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fanfic-gremlin-ft-trauma · 6 months

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I was talking to my friends today abt atla And one of them is super iffy about shipping and fanfic so I’ve never mentioned my (unhealthy) obsession with zukka. but my other friend knows. So we were talking about zutara and our opinions on it and my knowledgable friend was like:

“It’s funny how you don’t consider any of the blatantly ship-bait scenes romantic but when Zuko and Sokka breath next to each other you’re convinced they’re married.”

And I was like:

LIKE U DON’T KNOW TRUE FEAR UNTIL 😭😭 LIKE IT’S CALLED A GUILTY PLEASURE FOR A REASONNNNN. My normie friend didn’t say anything BUT SHE THINKS ZUKKA IS WEIRD IF SHE KNEW I SHIPPED IT LET ALONE MADE ART FOR IT I-

#zukka #zuko x sokka #atla #I don’t have a tag for me speaking about myself uhhhhhh #Sofia speaks about herself #there #no but seriously please feel free to share any life threatening shipping or fandom irl moments #I need to laugh and not suffer alone #text post

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misfithive · 2 months

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Catmar💖

#since im not on twitter rn all of you will have to suffer my love of putting cat ears on omar #catmar #he is a cat #omar rudberg #these are all old but this is your warming that more are coming #no one judge me please just laugh

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cass-cc · 1 year

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"Oh, I don't like the gross ones," Alexander J Newall says before casually subjecting Helen, Alasdair, and all of chat to the concept of a Shite-ner.

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[ID: a clip from Rusty_Quill's "The Magnus Archives 2 Kickstarter Pre-Launch!" Twitch Livestream. On screen are Alexander J Newall, Helen Gould, and Alasdair Stuart.

Helen: I've got a gross one. It's from Teresa-

Alex: Oh, I don't like the gross ones, alright.

Helen: "How did Leitner use the bathroom all those years he was living in the tunnels? I don't need a Word of God answer since I like my headcanon, but how did you envision him dealing with that when you wrote him?"

Alex: Oh, dead easy!

Helen: ... Just shat everywhere?

Alex: Don't be gross!

Helen and Alasdair: [laughing]

Alex: Creepy book.

As he says this, an edited cover of "Everyone Poops" briefly appears on screen. It has the insignia that reads "From The Library of Jurgen Shite-ner".

Helen: What?

Alex: Creepy book!

Everyone Poops from the Library of Jurgen Shite-ner appears once again.

Helen: He's got a book of poo? [dissolves into laughter]

Alex: He's got a book, right? Uh, and this is- this is not canon, god, no, but he's got this book, right? And what's its Creepy Thing? Well it eats anything that's-

Alasdair: [holds up a handwritten sign that says "4 LEGAL PURPOSES"]

Helen, overlapping, distraught: No! Alex!

Alex: -put between it's pages-

Helen: Alex, no!

Alex: Job done! That'd work! Creepy book!

Once again the same book briefly appears.

Helen: No!!!

Alex: It's- it's- it's Leitner.

Alasdair: [puts away the sign]

Alex: The majority of his problems are solved with some form of creepy book!

The book flashes onscreen one last time.

Helen: No! [dissolves into laughter]

Alex: Jonny will never forgive me. Actually, chat, please don't tell Jonny I said that.

[Woe is Me, on the world's smallest violin, begins to play]

Alex: He will never forgive me.

Helen: Ohhhh...

Alex: That i- that is unacceptable digression.

Helen: Oh, no...

A screenshot of Jonny's Tumblr post (username jonnywaistcoat) from October 30th, which was posted approximately 1 hour and 49 minutes after these words were said, fades into view. It reads:

"It is with a heavy heart that I must announce that the Magnus fandom is full of fuckin snitches

#lotta you messaging me about shit alex said #and this is a no snitch zone"

Alex: Am I wrong?

Helen: Yes!

/END ID]

#tma #the magnus archives #tmagp #tmp #the magnus protocol #the magnus scrotocol #helen gould #alexander j newall #alasdair stuart #never forget alex is also a menace #just in case you forgot after that last video #helen is suffering for 90% of this video but he brought this on himself by asking the question #their laugh still gives me life tho #also: alasdair 🥰#i am no snitch #but as soon as alex said 'please dont' i knew he was done for

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endlessmidnights · 14 days

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My anxiety has made me paranoid, I can’t here laughter, whispering, plain talking, I can’t see texting, I can’t do anything without thinking I’m being made fun of or talked about in some way

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sapphire-weapon · 11 months

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My favourite thing ever is the way Ashley gets Leon to smile. Honest to god, his most sincere and genuine smiles are the ones he's given Ashley.

Now if she could just get him to laugh, that would be something completely unprecedented.

Sorry, it just occurred to me literally today that Leon never laughs -- even one time -- at any point in this series. Other protagonists, at the very least, laugh at how stupid a villain's plan is sometimes. Not this guy. Not our Leon. He's too dead inside. Bro doesn't even laugh at OG Salazar, who may as well have circus music playing in the background any time he's on screen. We stan a depressed king.

I was actually thinking about this a little last night -- again, in the context of the whole "Ashley is Leon's anchor to reality/his road back to himself" thing that I've talked about before, while also paired with the shitpost-but-not I made the other day about Leon's sense of self-worth and identity.

Leon drifts further and further away from himself as the series goes on, and not only does he not smile anymore, he becomes downright sullen. There was a time -- a significant period of time, actually -- where you could have said that one of Leon's defining traits was his optimism. That stops being true by the time of Damnation; Leon's optimism is replaced by hollow machismo in a poor attempt at a coping mechanism in that movie -- and, by the time of Vendetta, even the machismo has fallen to the wayside. By the age of 37, Leon has completely and utterly embraced the creeping sense of despair that's been hounding his steps for years.

That has never been who he was. But it's who he is now.

And, as soon as I had that thought, something occurred to me that I somehow had not noticed in the 18 years since RE4 OG has been out:

Ashley is a foil for Ada.

That wasn't her intended purpose when she was created, but it's the narrative role that she's come to inhabit as the series has gone on and Leon's character has progressed without her.

In OG canon, Leon thinks of Ada as a part of himself that he can't let go. But the longer he clings to her, the less of himself he becomes.

And the last person to actually see him as his true self, lifted up from the despair, and without hiding (fully) behind a veneer of machismo was Ashley -- someone he did let go. Even in OG, he is very genuine and very sincere with his affection for her (platonic or not) in a way he really isn't with anyone after RE4.

So, when you point out that his smiles for her are genuine, there's really something to that. He trusts Ashley with a piece of his heart that he doesn't show to anyone else post-RE2. Like, literally, the last person who probably saw him like that was Sherry, and we already know that Leon estranges himself from her almost completely after they're taken into CIA custody following RE2.

And the Remakes make this way more obvious than the OG games did, too -- not only because of the RE engine being great for facial expressions, but because of the way the script changes make certain parts of Leon's character more noticeable. If you go straight from RE2make to RE4make, the entire opening sequence involving the cops and the hunting lodge is absolutely horrifying. If I was a new fan coming in from RE2make to RE4make, I would be knocked on my ass and going "This is not my Leon. This is not the sweet boy that I know. What the fuck happened to him?"

RE4make does such a good job with sharply juxtaposing who Leon was with who he is now. By the time of RE4make, Leon is so beaten down and tired and closed off and angry and, honestly, scared -- that he almost kind of feels like a completely different character. Except, he's not a different character. He's still Leon -- just, Leon with his blinders ripped off and his heart broken.

And, we know that he's still Leon, because every once in a while, the sweet boy that we know comes back. It's infrequent, and it's only for a few moments, but he's still in there. And it always -- every single time -- is only ever Ashley that pulls it out of him.

And Ada? She forces him to retreat again immediately, and he locks himself back up tight.

So, when Ashley gets permanently erased from Leon's life and Ada becomes more of a permanent fixture in it, that sweet boy from RE2 disappears, and he's replaced entirely by the version of Leon that's heartbroken and angry all the time -- because Ada is a constant reminder of all that he's lost, whereas Ashley, as his only true success story, was a hopeful reminder of all that he could potentially be.

I honestly don't think that Capcom even realizes that this is how they've written Leon's character. I don't think it was intentional for Leon's smile to fade with Ashley's absence in his life.

But that's just kind of how it happened.

#resident evil 4 #leon kennedy #ashley graham #meta analysis #this one kind of hurt my heart ngl #i mean i love that leon suffers don't get me wrong #a happy character is a boring character #but goddamn man #can we give this guy a fucking break #can we get him some pussy that won't bum him the fuck out for once #will somebody please just be nice to him #and then fuck him so hard that he temporarily displaces from time and space #and when he snaps back into it he realizes how ridiculously hard he just came #and how stupid the look on his face probably was #and he just starts breathlessly laughing #CAN WE DO THIS FOR HIM PLEASE???#CAPCOM???#HELLO???

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permanentreverie · 5 months

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so many classics i wanna tackle in 2024, my tbr is going to END me

#i would love to nail (and annotate) the odyssey + the iliad (since ya girl got the wilson translations!!!)#and i swear i’m gonna read the man who laughs. please there is literally no other story that has given me such brainrot #and i wanna rewatch tgm …#/if/ i’m able to find don quixote and count of monte cristo i want to do those …#and crime and punishment i feel like id like to read too.#those are all THICK books too please i’ll cry #my tbr is already suffering enough #and i already know i’m not gonna read as much next year as i did this year #lindsay posts

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toomanywordsnllines · 1 year

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What if Ghost wears his mask because, after all the torment his father rained on him... he got the nervous tic of smiling AND laughing...

He starts getting nervous and his lips start to twitch up into a smile.... He can't stop it. It just... happens

Someone can be brutality killed in front of him but because of his father, his lips just twitch into a smile instead of a frown or grimace. It doesn't reach his eyes so no one really knows it, but he feels disgusted with himself anyway. Smiling and laughing at someone suffering? "What kind of monster are you Simon?"

#like taking in count what i know of the comic his father does make him laugh at a dead lady #i also think he probably laughed too when nervous but he trained really hard out of it after... one quite terrible encounter #everyone likes to imagine he has gasglow smile scars right?#so what if he gained them because he was smilling uncontrolably while being tortured so they were just like:#'why not make it permanent'#hello hi yes :D i love making the blorbos suffer #am i projecting? a little #i do laugh/smile when I'm nervous sometimes #and it's the worst fucking feeling cus... you can't control like your face It acts before you think and it's hard to put it back to 'normal #BUT GOD #GHOST ASSOCIATES SMILLING TO ONLY TERRIBLE FEEELINGS/SITUATIONS #SO IMAGINE WHEN HE MEETS JOHN SOAP MCTAVISH #THE PERSONIFICATION OF A SMILE #imagine ghost learning through soap that it's alright that HE'S alright because he can't control it #and imagine that because of soap he starts smilling besides when he's nervous #he starts getting genuine ones at Soaps stupid jokes #and the day he laughs??? he hasn't laughed in so long he subconsciously stops himself #but soap is just looking at him stars in his eyes 'please do that again'#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH screams into the voide the things these two make me think about #cod #call of duty #cod mw2 #call of duty modern warfare 2 #call of duty ghost #call of duty soap #(he's in the tags BUT HE'S HERE)#simon ghost riley #john soap mctavish #ghoap implied in the tags #manyrambles

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codecicle · 5 months

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Holding back. The thoughts ™ about you know who. Anyway how are you ash

listening to the suckening right now!! :DD really happy because I've been thinking about this campaign nonstop for the past few weeks and I've been waiting on this episode. how are you max? ^_^ any thoughts you'd like the share with the class? <- shaking in fear

#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#we have mail :]#hiding this in the tags but im also holdjng back. So many thoughts #i fucking CANTTT with his dm voice hes so AUIAIIAIUUUUGGUGHHH;#HOLD ME BACK AND PIN ME DOWN IM BITING #HIS LITTLE 'mhm? thats what you wanna do?' AND HIS LAUGHS AND HIS 'mhmhmhmmm. yeahh..'#I WAS SUFFERING THROUGH BITB AND IM SO FUCKIKGN DISTRACTED FOR THIS CAMPAIGN HE CANT KEEP DOING THIS TO ME #HES TALKING WITHA. SMILE THE WHOOLLLEEEE TIME #I CANT PLEASE BRING ME OUT BACK AND PUT ME DOWN. RIGHT NOW

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zangyo · 10 months

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@anon said (inbox):

NANAMI DESERVED BETTER. HE DESERVED A NICE, RELAXING VACATION.

IT'S OK. HE HAS ONE PERMANENTLY NOW--

#me: heh -laughs to cover my suffering-#people: -PELTS WITH TOMATOES-#;ooc jabber #anon #answered #;;inbox #;post: beta #PLEASE ANON FORGIVE ME

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enypneon · 6 days

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first day @ work after about 6 weeks and everything is hurting

#coworker already called in “sick” PLEASE 🙏 please if you are unsatisfied @ your job just quit okay? don't call in sick every second week #the only ones who are suffering then are your colleagues your boss doesn't give a shit and nothing will change 🥲 i'm sorry...#so many things went wrong today because nobody told me and the replacement anything ... but we had many laughs 🤗#man maybe my wounds from the surgery aren't completely healed yet because there's this nasty peng especially after i lift ppl #but... idk i promised i'd be there tomorrow I WAS OKAY yesterday - now i'm scared 🥺#my shift isn't over yet 😑#° › OOC ‹ 𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄 * out of character ╲ MUN .

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ardentpoop · 2 months

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#this made me scream-laugh tbfh #SAMMMMM. his little long-suffering face please #''yeah. that's your son.''#spn #liveblog tag #12.02 #dean's Voracious Appetite will always be endearing to me i fear

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salemoleander · 1 year

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The problem with watching twitch streams is there's a little switch that flips on in my head and suddenly I have to be G-d's Specialest Little Comedian in the chat

#amd the worst part is im good at it! i have a very high hit rate of ppl reading my comments #youd think this is good and indeed it does give me dopamine #but it just encourages that part of my brain to preen and go oh i am super funny. more attention please #i do not want to suffer from main character syndrome!!#anyways. i wrote 'they say hell is other people but ive been there for five hours and definitely haven't seen any people'#about joe hills wandering the nether roof #and he read it out and laughed a bunch #and im smug about that and i really wish i wasnt! actually!#salem chatter

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worm-moon-eclipse · 2 months

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not feeling a lot of "love" or "joy" right now if I'm being honest

#vent #feels like shit man. like. i dont even know what im supposed to do. what do you do when someone who has meant so much to you does something #so awful? it's hard to just. completely disavow him and move on because like. the good things he did the things he made or helped make that #made me smile and laugh and want to keep going even though life was hard. how can i just say that was nothing. what he did was awful. i know #but it's. it hurts. I just want it to have not happened. press rewind pretend i never knew #but i cant un-know. and now i have to look at pictures of myself where i tried to look like him because he was what i wanted to look like #and see him and see me and feel awful. i want to believe he's good but seeing what everyone is saying it's not possible. it feels like a #core part of me got ripped out and stomped on. like someone said hey you know that thing you love so much and hold so dearly? that thing #that gave you some of your best memories? it's bad. it hurt people #theres no good way to enjoy it anymore. you either side with an abuser or side with the victim and there's no middle ground. suffer in #silence because the other option is looking like an asshole.#dont reblog this #please #i dont want to think about this any more than i already have

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howlofhades · 7 months

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I'm going to pretend that the oc post saved when it didn't, time to restart the corries part from scratch

#oh i'm going to pull my hair out #i thought it saved #WRONG #it was so long too #please laugh at me #if it were my the ocs in one of my other posts it wouldn't matter #insert suffering here #blue posts #blue's ocs #blue's oc rambles

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