#plus i havent talked to luz in Days so im sad and worried

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the deep desire to text ur friends vs the desperate need to not be seen as too much or like you're coming onto them

#i wanna text some of my irls but hhhhhhhhhh #one of the people i wanna text is a relatively new friend so i dont wanna be too much sjfbjsbdjsbf #plus he's a boy and we live in A Cishet World so i fear if i text him too much it'll look like i like him or im flirting with him or sth #i just feel lonely :( #i need to meet my daily quota of like >five friends #plus i havent talked to luz in Days so im sad and worried #i keep thinking she hates me akdnskdnsnbfnd #but like she'd tell me if i did something wrong right????????? #hhhhhhhhhh im just getting an anxiety #attack* lmao #i want to be done eating so i can get busy with school stuff skjfskbfnsbf #i want to do extracurricular things but i feel Guilty and i am going to Fail #i need to finish the programming project 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #ok im going to go now #🤡🤡🤡 #honey talk