying and sobbing right not over this. My life has been so horrible right now and this felt like the one thing I actually had control over. The one thing I could handle. The one thing I could be proud of and enjoy. Like a real life pet or something. Something that my disabled body could enjoy. That can actually DO. I’m not even sure if I’m making sense anymore. I just know my stupid emotions are making me sob my eyes out I DONT WANT VICTORIA TO GO AWAY! THIS ISNT FAIR! WHAT CAN I DO TO STOP THIS?! I HATE THIS STUPID GAME FOR MAKING ME SO ATTACHED THIS INSNT FAIR! PLEASE DONT GO VICTORIA PLEASE STAY HERE!
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Me soaking up the remainder of the Australian summer 😭
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i feel like i'm losing her.
why do i feel like i'm losing my best friend... she's barely talking to me. i know she's under so much stress rn and i can't bear to be another source of stress to her. i'm being as supportive and encouraging to her as i can be but there's nothing else i can do to help her and i wish i could. i just have to give her the space she needs. and i can't bring up my own bullshit bc i love her too much to be a burden to her rn.
edit: FUUUUCKK. she’s talking about maybe moving away now… i can’t fucking deal fuckfuxkfuckfujc help aughh
ac: Adrian Swancar (@a_d_s_w)
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HEAVEN
Angels & Airwaves
I will run the streets and hostile lands
I will touch the rain with all I have
I will breathe the air, and scream it loud
My feet will never touch the ground
Because the days they feel, like ancient blocks
Like when kids grow up, and learn to walk
Because your life is full of pure desire
A place so gloriously wired
The lights and sounds
Oh God, this is such a mess
And it's like our world, and we're the last ones left
And the hair, it stands on the back of our necks
And I swear, it shows
Heaven must be just like this.
Do you see the hills beneath the clouds?
And the stars as trails, to lead you out?
Can you sense the pain thats everywhere
And if you try, you'll never care
And the love you had when you were young
Is right outside for all to come
Because your life is full of pure desire
A place so gloriously wired
The lights and sounds
Oh God, this is such a mess
And it's like our world, and we're the last ones left
And the hair, it stands on the back of our necks
And I swear, it shows - Heaven must be just like this
If you see a light break through the clouds
And fire run like distant towers
And the world will begin, exactly how it ends
When you call for love when you are lost
Whatever more, whatever cost
And the world will begin, exactly how it ends
Please stay, don't go
I've got you now, are you curious?
Please stay, don't go
I've got you now, are you curious?
Please stay, don't go
I've got you now, are you curious?
Please stay, don't go
I've got you now, are you curious?
Please stay, don't go!
I've got you now, are you curious?
Please stay, don't go!
I've got you now, are you curious?
Please stay, don't go
I've got you now, now yeah, yea oh, yeah oh, yeah oh
Here I am.
💙🎶
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Me reading the Katie McCabe Chelshitty rumours
And apparantly she is open to talk 😶
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What if I cry like a baby if Magda and Pernille leave Chelsea? What then?
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You are the love of my life. You’re my safe place and my best friend. I couldn’t imagine life without you by my side. You make every day better and help me grow as a person. You have so much heart and I admire you even more than I could ever put into words. There’s not a part of me that isn’t grateful to have you in my life.
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