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headchamberlain · 2 months
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The confession of Ivan Goncharov.
TW: TWISTED religious imagery, excusing abuse and even calling it a blessing, unhealthy obsession, overall disturbing things.
In this I'll be trying to flesh out Ivan's character, why he's the way he is and how the lobotomy affects him today. This is written from his perspective. Take the tags seriously, please.
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"IT ALL STARTED SO LONG AGO. HOW LONG AGO? I CANT REMEMBER. I DONT NEED TO REMEMBER. ANYTHING BEFORE MEETING YOU IS INSIGNIFICANT. MY FAMILY... MY FRIENDS- IF I HAD ANY- THEYRE INSIGNIFICANT NOW. NOTHING BUT SOMETHING I AM SUPPOSED TO HAVE, SUPPOSED TO CARE FOR, BUT THEY DONT UNDERSTAND ME. THEY DONT UNDERSTAND ME LIKE YOU DO, MASTER.
I WAS STRUGGLING. I COULDNT CONTROL ANYTHING. NOT EVEN MY OWN LIFE. IT KEPT GOING DOWNHILL. I WAS HANGING ON- I HUNG ON BY A THREAD- BUT EVEN THEN I GAVE UP AND LET GO. I WAS SO LONELY. WHAT DID YOU SEE IN ME, MASTER? I WAS HOPELESS. I WAS WEAK. ID LOST MY FAITH; IN FACT I BELIEVED GOD HATED ME. I BELIEVED GOD JUST WANTED ME TO SUFFER FOR HIS ENTERTAINMENT. BUT THAT WAS UNTIL YOU CAME. YOU OFFERED ME A HAND. YOU SAID I HAD THE POTENTIAL TO BECOME MORE THAN WHAT I AM. I DIDNT BELIEVE YOU. YOU TOLD ME YOU HAD A WAY TO FIX ME- TO MAKE SURE I NEVER FELT THOSE HIDEOUS, HORRIBLE EMOTIONS AGAIN. I WAS INTERESTED. I TOOK YOUR HAND. YOUR HAND WAS SO COLD, MASTER... BUT IT WAS SO WARM. YOUR FINGERS WERE BONY AND THIN. YOU WERE SO PALE. YOU WERE SO TIRED. I COULD TELL YOU WERE WEAK, TOO. BUY YOU WERE FAR FROM THAT.
A SURGERY, YOU SAID. A SURGERY THAT WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY AGAIN. FOREVER. I TOLD YOU THAT WAS INSANE; I TOLD YOU THAT WOULD BE HORRIBLE. BUT YOU TOLD ME TO THINK ABOUT IT. WOULD I GET THIS CHANCE AGAIN? WOULD MY LIFE EVER GET BETTER? YOU WERE A MESSENGER FROM GOD, I REALIZED. YOU HAD ANGELS AT YOUR HAND, WRAPPED AROUND YOUR FINGER. WHY ME, I ASKED. WHY AM I BEING CHOSEN TO BE BLESSED? WHY IS A PIECE OF FILTH LIKE ME CAPABLE OF HAVING THIS KINDNESS? BECAUSE, YOU TOLD ME, THAT YOU SPOKE WITH GOD. AND GOD SAID HE NEEDED ME TO LIVE.
YOU ARE A BLESSING, MASTER. YOU REALLY ARE. I COULD WORSHIP YOU. I COULD WORSHIP EVERYTHING YOU DO. IF I DIED I WOULD WANT TO DIE WORSHIPPING YOU. PEOPLE TOLD ME I WAS INSANE, THAT I WOULD GO TO HELL FOR WORSHIPPING YOU; BUT I KNOW THEY WERE WRONG. THEY HADN'T HAD A CHANCE TO MEET YOU. YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO ME. PEOPLE DON'T UNDERSTAND YOUR ACTIONS LIKE I DO, MASTER. PEOPLE SAID WHAT YOU DID WAS EVIL; SUCH HENIOUS CRIMES, THEY WOULD SAY. BUT IS DESTRUCTION AND WAR REALLY A SIN? IS IT NOT CONSIDERED RIGHTEOUS? WHEN THE ANGELS CAME DOWN WITH TRUMPETS TO DESTROY THE EARTH, WAS IT NOT GOD'S WILL? WAS IT NOT HIS WILL TO TURN THE RIVERS AND LAKES TO BLOOD, TO UNLEASH DEMONS THAT SPOKE BLASPHEMOUS THINGS? YOU ARE RE-CONSTRUCTING THE EARTH. WHEN BUILDINGS FALL AND BURN, WHEN PEOPLE DIE, YOU ARE DOING IT TO FREE THE WORLD OF SIN. WHEN GOD FLOODED THE EARTH THAT IS WHAT HE DID. HE PROMISED HE WOULDN'T DO IT AGAIN. SO HE SENT YOU INSTEAD. EVEM GOD'S LOVE HAS LIMITS.
AFTER MY SURGERY, I WAS TERRIFIED, MASTER. I WAS TERRIFIED. I PICKED UP A PEN; BUT NOTHING CAME TO MIND. I COULDN'T WRITE. I COULDN'T READ. I SOBBED, MASTER, I SOBBED; BUT I SOBBED WITH A SMILE ON MY FACE. WASN'T MY VOICE SO BEAUTIFUL? WASN'T IT BEAUTIFUL THAT I CHOKED AND SOBBED IN THE PRESENCE OF THE LORD? WASN'T IT BEAUTIFUL HOW I COULDN'T GET A WORD OUT, HOW FAT TEARS ROLLED DOWN MY CHEEKS AND STAINED THE CARPET? YOU WEREN'T ANGRY AT ME. YOU BLESSED ME AGAIN, MASTER. YOU BLESSED ME WITH PURPOSE; I LEARNED EVERYTHING FOR YOU. I LEARNED HOW TO COOK, I LEARNED HOW TO CLEAN, I LEARNED YOUR TASTES. WHAT KIND OF TEA YOU LIKE, WHAT FABRICS YOU PREFER, HOW WARM YOU WANT YOUR BATH. I LEARNED EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU AND I MENORIZED IT. THAT IS MY ONLY PURPOSE, MASTER, TO SERVE YOU.
I WELCOMED EACH BLESSING YOU GAVE ME; I WELCOMED THE BRUISES YOU GAVE ME, I WELCOMED THEM ALL. I WANT YOU TO HIT ME ALL YOU WANT AND THEN KISS THE BRUISES AFTERWARDS. I WANT YOU TO TEAR ME APART AND SAY SORRY AFTERWARDS, EVEN IF I KNOW YOU DON'T MEAN IT, EVEN IF I KNOW YOU'LL DO IT AGAIN. OVER AND OVER.
IS IT SO WRONG FOR ME TO BE YOUR TOY? IS IT REALLY SO WRONG? IS IT SO WRONG FOR ME TO BE YOUR SOURCE OF ENTERTAINMENT? BEING GOD'S FAVOURITE COMES WITH RESPONSIBILITIES. GOD NEEDS SOMEONE TO HURT, SOMEONE TO TOY WITH, SOMEONE TO RUIN. THAT'S OKAY. I AM YOUR ANGEL. I AM YOUR ANGEL.
AREN'T I BEAUTIFUL, MASTER? PLEASE SAY I'M BEAUTIFUL. TELL ME YOU LOVE ME. TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND ILL BE BEGGING FOR YOUR ATTENTION LIKE A DOG. IM A NERVOUS DOG. IM A BAD DOG. I WAIT BY THE DOOR EVEN IF I KNOW ILL STARVE BY IT. PLEASE LOOK AT ME MASTER. PLEASE LOVE ME. I LOVE YOU MASTER. PLEASE LOOK AT ME. PLEASE LOOK AT ME, I'M BEGGING YOU, MASTER, DONT STOP BEING MY SAVIOR. DON'T STOP BEING THE ONE PERSON I RELY ON. I CANT FUNCTION WITHOUT YOU. I KNOW YOU SO MUCH IVE FORGOTTEN EVERYTHING ABOUT MYSELF. I DONT HAVE MY OWN ROUTINE; MY LIFE REVOLVES AROUND YOU. I CANT LEAVE YOU EVEN IF I WAS GIVEN A CHANCE TO, BECAUSE I LOVE YOU MASTER
IM YOUR PERFECT SACRIFICAL LAMB. MY WOOL IS SO PURE AND WHITE AND FLUFFY AND SOFT. WHEN THEY LEAD ME TO YOU THEY DONT HAVE TO TIE ME DOWN- I HOLD PERFECTLY STILL WITH A SMILE ON MY FACE. AS THE KNIFE DIGS INTO ME MY INTESTINES SPILL OUT SO BEAUTIFULLY AND CLEANLY AND IT STAINS MY PRETTY WOOL RED. WHEN I DIE YOU REVIVE ME AGAIN AND YOU TELL ME IM YOUR FAVOURITE. YOU DONT REVIVE THE OTHER LAMBS BECAUSE IM YOUR FAVOURITE. I TROT ALONG SO HAPPILY BECAUSE IM YOUR FAVOURITE. IM SO PURE LIKE A PORCELAIN DOLL LIKE A FLOWER LIKE AN ANGEL THAT LOST ITS WINGS.
PLEASE LOOK AT ME MASTER.
PLEASE.
I SEE THEM. I SEE THEM EVERY DAY AND THEY KEEP TELLING ME YOU DONT LOVE ME. SOMETIMES I SEE IT IN THE CORNER OF MY EYE. SOMETIMES THEY WHISPER MY NAME EVER SO SOFTLY; THEY TELL ME YOU DONT LOVE ME. THATS NOT TRUE, MASTER. I LOVE YOU. PLEASE. PLEASE. PLEASE. SAY IT BACK. SAY IT BACK OR IM GONNA HAVE TO BEG YOU"
... -Written by Kiji.
If you've actually read all of this; I'm proud!
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splynter · 1 year
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FINALLY DONE
NRD animatic because I’m too ambitious for my own good
Tw for flashing lights and potentially disturbing imagery
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nrcmonstercontrol · 5 days
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TW for potentially disturbing imagery under the cut!!
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found this lil big guy on patrol this morning! he gave both of us splinters :( soul was a 2/5, too. he looks cool though!
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calebs-hangout-corner · 9 months
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In which Gregory has nightmares after sending Cassie to her potential death. And really, who wouldn’t?
Under the cut for TW disturbing imagery and somewhat body horror, it’s sketched, but I’m not risking anything.
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lobotomytypebeat · 8 months
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TW: BLOOD/ MILD GORE/ POTENTIALLY DISTURBING IMAGERY!!! PROCEED WITH CAUTION!!! -
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,,pOTENTIALLY MAKING AN ANIMATIC FOR MY OMORI OC!! <33,,,hAVE SOME DEMO STORYBOARDS!!
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misty-purple-haze · 2 years
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Here’s the dark story idea I had for a potential fic.
MC was a detective before they went to the Devildom, specializing in a lot of the darker cases.
Now, after they’ve returned to the human realm, under the cover of darkness they send out the boys to help them look for clues.
Well one of them comes back with a case shattering discovery that’s horrifying.
Ooooo, nice idea! I can imagine the boys being scarred from how brutal the human world can actually be since I doubt they have visited the human world often.
Also, I’ll add everyone into this and make it into a dark one shot that I’ll be posting in my other acc too! :D
Edit: the one shot is posted in my other account @unholy-obeyme so check it out lovelies <33
How cruel can we really be?
TW: mu*der, body horror, gore, bl*od, cruelty, overall this is an extremely dark one shot about the cruelty of humanity. Be careful please
When you sent them to look for clues they assumed it must be a harmless case, guess they didn’t expect the horrific murder scene in front of them. Guess they underestimated how cruel humanity could get.
The ripped intestines, the gashed stomach, the puddle of blood and the bent knife covered fully in blood nauseated them. And if that wasn’t enough, the blood splatters on the wall, and the agony the woman had on her face even after her death made them even more sick.
They did fight back the feeling and looked around for clues as they wanted to help you but that sick imagery stayed on their mind and it would take a long time to get over what they saw. However, it was the autopsy process that scarred them more. How can humans even be this gruesome??
Lucifer stared at the body on the table in front of him in shock. He then looked at you as you watched as the Pathologist cut open the body without a shred of disgust, or any fear in your eyes. “I never knew…” “that humanity can be downright cruel at times?” You completed his sentence for him as you stared ahead. “How are you not affected by any of this?” “Lucifer, incase you missed, I’m a detective. I’ve seen more death than you think to the point I can’t shed any tears or show any fear. What happened to this woman is horrible I admit. But what we must do is find her murderer and bring her justice.” “I’m…. I’m…” he tried to croak out words that never came. “It’s fine. And by the way, we found a suspect who just confessed to her murder.” “Oh. Who? May I ask?” “Her sister.” He looked at you with shock in his eyes. “Excuse me?” “Her sister killed her. Upon interrogation it was revealed that her sister saw her as nothing but a burden and wanted her gone. And she made sure she was gone in the most terrible way possible. The trial will be held two days after. Be sure to accompany me there.” And with that you left him. Shocked, staring at the body. It was then Mammon joined him with the same shocked expression. “Did Mc tell ya?” “Yes they did Mammon. Humans sure have changed haven’t they.” “And surely for the worst, Lucifer.” Spoke Satan. “How long have you been staring?” “I don’t know. How are the others doing?” “Horrible. Asmodeus is consoling the rest of the brothers while Diavolo is along with Mc in the interrogation room. He too, is extremely disturbed.”
“I see.” He sighs while rubbing his temples. It was then Simeon who put his hands on his shoulders. “Atleast we know who killed her. Her sister will get what she deserves. Mc is talking about it and they have informed me that most likely the punishment will be a death sentence.” “I know… it’s just that…” “ same Lucifer, I too, never knew how downright cruel humans could be…” and with that the men continued staring at the body knowing there was nothing to be done but stare…
How cruel can humans really be?
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vykodlak · 1 year
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please recommend me some creaming scrying throwing up music I've been listening only to chill lofi ghibli beats to study to for the past two months
(I am putting a blanket TW on almost everything I rec here for potentially Disturbing Themes and Imagery)
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I'll just give you a few bands I can think of off the top of my head and then link some of my playlists if those aren't enough.
If you want unusual vocals or the vocalist literally screaming/crying/various sounds you can check out The Body, Pharmakon (maggots tw), Plebeian Grandstand, Anaal Nathrakh, Lingua Ignota, Author & Punisher, some Homeskin, Diamanda Galas, Ashenspire & Chat Pile (these two are holding hands. in my head), Cruelty, Pupil Slicer, Uboa, Full of Hell x Merzbow
If you like the above and want more of that unsettling nonsense I've got a playlist with a bunch of power electronics/drone/noise.
Other stuff: So Hideous, Fawn Limbs, some Undergang, one of my favorite Autopsy songs where the guy sounds like he's having a godawful nauseating time, Leprous - Contaminate Me for the beginning
Playlists of potential interest:
The one where I gather every death metal song with the word 'flesh' in its title in one place
The general black metal playlist, the music genre that most often makes me scream and cry in, like, spirit
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maskthesimp · 12 days
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Okay, I'm gonna talk about something. I'm updating my F/O list again, but I'm gonna make a new post for it because the old one is annoying me. Bugged out links n shit.
TW real quick: Abuse, incest, manipulation, murder, cannibalism.
Here's the thing, some of the characters that I am adding to that list are from a game called "The Coffin of Andy & Leyley." And the reason this may become an issue is the sensitive topics that are brought up within that game and between the characters.
I'm just gonna say it flat out right now: it's incest, manipulation, murder, and cannibalism. These characters are not good people, and I wanna make it very clear that I am not condoning the behaviour of the fanfics I read, nor the art I consume. I am also not a proshipper either.
The reason I want to make this disclosure about this game specifically and not other ones like Resident Evil or Teen Wolf, despite cannibalism and murder being part of those, is that those didn't dip into the discussions of incest. Certainly not to the degree that TCOAAL does. I'm not gonna discuss my moral standing on things like incest or whatever, since this account isn't for deeper topics like that, but I will possibly be reblogging things from this game that involve that discussion or imagery. Most of it will be x Reader but not all of it.
If the expressions of art or the references these posts make include the discussion of Andrew & Ashley's potentially incestuous relationship and that upsets you, please remember its art, and you can block the tag, block me, or scroll. We depict things that aren't always morally just, or socially acceptable in art, for the sake of expression, sharing a message, and indulgence in a specific form of media. It's a video game about serial killers driven to toxic relationships and desperate situations. Is isn't intended to be a condonation of their actions or behaviours, but it is something that I enjoy consuming out of both interest in the storytelling, worldbuilding, and understanding of the complex character relationships.
It's not just there for fan service. It's a deeply disturbing discussion about co-dependency, parental neglect, and abuse and should not be taken as an interpretation of a moral high-ground.
With that being said, please take this post as a pre-warning to block the tag and the ship if that's something you don't want coming up on your feed. Especially if you follow either of my 18+ accounts. I know multiple of my mutuals aren't comfortable with incest so hopefully, they see this too and can block it. If that stuff is fine by you, great! I just wanna indulge and have fun reading shit and sharing the art people make of this fixation I have.
Thank you, and have fun indulging in this with me if you choose to. Here's some of the tags you might wanna block if you feel the need:
Ashley Graves
Leyley Graves
Andrew Graves
Andy Graves
Gravecest
TCOAAL
The Coffin of Andy and Leyley
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ctheathy · 6 months
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Yandere Lucian Abbot Headcanons
Lucian Abbot x Reader
Yandere Headcanons
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Artwork and character belongs to The R.I.P
Lucian Abbot/Reader [Romantic]
[Gender-neutral Darling|Female Darling|Male Darling]
Potential ⚠️TWs⚠️ :
Bullying mention • Self-hatred • Co-dependency • Unhealthy attachment • Emotional reliance • Isolating oneself [Lucian] • Poor mental state • Self destructive thoughts and actions • Deprecating ‘jokes’/comments • Clinginess • Overprotective Behaviour • Monopolising
Right off the bat, Lucian is already one heck of a naturally unstable dude to begin with. Incredibly low self esteem and imagery, makes deprecating comments and self harm ‘jokes’ all the time. Zero remorse for his physical wellbeing, would starve himself for days to no end and practically commercial his limbs as the latest cutting boards. And he isn't exactly sweet towards those around him either. He can mainly be considered cold and distant from his peers, the average awkward teen behaviour but add in some higher self destructive thoughts and moves.
As stated in the song ‘You're an awful person’, he sincerely believes himself to affect people's days for the worse and is basically just a waste of space to society. And to prevent those interested in him from dealing with his ‘problematic’ self and mindset, he always behaves rather coldly and perhaps even snappy to those trying to speak with him. He comes off as somewhat apathetic and can be rough with other students if he doesn't get what he wants. Some would even consider him a less severe example of a bully. He makes judgemental and snarky comments just for the sake of making him feel better about himself. And he is not one to hesitate or back out when violence is included among the situation, resulting in him often coming home bruised and in rare cases even beat up.
But despite his attitude and choices of ways, I personally view Lucian as an incredibly easy target to gain yandere like tendencies or develop emotional attachments. Due to his efforts to isolate himself, it's likely going to be rather difficult to get close to the male at first. He wants to stand out as little as possible and oftentimes believes himself to prefer this lifestyle with lack of contact and nobody to talk to. But it's an easy strike as soon as you even just communicate to him. One simple compliment has him riding that high for days and making a simple effort to speak with him has the boy thinking about you for the whole week.
When you manage to befriend him and get him to open up. All of it seems so innocent at first, he clings to you a lot and seems to find some sort of emotional support by you just being... you. Your bond would actually start off as something extremely regular and wholesome for the both of you. But even from the start, he seems to put quite a lot... And I mean a lot of trust in you. In comparison to his distanced behaviour from beforehand, he becomes like a complete open book when you're around and perhaps even somewhat... Desperate for your attention. What he tells you varies from his daily activities, to how he's feeling, to what he's doing and continuing to make these disturbing jokes about how you keep his sanity from slipping and that you're what's keeping him from becoming the next school shooter. This also includes mentioning how he wouldn't know what he'd be capable of if you were to disappear and not be there for him. And you'd slowly start to grow more disturbed by these unsettling comments... But that becomes a problem if you don't have the hearts to call him out on it.
The real hell breaks loose if you were to not show up for even a day, as it becomes incredibly easy to set him off if you're not in the same area as he is. He goes absolutely ballistic and is on the verge of a complete meltdown if he cannot see you for longer periods of time. Weekends are already as bad as it gets for Lucian, but it's gotten to a point where he's quite literally just leaning on you in order to get through the day without relapsing or having a total mental breakdown. In many of those occasions, he'd usually end up with a ton of new cuts and wounds all over his body as well. Not even necessarily because he felt the need to do so that day, but purely to try and get your attention for it. To try and show you that he physically cannot deal with the day by himself and that he practically needs you to be there for him to provide that lacking support and fill that void.
He also has a tendency to grow aggressive if you were to take some space from him, lashing out at the elderly and other students in his state of rage. Lucian is naturally already the type to want somebody considered as completely his own, being one to hate sharing and already grows bitter when seeing someone in the exact same place as you are. He already desires to prevent it at all costs, but definitely isn't one to back out of growing overprotective and impatient as well when it comes to your former relationships with anyone else for that matter. He noticeably tries monopolise you at times to try and prevent others from being the center of your attention, making you a lot more isolated than you were before the meeting. And in some way; you believe your attendance has done him no well unlike you intented it to be.
He truly is... A foul mess
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flowwochair · 3 months
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tw: blood/potentially disturbing imagery
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muratcore is whatever this is
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mossymossman · 4 months
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2/3rds of the time I’m doing, but a third of the time my soul is trying to escape my body and I feel like I’m going insane. I’ve been wanting to do more vent artwork and this was the first painting I did.
tw: blood, partial nudity(just a lot of skin), potentially disturbing imagery
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Acrylic on canvas board
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annaizscribbling · 1 year
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A quick TW guide for Just Out of Reach (specifically for what the kids go through)
Beware of spoilers! No spoiling of the plot, just tws.
Hopefully this is good! I'm trying to just cover the kids mostly, because the more intense chapters have their own TWs for the horror.
Chapters 1-10 are below :)
Ch 1: child!Janus comes across as unsymp
Ch 2: toddler!Logan is extremely fearful of being punished before he is shouted at by child!Janus and dragged away crying. He returns completely calm later. This takes place towards the end of the chapter.
Ch 3: child!Remus verbally uses disturbing imagery before he intentionally upsets child!Roman. They end up physically assaulting each other. Injuries are implied, but not shown. The scene is mysteriously faded out without consequence. This is the last scene of the chapter.
Ch 4: the children collectively panic when Patton dissociates at the end of the chapter.
Ch 5: child!Roman and child!Janus have a small argument that Patton overhears. Child!janus upsets child!Roman.
Ch 6: child!Remus once again uses some disturbing verbal imagery. He also licks Patton's face, and knocks his head into Patton purposely. Child!Janus threatens child!Remus. This is one scene at the end.
Ch 7: toddler!Logan alludes to something child!Janus disapproves of, and Patton accidentally stabs his own hand with a sewing needle. Child!Janus guilts and yells at toddler!Logan before dragging him away again. It is not addressed again.
Ch 8: more potentially unsymp!Janus behavior. toddler!logan has an extremely disturbing graphic nightmare. He is also being searched for by an unspecified character. The end of the chapter is jarring, with toddler!Logan being taken away traumatically for unknown but worrying reasons. Things are back to normal next chapter. (This is one of the more distressing chapters for Logan)
Ch 9: child!Roman throws a wooden spoon at toddler!Logan. The twins have a heated argument.
Ch 10: teenage!Virgil and Patton watch a horror movie. There is a graphic impaling description, but it has nothing to do with the kids. It's strictly an adult version of one of the sides.
@heartwitchhouse
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nrcmonstercontrol · 12 days
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TW for potentially disturbing imagery under the cut!!
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was able to snap a picture of this lil guy last night! soul tasted average, 3/5 :)
(For those wanting context, Sachet eats souls to recharge their magic. -Gazra)
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absalbr · 17 days
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Art in header credit. Header temp credit. Banner temp credit. IC banner temp credit.
-— First and foremost, I don't own any concept of the Backroom universe. It's a fun concept to play around with an inject my own ideas into, etc. Absal is, however, fully my creation. Their 'fc' is Danger the EDM persona simply because that's the closest tangible thing I have for them right now.
— Note this is an activity upon demand blog. Meaning as long as there's a demand for this character, there will be activity. I'm not going to be seeking out people to follow or write with or sinking too much time into networking.
— General TW for this blog are the typical ones found with content concerning the Backrooms or general weirdcore shit. Derealization, disturbing imagery, death, gore, etc. Because of these themes and because this is attached to my main blog, I likely will not be entertaining interaction with muses or muns under 21+
— Abby's pronouns are purely they/them or it/it's ic and ooc, please. They also will not likely share their true name or nickname with your muse initially so feel free to come up with whatever silly nickname you want. :)
— Also TW for fucky audio and flashing. Flashing imagery will always be tagged with cw flashing. In terms of the audio, many of the songs on their playlist are glitch and noise.
— I will soft-block if I don't see us being able to interact or, usually, if I think this blog will have triggers that align with your own. Please don't take it personally. Here's a pretty detailed list of potential triggering content you might find here.
— Note that I prefer to have Abby exist within the Backrooms. Though there are 'canon' LEVELS, it's to be noted you can make up just about anything. I encourage partners to go ham and cultivate their own fucky setting.
-— I also encourage ask blog-esque interactions from anons. :) Just don't be weird please!
— I will play Abby outside of their home turf to be more accessible to partners , but they are always going to be some sort of fucked up and incomprehensible creature of unknown origin.
— A lot of my inspo comes from general weirdcore/dreamcore, J*ck Strauber, _boisvert, Bread Man, OFF, General analog horror, Joey Val*nce & Brae, j*rma985, and more if you're looking to catch a vibe.
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666fox777 · 2 months
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but I am you Alice
Alice starts hallucinating images of her old self
(Tw: for blood, major injuries, scars and over all potentially disturbing imagery)
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Day 12: ”Don’t Move”
(They’re poised to attack.)
Whumptober 2019 Day 12: “Don’t Move”
Word Count: 720
Relationships: none
Warnings: NOTE: All warnings are subjective depending on your interpretation of what is going on in the story! This is very ambiguous to what is going on, so unfortunately I won’t be able to tag every potential warning, because what one person thinks is going on while reading this may differ from what another person thinks! 
There are a few that stay the same: Derealization, mild gore, blood, broken glass, potentially disturbing imagery, train of thought/fever dream-type prose
Based on a potential interpretation: Mental breakdown, hallucinations, schizophrenia/schizophrenic-type behaviour
Another potential interpretation: Manipulation, “glitch in the matrix”, outside entities/aliens, literally anything is possible with this one idk what to tell y’all
Lmk if i need to add something!
A/N: i know this one is shorter, but i really didn’t want to be any more behind. hopefully it’s not terrible.
Something’s wrong.
Logan knows something’s wrong, has known it since he woke up. Everything is different. It’s all wrong. This isn’t his life. This isn’t his family. He shouldn’t be here. He shouldn’t exist in this way. 
Today is wrong. It’s two years wrong. This isn’t right. Where is he?
He should be asleep. He should be awake. He should be in limbo, but not here. He doesn’t like it here.
These aren’t Logan’s parents. His mom hates wearing earrings. His dad doesn’t speak like that. They’re wrong. They’re wrong. They stole their names. They stole their faces. Logan wants his real parents back.
His brother doesn’t like the colour green, or that band, or read that many books. That’s Logan’s thing. He stole it. He stole it from him. That’s his.
Logan’s sibling should be wearing their binder. They’re not. They look like a girl. They look like they hate to look. They hate pink. They hate dresses. They hate long hair, and the name Elizabeth, and they hate sparkles. This isn’t his sibling. This isn’t them. He wants them back.
He doesn’t have a dog. Logan has never had a dog. He’s allergic to the fur. He can’t breathe. Why is there a dog here?
He tries. He asks his “mom” why everything’s different. He asks why he can’t remember anything from the past two years. He asks why they have a dog. She looks right through him. She doesn’t even answer him. She just stares at the wall, and smiles, and puts a pancake on his plate. He hates pancakes.
Logan tries to ask his “dad”, too. He doesn’t acknowledge his words. He throws a baseball at the window, shatters the glass, and the grass outside turns into dust. It’s like a painting ripped into shreds, perfect pristine landscape interrupted by slashes of static. There’s nothing. It goes on forever. Logan wants out.
His brother walks over to the broken window and slams a hand down on the jagged shards. One goes straight through his hand. Even as he bleeds, the others just smile. His hand disappears into the static, becomes the static too, and then his body is being shrunk down and sucked into the abyss. Logan wants out.
His other sibling stands up. Logan grabs their hand and yanks them away. They look at him, meet his eyes with lids painted in a glittery pink, and they’re not real. They’re not real. They’re not real. They’re not real they’re fake they’re wrong they’re wrong they’re wrong they’re
Logan sits down at the table. He stabs his pancake with his fork. He wants to vomit as it slides down his throat. Logan wants out. Logan wants out. Logan wants out.
He tries to leave. As soon as he opens the front door, the outside turns to red night and blood light. There are thousands of people standing outside his house, looking at him, looking at him, looking at him, looking in him and his brain isn’t in his body. Then they’re gone, and there’s light again, and everything is normal. Too normal. Suspicious. Wrong.
He tries to walk out onto his driveway. His mother stops him with an iron grip, turns him around quickly. She smiles, wide and awkward and weird and fake and wrong, and there’s terror in her eyes. 
“Don’t move.” Her eyes flick around the street, searching, fast, too fast, quick jumping from one place to another to another to another to another and
“Have a great day at school, honey!” She says, fake and wrong and hollow and robotic and coding in the machine, and Logan is glitching. He can’t move. He’s paralyzed. Her mouth is wrong. Her smile is wrong. Her eyes are wrong. She’s not real. She’s not real. He’s not real either.
The world flashes red again, and the people are close, too close, in his face and their stares slithering into his eyes and his lungs and intruding to control his body and his insides and his soul and his brain and then it flashes to “normal” again. It’s wrong. It’s not real. It’s not real. Shadows creep in from the sides of his vision. They look like monsters. They look like demons. They look real. Too real.
There’s nothing outside. There’s nothing inside, either. Logan wants out.
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