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The Bully ~ Part 3

A/N: Well this one took a turn. Didn’t plan this scene at all but its actually pretty good.

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WARNING: Angst, bullying

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Four long months have passed since the beggining of the term and you were completly exhausted from all the exams. Hell, you were exhausted from the upcoming exams this week. There was just too many and you just wanted to sink into your bed and sleep for the next 5 months.

But you couldn’t.

Last night you studied Potions all night and you favorite porffesor I-hate-you-and-you’ll-never-be-good-enough-for-my-class Slughorn decided to move the exam on the next week, which is even more full than this one.

Whole night. Wasted. Do you know how much sleep you could get if you haven’t studied? Like probably a sleep because you haven’t even slept today.

“I need coffee.” you whined, dragging your feet behind with your books dragging you closer to the floor.

“I need sleep.” continued you cousin, who was appereantly in a worse shape than you. She was year above you and she just started with her Newts and Owls.

“I need a gun.” you added and started laughing with your cousin.

“Where is our positivity? Why are we being so depressed today?” she asked and entered the classroom.

“I’ve been asking myself the same thing about where my will to live went.” you chuckled and sat behind your desk. “And I think we deserve a day of depression.”

“Let’s just get this day over and then take a nap together.” she smiled and prepared her books.

Nodding in reply, you took your bag and took out your books but when you searched for your quill, it was simply gone.

’But there is no way I forgot it at Potions. I know I put it in the bag.’ you thought as you were 100% sure you put your quill in.

Your cousin saw your worried and confused expression so she put her arm on your shoulder and smiled. “Don’t worry. I know you love Transfiguration, but why don’t I take notes today and you can just listen.”

You gave her a light smile and nodded. God you loved her. She was the best cousin and best friend anyone could ask for. Good thing you two have this class together or you would probably be so lost in this world without her.

And as there is the person who brings you light, there is also a person who brings you anger and annoyance. James Potter.

When he entered Transfiguration his gaze immediately fell on you. He saw you almost fall asleep on that desk. Your eyelids were hanging so low and your hair looked like it hasn’t been brushed in days. A big grinn appeared on his lips and he proudly walked over to you.

“Hello there sleepyhead.”

“Please Potter. Not today.” you replied calmly, barely looking up at his eyes as the light was simply to bright.

“Forgot something?” he smiled with a mischivious look in his eyes.

“In fact I did. Do you have any doing of its disappearance?” you glared at him, leaning back on your chair.

“Maybe I do, maybe I don’t. It’s up to you to find out.” he grinned and slowly backed away.

“What are you up to Potter?” you continued to glare at him but only got his stupid smirk in return.

—-

Class was finally over and thank you Godric Gryffindor for this blessing.

“Oi (y/n)!” yelled Frank from behind.

“Hey Frank.” you smiled and waited for him to catch up to you.

“Did you hear? Apparently Binns has a Pop Quiz prepared for tomorrow.” he frowned.

“He what?!” you exclaimed and almost dropped your books.

“Yeah. We heard him talking to his frog again. I just thought you should know.” he simpered and ran off.

“Yeah thanks! ” you shouted from behind and turned to the Gryffindor tower.

Great. All you needed right now was a pop quiz. And its Binns. AND you’re tired as hell.

Now you were almost there. Almost at the verge of breaking down. Just wanting to be in your room curled up in a ball and in your sheets, crying all the stress out. So before you could actually start crying here in front of everybody, you quickly ran to the Gryffindor tower but was stopped by the famous Bellatrix Lestrange.

“What do we have here?” she smiled, pulling out her wand and started waving it around.

“Not now Lestrange.” you retorded and pushed pass her.

“Not now?” she quivered and turned around. “Supefy!” she yelled and a big blast threw you against the wall. She started cackling and continue to wave her wand as she approached you. “ How long has it been? A month? Two months?” she tried to guess. “Four months if I’m correct.”

She was standing close by now. Her frizzy hair and her dark eyes kept reminding you of all the years she bullied you. Horrible years you spent crying in your room for days only because of her. But somehow you couldn’t stand up to her. She kept having you wrapped around her finger like a toy. She loved to mess with you and you were disgusted of yourself because of it.

She pushed her wand to your throat and leaned forward. “If you think you’ll get away from me that easy…you’re wrong.” she whispered and walked away.

That bitch. That stupid, mean and horrible bitch. Why did she get to you? Why do you let her?

You stood up from the ground, feeling big pain in your ribs but decided to walk it of. All you wanted right now was your bed and your pillow.

You told the Fat lady the password and entered the Common room. But something was odd. You couldn’t put it what and where, but you knew something was off.

Walking down the stairs, you heard a sudden crack and a a big bucket of black paint splashed over you.

And there it was. That laugh of his echoing through the Common room. “Found your quill.” he joked and kept laughing with the others.

But you couldn’t. As much as you wanted to yell at him right now and tell him to piss of… You couldn’t. All the embarrassment, the stress, not enoough sleep, bullying from Bellatrix and now you get bullying from James too. It was too much for you to handle right now.

“Well, I’m waiting.” he grinned. “Are you going tk yell?Better take off this sweater. I bet you want to take it off today too?” he continued to goad.

The whole Common room was watching you. All eyes were on you and you noticed your cousin staring at you with her hand over her mouth. It was embarrassing and it was horrible.

It was too much.

James noticed your expression and the tears in the corner of your eyes. His smile turned into a frown and he knew he messed up. “It’s a joke (y/n).” he said glumly, reaching his arm to touch your shoulder but you quickly pushed it away.

“Don’t touch me.” you warned him quietly.

Looking around the room one more time you walked away from them and towards the portret hole.

“I’m sorry (y/n). I didn’t mean to upset you.” he yelled from behind but you already exited the hole.

Your cousin stormed to James and grabbed his shirt. She pushed him against the wall and started yelling. “Do you think this is funny! Do you think it’s funny being bullied by arsehole like you!”

“I’m not bullying, it’s just for fun.” objected James.

She pushed him against the wall one more time, harder. “No! It’s not fun! Just becuase you have perfect parents and perfect friends, being all rich and popular in this wizarding world does not mean you get to pick on people who are different than you! She was right! You are nothing more than a bully.” she growled and let go of his shirt.“ You talk to her one more time and I’ll ripp your head of!” she finished and stormed upstairs.

—-

James felt terrible after what he had done. He didn’t mean to upset you, he only wanted to have some fun.

Seeing your cousin at the table, he kept wondering about you. Were you okay? Why didn’t you come to eat for the last three days? Or to class? Did he screw up this bad?

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