#portrayal of guilt

[camogore]

#camogore #portrayal of guilt #hardcore punk #black metal #blackened punk #punk #metalhead #dsmb

[un-naturalworld]

#portrayal of guilt #audio

[deadly-nightshade]

Listen/purchase: Devil Music by portrayal of guilt

#portrayal of guilt

[wizard-fight]

Portrayal Of Guilt

#portrayal of guilt #screamo #skramz #black metal #blackened screamo #hardcore punk #noise #noise metal #touche amore #Spotify

[gonetoheaven]

i want to watch you suffer. i want to feel your pain.

#portrayal of guilt #devil music #music #bandcamp

[the-graveyard-smash]

My eyes roll back.  

The terror begins. 

I follow the light. 

There’s nothing at the end.  

#bandcamp #portrayal of guilt

[piss-piggy]

#sound #portrayal of guilt #blackened hardcore #possession #christfucker #skramz

[ambientgaze]

portrayal of guilt @ emo's

austin, tx - 10/19/23

#mine #portrayal of guilt #post hardcore #screamo #black metal #photography

[soberfructosecornsyrup]

I was tagged by @notyourdruidess to share some music

Rules: Shuffle your 'on repeat' playlist and post the first ten tracks, then tag ten people.

Uh, I don't know who wants to do this, but if you see this, go for it

#Music #Boys Night Out #Code Orange #Dreamwell #The Armed #KEN Mode #Minus the Bear #Full of Hell #Portrayal of Guilt #'68 #Spotify

[softhell]

#collage #portrayal of guilt

[baesment]

I feel her anxiety. I feel her agony. I feel her desire to find her pain a new home in me.

#portrayal of guilt #christfucker #metal #black metal #music #Bandcamp

[cardcaptorsakura96]

Lately

Fandom: Supergirl

Relationships: Kara Danvers/Lena Luthor

Characters: Kara Danvers, Lena Luthor, Original Danvers/Luthor Children, Morgan Edge, Jess

Summary: A slice of life story. Lena is trying to balance her life at L-Corp with home life with Kara and her twins. However, things don't always go so smoothly.

Word Count: 8,043

Lena sat in the backseat of her town car viewing the results of her latest project at L-Corp. Her latest project was trying to use a 3-D printer to create organic limbs and organs. They were able to successfully create an organic leg today, but it exploded after 5 minutes. She knew there was damage to the lab, but was not sure the entire extent of it. Her lab assistants were all running around like chickens with their heads cut off. It was why she was in her town car being driven to L-Corp at 6:30 am in the morning. She didn’t know what made her upset more. The fact that the experiment failed and caused possible major damage, or the fact that she couldn’t take her 6 year old twin girls Liza and Alexa to school this morning. She had promised them the last several days to take them to school in the morning, but something always seems to come up at work. She walked into the living room dreading to tell them she was failing again to keep her word for a third day in a row. They were glued to the tv eating their cereal watching Kara as Supergirl fighting the Pied Piper. He was controlling the rats to attack the citizens of downtown National City. Lena shuddered. She hated rats. 

“Look at Jeju go!” squealed Alexa.

“Wouldn’t it be cool if we had a pet rat?” asked Liza.

“I don’t know if Mommy would let us keep him.”

“Why not?”

“She hates rats. Remember when we tried to convince her to let us babysit Fernando the Ferret?”

“Yeah, she screamed when we brought it home. She wouldn’t get off the table until JeJu flew it away.”

“I bet Jeju would let us have a pet?”

“I don’t know. Auntie Alex says that Jeju is too whipped to not do what Mommy says.”

“What does that mean?”

Liza shrugged her shoulders and went back to watching the tv. Lena approached the girls and cleared her throat to get their attention. 

“Hey, girls. Mommy has to leave early today. Jeju is going to have to take you to school.” 

Liza just kept eating her cereal. Alexa came up to Lena and gave her a hug. 

She said, “It’s okay mommy. We know you have important things to do today.” 

Alexa then ran over to Liza jumping up and down. 

“Do you know what this means?” squealed Alexa

Liza's eyes popped open after she thought about it a moment and then started jumping up and down with Alexa. 

“Jeju will fly us to school.” squealed Liza

They then started to run around the room pretending like they could fly. Afterwards, Lena ran to her car in tears. She isn’t sure what hurt her more: the fact that the girls were not phased by her unkept promises or the fact that Kara was the preferred parent. Kara is always the fun parent while Lena is viewed as a Debbie downer by the girls. Before she had the girls, she never saw herself as a parent. She didn’t really have good examples growing up. Her dad ignored her for the most part and her step mother Lillian hated her. Granted Lillian and her relationship is on the road to repair, but it took a lot of work. Then, there was Lex. She shudders when she thinks of him. He would torture her constantly growing up and well into adulthood. 

She had no thoughts on continuing the Luthor line until she met Kara. She broke down her walls and taught her not only how to love, but that she deserved to be loved by others. When they first got married, she was hesitant about having children. However, when she would stare at Kara, she knew that there was no one else that she would ever want to jump into the unknown with. The road to having the girls was filled with struggles. They first went the adoption route. While Kryptonians have both sex organs, their DNA is not compatible with humans. They went to 20 adoption agencies in the US and overseas, and their application was automatically denied. The Luthor name was toxic to them especially after all the evil things that Lex did. Lena had suggested just having Kara adopt the child, and then they could raise the baby together. However, Kara vehemently refused. She wanted both of them to be parents in every way possible. Lena decided to take things into her own hands. She experimented on herself with Kara’s DNA to see if she could combine it with hers so her body could carry a Kyptonian child. She nearly died in the process (which Kara was pissed about especially since she didn’t know about the experiments), but she changed her DNA enough that it could accept Kara’s sperm. They had their twins on the first try. When she first gave birth to them, she held them in her arms and promised them that she would always be with them unlike her family. She never wanted them to feel unwanted or unloved like she did as a child. She feels now like she has broken that promise on so many levels. 

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#supercorp #kara danvers #lena luthor #portrayal of guilt #mommy guilt #working moms #slice of life #work life balance #morgan edge #Original Danvers/Luthor Children #fanfiction #supergirl fanfiction #kara danvers x lena luthor #dc fanfiction #supercorp fanfiction #Jess from supergirl #fic #fanfic #fantasy #science fiction #supercorp fanfic #Kara Danvers x Lena Luther fanfic #dc fanfic #supergirl #dc comics

[ourladyofomega]

Pig Destroyer, Portrayal Of Guilt, and Envy.

🖌️: Chris Taylor / Chris Crude

#Chris Crude #grind #metal #Pig Destroyer #Envy #Portrayal Of Guilt #fuck yeah #painters #omega #our lady omega #horror

[gonetoheaven]

The past has no mercy on us. No mercy on you, only distant memory remain. No mercy on me, only distant memory remain.

#portrayal of guilt #music #Bandcamp

[deathcults]

#music #portrayal of guilt #blackened hardcore

[ifeelheragony]

she burns me with her cigarette, guiding me with pain and she stood there, watching, lusting her desire for human flesh is potent in the air no one will ever hurt me the way you do

#music #portrayal of guilt #black metal #post hardcore #skramz #screamo #blackened hardcore #blackened punk #bandcamp