#pls also try to be nice to them

[alienssstufff]

In all seriussness - very appreciative about the overwhelming support as much as idrc about the follower count or clout 😭 especially here, its ok yall I don’t need it

I post because I like talking about the things I make, and I do art because I love it. you are watching me experiment and improve and if the things I create is something you like then that is a bonus

#ask stufff #I’m not going to answer all of them but I thankful for all #also pls don’t put urself down while trying to hype me up #nothing nice come from it and we’re all learning here #you MUST be kind to yourself

[hinakyuu]

pretty sure it's only a matter of time before I have a complete meltdown about Matthew being so embraced by the Panthers org as a whole. they just appreciate him so much and it's 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

delayed meltdown ‘til the end of SCF sjdjdk (OKAY so i wasn’t planning on replying to this with a whole ass essay, but i couldn’t stop once i started 🫠 tldr; matthew was determined to make a family of his new team and everyone found themselves helpless to resist and now here we are!)

honestly, yeah, i can’t imagine what it was like for the panthers to lose two guys that were not only such an integral part of their team, but had been playing there for several years (huberdeau a decade??). it’s the same for any big trade, the adjustments having to be made, the growing pains of having to establish a new team identity, navigating all the other shit that comes with it. at the beginning i’m sure it was professionalism driving their interactions, not all the players knew what matthew would be like, all the reference they had was on-ice interactions (with the exception of bennett and lomby). and barky is such a nice guy, there’s no way he’d be anything less than polite to the new guy (even if they got him in exchange for his longtime teammate and friend).

what gets me all the time is that we know matthew was struggling in calgary, even if the fans loved him and he had some good friends there, ultimately they treated his emotions/passion as a liability. you know the whole “it can’t be a riot every night” and then not stepping in to defend him when there was an altercation; they just didn’t have his back. then cut to the big blockbuster trade of the summer and he’s so earnest when he says how happy he was to be going to florida, how intentional it all was on his end, he really really wanted to come to florida and play for them, saw a future with them.

then matthew is just the same guy he always is: the guy that takes the trainers out to dinner. i think what started off as a professional relationship with his team has turned into genuine friendship. the panthers, especially under barky’s leadership, weren’t going to turn the new guy away; they all want to make this work, they all want to play great hockey together and hopefully even win the big one. but it’s so amazing to me how they really embraced him, no one is asking him to change his style of play, to be quieter, smaller. they defend him and jump in if he’s in trouble (even if he’s not in trouble).

they joke with him, laugh with him, have nothing but great things to say about him, sometimes not even related to how many goals he scored or assists he made or points he has, but just how great a person they find him. matthew knows his team has his back and in turn he can give over all of himself to them. and look how far they got as a team when everyone feels supported by the other and has trust in each other. not to be extra corny, but i think the power of friendship has really sorta propelled this team to where they are. not to say they haven’t been playing great hockey, because clearly they wouldn’t be where they are if they didn’t have the skill or all the technical components.

i think the tumultuous regular season they had really tested the new florida panthers identity and it was either going to make or break them. their ability to adapt as a team, to grind and work hard as a team, having the gall to believe in themselves when everyone thought they had no business being in the playoffs, all that comes down to trusting what they’ve worked all season to establish. and yeah, sometimes hosting a team dinner is a seemingly inconsequential thing that helps with that.

#maybe- maybe this was my meltdown… #idk what i’m trying to say!!! just. just. #he’s like. have my whole heart and pls be careful with it and if you are i’ll give everything i have to take us to the top #and the team is like. yeah matthew’s great in the big moments but also have i told you how nice he is off the ice?? #baby u mean more to them than just hockey!!!!! #and when barky tried to say that he couldn’t even LOOK AT HIM #replies #matthew tkachuk #panthers

[ashleyloob]

I think this might've been asked before but is there any reason u don't draw much NSFW involving Erica?

she's the most popular of my OCs so I have both people asking nsfw for her constantly and people that are very attached and protective of her telling me they don't want to see her in that context, I don't really wanna deal with the drama so I just leave her alone.

#also want to reiterate just because you identify or relate with an artist's OC doesn't mean you have ownership over it #so pls be nice and reasonable to OC artists when asking for content of them! we're trying our best but in the end it's our story to tell

[nadineross]

i've been thinking a lot about forever. moreso, i've been thinking about everything that comes before — and who i want at my side as it passes.

bonus aigul:

#* mine #baldur's gate #baldur's gate iii #bg3 #bg3 spoilers #baldur's gate spoilers #bg3edit #wyll ravengard #bg3 wyll #wyll x tav #baldurs gate wyll #wyll #pls be nice i tried rlly hard #they're so in love i think im gonna be sick #i have brainworms and a good computer #also this scene was really difficult to color. it's also been forever since i made gifs that are supposed to like look good on their own #something kind of funny about him trying to manhandle her in the shot right after this: a paladin w 20 str vs a warlock with 8 str #anyways they are peak romance i love them your honor #it's about the narrative foils. about the acceptance of others thereby accepting oneself. ive had too much caffeine and not enough sleep.

[flovey-dovey]

Kirby got bonked on the noggin so a Knight in Shining Armor (if you count a mask as armor) swooped in to bonk 'em back revenge-style. And thus a crush was born!

#my art #Kirby #Meta Knight #Meta Knight x Kirby #Kirby gets a crush because I also got a crush #drawing in Paint is a big challenge but I felt a big need to at least try drawing something #and I like them so it worked out #coloring Meta Knight actually gave me a headache so bad I thought I was gonna be sick but I'm glad I didn't and that he looks nice :) #first time drawing him pls go easy on me

[pandaemoanium]

im convinced that the nuns who live downstairs have some kind of Sin Detector™ bc they always keep popping up at the worst fucking time, this time they decided to come knocking on my door right as i was beating my meat like a rabid animal n blasting porn on full volume like cmon man

but they gave out cookies and candy to everyone in the apartment complex as a lil christmas present which was rly sweet :3 (i couldnt eat any of the cookies tho bc im gluten free but i traded them for coffee with my bestie so ¯\_ (ツ)_/¯)

#the way i scrambled to find clothes when the doorbell rang gksjgjsjf #i also p much only see them whenever i happen to look like a faggy femboy satanist or smth #getting into the same elevator every damn time #and im just trying to smile n be all nice like ehehehe hiiii :3 im not the antichrist i prommy pls ignore me x333 #personal

[diamondsheep]

* dramatically crawls on the floor, coughing blood while sobbing*

Please tag your Egghead spoilers! pleaase 🥺

i have seen some screenshots and it looks so beautiful and I'm about to cry bc i still need to finish watching +100 episodes of Wano and i can't do that in a day 😭

#adfjs but fr ! normally i don't care about spoilers but i would appreciate it if u guys tagged them this time #bc I'm really getting the impulse of watching all wano in a day and that's impossible #ADHDKA and i really don't wanna get spoiled this time 😭 #pls do it for the pathetic sheep that still hasn't caught up with one piece 💔😭 #with that said! oh god the new artstyle is SO PRETTY !! and from what i have seen it kinda reminds me of Trigger studios / panty & stocking #and THAT is driving me insane !! also i like that it has this little glow to it !!! that's nice ! i can't wait to watch this arc 😭 #I'll try my best to catch up !! lately i've been trying but aaaugh wano is also so pretty aaa #ok I'll stop rambling and being pathetic #ram talks

[unknowablecore]

just finished re-reading Greywaren and I have some new thoughts about other things but all I can say at 1am on a work night is just... Ronan and Adam... there will never be another them...

#greywaren spoilers #chatter #im gonna get a numquam solus tattoo i truly am #also the engagement was good even if I agree that overall the last chapter and epilouge is to happily ever after the engagement was 👌 #didnt need or expect it bcs its obvious for them I could see it coming a million miles away #but it was nice to have and it was so simple and perfect it really didnt feel too fluffy like mostly everything else in the epilouge #god rereading all their parts.. time is a circle ch 26.. they are always trying to find and come back to each other they are perfect sorry #how do people get greywaren asks like as me stuff pls... send me drawing reqs even because (hard) maybe ill doodle some over time #pynch

[hauntedpearl]

i was raised by quiet people.

and we don't know how to talk to each other.

our house is a world of anger that never truly dissipates and words that hang in the air like hailstones ready to pelt your skin.

we don't know how to shape the words "i love you" with our mouths.

we don't know what it means to hold the weight of "sorry" on our tongues.

the morning after my parents fight, my father wakes up early and turns on the tv. he likes the quiet, but mom's always appreciated the sound of music.

he plays the songs she likes.

when i thought my heart was breaking, i didn't know how to make it go away.

i didn't know how to let the words locked in my jaw, behind my teeth, out.

how do you find the means to make the things you don't know exist in this world?

how do you even know that you can?

i was raised by quiet people.

so i stretched my fingertips to touch yours.

i let you leave the impressions of the whorls of your thumb on my skin.

i don't know how to shape the words "i love you" with my mouth.

i don't know how to bear the weight of the words "i'm scared" on my tongue.

i am trying, though. in the ways of the quiet people.

in the language of bright eyes and desperate touches.

the world is so close to ending, and i feel the premonition of the aftershocks in my bones.

i am holding your hand, and praying the inevitable away.

not a word past my lips — only breath, shallow and sharp.

i was raised by quiet people.

i don't know how to be another way.

#YOU CAN RB THIS BUT ALSO PLS BE NICE IN THE TAGS IF YOU DO THIS IS ME TRYING TO PROCESS SOMETHING OKAY #doe's writing #i am so. i am going through things. i don't know how to let it out except like this #idk does this count as poetry #god i wish i could let people love me i wish i could let myself love others easily i wish i had the vocabulary to express all that #i wish my view of the world wasn't so warped and fucked up and i wish i didn't inflict myself on people the way i fo #i wish i could stop thinking of existing with people are an infliction upon them #how do you heal? i keep trying but i think I'm farther behind than i was before #god i wish i didn't exist some days #anyway. t #here you can have my existential angst #THIS IS ABOUT FRIENDSHIP BTE #BTW* #but like you always gotta be a little in love with your friends #hmmm #okay #bye good night

[fourteenthz]

Always thinking abt how thesa/thancred know everything abt the other. How he is the one that can tell what she's feeling just by looking into her eyes.

And then how for the first time ever in amaurot he doesn't recognize what's happening inside her head. And how in ultima thule, when he sees it again, he learns something new about her that no one ever will. Lies down.

#he's the one that doesn't expect her to always be a hero always the one trying to pull the weight off of her because he knows her and knows #how hard it is for her. and he is the only one that does for the longest time. and then he feels entirely off the loop by the end of shb #bc they are so close to being something and he thinks that knowing her so genuinely is a point in his favor #only to realize that there's something so heavy abt her that he doesn't understand at all. he doesn't know that she doesn't either by then #so it just. weights him just as hard. for him to go patches like accepting that whatever. he still knows her so that will come to light #one day or another. and it does just when they are all back in ultima thule. just when he's councious again and he learns that. #not by her telling him but just genuinely watching her like he learnt most things from her. except this is different #so he just stands there. everybody else overwhelmed by everything else while he has to ruminates that new thing as well. #that 'they don't know' party meme but it's thancred watching scions celebrate and hug each other #while he slowly realizes that part of his girlfriend will never truly be known to him like it was for mf emet-selch and whoever that was #that a part of her is lost with them and maybe that's fine. bc other part of her is now hugging the twins and staring directly at him #and begging for him to come closer to her with her eyes. a part of her that didn't beg either of the other two to stay longer like she'd #been praying for him since she set foot in ultima thule. so that. that's nice. he isn't competing for anything ever #he has that part of hers to love and he is loved just as much by that part of her so yeah. it's nice I think. #...... I'm fine don't look at me. #i like how independent from each other they are and still despite that how damn in love they are. #something about the huge slow burn I have for them in my head helps me tackle that idea so much better. #like how they love for one another grew from just. how deeply theh trusted and respected each other over the years #so that will always be the base of their feelings..... sits down. they are just SO AKSJDJA BITES MY FISTS #sometimes I'm like 'i will thow away my wolship at any minute if canon suggests something entirely different' and other times im like #bitting wolcred hard. no one take it away from me pls they are my extremely respectful and healthy relationship. #dont touch them they are healing. pls. WAIT. #does this damn post means anything to anyone but me???? idek I just like the idea of thesa being so okay with emet and hythlo even #when deep down something in her isn't at all. (its me I'm not ok about them) but also she just. knows who she is at this point. #and she knows the ones behind her are the ones that she loves. its SO MUCH mirroring emet's 'the past we knew/loved' quote #SHE SEES THAG SO CLEARLY. and having that moment in ultima thule being the moment only 1 other person sees it as well. and it's mf thancred #in the end I just adore them and the whole 'you are you and its that you that I love' that they have. not who they were or what anyone else #see of them. nerds in love. disgusting. i need to make them kiss rn or I'll riot. why am I having those thoughts mid creative block DAMN IT #kelly says #wol posting

[univerxebxrry]

I'm also getting kinda lonely and I really want a bf but I have no social skills and there's no way in hell that I'd ever approach someone I find interesting and nobody ever approaches me

#i guess i could get a gf too but my family is not too supportive of the lgbtq+ community so i have programmed myself to just say bf #also all of the guys where i live are veey meh #if anyone ever wants to talk hmu we can talk about whatever just don't be creepy pls #also i did try to find someone on a dating app bcs it's easier but all the people that messaged me were 30+ yo creepy men #some of them were kinda nice though #but then i got too overwhelmed and i just ghosted everyone i was talking to and disabled my account and deleted the app #rant

[cosmicloved]

i think i've said this before but whatever, i'm saying it again! i miss the old era of, like, follow forever posts and stuff. i just think that was just a neat little moment in tumblr rpc history. just a bunch of ppl taking time out of their days to make lists of ppl they thought were neat or cool, even if they hadn't written together or spoken or whatever. a real nice sense of community, i think. like, it was just a very small thing but being tagged always felt nice :)

#« 𝐂𝐎𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐂 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 (ᴏᴏᴄ) » / 「 ooc. 」 #i know some ppl did NOT like them bc they felt excluded when they weren't tagged #but the rpc is also pretty huge so i'm sure it was never personal #these lists died when ppl started trying to push their boring cliques and obsessing over being in In Groups instead but oh well #2017-2018 rp killed a lot of fun things i think #ppl were too focused on looking like....Serious and Legit and Morally Superior #so being nice to ppl and having colours that weren't grayscale or red on ur blog was OUT #love to reminisce !! #i should be studying but i do not feel well pls don't mind me talking to myself

[yandereshingeki]

honestly think im having a moment where im getting really insecure about the way i write eren :( Idk i just know the way i write him probably isnt the way most people prefer and i just aahshsshhshg

i think i just make him a lot softer than most do ;; idk

#Just insecure about my writing in general snifgg #i try so hard not to let the numbers get to me but sometimes they do :( #I might just be emotional bc im on my period though idk im so tored rn #forest is sad #also #i really really appreciate all the nice comments people gove me #so pls dont think i dont #bc i save all of them in a folder on my phone and read them when i get sad lol #i appreciate them so much im just insecure smtimes

[evansbby]

i remember one time i posted an rpf chris drabble and tagged it as steve rogers (bc i try to use all the tags to get maximum views lmao) and someone said to remove it bc rpf is triggering to them

#i removed it but I was so confused #surely just scroll past and don’t read? #how is that fic merely just existing bothering you THAT much #I’m not trying to poke fun at anyones triggers and I did remove it from that tag bc I felt bad but like #I’m genuinely curious and flabbergasted bc there have been multiple occasions where writers have posted things that triggered me #and i find it wild bc I would never message them and be like remove this from this tag! like I just scroll past #but also!!! it depends on what the tag is #but I’m sorry… tagging a chris evans fic with Steve rogers didn’t seem that deep to me at the time and I’ve seen plenty of others do it #pls don’t attack me… y’all can talk nicely if you want to argue

[bunnyb34r]

I got some glass straws from my aunt's and when I say the fucking struggle in my brain that's happening to keep myself from chomping on these suckers like a crisp icicle is ROUGH agdgdgdg I wanna cronch so bad

#im intrigued by them bc i really like metal straws and i typically use reusuable plastic straws bc my teeth hate anything touching them and #will instantly cavity over if i dont use straws and it's nice to have an option thats not silicone that will shed less (none) microplastics #per wash/use (i have yet to try bamboo straws but im intrigued) and so far i like the mouthfeel and texture like i can feel the coldness #THROUGH the straw as i drink like it's cold on my lips but my brain is like mmmm cronch now pls 🤗 #also wanna smash it by playing with it like drumsticks lmao it's like my brain understands that its fragile and dangerous #if it breaks and is also like hmm smash 🥰 eat glass like the grinch ☺️ feed pica brain glass 😍 #doesnt help that i tend to chew lightly/hold the straw with my teeth when i drink sgdgdggd gonna score this shit by accident #marquilla

[sockmeat]

Octavia: Hey, dad, can I borrow your phone?

Stolas: Oh, I would, but I'm holding to talk with Joe Mama!

#can also be read with blitz and loona #pls be nice to them theyre trying to be hip #incorrect quotes #helluva boss incorrect quotes #stolas incorrect quotes #octavia incorrect quotes #helluva boss #helluva boss stolas #helluva boss octavia