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idlerin · 1 year

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NONSENSE

an oikawa tooru social media au

pairing. celebrity!oikawa tooru x f!reader

synopsis. you were oikawa tooru’s #1 fan, until you became his #1 hater. you hated him so much you went viral on twitter (accidentally) and literally became known as “the oikawa tooru hater”, doesn’t help that he keeps fueling the fire by subtweeting you. everyone is all in for this new drama. what isn’t known to the public, is that this particular drama’s been on hold for three years (him being your ex and all).

tags. social media au, celebrity smau, college au, exes to lovers, second chance romance, idiots in love, crack, humor (hopefully), fluff, and perhaps a little angst? ehe (groveling !!)

warnings. time stamps dont really matter unless i say so, cursing, some drinking alcohol n stuff and sometimes suggestive but nothing graphic

status. completed (01/15/23 - 02/11/24)

— playlist.

teasers

teaser 1 — teaser 1.5 — teaser 2

profiles

[name]’s pe(s)ts | in need of medical attention

episodes !

(⚘) — has narrative parts

ACT I

01. rid me of my despair

02. murder is ethically wrong

03. he’s literally everywhere

04. i’m NOT petty (⚘)

05. i think i’ve seen this film before

06. he’s back !

07. baby girl of all baby girls

08. the famous friend

09. forget me not

10. why are you running!? (⚘)

ACT II

11. blast from the past

12. i despise you (⚘)

13. villains are hot (⚘)

14. adulting and other important stuff (⚘)

15. what we look forward to

16. a nightmare dressed like a daydream

17. antithetical girlie

18. this is the tactic (⚘)

19. honey it hurts (⚘)

20. exes and ohs

21. takoyaki cravings

22. kill me with kindness

23. tell me, tell me (⚘)

24. do you think about me?

25. wish u were sober (⚘)

ACT III

26. you look like shit (⚘)

27. a taste of fame

28. reminds me of

29. helpless, breathless (⚘)

30. oh how you woo me

31. all over again

32. disconnected

33. this love is so illogical

34. don’t care if you ruin me (⚘)

35. hate clingy men

36. need you like oxygen (⚘)

37. media craze

38. hard to love (⚘)

39. coming home

40. only your love

EPILOGUE

41. new friends

42. love languages

43. utterly nonsensical

end

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bonus content

post break-up [name]

don’t you know that i’m intoxicated !

you said you liked the way i spoke

unsent letter #1

one of the boys

kuroo being a menace for 12 panels straight

taglist is CLOSED !

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notes. hey so i’m starting my first smau series?!!? *squeals and kicks feet in excitement* i hope i get to finish it lmao i plan to not make it that long prolly around only like 30 chaps! hope u’ll enjoy reading it as much as i’ll enjoy making it! also thank you everyone for 200 followers! i rlly appreciate it <3

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hiveswap · 6 months

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When you are unblocking people you dont remember/blocked on whim and see someone whos name definitely sticks out but you cant remember what pissed you off so much about them so you scroll untill you find it

And you see all their posts and when you finally find the right one you realize "yeah this person still has the attitude of a sickly little german girl. Nothing has changed"

Its you and you're staying blocked. I hope you get pissed on by dilucs "16 year old looking" dick.

THE ANON WHO TOLD ME ASIANS DON'T AGE AND YOUTH-CENTRIC BEAUTY STANDARDS NEED TO BE RESPECTED AS A PART OF CULTURE..???

(Context) what a blast from the past!!! PLEASE keep me blocked.

#ask #asks #the fact that you even scrolled.... we had this exchange in may how long were you fucking scrollinh

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xuanzangg · 8 months

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you havent been the same since Geto Suguru left.

you fell into a deep spiral of mixed emotions along with depression. you had locked yourself in for months, ocassionally going outside to take a bath or ask Satoru if they have news about Suguru.

you became the exact opposite of you. you lost your spark, your smile, your brightness, your tenderness, the caring and gentle nature of yours.

it all took one person to burn you out, to bring you down, to make you go through emotions after emotions.

skinny arms, skinny legs, skinny stomach, skinny face and the bags under your eyes tells everything. you havent been doing well.

Shoko and Satoru are worried, Yaga-sensei is worried. Mei-san and Utahime-san are also worried. they cant help you and you wont let them help you.

"i need to take a bath.." you thought to yourself. and you did. you went out of your room, went to the bathroom and took a bath.

you also decided to clean your room, it was full of junks and trash. it smells filthy. as you worked your way through the cleaning, you found a photo of you and Suguru. it was you, holding a cake with the "16" number on it. "oh.. this was when i turned 16.. back in 1st year.." you thought. and he was there beside you, looking at you with those eyes.. those eyes that always, always looked out for you, so tender and gentle look, back when he was still here.

you couldnt help it as tears began to drop from your eyes, remembering the past. you're turning 17 soon and Suguru's not here, he's not here to celebrate it with you. you held the photo to your chest, holding onto it's memories dearly.

it's the year 2016 and you're now doing well than before. now teaching in Jujutsu Tech. you remember how much Suguru wanted to be a teacher.. so you made his dream come true.

but everything changed when Gojo Satoru took in a young boy. a first year named Okkotsu Yuta.

Suguru knew about Yuta and his curse. you know he wanted to take Yuta's curse as his. that's why.. Geto Suguru showed up in Jujutsu Tech one day, declaring a war.

"..how dumb of you, Geto." Geto.. hah, you're not used to it..

"oh my, if it isnt my dearest.. please, do call me using my first name." he coo, wrapping his other arm around your shoulders. you let him be. you didnt mind it.

"it's ridiculous, Suguru." "is it now? i dont think so."

you didnt reply. you looked into his eyes. those eyes.. he still looks at you the same way he used to, years ago. a frown formed on your forehead, "you're dumb. do whatever you want, Satoru will surely deal with you." you removed his arms around your shoulder, you didnt want to be held by him for too long because you know.. right here, right now, if he held you a little more longer, you would go with him. you'd go with him and betray everyone just to be with him again. but you didnt. you tried to control yourself.

but well, time sure flies fast. it's the night of the war, december 24th. shinjuku, tokyo. but it wasnt long when every curse were defeated. Satoru made his way back to the school's grounds, sensing something wrong.

there he was, Geto Satoru figthing Okkkotsu Yuta. clearly, he's going to lose against Yuta. you know he's going to die.

and he did. he lost but didnt die. well, not for long. you saw Satoru and Suguru talking, Suguru has lost his other arm and bleeding. you hurried to him immediately, trying to heal him with your reversed healing technique but, "dont." he stopped you. you wanted to punch him.. ask him why but you couldnt, so you stopped immediately.

"im sorry for leaving you all alone.. i didnt wanna burden you from my thoughts and.. you know, bullshits.." you cant help but cry at his statement. him? a burden? he was never a burden! "you'll never be a burden to me.m you dummy.." you couldnt help but cry, you kneel beside him and hold onto his other arm, begging him to let you heal him but he wont say only kept refusing it.

"satoru.. please let me heal him.." "no, you cant do that, i cant let you do that.." "please..! satoru please..!" you were desperate to heal him but the two of them kept telling you no.

"im sorry.." Suguru whispered to you, his forehead touching yours as his other hand caress your cheek gently.

"i love you, im sorry.."

"atleast curse me a little at the very end.." were Suguru's last words before Satoru finally ends him, along with something thar Satoru whispered as Suguru died.

you held Suguru's body close to yours, it's cold, the warmth he used to have is no longer there, Suguru is no longer there.

yahallo~ it's been so long since i posted a fic here. i've missed the feeling of it. anyways, i've gotten into the jjk fandom and i grew attached to suguru. but well, all i can say is that i love him and he deserves a second chance and fuck you kenjaku.

#jujutsu kaisen #geto suguru #getou suguru #gojo satoru #jjk geto #jjk spoilers #geto suguru x reader #jjk suguru #jjk satoru #jjk gojo #jujutsu kaisen gojo #jujutsu kaisen geto

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natriae · 1 year

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WEDDING REVENGE. MIYA ATSUMU

timeskip! Miya Atsumu x Fem! Reader

a/n: This is extremely self indulging with some stuff i've been dealing with lately and i just want comfort

C/W: MINORS DNI, VERY VERY HEAVY, mentions of sh (not in detail) , suicidal thoughts, panic attack, sexualish content, reader is from a country that doesn't speak japanese

You're not mad at Miya Atsumu. You're disappointed that's for sure. Now you have to get on the plane by yourself and try not to break down at this wedding all alone. Always alone, huh. They were right you will always be alone.

You left that place to prove yourself. Prove to them that you could survive the harsh world alone. You would grow and you didn't need them. You left them because it was good for you. But now you're going back. You wanted to come back stronger, and more successful then any of them.

You were successful that's for sure. You had your dream job. Athletic trainer for MSBY in osaka, Japan. You chased your dream and you didn't stop till you made it, but you were alone. You left "home" for a place thousands of miles away right after college. You only knew enough Japanese to get around, but you were determined to learn and live there, but now you are going back. Yes, it was just for a few days but you wished you never had too.

The memories held there were to much to bear. The people you will see, the voices you will hear, and the scents. Not only will you be battling the trauma you experienced but you will have to experience all of the people that were apart of it first hand.

please dont talk to me. please don't notice im there now that im alone.

Atsumu was kind. When he over heard you were going to a wedding ( you never actually said if you were going or not) he had asked if you were going alone. He could see your hesitancy. You repeated once again that you weren't sure if you were going, but if you were you would be alone. "i'll go with ya" He had said with a smile. You never got to say no, but you found comfort in his response. Glad he would be there with you. You wouldn't be alone anymore.

You bought the plane tickets and he sent you money for his. You felt happy that he was gonna go with you. You felt more secure knowing that he was gonna be with you. Someone who was like you. From the few times you guys hung out he accepted you for you. He listened to your interests and never made you feel invisible.

Now it felt like the times you would go home to an empty apartment. That didn't change till recently when every weekend Atsumu would come knocking at your door just to walk in and spend several hours on your couch bothering you.

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The actual service was over and now it was the reception. You saw them. The ones that hurt you. They were still together and they still seemed happy. They had each other. You on the other hand still felt out of touch. Like you weren't welcome here or accepted here.

Walking in to the reception their words from highschool were eating at you. It took so many years to get better. So many years spent grieving. So many years spent telling yourself that you were worth being alive. So many god damn years spent being comfortable by yourself and now all of it came crashing down.

They never had to feel the pain you did and it wasn't fair. Why didn't you just do it all those years ago. The pain would have ended. They would have understood how much pain they caused you. The confidence was gone. You felt like the same weak 16 year old. Nothing has changed.

Little did you know a 6'1 asshole with a slightly better blonde dye job was walking through the door to the resception asking everyone he incountered, in broken (your native language) if they had seen you. Thank god he knew who not to talk too.

One time after work he took you to Onigiri Miya and spent the whole night trying to break you to get you to tell him about your past. Not once did he look away from you as you spoke. It honestly was probably the longest Miya Atsumu has been quiet.

Once he saw you his signature grin appeared on his face and he lifted his hand up in the air and began to wave at you. You couldn't help but smile watching him. He was always so confident. Out of the corner of your eye you could see them watching. They had made a face. They must have been confused to see you with a friend let alone one they have never seen before. He ran over to your table and said "surprise!...are ya okay?". He genuinely seemed worried. That was new. Normally people don't care what you feel. Normally they try and steer the conversation away or not even look at you. Yet once again Miya Atsumu was watching you. Really watching you. "if yer not okay we can get outta 'ere"

"i'm okay. I promise," You faked a smile at him.

"okay stop sittin and lets dance," His grin appeared on his face again and he grabbed your hand. Somehow he walked to the dance floor like he's been here all night. Like he knew everyone here and was ready to have a good time.

What they say about him was true. He knew exactly how to stop time and make you feel like the most important person in the world. It was so god damn hard. How easily he was able to breakdown your walls, and have you fall into his arms at any given moment. The last thing you wanted was for all of this to be a joke. For him to just to be pretending so you give him attention and then leave you and have you question if you ever really knew him. Because you thought you knew a lot of people, but all of them hurt you and left.

"hey, the people behind me right now. They're the ones that hurt you right," He lightly moved his head back while still dancing to the music.

"yeah," you sighed out in response not exactly wanting to talk about them after trying to ignore them all night.

"i fuckin' hate her smug face back there. I saw it when I walked in 'an i knew that it was 'er." he said like she directly offended him. You let out a little giggle at that lookin at the ground. A little quieter and a little closer to you he lifted up your head with his fingers and told you "thats why i made such a scene when i came in. I wanted her and all of 'em to see that you have such a tall, sexy, muscular man on your side," He smirked at that and you couldn't help but let out a bigger laugh at that. Throwing you head back and immediately putting it back into place and covering your mouth. It's been a while since someone has made you felt this comfortable. He laughed at your wide eyes and shocked face holding his stomach. If people weren't looking at you guys before they definitely were now. You grabbed his arms and told him to shush while still giggling over the situation. Because he kept moving the two of you in circles when you looked up you made directed eye contact with her.

Your laughing stopped and your smile dropped just like you heart. All the memories came flooding back. The nights filled with with pain in more then one way. Filled with so many questions questions of why? And the fact that they just kept coming back to torture you more. They found every way to remind you that they were doing fine with out you. That they had no remorse for the pain they caused you. That they would always side with her no matter the amount of proof you had.

You didn't even realize his laughter had died down and he was now looking at you like he was trying to finish a puzzle, but that very last piece couldn't be found. "hey. Hey look at me. Let's go outside, yeah," he jerked his head towards the door and began to move your body towards them. He kept looking towards the door and back to you.

Once outside he sat you down at a bench and kept his hand on yours that was resting on your thigh and thats when you felt it. The heavy feeling on your chest and the racing thoughts. Thoughts about the fact that they are all talking about you. That you are still weak running away from your problems. Your stuck in the constant loop. She still had so much power over you. That if you just learned to keep your mouth shut none of this would have happened. Before you realized it was hard to breath, see, and even to hear. It's been a long time since you've had an attack like this. And it's so so embarrassing. You could hear small 'hey's said and his hands never left your body. He held them on your shoulders to keep you rooted to you seat. You could see him in your line of sight but everything was blurry. Like he was a ghost you made up to comfort you. He couldn't really be here. You didn't snap back into reality till you heard his calm voice tell you to breathe and him lifting you up to place you on his lap. He took of his suit jacket and placed it so it covered both of your faces. It layed on both of your heads and probably looked really stupid, but that didn't matter. All you could see was him.

"breathe with me," is what you heard him say. He exaggeratly breathed in and began to count. He did the same to breathe out. It was hard and you were doing those stupid little inhale hiccups trying to catch your breath. "ya are safe with me, okay." He held you close to him and held you tight. This is all you've ever wanted. He stayed and held you through it.

He didn't take his jacket off your heads still you stopped crying. A few tears would slip here and there but he was quick to wipe them. "when your ready were gonna go back there an kick some ass," you let out a little giggle at that again. He really knew you. He knew exactly what to do to brighten your day.

Before you could look over he watch the group of them leave the building. They were definitely looking for you because they were obsessed. That's all he could think. He thought they were sad human beings that had nothing better to then tear others down because they didn't feel good about themselves. You looked up at him and behind him you could see them looking around. Once they spotted you they began to converse with one another like they weren't searching for you.

Then the fire started in your gut. You could feeling nothing more then the years worth on anger bubbling inside you. You got up and began walking over there. You knew that Atsumu would hold you back when he needed to but right now he was to excited to see the drama unfold.

Before you knew it your fist collided with her nose. She fell back and then rest of them grabbed her and began asking if she was okay and calling you names. "alright little one it's time for you to go back to you hotel," Atsumu said as he rushed over to where you stood. He's never seen you this angry, and he knew that if he didn't stop you now it would end really badly. He asked you where your rental car was and took you back to it so you guys could leave the party.

You guys sat in your car in a comfortable silence as the sun went down and your tears slowly came to an end. "God knows how long i've waited to do that," you giggled. You felt crazy, but so much more free. Surpised that Atsumu didn't say anything you looked over.

He was just watching you. Love stuck puppy eyes on his face. You began to worry. He looked as though he was think a lot, and that was never a good sign. You felt stronger about yourself at this moment so you took the leap and decided to ask him what was up. "what are ya thinkin about," .

It took him so time to spit it out like he was worried you would punch him in the face too. "that was just- that was really hot,". Not in a million years did you imagine the Miya Atsumu would be calling you hot. He still looked at you like you put the stars in the sky but all you did was punch a girl from high school. "i-i've liked you for some time now, and i know that I sound stupid and you probably aren't ready for a relationship but god," he let got a breath that was similar to a giggle. He threw his head back and said "god what have ya done to me," He let out a longer laugh at that. After taking a deep breath in he looked directly into you eyes. "god i wanna kiss ya so badly. I wanna kiss you till all ya can think about is me" He said all while shaking his head slowly like he was fighting the words in his head.

"do it," is all you could say quietly with a breathy air to it. You kept looking between his eyes and his mouth. This was all so much but he just knew you. He knew what could get you to fall into him, and some how he knew your boundries.

He slammed his lips into yours and kissed you like he would never be able to again. If this is what Heaven is like you want to bask in its sunlight till you fry up and can't move. He leaned so far over the console just to chase your lips, and it seems as though he was holding himself back from crawling right over it and directly into you seat. You pushed him back a bit and got up on your knees. This time you were reaching over the console just to chase the lips you had to tell be quiet all the time. With the amount of filthy words that left his mouth all the time his lips were surpisingly sweet. He knew exactly when to bite, kiss, and lick. Could there possible be anything he wasn't good at. You felt his lips curve up into their signature smirk as you kissed and it made it all the hotter. Your sure the windows were fogged up at this point and it was so hard to not climb onto his lap and start unzipping your dress and unbutton his white button up.

He was right just from a kiss all you could think about was him. You wanted to see his abs in all their glory. You wanted to see his V-line more then just the teasing you saw when he stretched. You wanted to see where it lead and the rest of his happy trail. You wanted to see his thighs and bite and suck on them till he couldn't hide the hickeys. You wanted to hold on to his muscular back. Leaving long sratches down it so that ever time he moved he would remember the night you guys had together.

Once again it was hard to breathe, but this loss of breath felt much better. "please come stay at my hotel room" you asked. You hadn't realized the face you were making to him. Pupils blown out and lips swollen with need. You needed him, and he would never deny you of that.

"yes yes of course i will," At that you moved back to sitting in your seat and put your seatbelt on. Taking a deep breath you began to reverse out of the parking spot. Wow, today was eventful.

i wanna make a part 2 but ive never written smut before so its probably gonna be bad :,(

#haikyuu #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu!!#haikyuu fluff #atsumu x reader #atsumu miya #atsumu imagine #haikyuu atsumu #atsumu #atsumu smut #miya atsumu fluff #haikyuu atsumu miya #miya atsumu x reader #miya atsumu

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ghostismybbygorl · 1 year

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My bunny

Summary: simon meets his daughter

Warnings: gore, death, violence, angst

A/n: this is a au that i have where simon has a daughter. Im deff gonna make this a series. Also its not proof read so if grammar and spellings off sorry not sorry lol

The day simon met Sammy it was love at first sight

His cold heart melted and the walls he had built from the years of truama and horror crumpled into dust.

Tears pricked his eyes as he was standing in a building he had just cleared holding the crying infant in his arms. She had a small gold bracelet with the date 3/2/16 she was one years old and it was her 1st birthday. Her bright blue eyes closed tight in a screaming sob. Wailing jn the sorrow of loosing her family.

" you're like me bunny. All Alone and no where to go" he croaked tears now streaming down his face. He cradled the baby to his chest holding her tight

"Its alright love, ive got you know." He sighed

"Daddys got you" he whispered

He vowed that day that he will take this child in and call her his own flesh and blood.

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Sam was found being held by her mother tightly. The mother was shot fatally by the enemy. The last thing in her mind before the bullet hit her was to protect her precious sleeping daughter. Simon got to her on her last breaths her passing thw child to simon

"Please.....take care..... of...sam.." the mother ghasped out taking in her last breath as she handed her to him. The look of horror hidden behind his mask tears prickling the corners of his eyes.

Flash backs of his past hitting him like a train. The sight of the newly deceased family holding each other in fear as the enemy executed them one by one. If it wasnt for him to step in at the right time he'd would've not met the meaning to his life the will for him to keep fighting knowing that theres someone waiting for him to come home.

Simon rushed to the safe house holding the baby like his life depended on it. When he arrived he instantly collapsed on the couch hunching over the baby quietly sobbing. He sat there for hours not wanting to let go of his child.

When evac came they sought out for the baby telling simon that she needs to be searched for any wounds. Simon followed them not leaving her side. when she was done with the evaluation the doctor came telling him everything

"She's a very healthy girl and we will make sure she will be put in a nice house-"

"NO" simon yelled " she's staying with me"

The doctor was shocked by the quick answer

"Luttenant she needs to be in a safe household away from danger and quite frankly-"

" i dont care what it takes. If it costs me everything. She's going to be my daughter"

The doctor looked at him in defeat

"Very well but you will have to talk to the higher ups about this. A child is a life long commitment"

"Like i fuckin know that doc i said what i said now let me see her"

He followed the doctor to the examination room where the nurses where trying to calm her down but where failing to. Simon rushed over to her

Sams crying settled down when simon picked her up cradling her head.

"Its alright im here, im here" he said softly

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"Well congratulations mr.riley you're officially the father of Samantha!" The adoption agent said handing him back the adoption papers

For the first time in years simon had a smile on his face tears pricked his eyes as he glanced down at the new adoption papers

"Samantha josephine riley" he said softly looking at his new daughter in her car seat carrier. She slept peacefully

"You like that dont you bunny?" He said tickling her tummy causing her to let out a light giggle

This was his happiest day of his life

7 years later

"DADDY! " sam yelled running up to him engulfing him in a hug

Laswell let out a chuckled handing simon her bag

"Hey bunny! where you good for auntie kate"

"Yeah!! She said giving him a kiss on his skull mask with a loud "MWAH"

Ghost took his mask off and blew a raspberry on her cheek causing a fit of giggles

" thank you for taking care of her while im away" simon said to kate

" any time" she said blowing sam a kiss " bye sammy" she said

Sam gave her a toothless smile

" well you look at that! Did you loose a tooth while i was gone?" Simon asked

" yeah! I was playing tag with annabeth (laswells daughter) and i hit a tree! Then my tooth fell out! And i got five bucks from the tooth fairy look daddy!!" She handed him a 5 dollar bill "i must have been really good for her to give me $5!" She said with a toothless smile

"I bet you where bunny" he said giving her a eskimo kiss.

Simon and sammy said their goodbyes to laswell and her family and drove to their house in manchester

Kate had a small loft with her wife in liverpool just 40 minutes away from simons house. She would often visit the place when she was off duty or on vacation. This was alway convenient to him since price was 3 hours away all the way in herefordshire. The drive home was full of stories. Sammy told her tooth story, how she got to make a fort in aunties house and how she got to have breakfast for dinner. Simon was always amused by her stories. They where always innocent and cute a lot better than the horror stories he'd have to supress until sammy was older to understand his line of work.

"Daddy! How was your work trip?!" Sam asked in the back seat looking at the rear view mirror. "Did you save more people from the bad guys?" Simon smiled oh the pure innocences of his daught is what he enjoyed

"I did bunny and guess what?"

"What!"

"You remember my buddy soap?"

"YOU MEAN UNCLE JOHNNY?!" Her eyes lit up with joy "WHAT DID HE DO DADDY WHAT DID HE DO!"

Simon laughed at her eagerness

"Bugger got a tooth knocked out like you"

Sammy started laughing "uncle johnny's missing a tooth too?"

"Yeah, was fighting the bad guy and got his tooth knocked out by the butt of a rifle"

"Did the tooth fairy visit him?" She asked

"Yes she did brought him a bar of soap for being too smelly"

Sammy starting laughing in a fit of giggles "stinky johnny! stinky johnny!" she sang

Simon chuckled at her tune

If only he can press pause on times like these and relive them over and over he would.

#call of duty #call of duty mw2 #soap mactavish #simon riley #cod #ghost #simon ghost riley #fanfic #dad!ghost #call of duty modern warfare #mw2 #cod headcanons #cod mwii #cod mw2 #call of dooty #kate laswell

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sarcastic-kaz · 1 year

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things i will PAY for to have in tsats

1. nico to make a bones joke

2. will to wear cargo pants to tartarus

3. apollo to give them a ride somewhere

4. them to say goodbye to some people

5. wear the ‘tartarus club’ shirt

6. will to critisize the river phleglon (river of fire)

7. nicos big sacrifice to be some super rare mythomagic card he brought

8. them to stop next to elysium to say goodbye to some dead people (jason) edit yk what that would alert hades who expressed that nico dont go back to tartarus

9. bob. please, bob be real.

10. solangelo to meet akhyles (goddess of misery)

11. will to use his glow in tartarus

12. them to hug as they fall down

13. please show meg somewhere i love nico and megs dynamic

14. will to be completely shook that nobody ever brings med kits on quests

15. meet with cupid/eros and will goes completely ballistic

16. apollo cabin to solely refer to nico as ‘brother in law��

17. yk i dont think plauge powers really would fit canon will but its a cool idea to think about @iwnut

18. the brochure from when percabeth talked to nyx. yes @mistresscitrusslice . let them give their brochure to solangelo. “ok so in about 15 minutes and past the empousi cave, hellhound pack, and plauge spirit home should be the hermes temple” “oh thank the gods”

19. mr d to say goodbye to his favourite demigod and his boyfriend and hand will a rifle/ak47 and go “youre shit with any other weapon. the bullets are already in the bag.”

20. hunters of artemis. just. nico acting uncomfortable and will knowing part of the story so he shields nico away from most of them

21. shelper shelper shelper

22. this ones a bit far but please get married? and will to make a joke about ‘secret jedi wedding’ and for piper to officiate it and leo as the witness because he also made the rings and theyre trying not to rope that many people in

23. will to just say ‘there is a disturbance in the force’ in tartarus

24. nico to still hate pomogranites

25. please let us see nicos zombie chauffur jules-albert somewhere.

26. mr d to force nico and will to watch something that looks like the orientation film but when they play it its percy and annabeth telling the dos and donts of a quest and percy is such a bad actor that theres so many cuts of percy saying ‘line?’ or ‘whats next’

27. and at the end percy goes ‘well what did you learn about going on your quest?’ dora the explorer style ‘great!’

28. trogs to go ‘ah its the son of hades and his bioluminecient boyfriend’ and will to just give a small sigh

29. mr d to talk to will in private and just: ‘wheel’ ‘thats still not my name’ ‘thats how nico says your name’ ‘well its just his accent’

30. please let there be an oath to styx. just not one as stupid as apollo because nico and will are smarter than that but yk what swearing to an immortal river who will get revenge on you if you break that promise doesnt sound that smart

31. solangelo to run into lukes shoes. we were robbed of this from percy and annabeth. imagine how funny itd be if they just ran into some winged shoes.

32. yk i want nico and thalia to meditate together and when asked what they were doing thalia to just respond ‘photosynthesizing’

33. orpheus and eurydice reference (this actually can become canon because on the cover it shows them holding hands with nico slightly more forward than will and pointing to the doors so nicorpheus and willdice)

34. will backstory will backstory will backstory will backstory will backstory will backstory will backstory will backstory will backstory will backstory will backstory will backst-

35. some memories of nicos for jason to show how much he misses his friend

36. just a fleeting mention of bianca from either of them

37. if theres a will pov make him hate percy. mans was partially responsible for both his older brothers deaths. he did shit to his boyfriend which include strangling him at godsdamned twelve years old. will shouldnt exactly adore percy is more what i mean.

38. solangelo smooch.

39. nico is the new percy of chb. think of it, big 3 kid, very powerful, hero, lives at chb, close to percy, knows a lot of people. nico is just the go-to now that percy is at college and nico is a permanent resident.

40. nico fan club. made of new younger campers, reyna, will, percy, annabeth, meg, apollo, hades, and a whole bunch of long-time campers.

41. just to have some new campers act like ttc!nico and follow nico around like he did with percy just asking questions and instead of finding them annoying like percy did nico would answer their questions truthfully like how apollo actually did for nico

these arent in order. id die to see the ‘tartarus club’ shirt to be worn by percy annabeth or nico though or at the end of the book for will to be gifted one though and more to be added

#the sun and the star #nico di angelo #will solace #percy jackon and the olympians #heroes of olympus #trials of apollo #please #tartarus club

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marunalu · 8 months

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About new chapter. It got confirmed that All Might is 50+ years old.(Add here psychomurderz calculation about Inko Shimura theory lol)

But i notice something very interesting. Some people suggest that "40 years old macallan is All Might because he is 40 years old and AFO enemy".

Now then we get confirmation that Toshinori is more than 50 years old. We only have one option left) 40 years old macallan is Inko)

I mean i am giggling now .

Okay so Im an absolute horrible LOSER when it comes to math, but even I knew all might was AT LEAST 50 years old before the new chapter confirmed it. I try to make my calculation as simple as possible:

All might met nana when he was 14/15 years old, because he was in middle school.

All might graduated from UA at the age of 18. Shortly after he, nana and gran torino fight all for one. Nana gets killed and gran torino takes all might to america.

There he mets david shield at the age of 21.

At the age of 23 he returns to japan and starts to wipe out all for ones bases, slowly destroying his criminal empire on his way to the nr. 1 spot. He also starts to get rid of criminal activety in japan, turning him into the "symbol of peace."

He was roughly the symbol of peace for 30-35 years. That would make him between 53-58 years old.

All might is around 11 years older then nanas son kotaro. He died at the age of 32 making all might around 43 years old. When kotaro died, tenko was around 5 years old. Tenko is 5 years older then izuku, that means when tenko killed his family izuku was either about to be born or a few months old. So all mights age was around 43 at that point and now ad the 15 years till the start of the actual story. That would make all might 58 years old.

I really hope my explaination makes sense and if I did a mistake please feel free to correct me 😅

The reason why a lot of people think that all might is in his 40ths is because they believe that he and endeavor were together is UA and endeavor is 46 years old.

So no, the "40 year old macallan" afo wanted the aoyamas to bring to him NEVER was all might and it wouldnt have made any kind of sense to begin with! WHY should the aoyamas bring all might to afo? WHAT were the aoyamas supposed to tell all might to lure him out without it looking to suspicious?

Its important to remember that afo asked for the "40 year old macallan" FIRST and only when the aoyamas told him that they can bring the "16 year old macallan" (confirmed to be izuku) to him, he agreed. So whoever the 40 year old is, afo wanted THAT ONE first! All might neither fits the age nor does afo have any reason to ask for all might. Afo told izuku he is no longer interested in that "blonde buffon". The reason why young afo is so triggered by all might now, is because of his unstable emotions right now and the effect of tomuras general hatred for everything boosting afos own hatred for all might, he under normal circumstances has under control.

Now to inko. Even if we ignore the dfo theory for a moment, inko is the only person who makes sense and fits the age. She is 41 years old, but macallans of that age dont exist so the "40 year old" is the next closest one. Aizawa for example is 30 years old, so we can exclude even him, despite his incredible useful quirk afo showed interest for in the past.

Inko is the only person who fits. As izukus mother she should be afos nr. 1 target. She is izukus biggest weakness, the person he loves the most (and NO its NOT bakugou!!!). Even if we ignore the dfo theory here, afo getting his hands on inko and using her as bait for izuku or to force him to give ofa up, is the most logical thing any villain would do. You dont need to be a genius mastermind villain to understand that.

The question is just, if its indeed inko WHY does afo target her only NOW and not the whole time before he was imprisoned in tartarus? He had enough time to hunt her down. He already suspected izuku to be the new ofa owner during the sport festival, while in kamino he only got the confirmation! There was enough time for him to investigate izukus family and possible weaknesses that can be used against him. We are talking about the man who is known for going after the loved ones of his enemys and victims. He did target the entire shimura family simply out of spite and pettiness towards nana and to break all might! But for some reason he stays away from the mother of the current 15/16 year old ofa holder?? A woman with nothing but an weak and untrained telekinesis quirk?? COME ONE!

And if we let dfo play into all of this, it makes even more sense why afo would order the aoyamas to bring his wife to him. IF there are any positive or even romantic feelings for her involved you can bet that afo would ask for inko first, because he planned to destroy UA inko is currently keeped in as far as we know (except if the heroes took her somewhere else instead) and unlike her son she cant protect herself. It would have been so easy for the aoyamas to lure inko away. Their sons are friends and mrs. Aoyama only would have need to ask inko out for a walk to talk about their boys and woman things for example and BAMMM all of a sudden husbando swoops in all hades style to kidnap his persephone to keep her out of his plans to overrun the olymp.

So to end this here, Im 100% sure inko is the "40 year old macallan" no matter if for dfo reasons or not. All might is confirmed to old, aizawa is confirmed to young, afos shows no interest in endeavor (and WHY would he even ask for him in the first place???), the other teachers are either to young or to old, the parents of other UA students have zero importance to the plot and afo never showed any kind of interest in one of them.

Conclusion: the "40 year old macallan" afo wants is inko! Case closed!

#bnha #bnha all for one #inko midoriya #bnha dad for one theory #all might

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tpwkwriter · 1 year

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Our love.

Oohhh How Ive missed this.

I hope everyone has had and received everything they’ve wished for,this Christmas/festive time if you’ve celebrated❤️🎄

Here’s to a happy new year and new writings! 🥳

Defo tried a different style Not sure on it, got a bit carried away at the end 🤪 hope you enjoy nonetheless x

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Love.

Love was a word that meant different to everybody.

Love was often shown through kisses and warm embraces though this was a way of showing affection also went skin deep.

The love between y/n and Harry was a love that could only be described as a soul mate connection. Caring and nurturing was each others favourite.

Harry’s love language mainly spoke physical contact and acts of service.

Wether it a hand resting absentmindedly on y/n’s thigh as they drove, his arm snaked around her waist when together, or simply his head resting on her at all times. You name it. He did it.

Everyone who knew Harry, knew nothing would stand in his way of caring for his lovie. Not only did his protective side come out but also his caring and gentleman ways did too. “Ready love?” He’d ask slipping his car keys in his pocket. “Mmhmm” she’d hum in response, flying from her seat heading to the door “hang on darlin” he’d say not hesitating to prop down on one knee in front of her “H?” Without an answer he was tying her lose shoelace of her favourite trainers. “Don’t want to fall hmm?” He says rising up and pressing a kiss to her forehead.

Of course he was just as sweet when out and about. “Get this side love” he said stopping them both on the path and swapping themselves so that he’s on the side the cars drive past, “see y’do love me, don’t wanna see me get flattened by a car” the girl teased locking hands with him. “Don’t tell anyone, but maybe I do..jus’ a tiny bit” he smirked.

He was also just as protective, even over the simplest of things. For instance.

One morning when you decided to cook up breakfast for the both of you, one thing made H change his mind 🤭

“ ah fuck, that hurt” the girl winced instantly checking the finger she accidentally cut while using the knife. “What lovie??” He said instantly turning around to face his girl. “Cut myself on that stupid thing” she sighed. “Oh baby” he whispered “lemme patch you up and I’ll finish this off” he claimed “harry it’s jus a-“. “Uh uh cant have you missing a finger”

His protective ways could also be seen in social settings.

While walking around London hand in hand, he notices a group of girls who seemed to be very clearly fans, H wouldn’t normally have a problem with greeting or even thanking fans in the street but he always worried of there reaction around y/n. “Stay behind me okay?” He said removing his locked hands from yours and wrapping his around her waist “harry” she giggled “m’pretty sure there a group of 16 year olds” she said referring to the size and maturity levels of the girls “still, there’s always someone thats unhappy that im happy, dont need them telling the paps my girlfriends here” he said using us free hand to pull his hoodie up, “don’t think it’s me there looking for” and just then they were knocked out there thoughts. “Harry!!” One of the girls squealed “please can we get a photo, IM such a fan” she says eagerly handing him her phone “s’Not a problem but please don’t post it until im perhaps out of here?” He politely asks taking the phone “mmhmmmm” she swiftly nods, he reluctantly lets go of his girls hand and takes the selfie. When the fan was rambling on about the amount of shows she had been too He realises there was a couple of girls sneaking pictures, normally he would’ve by passed it but noticing there trying to get y/n in the shot his instincts came out “um yeah thanks, thanks for all the support” he said offering his hand out, as the fan walks back to her group he wastes no time in making sure y/n’s privacy wasn’t invaded.

“Put these on my love, M’sorry” he said hand her sunglasses and his cap while she smiles and places them on he wraps his arm firmly and protectively over her and tries to leave before more people come out.

Though being in a relationship with H was an adventure and an interesting ride, neither of you would change it for the world.

And that’s what love meant to the both of you.

#harry styles #harry styles fanfiction #my fic writing #harry styles au #harry styles blurb #harry styles x y/n #it was sucky ik #new layout ig #nye2022 #❤️❤️❤️#love yous #fluff

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Yo hi there! I’m very sorry to bother you at this time of the day, just reaching out if you’d be so kind to check the post that I pinned on my blog and maybe give it a little help by boosting/sharing it? it’s for my cat :((( and we need help to get him the dental care he needs. It would really mean the world to me and I understand if you don’t, still appreciate you and stay safe! and btw, please do send me a msg to reply or answer the ask privately instead as I want avoid other blogs to think im a spambot or what, once again im sorry for asking this, praying you’d consider! 🫶🏽🥹

you know what

no 🙏❤

hey kids, lets play a game of spot a scam again!! (im copying the message ive replied with before here and the original is at the bottom if you wish to reblog that one :) just editing this a bit here to show the new stuff they are putting out there in this very message yay!!)

okay this is literally the same story ive seen before at least three times. its word to word the same. youre not even trying

reblogs only from original posts. they have gotten "smarter" tho as this blog followed me in attempts to try to show its "real". and yet they havent reblogged from blogs they supposedly follow, only from probably the top posts from some popular tags and only from the original posters. also please note literally all the posts in their blog have been reblogged today within the past three to four hours (apparently im so loopy i cant read times rn, its been about the past 15 to 16 hours but the point still stands, they are all reblogged within the last 24 hours)

also they try to act more human with a decent description and likes and follows turned off. dont try hun

their only original post as far as i scrolled (which admittedly wasnt very far as its obvious this is a scam lol) is the donation post. unsurprisingly

ive said it before and i'll say it again - they seem to target people in similar positions that they are supposedly in, trying to pluck that sympathy cord with "your pet is sick so you are sensitive and know how this feels". this isnt my case rn but i obviously have posted cat photos and i have a donation ko-fi link in my pinned post sssoooo

"pls consider answering this ask privately" lmao so what people dont know youre a scammer? NEXT (they literally say this now like lmaooo for real? so that people dont think youre a scam bot?? honey please are you even trying)

a simple search even within tumblr tells you people already know about this. the account, the story and the cat. you aint fooling anymore

if unsure kids, ask a friend and google things 👍 reverse image search, for example, is your best friend!! also googling the latter half of the given paypal name reveals immediately that this is a scam. plastered all over the first search page lmao

also kids, in case youre asking "well what bad could a one little me reblogging a post even if its a scam do if i dont donate :/" 1. im sorry what and 2. it makes them look legitimate which they are not. the more notes the more trusted the source cause tumblr is full of idiots (sorry not sorry ive been here for over 11 years i know what people are like) plus you put your friends, mutuals and followers in a risk of participating in a scam. and have your name associated with it as well. do i need to go on?

anyways hi go report this blog and always be hesitant if someone you dont know asks you for donations like this. unless its a beloved mutual on your dash, reconsider. stay safe, thanks 💜

looking forward to being unfollowed and blocked immediately after posting this, but i'll be sure to report you for a scam. :) also fuck you for using someone elses poor cat and their situation to literally scam good natured people out of money, what the fuck is wrong with you

peace and love, fuck you ✌💜

#thank you for asking! <3 #heyits-monday #such a waste of a perfectly good url too smh #anyways. stay alert kids #yes this is rebloggable and encouraged to do so :)#scam

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robinismywifee · 8 months

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Back to the Old House - Chapter 3:

July 21, 2034

[5 days after Chapter 2]

Raines age: 16 years, 5 months

Ellies age: 15 years, 2 months

"When you cycled by.."

CW: Raine struggling with eating

Words: 2020

Masterlist

Raines POV:

I layed in the bed of Maria and Tommys guest bedroom. This has been what my past 4 days have been looking like.

Just me, laying in bed, staring at the wall or ceiling, eyebags hanging low, with my thoughts.

About 98% of my thoughts were of my mom and how i'm gonna find her. Where I could look, how I can escape this place, how long its gonna take, but how worth it it'll be once I see her face.

The other 2% was how tired I was and how badly I wish I didn't get saved and just had died right then and there.

I didn't let myself think of Ellie. She stayed out of my mind. That whole day of talking with Tommy and Joel, that poor nurse, stayed out of my mind.

I didn't move an inch once I heard a knock at the door.

"Can I come in?"

It was Maria. I really didn't want her to. I just wanted to be left alone.

"I'm gonna come in anyways" Maria said after a minute of me not answering her. I heard the door open but I stayed in my position of laying on my side staring at the wall. I felt a dip on the bed- Maria sat on the foot of my bed. I felt her hand touch my ankle.

"You haven't aten 3 days.. and when you ate it was only half a meal"

Yeah, so?

"And god knows how little water you've geen drinking"

"Can you talk to me please?"

I glanced at her, "I don't get why you act like that" I mumbled, it felt weird to talk. I hadn't it 2 days.

"Act like what?" She asked softly,

"Like you care" My voice was quiet and tired.

"I do care"

"No. No, you don't"

"Why do you think that?"

"Cause why the fuck would you care for some girl you've known for 6 days"

"I've known you for-"

"I was unconscious it doesn't fucking count. And you don't know anything about me, I've said 2 short paragraphs to you, tops."

"I know that you've been through a lot. I know that you're just a kid. And that's enough for me"

I scoffed, but didn't say anything.

"Can you please just do me a favor?"

I stayed silent again, still not looking at her

"Can you please come out with me for dinner? just try to eat. Just try, thats all I want"

"M' not hungry"

"You're gonna starve yourself to death. I know its hard, but you have to eat.

Look, if you're not gonna try for me, try for the other people that care"

"Shut the fuck up Maria, nobody cares for me and it's okay, i've been used to it. Stop fucking pretending"

"I'm not pretending. If nobody cares for you, then why did Ellie save you? Why did she stay in that chair holding your hand in the hospital bed for days straight. She even forgot to eat from how worried she was about you."

I rolled my eyes, "Do not make shit up just to make me feel better"

"You think i'm making shit up? I've never once lied to you, and I dont plan on it ever. If you don't believe me, ask anyone if Ellie stayed with you in the hospital.. I'll be waiting in the living room for you, take your time"

Instead of declining, I stayed silent. Did Ellie really stay with me? Did she really hold my hand? Why would Maria lie this much about that? What if shes telling the truth? Fuck. I need to stop thinking about her.

After awhile, I was ready. I brushed my teeth and hair, and put on shoes. I looked in the mirror. I had a vertical cut right under my eye, I think its gonna be permanent. My eye bags were hideous. I never felt uglier.

I walked im the living room to see Maria staring at her watch, "i'm ready" I said to her, voice low. Maria turned to me and smiled. "You look nice. You'd look even better if you got some sleep though. Did you try those pills?"

She asked as we headed out, "Uh. Yeah"

"Well?" She asked looking at me, but I just glanced at her, "Did they work?"

I shrugged. Yes, I woke up and had to run to the bathroom to throw up from my dream. Maria sighed, rubbing my shoulder at my lack of conversation.

"Well, I have more if you want them."

I stayed silent again, No, I dont fucking want them, unless I don't get that nightmare I have any time I fucking sleep.

We walked in silence then, well, Maria pointed out how nice the weather was and shit, but it was pretty quiet.

As we walked, I heard a girl from afar.

"Ellie! slow down! we're gonna crash!"

I immediately turned to where the girls voice came from. I unconsciously frowned at the sight of the same girl, from that night that Ellie held hands with, the girl behind Ellie holding onto her waist as they both were on a bike, Ellie peddling fast.

"Oh, come on! It's fun, just hold on tighter!"

"You're gonna kill me!"

Ellies mouth opened as she laughed, her head leaning back.

Her eyes shinned like the stars with joy.

Her smile was genuine and gentle.

The strands of her hair that escaped from her ponytail danced around the wind.

"Hey! keep your eyes on the road!" the girl said.

Ellie laughed again, her smile bright. "But you're making me laugh"

"I dont care! Please slow d-"

"Hey" Maria shouted, I jumped at it as she also shook my shoulder slightly, "You okay?" she asked with a worried expression, I shoved her hand off of me and moved past her to try and find Ellie and the girl, but they already were gone. "Raine? Is everything okay?"

I couldn't bring myself to speak, it felt like my mouth was sewn shut. I could feel my chest rise up and down faster and it got harder to breath.

"I.." My shakey voice started, "can we.." I let out heavy breaths, "go back"

Maria had guilt in her eyes, "Yeah. Yeah, lets go back, come on. I'll make you food at home."

I don't even remember the way back to Marias. My vision was blurry from tears in my eyes and I didn't even know where I was walking, my head was down as Maria was just leading me the whole time with her hand on my back.

I felt so stupid. Why did I suddenly get like that? All teary eyed and hard to breath? Just from seeing Ellie Williams laugh and have fun?

"I- i'm sorry, Maria" I panted out once we got home, all the tears I was holding back on the walk came falling down.

Maria shut the door and went on one knee to get more to my level since my head was down still. "Hey, don't be sorry, you tried. That's all that matters. Do you want to talk about what happened? Why it happened?"

"I-"

I couldn't even make out a sentence, I squeezed my eyes shut and covered my face with my hands feeling embarrassed. "It's okay, Raine. You don't have to. I can't even imagine what you've been through. Just focus on your breathing, okay?"

I nodded, hands still covering my face, and tried to do what she said. "Just breath slowly, in and out, could you do that for me?"

She guided me through catching my breath until I was calm and stopped crying, both of us still in the same position.

"You don't wanna talk about it, do you?"

I quickly shake my head embarrassed, she nodded. "Can you still try and eat? I can make you a sandwich"

I nodded, slightly, "Good. You'll get sick if you don't"

Maria made me a chicken sandwich, and I ended up eating it all. It was hard, but it shouldn't be. Thinking back to all the times were I would eat literally anything I could find it felt weird to not want to. For it to be hard, to eat a real, fresh, sandwich.

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After that day, everything has been very stiff and miserable. It had been weeks, of just laying in bed, eyes dry from not blinking, eyes sagging from lack of sleep, and shoving food down my mouth.

It had been weeks, and i've probably only gone out of the property 2 times.

Maria was starting to get really worried, I could tell everytime she made me get out of the bedroom to watch a movie with her, just to do something.

I sat at the dinner table alongside Maria and Tommy, eating venison and vegetables.

"So, Raine, how have you been feeling lately?"

Tommy asked.

"Fine"

I replied. Noticing how they both glanced at eachother, not believing my single word.

"Well, me and Maria have been doing some thinking.."

I glanced up at him suspiciously, Tommy had his mouth opened to continue his thought but it seemed he couldn't find the right words, so Maria took over.

"We just think that it would be good for you to be outside. To get out of the house, get some fresh air. Get vitamins from the sun.."

"I do go outside. I read out there" I state, motioning behind me to the back door.

"Yes, you do go outside in the backyard.. but we were talking more.. social."

My heart dropped at her words. I mentally scoffed at myself for my heart pumping at just one fucking word.

"W-what do you mean?" I knew what she meant.

"Well.. maybe you could, start working around. Something you like to do. You like books, maybe you could, work at the library? Maybe teach the younger kids how to read and write?"

I shook my head, "m'not good with kids" I mumbled. I wasn't even lying to get out of it, I honestly just don't have the patience for that young of children.

"Okay well, do you like farming maybe? It's simple and relaxing.."

"No"

They nodded, "Well.. does any job sound interesting around here?"

I stared down at my food, picking at it with my fork thinking. "I'm good with killing?" I said, unsure of where that would take me. "Oh.."

"Then, hows about you do group patrol?" Tommy asked in a pronising tone.

I furrowed my brows together, "No, m'not good with groups, they slow me down."

Maria and Tommy glanced at eachother. "Even though you are only 16.. we could.. make an acception" Maria started, glancing back to Tommy, who looked suprised.

"What kind of acception?"

"We usually only let people who are 18 or older to do partner patrol, but Jesse has been asking me a lot lately if he could start early, as hes also 16.. and he is really good out there, hes fast, won't slow you down. Maybe you two would work really well together."

"I, uh, don't know who Jesse is, but if he's fast and not annoying, then I would like that"

Maria nodded, a small smile present on her face, she turned to Tommy, "Yeah, I think- I think that would he great" Tommy nodded.

"Great. Raine, whenever you're ready, just come and talk to me and i'll take you to the shooting range so I can see how you are with your gun, I trust that you will do well out there considering how far you've come, but just to be sure. Does that sound okay?"

I nod my head. Is this really my future? Will I really stay here forever? Why am I just giving up on my mother like that. I don't even deserve to live here safely with food and water, not with what i've done. With the thoughts i've had.

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#the last of us #ellie williams #ellie williams tlou #ellie williams tlou2 #ellie williams x female reader #ellie williams x oc #ellie williams x reader #ellie williams x you #back to the old house #ellie williams fanfic #ellie williams fanfiction #ellie williams series #the last of us part 2

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sillygooseun · 9 months

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if you have dyed hair, please read this. if you don’t, you can still read it if you want.

One thing i've noticed about having so many hair colors is that you will be treated the best with long brunette, the worst with short unnatural, you'll get hit on the most with red, be called an attention seeker with long unnatural, and you'll be mansplained to the most with blonde of any length. to further this

my natural hair is brunette with like reddish highlights, and i was never really treated weirdly or anything. i wasn’t even really the best person ever at some points, and i was still treated well.

i had shorter purple hair for a while because i was going through that phase of like ‘where do i fit in’ like ‘what’s the reason i’m here’ and all that (i was 13 at the time i dyed my hair purple) and i was bullied and shoved past and ignored a lot. it wasn’t a great experience, so i redyed my hair. then it was blue. i was still treated like garbage. this went on until i was 14.

at 14 i dyed my hair platinum blonde (and i actually really loved it). suddenly i was treated a little better than i was with coloured hair. my hair grew out, i kept it blonde until i was 16. i felt more confident, less unsure of who i am, where my place was, because everyone seemed to like me. and everyone seemed to put me in this box. male teachers started dumbing down subjects for me when i asked a question. boys at school (whom i’ve known for years) started telling me i couldn’t play football with them. i was told that i “dont even know who that is” when wearing a sports jersey. so when i turned 16, i’d had enough.

my mom has reddish hair, and i’ve always really looked up to her, so when i was 16 i dyed my hair a dark red. as you probably know, girls are a little more matured at 16. well a 16 year old with red hair is apparently a target for older men. i was stared at by men twice my age at the gas station, the grocery store, and i was suddenly more liked by boys at school. at the time i thought it was a normal thing. that girls all go through this. but when i was talking to my friend about it she said it wasn’t. so i let my hair heal and go back to its natural colour for a little while.

i was once again treated well with brown hair. until i finally got bored of it, and dyed it. i was called “an attention seeker” by classmates, friends, and even family. but i’ve learned now to ignore them. because even though my hair is different, i’m not. and i just want anyone with dyed hair to know that you are still you. unless you’re not. some people are changing and some aren’t. AND THATS OKAY. i’m 18 now, with green hair, and suddenly i’m “cool” and “edgy.” i don’t care what people think i am, because i know who i am.

#this isn’t a silly post or a joke #these are real things i’ve been through and i think it’s important to remember that #empowerment

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an-obssesed-lesbrian15 · 2 years

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Cheer up mission

this is a tickle fic so if you dont like to read these things this is not for you,

fandom:marvel characters: Carol danvers and teen!reader summary: The reader is in a bad mood and Carol is here to change it, and to find the reader’s laugh.

and thank you @lee4wandamaximoff for helping me with the finish touches!

When you were 15 you were rescued from the red room by Yelena and Nat.

you had no family or friends to go live with so they took you to the avengers campus,after a couple of months you become an avenger and went on missions with the other avengers, while being an avenger Carol took you under her wing and she was training with you and spent time with you. She was like a big sister to you,the one that you never had.

you didnt really show your emotions and you didnt laugh or smile when you were with the team,beacuse the red room taught you the emotions are a weakness.

It's been a year at the campus and you become 16 in less than a month, but you didnt really want to celebrate your birthday because it was the day that you went into the red room. you hated your birthday. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

only the thought about the red room and what you have been trough made you depressed,and in a bad mood.

later that day you and Carol started a practice and you were still in a bad mood, she noticed it and finished the practice earlier than usual.

you went up to your room,took a cold shower and changed into shorts and a large shirt. you jumped on your bed and scrolled on your phone and listened to music when you suddenly heard a knock on your door.

“Who is it?” you asked, and a familiar voice answered you, “its me y/n can i come in?” Carol asked and poked her head inside your room. she sat down on the side of the bed and you said “please tell me you wont give me one of you speeches about me opening up to people or something like that'' Carol only giggled under her breath and said “no i'm not going to give you a speech, i'm just hear to check on you” “what's going on?” she asked softly and you looked down on your phone out of shame because it was the first time you thought about opening up to someone about your past.

It took you a couple of seconds before you started to talk, “you know about my past in the red room, how i got seperated from my family and all of that happened on my birthday when i was 10 and im still kinda traumatized about all of that” you laughed awkwardly because you didn't want Carol to see you like that. “I'm so sorry that you've been through all of that…” Carol said and hugged you while you started to sob quietly on her shoulder.

she tried to calm you down by rubbing your back and she accidentally brushed her hand on your side and you yelp, “omg are you okay?! Did I hurt you?” she asked “n-no i'm fine you didnt hurt me” you answered praying she didnt think about doing this again because you were SUPER ticklish.

Carol only looked at you with a smirk on her face and asked you “are you ticklish y/n?” “what!? me!? n-no im not ticklish” you said while backing up and then you hit the wall that your bed was next to you, you had nowhere to run or hide.

“So why are you backing up?” Carol said while getting closer to you, “you dont want to do it Carol! I can hit and you know I can!” you said while trying to stop her from getting closer to you, Carol gasped with a smile on her face and she jumped and tackled you to the bed. “it for your own good y/n and now i can finally hear your laugh” she said while sitting at your waist wiggling her fingers towards your sides,when she finally touched your sides you yelped and put your hands on your mouth. “please dont do this! dont you da—” you were cut off when she started spidering your sides up and down, you held your breath and closed your eyes.

and then she saw that the side tickling didnt made you laugh so she went down for your hips, and boy, you were so close to burst into laughter. you gigled under your breath and Carol teased “i know you want to laugh, let it all out” then she did the one thing you didn't want her to do: go for your ribs, your worst spot.

your hand were still on your mouth when she touched you ribs, you arched your back and squirmed so hard that you almost got Carol of of you, “wow you really dont want me to tickle you there, is it that bad?” she asked while her hands were resting on your ribs. “yehehehes please dont tickle mehehe there” you said trying to figure a way out she saw you eyes movement and said “oh darling you dont have a way out of this, you need to lau-” she was cut in the middle when a pillow that you threw at her hit her face, “oh now you are so done!” she said with the biggest smile and threw the pillow on you face and shake her hand to your ribs

“HAHAHAHAAHAHA CAROL DOHOHOHONT” you said while Carol was laughing at you squirmed and laughed so hard she never saw you like that she kept tickling you ribs and you screamed and laughed like you never did, she then dug her hands into your armpits so you just took the pillow that she threw on you and you covered your face so that she can't see your smile, “why are you covering your face? i want to see your smile and hear your laugh” she said with a teasing voice and took away the pillow from your face and you were blushing madly.

“PLEAEAEASE STOHOHOHOHP!!” you screamed,Then she went down to your thighs and you let out a scream and you started to laugh so hard, “CAHAHAROL I CAHAHAHNT TAKE IT HAHAHA” you screamed “okay okay i'll give you a break” and lightly kept tickling you tummy.

“sooooo do you want to watch a movie or i can keep tickling you for a little while” she said while getting off of your waist.

it took you a minute to answer her because you were catching your breath.

“A MOVIE! i choose the first option!,and please dont tell everyone they would end me” you said while hugging her. in the middle of the movie you poked Carol side and she flinched and giggled, so you asked her, “are YOU ticklish Carol?”

TO BE CONTINUE

#mcu #tickle fanfic #tickish!reader #ler!Carol danvers #captain marvel

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markets · 2 years

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Tbh ive learned a lot about people these past few months id like to think... ive also learned that i dont really bite the hand that feeds me but i do look at what its feeding me and go This shit sucks give me more please and then it goes Well ok ur not getting anything then. i mean not always actually bc the sort of "never settle always push for more" attitude ive kinda always had has been really beneficial to me in school and such like why study for an hour when you can study for two why settle for an A when you could have an A+ etc. but its a hard line of reasoning to shake off when youre NOT in an environment like that bc theres a big difference between turning 6 advanced classes into 7 and turning something like a little crush into a successful relationship where each party can give the other what it wants. Ppl are more complicated than that...!!! like relationships are not linear the way a grading scale is. Different stages of things are fun in their own way,and sometimes relationships can only reach a certain point and thats ok!! you dont have to push past that point because where youre at is just fine, and pushing will just leave you with nothing at all. Like ok the reason im saying this is BC the person ive been craziest over was my best friend and he said something really really nice about me that i wont even say um i think i might have already actually but its the nicest thing anyones ever said about me and also kind of personal so i dont want to repeat it i want to keep it for me. and i heard about this from someone else and was immediately like Holy crap we are meant to be together forever we're going to share a grave when if die!!! and then i asked him out and it flopped bc we are just not good together like that and now ive spent months trying to go back to what we were before. BC when we WERE that i was too focused on the next thing to realize that sometimes, even when you want more out of a relationship, you cant get it and it's fine because the place youre at has enough merit by itself anyway. And this is easy to say but harder to take into account when youre actually in a situation where you need it BC thinking "the more i do, the more i win" gives you such a clear set of instructions. Its rlly nice and rlly helpful. but with people its like you cant WIN but you can definitely lose. So ya.. working on being nicer to the hand that feeds me this year. building on relationships too hopefully but more thoughtfully this time around. <-Shes looped burning hill mitski like 16 times and now thinks shes the first person to ever have a thought

#angiemarkets.txt

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welcometoteyvat · 7 months

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love your thoughts on character’s ages. looking forward to fontaine & sumeru :) i think you described it really well. ages for my are like… they exist but they don’t at the same time.

edit: OH MY GOD TUMBLRS EDITOR FORMATTING SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!! if you see random parts of words bolded PLEASE ignore i dont know why it keeps happening

if you're the same anon as the og ask i am so so so sorry about the delay T_T T_T i was drafting my answer and then boom life happened ..... anyways. thank you for enjoying my thoughts wah <3333333 "they exist but they don't" SAME SAME frfr. like the most on-point (internet) discussion I've read on ages is that the stage of life you're in is often the only factor that matters, and that can vary a lot based on like your past experiences and stuff. and from my own perspective this holds true—similarly, in genshin where all the playable characters have jobs it's hard to kind of quantify them into really distinct age ranges tbh. sometimes it's just vibes (unfortunately vibes often includes height bc it's a game w not very diverse model types). anyways! character hcs:

sumeru (sans scaramouche): collei, cyno, tighnari, faruzan, layla, nilou

i think collei has an actual canon age right? unless I'm tripping and fanon has solidified so much in everyone's minds. I still haven't read the manhua <3 but iirc people think she's 12-13 there right. maybe she's like 17 rn, i can see anywhere from 14-16 though. idk anything abt her timeline so these are quite literally guesstimates from vibes and they're likely to be wrong. Layla is such a college girlie, she's like 19-20 and sleep deprived (same fr); begging for her to catch a break on behalf of uni students everywhere. I don't have a set age for Faruzan, I can see her anywhere from 30-40, 26 years old minimum (the redesigns people give her where she looks visibly older are so cool <3). Given she was a pretty well known researcher back in her day and since academia is a long and arduous career choice, I think it makes sense; also if she's like way older than Kaveh appearance wise (≥ 10 years) , even if she hadn't gotten trapped for a century, that would be sick af (their dynamic is impeccable and I think a larger age difference makes it better, sweeter, and funnier). Nilou also feels 19-20 years old to me; no real explanation, she just has a young adult vibe, like someone just out of her teenage years but quite capable at managing her life, although still testing out responsibility for major decisions and stuff like that (age solidarity w yun jin)

iirc cyno was already mahamatra or something WHILE tighnari was still in school; thus this makes cynonari EXTREMELY funny if you're a moral purist who ships it and thinks they fell in love in their akademiya days LOL. jkjk it's also a reasonable interpretation that Cyno became mahamatra at an insanely young age, since uhhh fucked up temple of silence background smth smth and honestly it feels in character for him to go buck wild at a young age like that (person most suited for young collei fr). HOWEVER. personally I think being mahamatra at like 19 is insane—thus I think tighnari's probably 23, cyno might be 27? I don't know if that makes it """""""better""""""" from an age gap standpoint but I also don't really care. Cyno being older but more joking around friends, while Tighnari is the younger kohai but serious and no-nonsense is pretty funny to me and when they're both serious you know you're fucked

fontaine: lyney, lynette, freminet (are those the only medium youth models so far lol. damn)

anyways lyney and lynette are confirmed to be at least 10 from Lyney's story quest. such helpful information I know lol. I'd think they're probably around 19-20? 18 minimum—I personally wouldn't watch 18 year olds do gravity defying magic tricks at the nation's biggest opera house—being like 1 year older doesn't make it any better ofc lol, but I think they're above the teenage threshold bc of that. Kinda fucked up to think about the timeline and house of hearth stuff though with this in mind

Freminet I'd say is around 16; 14 minimum. No thoughts for this just vibes. mmmmm idk when he was adopted into the house, if he's around 4-5 years younger than L+L, and let's say they entered the House when they were maybe 6-9 (my headcanons, is it now possible to piece together an accurate timeline of this from in-game lore??), and that was maybe 3-4 years after freminet entered, he probably was like 5-7 when he entered... wah frem............. poor child I'm giving him a hug (knowing that he's also a killing machine)

#i can like. i can SO CLEARLY see faruzan as a cs professor. her hangout was so incredibly real to me i LOVE her routes there #cyno and tighnari are interesting to me too. like its so funny to go from 'is he committing academic integrity violations' to 'worthy stude #'worthy student unlike the rest of researchers; has morals' to 'husband to annoy w jokes and also trust w my life'#i love them actually. don't think abt their relationship too much but it's really very sweet #and for the record the sumeru girlies (minus collei sorry) are all so dear. i really like their characters i like how they were written #nilou gets quite a lot of shit i think. from people's commentary on her. i still dont agree w her design but i cant stand for ppl who say #'she's just fanservice for traveler' SINCE WHEN DID YOU GET THAT IMPRESSION??? also her character teaser/trailer fucked so hard #ok anyways. enough from me ty for the follow up ask that also pushed me to actually type this up :) <3 #asks #anon ask #ramblings!#teyvat thoughts #headcanons #genshin impact

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jisungiesunshine · 11 months

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Lonely St. (Chanlix) Pt.1

Authors note: This was a draft on my wattpad that never came to be anything. It was orignally suppose to be a Meanie (seventeen) 16 chapter story but i wanted to add some love to the Chanlix comunity!! Thank you for checking it out~ love ya!

~SungieSunshine

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Description: Chan Hyung, please. Y-you know I cant s-stay. Dont m-make it harder for the b-both of us-"

"You cant go! P-please dont go. Your all I have! I cant, i c-cant loose you.."

In which when a young child passes, there given a chance to help another child in need.

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'Walking dowm the road falling down, Im falling down the street is desolated. When I have time to black out again, I spaced out the street is isolated. Still astray, astray, astray. just stuff it all 'cause I'mma go on my way.'

Felix loved nature. One of his favorite things to do was climb the biggest tree he could find and read whatever book he had with him. His Mother always told him he should go out and make friends, but he was fine with being all by himself. His favorite tree was the big oak tree in his back yard. The branches where twisted well enough on top to where he could sit comfortablly on top of them.

He went to his favorite tree one afternoon to read the book he had with him. The orange, pink and yellow colors in the sky blended perfectly together. Felix loved it when the colors made the sky its canvas. He put his book in his mouth and started climbing. One foot after another he was making it to the top, not bothering to look at his footing. Hes climbed it so many times he doesnt need to look where hes going. He was almost there, almost to his favorite spot when he heard the branch beneath him shift. Before he could react, it gave way underneath him and he lost his footing. He fell, fell, fell, until he couldnt see the canvas in the sky anymore.

When Felix woke up, he was in the clouds. Quite literally. He stood up and in front of him was strange tall man sitting there in what looked like a thrown wearing white robes. He gave little Felix a small but warm smile

"Hello little one, you must be Felix?" The man said in a calming voice. Fleix, scared to death didnt know what to do. He tried to run away from the man but was stopped, frozen in place. "Oh dear! Im sorry I didnt properly introduce myself." He spun Felix around until he was facing him and sat him down. "Dont worry little one, your safe here. Your a very special boy you know. My name is Jisoo. I have a task for you." Felix didnt want to do any tasks, he wanted to go home.

"Wheres my mommy?! Take me home now!" He cried, tears threatening to fall from his eyes. Jisoo looked at him saddened. "Im sorry little one, you cant go home. You fell from that tree and you've passed away. Remember when I said your a special boy?" Felix nodded hesitantly. "Well, sence you've past away at a young age, I like to give you a chance to help others! Like a Guardian Angel. You and others like you are called Guardians, and you guys are assigned what we like to call Strays. Your assigned your Stray and your with them until they turn 16. I have your Stray assigned for you here." He pulls out a small ball of light and Felix shifts away.

"Come closer, sweetheart." So Felix did, crawling a bit closer to the strange orb. When he takes a closer look at it, he sees a young boy, maybe a bit older then his is, playing in his room by himself. He looks... Sad. Lonely even. He looks back up at Jisoo. "Whos that?" He asked, cocking his head to the side. "His name is Bang Chan. Hes 8 years old. A little bit older then you but I know you guys are made for each other! Hes alot like you and you'll love him I know it! So Felix, would you like to meet your Stray now?"

Felix looked at Chan again, feeling bad for the poor boy. Maybe.... He could try? He looked back up at Jisoo and nodded. Jisoo gave him a big smile. "Perfect! Now, before you leave I must tell you some very important things." Jisoo put out the ball of light and sat down, which made Felix sit down too. He cleared his throat.

"Now, there arent really any rules you have to follow, just some basic things you should know. If you ever want to talk to me say my name three times and you'll appear back here. Like I said, your only with Chan until he turns 16 and after that he cannot see you until he passes away too. You can see other Guardians like you everywhere, but when it comes to the living, Chan can only see you. To him, you look like an every day kid but your invisable to everyone else. Thats the infomation you need to know, do you have any questions?" Felix thought for a moment but shook his head. "Great little one, now if you need me remember to say my name 3 times alright? Now, go make little Channie happy!"

Felix smiled to himself. 'I cant wait to meet you, Chan Hyung!'

#stray kids #chanlix #kpop #seventeen #joshua hong #friends to lovers #skz angst #sad stories #skz fluff

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