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throwawayaccount3482348873289 · 3 months

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Thank you to Jade/Lolthia @/edens-gemstone for replying to the previous post. I will make an exception in replying as yes, there was a part I forgot to add, which is additional evidence to prove that all your accusations in the comments below are completely false. Allow me to address them one by one.

At the end, I will include some follow-up questions to add additional context for other users.

THE ACCUSATIONS

“Also you literally stalked my tumblr after this, rb posts about Adam that I wasn’t comfy being rb and possibly sent me harassing anons (idk for sure)”

I do not have a Tumblr. This account is made by someone else, posting on my behalf. But if you really are confident that it’s me reblogging these posts and sending harassing anons, post the blog and the anons. If you don’t know for sure, why did you post this?

“You literally just… didn’t want me included because I wouldn't let you ship your OC with Ibara.”

As seen here, this claim is completely false. I explicitly mentioned that I had no problems with the pairing, but asked them to let me know prior next time to ensure the RP is consistent. I may have vaguely talked about an original story I was writing with my OC and Ibara outside of RP, but within the context of the RP, I have clearly stated that I was fine with the direction Lolthia wanted.

None of what they had mentioned was communicated to me at all before the start of the RP. They didn’t even acknowledge what I said, just responding with ‘well I figured it would be obvious’.

Lolthia’s behaviour here is consistent with their stated intention in the previous post: to RP not because they want to collaborate, but because they want other writers to expend time and effort to fulfil their self-ship fantasies, without giving as much in return. Therefore, they didn’t bother giving context, let alone asking if their RP partners were okay with it.

“You even stopped our RP after getting mad about me dating Ibara.”

Lolthia stopped the RP themselves after I confronted them for ranting on their public blog about a communication issue they were unhappy with in this server.

Someone alerted me that they were talking about their RP server on their blog. I was concerned about those in the server who were on Tumblr. As their RP partner, I requested that they delete it and talk to us first in the future. We then had the following conversation.

The conversation ended with this rude remark and Lolthia proceeded to be inactive for a long time before starting the argument in the previous post.

“I got tired of constant pings asking me for stuff”/ “I… asked to stop being pinged because I was going through enough”

I need you to understand that you are the admin of the server. We needed your help to create threads to hold our RPs in. Instead of not saying anything when we pinged you only to throw a tantrum about it, why didn’t you pass the permissions or moderator roles to someone else, or at least notify us that you’d be inactive for a certain amount of time?

In the post where we were planning an RP and pinged you - If your interpretation of ‘maybe they can come in later to keep the narrative consistent’ is us excluding you, that’s honestly a you problem, mate.

TO LOLTHIA/JADE

Only one of the claims you have made against me is correct. Yes - presently, I do not like you. But it’s not because you are whatever you identify as, or that you ship with a specific character.

I do not like you because you vagued your own server members, including myself, on your public blog. When I found out and asked you to edit out the mention of our server at minimum, you still had the gall to try to convince me it didn’t affect anyone but yourself.

I do not like you for insulting my friends and I as writers by saying we were ‘just an alternative to character.AI’ all along. And as people, by comparing us to the hate anons who had sent you death threats when we did nothing of the sort. Then, twisting the above into these accusations, without a shred of proof to go with them.

I am a ROLEPLAYER. Ibara to me is no more than a character and piece of intellectual property.

You:

Explicitly conveyed that your position was to use us to help you get validation for your alleged ‘relationships’ in a similar way to Character.AI.

Took out your jealousy towards other fandom members onto us, even getting emotional when we merely talked about and shared screenshots of characters you liked.

When we didn’t give you attention to your liking, accused us of ostracising you and wanting you dead.

Threw a tantrum at us for pinging you for basic admin duties as the server owner, because it wasn’t attention or praise.

The only irrational one here is not myself, but you, and the hard evidence in these two posts is overwhelming.

I won’t be entertaining any further responses. Please be reminded that any attempt to post my personal information publicly will be met with action by me.

TO OTHER USERS

Q: Did you make both these posts and the document?

No, these posts are follow-ups to the document containing evidence, made by a different person.

Q: Why did you feel the need to engage them rather than leave the server?

We had already talked only amongst ourselves, ignored any vents they had and began our own server long before these events.

Engaging them was at first a personal choice to defend my friends, who had done nothing wrong. At the time, I was not aware that this was common behaviour for them.

The comparison between us and the death threat anons, which could affect my friends’ reputations, was the most compelling reason for me to attempt straightening this out.

Q: Why has this post been made almost a year later?

Yes, I do agree that from the looks of it, Lolthia’s actions are old news. After I was informed, I personally did not want anything to do with them, and decided to let it go.

However, recently, my friends in the same fandom spaces have not had the luxury of curating their own online experiences because according to them, they are constantly remaking blogs. Furthermore, it was not easy for them to work up the courage to make this post, as being wrongfully accused of wanting someone’s death is not easy for anyone. So, I decided to back them up with the hard evidence they lacked.

Thank you for reading.

#ok to reblog #ok to rb #I may as well also say something in the tags (I am the one posting on someone else's behalf):#I myself hope this is the last post made on here as well. There is nothing more to add honestly.#This is honestly getting tiring. I know you will read this Jade one way or another. You will come across it.#If you have evidence for the contrary and can prove that you are in the right please do so (I already know you can't).#You will claim to be 'harrassed' but that is not our intention (anyone sending you harrassment or threats is not behavior we tolerate).#(Also no we are sending no one after you nor 'stalk your blog'. Don't act as if we don't have anything better to do... Because we do)#Let me tell you a secret Jade: You are NOT important. We only had enough of your behavior online since it does not change. At all.#It affects others - It affected us and it is affecting the communities you are in as well as a good portion of their members.#Please let it go already. But you can't. Because... As you said yourself 'Any attention is good attention'.#And some of your current mutuals will try to say 'it adds fuel to the fire'. This is not the intention in any way.#The only intention is to document Jade's online behavior and warn others. Because they have already gone too far.#This is to document and prove that they are no different no matter where they go. We only want to spread awareness.#It is not just me and the other person who are sick of it. Many others are sick of it as well. We want it to stop.#Their actions affect others nowadays as well. Only last month there was yet another incident heavily affecting another person.#Why? Because Jade thought it was necessary to make a 'callout post'. Even though the situation was long over.#This should have been long over and everyone involved is trying to move on. But you Jade make it impossible. This has gone on far enough.#Not to mention having been exposed to your drama and graphic vents (which at least sound suicide baity) have also stressed me out.#I kept out of the drama but it was affecting my mental state as well. All because you manage to land yourself into so many controversies.#I moved blogs because I had enough of your shit. Seeing it day in and out does a lot to a person.#'But no one cares about me' - We do not wish you ill (that is the truth) but this has to stop somehow. You are not the victim here.#It's always others but honestly... Given how much shit you got yourself into maybe you are to blame. This isn't normal after all.#Maybe ask yourself what you are doing wrong. But you won't. You never will. You will paint us as 'the bad ones' here.#That's the only thing you know how to do. You cannot owe up to anything and you are proving it time and time again. Even now.#Why do you get defensive now and not when the document dropped? Because there is solid evidence for your bullshit. That's why. You know it.#Deleting because you will throw a temper tantrum? No. Forget it. But again if you have proof for your claims come forward.#To me personally if you wish. But beware: This is not the first time I have dealt with this bullshit. I know this behavior all too well.#You are pulling bullshit I have already seen. My advice is to just log off already and sort your problems out.#This is not the first time I dealt with your type. You show the pattern I honestly expect and you will react as I expect.

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martianbugsbunny · 7 months

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Idk if I'm strong enough for either canon Kalluzeb or Kalluzeb getting destroyed

#I'm not used to seeing the ships I have that feel like foregone conclusions actually end up together #like what does the kind of happy even feel like yk #can I live with the bewildering joy of knowing the one of the main characters from a Star Wars show is actually gay #it doesn't even compute for me what that would be like #but if they end up getting no-homo'd what am I gonna do #if they can't be made canon then what hope do I ever have of other reasonable ships making it #and then there's the way I've latched on so hard to the idea of them together just...what do I do if they're not together?#it would rewrite so much of how I view rebels #I might not even want to watch it anymore because it would hurt #when a ship makes so much sense yet has maybe a dash of magical impossibility having it taken away just hurts #especially after such a long hiatus where we got to thrive in the idea of them.basking in the glow of what we imagined them to be #kalluzeb is just such a Part of rebels to me #I'm having too many feelings somebody please help me #whatever the outcome for them I need a pal to hold my hand and tell me it's gonna be okay #(I'm being a huge baby ig but this is just so important to me it's so close to my heart it's a part of Star Wars for me)#too.many.feelings.#kalluzeb #garazeb orrelios #zeb #alexsandr kallus #star wars #Star Wars rebels #ahsoka show #ahsoka series #martianbugsbunny ships

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toshidou · 1 year

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neurotypical people piss me off. wdym that people can get away with breaking social norms by being actively rude, pushing work onto other people and expecting to do nothing in return, being passive aggressive at every turn, but then I'M the freak because I get so excited about the things i love that i talk to fast and too loud? that sometimes too many sounds and a busy environment can get stressful? that i need to wear earplugs to block it out?

i just realised that i have spent my entire life agonising over every societal rule and norm, that i have painstakingly moulded myself to fit into a box just so i can be accepted, chipping away at my personality and sanity JUST to ensure this. only to find out these neurotypical fucks who put these rules into place doN'T EVEN FUCKIN FOLLOW THEM??? AND THEN THEY HAVE THE AUDACITY TO JUDGE US

i do apologise karen that i enjoy nerdy things and love talking about them extensively, that sometimes things just spew out of my mouth with little to no control. i am so sincerely sorry that the prospect of me having a favourite fork, and having to use that fork disturbs you so much. but yesterday i watched you call a starbucks worker a "stupid slut" for not making your "grande vanilla caramocha frappe with zero fat oat milk and no ice" just right so who's the REAL freak?

#should this go on my personal blog?#probably #BUT NO #i will whine about it here because i had a sudden realisation and i am PISSED #WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SO CONCERNED ABOUT ALWAYS PRESENTING AS PERFECT WHEN NO ONE ELSE EVEN TRIES??#this society has made me into a chronic people pleaser #and i mean CHRONIC #I CANNOT STOP #I HAVE TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY ALL THE TIME BECAUSE IM SO SCARED OF EVER HAVING ANYONE LOOK AT ME IN A NEGATIVE LIGHT #OR DOING SOMETHING THAT GOES AGAINST THE GRAIN #AND YET #/AND YET/#HERE COME THE NEUROTYPICAL FUCKS WITH THEIR 'NORMAL BRAINS'#JUST DOIN WHATEVER THE FUCK THEY WANT WITH LITTLE REPERCUSSIONS #please #please someone tell me they also feel this #i think im about to go insane

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anonymusbosch · 1 year

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oughhhhh medical system.

#i do not have Medications. i do not have Treatments. but i have Bills. why the Bills but not the Treatments. i called. i emailed.#today i have been in the drs office for 42 minutes waiting to be seen #I haven't been able to fill a narcolepsy med (critical to my ability to exist) since jan 20 #i made 2 phone calls to insurance and 2 to the doctor and 2 to the pharmacy and noooooo drugs for me #gotta call again today #prior auth expired and nobody has fixed this yet or notified me #until i went to the pharmacy in person and asked #when i sprained my wrist and needed a brace the technician forming the brace kept taking his hand off it to text on his apple watch #this only takes 2 minutes dude. please. it can wait #the doctor couldn't show me the results of the mri and called me in for an appointment to tell mw there was nothing wrong.#this could have been a voicemail but instead it took an hour and also cost money #didn't even answer things like 'which tendon is affected' when i asked #also a different doctor misbilled me for an extra $135 and i had to make several emails and four phone calls and it's still not fixed #but they charged the card on file while I had an active dispute of the charge and haven't refunded it #this is just so exhausting!#and i have really good insurance thru work and no life-threatening conditions and i have enough meds stockpiled to last a little longer.#and YET #yet it still makes me want to get crushed in a hydraulic press a little bit #that a med I have used for five years that previously had a multi-year prior auth can just disappear off the face of the earth #and no one warned me #no notification about the prior auth about to expire #no alert that i needed to renew it #I didn't even know they could expire #boy i die. shit boy

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jaqvenus · 1 year

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leitner? i hardly know ‘er!

#the magnus archives #tma #tma podcast #this is so unfunny it hurts #please tell me no one has made this joke yet #jurgen leitner #mother fucking jurgen leitner

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pokeylittleflabbiscuit · 2 years

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Stranger Things S4 spoilers without context

#please tell me this hasn't been done yet #if it has i'm so sorry #my bf made this joke and i can't stop thinking abt it #stranger things #stranger things spoilers #spoilers #stranger things s4 #stranger things season 4 #vecna #number one

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sublimeflowoftime · 2 years

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The Sus Saint

Saint Seiros has come to town! Yep, you heard right. While Garreg Mach’s seen its fair share of impostors in the past, none so far have had the gall to impersonate the church’s founder herself. Whoever this lady is, she at the very least looks and sounds the part - she bears a striking beauty beyond words, and a commanding presence to go along with it. Is she here to stage a coup? Or maybe she’s just after the church-sanctioned taxes… Whatever the case, you need to land this broad and her impressively large following in jail like right this second. [Grants Faith +1]

Starter for @verseandrhyme

The name ‘Seiros’ was one strangely familiar to Sothis, as were many of the names featured in the stories told by the church. ‘Seiros’ especially just felt… different. It was so strange to her. Yet, when she heard rumors of someone parading around as Saint Seiros, she immediately began her search. Who is to say that it isn’t her? Maybe she is somehow still alive. Maybe she has answers.

The excitement Sothis couldn’t explain only continued to build as she asked around. One said they saw her in the market. Another says she’s at the church. No two stories of her whereabouts lined up, which only made Sothis more hopeful that she might be the real deal. Maybe the Saints can teleport or something? That seems magical. Magical is probably close enough to saintly. It’s practically the same thing.

The only thing that was able to get her mind off of her task of finding the self proclaimed Saint was a large crowd that began forming a little ways away. She wanted to investigate and see what all the fuss was about, and this want was only furthered by someone shouting “I LOVE YOU SEIROS” from somewhere within the group. Interest justified, Sothis floated as close as she could without phasing through people (because that was just weird for everyone involved), but she couldn’t really tell who was supposed to be the ‘Seiros’ within the sea of people. Turning to the person nearest to her, whether the student cared about the gathering or not, Sothis figured it wouldn’t hurt to ask someone a bit closer to the action. Even if ‘closer’ only meant a few inches.

“Hey. You there. Do you have any idea which of these people this ‘Saint Seiros’ could happen to be?”

#{You may call me Sothis. But I am also known as… “The Beginning”. — IC}#{The flow of time is kind to me. — Threading}#{Thread: The Sus Saint}#{You are hopeless! I have no choice. I must take you beneath my wing. — Supports}#{Support: Mitama}#verseandrhyme #//please tell me no one has made this joke yet-

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sensazioneultra · 3 months

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every time i think about my puccio i'm hit again by how unfair it is that he got so little time to enjoy being the brighest most curious cutest sweetest little cat

#and the last bit of time he had he was ill and couldn't enjoy it #i wish he got to live a long time and die of old age #ah first months of the year are just. grief. grief grief grief #except it started a month early bc december was mourning december was pain december was losing him #and idk now i'm thinking of my cousin and it all feels even worse #why. why do people have to leave before it's time. not that it's ever time not that you're ever ready #but it always feels so... senseless that one could be gone so soon. it makes no sense #(said the one who almost didn't live to see 18. by choice. and then 19 and then 20 and 21 and-)#sorry lol i can't think of my cat without falling into a deep hole of bad bad feelings #death... it is so close to me has been for as long as i can remember and yet i have never made peace with it #ask to tag #please - if you need this tagged do tell me

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assumptionprime · 8 months

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"I Just Don't Think That's Going To Happen"

Good news: I finally made a new comic!

Bad news: It's about something that sucks! If the good news here outweighs the bad, maybe support me on Patreon.

In the midst of talking about how much this sucks, I am extremely fortunate to even be able to move to somewhere safer. Please support those who can't, or who need a helping hand to go somewhere they can be themselves. (Give trans people money)

[Image description: Comic, sixteen panels. Panel 1: Robin speaking on her phone, clearly distressed, tears in her eyes: "I'm telling you that I'm scared. These people-- the kind of people you vote for-- want to take my health care, my rights away from me. I'm afraid I'm going to have to leave my home." The voice from the phone answers: "Well," Large dialogue text in a large white space between panels: "I just don't think that's going to happen." Panel 2: Robin, wide eyes still tearing up, stares in disbelief at her phone. Panel 3: A website heading "Home > News" above a headline that reads "Utah just banned gender-affirming healthcare for transgender kids. These 21 other states are considering similar bills in 2023." Panel 4: Another headline reads "Health care for transgender adults becomes new target in 2023 legislative session." sub heading continues: "Lawmakers prefiled many anti-trans bills ahead of state--" Panel 5: Robin looking at a tablet screen, concerned. Panel 6: Robin siting on a couch, watching TV. A speaker on the TV says: "After the anti-LGBTQ+ campaign prompted several protests and bomb threats made against the Boston facility, the group has now turned its gaze toward the Gender Health Program at Vanderbilt Medical Center in Nashville." Panel 7: Several headlines: "New Tennessee bill banning 'male or female impersonators' in public could criminalize drag performers and trans people" "Missouri lawmakers ban transgender care for minors, restrict coverage for adults" "Tennessee has passed a ban on gender affirming health care for trans kids. The bill's exceptions may only exist on paper" They headlines are accompanied by a map showing the severity of anti-transgender legislation in different US states. Panel 8: Robin's spouse Jordan sitting on the couch, looking up from her laptop toward Robin. Robin is gripping her arm tightly, a look of distress and sadness on her face, tears welling in her eyes. Jordan says "That's it. We're leaving." Panel 9: Robin taping the top of a cardboard moving box, looking over her shoulder toward Jordan, who is saying something as she walks away holding another box. More boxes are stacked behind them. Panel 10: Robin sitting at a table with a large stack of paperwork and holding a pen. She is leaning back and groaning: "Eughhhhhh" Panel 11: Robin standing with three friends, embracing as one of them speaks "I'm glad we got to see you before you left. We'll miss you." Panel 12: Jordan and Robin standing by the open trunk of their car. Several bags and suitcases are loading into the back. Jordan is shoving things in tighter and grumbling "It WILL fit!" Robin, holding a vacuum compression bag of full of clothing that has yet to go in the trunk, looks unsure. Panel 13: Robin and Jordan standing in the empty house, lights off, with sunlight coming in from the windows in the back doors and lighting them from behind. Robin looks upset, Jordan has a comforting hand on her shoulder. Panel 14: Jordan and robin sitting in the very full car, their dog in the back seat. Jordan is driving, Robin in the passenger seat looking out the window. Panel 15: Robin, still in the passenger seat of the car, now propping her head up with her hand on her cheek. She is looking down, seeming morose. Large dialogue text in a large white space between panels: "I just don't think that's going to happen." Panel 16: closer shot on Robin. Her gaze has shifted outside the window, her expression is now bitter, with tears gathering in her eyes.]

#comic #art #trans #trans stuff #transgender

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