#ponine keepin it real

[oldfritz]

my cat, my darling Rina Roo, is having kidney failure. and I want you all to know that if she leaves me, a year after my father did, I’m committing atrocities against mankind. I am. I’m doing it. the world has to pay for what it’s done to me

picture of my daughter to distract from a crazy person’s ramblings

#ponine keepin it real

[oldfritz]

in between packing I figured out how to give myself all the sims 4 packs I want for the low low prize of scouring forums. these are the principles America was founded upon

#21 cock salute hail to the chief #I’m delirious barely a person we will make it through to the 18th. we will #and then I’ll be annoying and present again #ponine keepin it real

[oldfritz]

yo what word in another language do you guys struggle to pronounce. for me it’s zoologischer

#found that out in berlin as our hotel was by there #would try and say it cause hurhur I can say big words #had me sputtering until I just went ‘the fucking zoo’ #ponine keepin it real

[oldfritz]

notice something on my left finger?

#he proposed at sans soucci #during the tour. tried leading me away while I was listening. got me grumpy #because you know. I have priorities #ponine keepin it real #my face #ill post better pics later. he hired a professional photographer #dude went above and beyond. guess somebody loves meeee

[oldfritz]

I wish the person who got me sick a very explode and die explode and die explode and die

#ponine keepin it real #my ears hurt my nose hurts my throat hurts I don’t wanna do this anymoreeee!!! #and tomorrow is my special girl day!! this is not how a birthday princess is meant to feel!!! #rip and tear rip and tear violence carnage bloodshed hatred loathing these are all I seek

[oldfritz]

i respect the writers who plot out a fic and have their shit together so they can post it by the appropriate season or holiday. meanwhile, ya girl here has been working on this family vacation story that's deffo set in spring-summer and if i publish that shit on winter's longest night, that's between me and god

#ponine keepin it real #sidebar: love 'between me and god' as a phrase. conveys such power. doesnt matter your relationship to faith. delightful! #anyways back to writing to keep me sane from packing my moms stuff. because shes back in england while i get to sell our home. yeehaw

[oldfritz]

I made a delicious chicken piccata for dinner last night and today made an equally delicious coffee cake. I love cooking I love baking I love feeding people. please, come sit at my table

#ponine keepin it real

[oldfritz]

get to know me better tag meme

thanks for tagging me @tonhalszendvics! this'll be fun :3

three ships: terraqua, utena x anthy, and rocketshipping

first ship: dramione set my tastes and altered my brain chemistry (see every other m/f ship of my including The OTP)

last song: .....life in the fast lane by the eagles (i love my dad rock)

last movie: lol josh and i watched eclipse on the plane to london. he never experienced the twilight mania and what are you gonna watch on the plane? something good? hell no!

currently reading: my dark vanessa by kate elizabeth russell

currently watching: josh wanted me to watch dragon ball - all of it - with him. and, in return, we watch an anime of my choosing too (2eps of db, 2eps of my thing). so right now we're watching dragon ball (og series, end of king piccolo) and revolutionary girl utena. i'm liking db more than i expected (watching dbza first helped) but i looove rgu

last thing i wrote: the last thing i finished would be telegony

currently writing: well there's the novel but there's also a fic that involves a healthy amount of bloodlust and regular lust. which is to say it's pruhun, it's the silesian wars, fritz is there; hopefully all these ingredients produce a banger

tagging: @margridarnauds @paperuniverse @currymuttonpizza and anyone else who wants to do this!

#ponine keepin it real #thanks this was fun! i love these things even if i forget to do them half the time ^^;

[oldfritz]

i try to read more about bugs to help ease my phobia and honestly all it does is make me fear them more

#got a phobia of sharks too and it doesn’t work that way #like i understand and respect sharks. won’t see me swimming in the ocean but I don’t wanna hurt them or have anything bad happen to them #just don’t want a great white to mistake me for a seal and have a nibble #but god insects can live without their heads. I just found out how. and now I’m more afraid #knowledge is not always power. sometimes ignorance is soothing #ponine keepin it real

[oldfritz]

going to a concert tonight and I’m so excited!! i love music i love sounds i love dressing up to go to places and dance around!!!!

#ponine keepin it real #seeing hozier which is super exciting. he’s the reason I don’t mind the fact that I missed lanas concert #got my other indie songwriting darling who has yet to give me agita

[oldfritz]

have some engagement photos. as a treat

#ponine keepin it real #get a partner who listens to your ramblings about your passions/hyperfixations/interests/etc #also the ring is my paternal grandmas stone. Josh used the box my dad used to propose to my mom #get a partner who listens and loves you. do the same yourself. a lot of the good will follow #my face

[oldfritz]

I love ludwig II. i know very little about him (gay, bavarian) but I do know neuschwanstein is one of my favorite words to say

#say it! say it right now! enjoy the mouth feel!! #another word I love to say? schadenfreude. german pronunciation preferably but hey! it’s a treat to use it whenever! #ponine keepin it real

[oldfritz]

I’m home. this country doesn’t make you fall in love with it for its airports (especially as a disabled person) but goddamn does it know how to construct a bedroom: MINE

#ponine keepin it real #it also has my kittend and my mom and the dearly departed remains of my father :) #now time to head to honkshew land and try not to think about that I’m doing this bullshit again in october

[oldfritz]

just found a photo album my dad made before he was with my mom. all about his fishing exploits, with cutouts from various Long Island fishing papers detailing the tournaments he won and, really, just anytime he made the news. it’s also got this boomer comic he clipped from a paper proving that his humor didn’t change from the 80s. I’m crying but it feels good

#ponine keepin it real

[oldfritz]

to the good people of berlin and potsdam, i promise that while the 2 week american invasion occurs, it will be done by the hottest babe this side of the atlantic (and her accessory boyfriend)

#ponine keepin it real #im so excited tomorrows the day!!! #im a real giddykipper rn. filled to the brim with joy!!! #this will be the most active my ig will have ever been in years. you guys will also be spammed. sorry not sorry #josh: 'im not an accessory! im the main event!' (proceeded by begging me to add this in the tags)

[oldfritz]

do you guys have any recipes, cookbooks, things of that nature that you'd recommend? love making new foods but i continue to gravitate to english-ish and italian-american stuff which wow wonder why but you know what's even cooler? going outside your comfort zone!!!

#though if youre like 'suzanne this roast/pasta recipe is just to die for' .....ya girl is weak gimme the link #mainly been making stuff from barefoot contessa cookbooks. gianna de laurentis too but her stuff can be kinda bland and simple #i love cooking with citrus love fresh ginger like my food like my stories bittersweet #ponine keepin it real