#please don’t stop giving me love

[erytherion]

Going to pull a Kim Dokja here and tell everyone that they should definitely go read The World After The Fall (novel version) all the way to the end because it is SO AMAZING and very very similarly mind-fucky about universes and reality and imagination and legitimate scientific theories you can go research about but the majority of the story itself feels mostly like a silly and bizarre action plot, when really it hits you with so many deep and philosophical quandaries and feels that you really don’t realise til the end and then you bawl your eyes out, kinda like what happens with ORV. I don’t want to spoil it by giving specifics, but like… it’s truly SO WEIRD that you will undoubtedly question how an author actually decided to go with those options, but obviously they had every reason to choose those metaphors and bizarre choices, yet you’re still left a bit like “What the actual fuck?” even after knowing how weird it is.

DEFINITELY BE CAREFUL if you experience delusions as part of your mental health though! They hit so many of my own at the end, I was so so glad that ORV had already given me actual psychosis beforehand so I knew how to take it in stride and not let it make me spiral. On the plus side, if you DO have the same type of mental illness as me, the story is even MORE relatable than ORV (or maybe like, relatable for different reasons to it, since ORV is still really cool too!) This only really applies to the latter third of the book though.

Anyways, READ THE WORLD AFTER THE FALL! Sing-Shong are geniuses with their stories and you don’t always realise til the end when they hit you with all the extra realisations! It truly is so impressive and also a little aggravating because GUYS BE NICE TO ME! But they’re already nice since they shared it with us, it just feels mean because then we get pulled into all their stories’ meta bullshit as a result.

#like when we rec ORV to friends and have to apologise in advance because we love the story but also good luck surviving it bestie! #like I’m SO sorry but I hope you have fun with it! #congrats on your new mental illness! #<- a sincere threat of becoming true if I am any example #READ TWATF IT’S SO BRAIN-MELTY AND WEIRD #twatf #orv #the world after the fall #meta bullshit #is an understatement #Sing-Shong I love you but please stop making me question reality unless you give me your protagonists to hug as collateral #I didn’t like Jaehwan at first but now I will defend him so hard #he is baby you just don’t realise quite how much yet #also that man needs HUGS #also clothing #do I need to elaborate? no! he’s just so fashionable tbh

[demigodofhoolemere]

Watching the Behind the Sofa features for the season 2 Hartnell episodes (surprisingly they’re on YouTube but who knows when that could get taken down) is a weird experience because a lot of the time it’s really enjoyable seeing the various reactions and they’re often very complimentary towards things that you don’t see people appreciate enough, which makes me quite happy, and then other times out of nowhere you’ll get odd comments of a few of the actresses perceiving certain lines as sexist or something. Specifically in The Time Meddler, which was otherwise a crowd favorite among them, Steven complimenting Vicki on being clever was apparently patronizing, and they acted as if the Doctor telling Vicki to keep her nose away when he was messing with the Monk’s TARDIS was him brushing off her questions as if she needs to stay in her place or something, when in context he’s dealing with precarious electrical wires and was telling her not to get her face so close because it could give her a shock — he says as much, but they talk over it. I enjoy very much that they were often appreciating things that people look over and really getting into a lot of it, but every now and again something like that would take me out of it. Don’t like when people attribute their own assumptions or biases as the meaning of something that was totally innocent.

#on that note i love peter purves to the moon and back for not having done that #he in particular was great fun to watch in these because his love for bill and the whole show is so deep and so sincere #i would marathon the entire hartnell era with that man #classic who #first doctor #vicki pallister #steven taylor #behind the sofa #never like the assumption that something was meant in bad faith that really wasn’t #it’s stuff like that that often keeps people from watching this era #because they just assume it’s there and when they do try to watch it they find it because they looked for it on purpose #this is the kind of thinking that gives us inaccurate perceptions of characters like twice upon a time #they also brought up cooking quite a bit and i’m like…? i don’t think any companion has ever cooked during their travels #much less with that as some kind of expectation of them as The Woman #makes me think of twice upon a time where they have the doctor indicate that polly was expected to keep the tardis clean #as if polly wouldn’t smack anyone who suggested that that should be her role. as if THE DOCTOR wouldn’t smack anyone saying that. please. #begging people to stop trying to make the classic series something it’s not #rant

[maiteo]

I just really love MAI PORTO🐉💙

#they made me smile soooo big today n o amor da minha vida (🍭) made it a million times better i can never lose! #once again have a beautiful day/night im sending you love n hugs n kithes🤭🫶🏽🫂 #I have so much to do I have to pack n give gifts before I leave n go to the office n stop by my parents house ahsjsjs please #gonna collect ALLLL the footage when I get some time to breathe a lil<3 beijos beijos beijos #also if pepes injured….dont call don’t text :(

[hellfireeddiemunson]

if everyone with a pet could please give their pet the biggest amount of love on my behalf i would love that right now:(

#for anyone who has seen my post/posts about my cat she unfortunately passed away a little while ago :( #tw death #just everyone please give your animals all the love in the world and always appreciate them and give them attention whenever u can:( #i’m gonna moss her so fucking bad she was so sweet and silly and meant everything to me i’m so fuckjng sad i can’t stop crying #this fucking week is so stupid i don’t want to exist the rest of this week i just wanna hide in bed til january 1st and hope life is better

[solitiares]

rhea oh the woman you are

#pookie #rhea ripley #i am so gay #i would lick your bathroom floor clean if you asked me to #please just give me ten minutes #don’t let your husband stop you from finding the true love of your life (me)

[chika-nyan]

Lies down. So it looks like my job is actively trying to moorder me so I’ll probably be mostly ded for a while. Honestly at a breaking point, can you believe vacation was just last month? :) Gonna keep doing my best to hold on for that mid-late spring exit/quitting time with next vacation but it’s going to be a trial forsure.

#I can’t quit now I’m 3/4 of the way to next vacay hour gifting u_u #I’ve come this far I at least need to nab that paid vacation……. #Done being nice work just takes advantage of any kindness I can muster #Please stop trying to call me in on my off days I need those to heal my shoulder 8’D #I came in anyway even when they called at 4am on a day I did not work when I would reasonably be SLEEPING but no not anymore u_u #I am done you will get no more extra hours from me #I don’t want to work more I’m hurting give those hours to coworkers u_u #The hours the company is being so stingy with :) #To the point that a petition is going around saying booooo you suck at staffing git gud binch!!! #Which I did sign because it is true git gud 8U)b #like even some customers have gone ‘you’re all by yourself????’ to me 8’D #I’m just saying ONE more person in the morning would help so much 8’D #Especially since we get tour busses on their way to the mountain starting as early as 7am until 10am!!! #There’s more bs but truly I am just so tired and upset but I hope I can make it to spring #Gonna take off Easter and also go to Sakuracon on the last vacay! #*lies down* But yes will try to give thumbs up out of the dirt mound atop me but will be mainly dead u_u #Sorry this was a long one big thanks if you read through u_u #*blows homie kisses at dorito buddos* Love you (bromo) don’t forget meeeeeee

[salsflore]

i can’t do this anymore ohfjgm

#everytime he jokes abt me being in love with him or liking him I DON’T KNOW HOW TO TELL HIM THAT I DO. I REALLY DO. PLEASE STOP IT #or does he know. bye. #I WILL NEVER GIVE IN #⠀mika’s chatroom !⠀

[goldkirk]

FUCK my brain! I’m gonna KILL my brain!!!! I had stabbing kneecap pain earlier that didn’t go away and then I did some things and now I just got back from a NIGHTTIME RUN IN THE DARK IN THE CITY and found out when I stood up from lying down that HEY REMEMBER YOUR KNEE HURT? IT DIDN’T STOP YOU JUST HAD A FUGUE STATE AND WENT RUNNING for the first time in over a year when you know running is a one way ticket to POTS hell and more pain and you DID IT ON A PAINFUL KNEECAP BECAUSE YOU dIdNt FeEl AnY pAiN wHeN yOu RaN oUt ThE dOoR fOr No PlAnNeD rEaSoN and you didn’t notice pain again until just now!!

#WHY DID I EVEN GET THE IDEA TO RUN #it was miserable I hate running AND IT WAS UPHILL IN A CITY IN THE DARK AT NIGHT #you are so DUMB me #why didn’t you THINK!!!!! what if you perma injured your kneecap! you don’t even know if it was already injured or. not #what’s if you sleep the whole evening #what if you can’t work tomorrow! YOU ALREADY FAILED MOST OF THE WEEK AND MISSED A MEETING TODAY #PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD CAN THE FUNCTIONING ADULT PART PLEASE STEP FORWARD #I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF BEING A PILOT AND NOT A PERSON #give me the controls or stop letting me see the bad decisions I’m repeatedly and in helpfully making #please and thansk #jesus. #FUCK #shh katie #probably deleting this later but GOD I feel WORSE #WHAT PART OF ME THOUGHT THIS WAS A USEFUL DECISION

[hemmohoran]

thank you to my loves @arishemmo & @hoodharlow for tagging me 🫶🏻🫶🏻

8 📺 shows to get to know me:

1. friends

2. the big bang theory

3. grey’s anatomy

4. schitt’s creek

5. ncis

6. phineas and ferb

7. gravity falls

8. dance moms

i’m tagging (you know the drill): @suchalonelysunflower @wastelandcth @in-superbloom @nostalgiabones @ghost-of-you @uservalentine @starcatcherkiszka @bandsanitizer

#please for the love of god don’t make fun of me for liking big bang #i love it okay i can’t help it #i don’t understand why people don’t like it 😔 #i mean i guess i do but please don’t judge me #please don’t judge me for any of my choices really #and i’ll let everyone know that if i kept going with this list it would include modern family and bluey 😌 #and law and order svu but i had to stop watching that as much because it would give me awful nightmares #but i literally don’t watch any other shows than these #like that’s it #the occasional food network and hgtv when i’m at my dads but that’s it lol #anyways thank you aerie and blanca i love you both dearly 🥰🥰

[ciaraloves]

people who have no ambition scare me. and I don’t mean “you don’t want to be a millionaire and own three companies and be a real estate mogul oh my god get away from me how dare you”

I mean you don’t want to do anything to make your future self happy and comfortable? you don’t want to study? fine studying isn’t for everyone. you don’t want to work in corporate or retail or in a “job space”? fine that isn’t for everyone.

but you don’t even want to find something to do? no come on. not volunteer? fund yourself to travel? literally just own an apartment or a house some day? take up an activity just to see if you like it? cook and or bake because how good are you at it really? start painting and see what mess you can make?

you love animals but you hate to study? maybe try volunteering at an animal shelter and seeing what connections you can make. I don’t know bro why don’t you want to make yourself fall in love with doing stuff?

like capitalism is awful and the need to have money to do anything is completely overwhelming but the fact that you don’t WANT to do anything? that’s terrifying.

#sorry I’m just ranting #please ignore this I really am not trying to make anyone feel bad! #this espeiclaly doesn’t apply to neurodivergenr and disabled people who are fighting a million battles every day that no one else can see #I really am just #I have a friend….person I know🤕…… who doesn’t want to do anything #and it’s like??????? #like I want to keep furthering my education #my brother wants to play soccer so he works fucking hard at it #my dad who didn’t get a college degree has done a million different certifications for his field so he’s always on top of things #he hates to study but he wanted to be good and compete et at his job #I’m not saying force yourself to do what you hate in order to start doing something you love #im just saying find something you love or can tolerate at least and just try to get into it ? #am I being rude and awful ? #ugh I don’t know! I feel so unempthatic and mean when I say things like this #because I’m like ‘ciara you don’t know what battles people are facing so stop telling them what to do’ #but I honestly don’t mean this in a ‘everyone should want to work and attempt wealth gain’ kind of way #I mean this in a ‘you have to find something you like to do and learn to do it so that you can give your futures self that joy & security’ #fndjlaldpndlwkdmqlqjw just ignore me I’m fine I’m cool I’m fine #ciara’s convos #ciara’s therapist corner

[dontflirt]

will fulfill the rest of my deobi duties by end of day but for now I need to rest….

#m.💬 #I looked at hyunjae for too long I feel my sanity slipping from me #and sangyeon my ring finger is looking especially empty today… thoughts??? #hak… my dear sweetest boy I love you I’ll give you all the candy in the world pspsps #cobie the softest most perfect angel boy to ever breathe (except for when he’s in demon mode) #sunny boy… lookin very boy… lookin very 💗💓💖💘 #I’m telling you I AHVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS SHOOT #obsessed with cherry chanhee always and forever I love when they style his hair like that too #hoon MY GOD PLEASE HAVE MERCY ON MY SOUL uggh it’s fine I’m fine #keb… the face you got goin on… share your headphones with me NOW #Eric needs to be stopped I’m only so strong yknow!!! #the amount of perfect stored in changmins face should be illegal #and juyo… pls hold my hand 😔 #srsly I need a NAP I love boyz #very unwell actually hope they drop a behind vid so I can check myself into an insane asylum #I’m sleep deprived don’t listen to me

[rosicheeks]

Yes 100% your making me so fuzzy and flustered 🫣 I’m tempted to message you but I’m also shy and blushy mess

🥰

#I’m so happy I could make you fuzzy and flustered 🫣🫣🫣 #if you ever want to tell me a fantasy or scenario (with me as the star 😇) pls do!!! #Ngl I will give you a huge warning #I suck suck suck suck SUCK at replying to DMs #I love my mutuals with all my heart #but talking has been a struggle lately #I prioritize my snap babes whenever I do have energy #and as they know I haven’t even been on there lately cause of the move 😭 #I’m surprised I’m even replying to asks #but in asks I can say shit in the tags so it’s a little easier than a full conversation #so if you ever message me #PLEASE never get sad or upset if I don’t reply (either right away or ever) #I have a few mutuals that I used to talk to #but I suck and haven’t replied in AGES #I think about replying every day but then something stops me #I juuuuuuust #talking to people is a lot sometimes #I wish I could just think something #and have it get sent that way #idk what I’m saying but it makes sense in my brain hahahaha #ask #anon

[michkit]

One year, I will remember that my family hates gift buying and gift giving and gift receiving, and I will stop putting so much effort into getting them nice and thoughtful things for Christmas because it’s not like they’re gonna do the same

#like I love Christmas as a concept #bc I Love gift giving and gift receiving #but in reality the holiday has been a let down since I was a teeenager #like basically since we stopped being kids and my parents had to try harder to know us well #plus we don’t have any close family so Christmas these days is just us doing Christmas morning #and then not doing anything together for the rest of the day #and we haven’t done church services in years #I just want #Christmas with people who care #mom is trying to push the Let Give Back To Others For Christmas #bc she finds the gift giving difficult and annoying #and is always looking for an excuse to be a superhero #bc she has no idea how to connect to others #I know this makes me look ungrateful #but every year it feels more and more like they do even the bare minimum just to indulge me #and I would prefer they either try or give up completely to set me free #please don’t offer advice I’m just in a mood

[allstohel]

Is day of birth, hap birth to me :3

Celebrations by give birthday man the pats:

https://www1.flightrising.com/dragon/55250044

#please like my boy he doesn’t get enough love #fr #flight rising #wishrising #wish rising #and if anyone fancies giving me an egg I wouldn’t mind lol #jk you don’t need to give me an egg #… you need to give me TWO eggs #clearly I think I’m hilarious #anyway I’m actually going to be spending my birthday nursing two TPLOs (cruciate surgeries) so I’m probably just going to collapse tonight #even volunteered to do the late night checks because apparently I love nursing that much #0.0 #though I feel like I’m tempting fate by working on my birthday #watch us get a pyo or something last second before we close #I’ve tempted fate too much already I should stop now #ok bye #<3

[hellfireeddiemunson]

i am simply going to kill myself because my brother listened to my snapchat out loud in front out our mother and aunt and now both those bitches are fucking babying me

#yes! i had a fucking breakdown earlier bc i spilled food and ketchup all over my comforter and i was upset about everything #but don’t fucking look at me like a dying fucking kitten and go ‘are u doing better🥺🥺’ like i was but now i want to die bc ur looking and r #and speaking to me like that i am not a fucking baby and i’m not going to fucking explode at you either like that. isn’t how i act or react #so fuciing. just shut the fuck up dude idc if ur trying to be caring or whatever the fuck i’m not a BABY #I woke up from my nap and went to pee and my aunt and mom are like omg r u ok are u better than earlier did u have a good nap #like CAN OTU SHUT UP PLEASE I JUST FUCKING WOKE UP I DONT WANT TO S P E S K SND I DONT WANT TO BE SPOKEN TO BUT EXPECIALLY NOT IN THE SAME #TONE THAT YOU TALK TO BABIES AND CHILDREN IN LIKE WHAT THE FUCK I AM AN ADULT #LITERALLY. 25 YEARS OLD I WANT TO HIT YOU BOTH FOR NEVER LEARNING TO SPEAK TO ME PROPERLY EVER!!!!!!!! #and i’m fucking annoyed with my brother i fucking hate that he just listens to and replies to videos on snapchat out fucjing loud in front #of literally everyone and anyone he simply doesn’t give a fuck as if i don’t say some fuck shit or whatever the fuck to him what is WRONG #WITHYOU FUCK #like what if i was shit talking our mom or something ??????? fucking christ i’m so annoyed what the fuck i hate this shit i’m so :| #i woke up wanting to be in a good mood and vibe until i have to go to actual sleep but instead i’m in a bad fucking mood again. thanks guys! #fucking looooove it so much i love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i need to find something to actively stop making me angry bc i’m like. going to ruin my own night if i don’t #also i FUCKING woke up with FUCKING acid reflux i want to scream from the rooftops so fucking bad #anyways i guess i’ll go look at abby or something idfk

[astrandofgold]

Knowing nothing about Taroman and a fair bit about Kojima, I’m just gonna assume it’s a bdsm thing

#please don’t correct me on it I need to believe this #can you imagine that thing giving some serious speech on the evils of a military state #but actually yeah if anyone knows wtf taroman is I’d love to know because my search results came up with Kojima tweets #thus furthering the mystery #jfc Kojima #we love you the way you are but why are you like this #😂😂😂 #never stop #but yeah that looks like AR stuff he’s messing with #death stranding