#prbly forgot some but what can i do

[sugar-omi]

Saw your last ask about the eloping and then was just thinking if the MC left with Mr. Wedding planner considering some of his lines in the DLC and the Taylor Swift song (and I am so sorry Cove I love you too but oof this went straight to my brain from all the angst and wanting on both sides)

ahhhh im,,, assuming youre thinking what im thinking n that is MC leaving cove to be w baxter bc that angsty idea came into my mind in the middle of writing that request and i have some ideas on it :(( listen to this playlist for the full effect 👍👍 ik a lot more songs i could add but i left it w olivia rodrigo n conan gray

tags : Angst (with happy ending for cove lol), (emotional) cheating, breaking up, your family n friends ar upset w you to say the least, your fam and friends goes low/no contact

synopsis : you leave cove to be with baxter, this is how everyone reacts.

[this is based off this post: "eloping with baxter", where alternatively you leave cove for baxter.]

*edited because i forgot to add derek's reaction.

please break it off before the wedding. if you leave him at the alter, cove would be thoroughly destroyed and your immediate family would prbly end up disowning you and/or going very low contact.

breaking off the engagement was and is a really hard thing, but you do it anyway to be with baxter

i wanna touch on how your family n friends reacts to the break up first...

well lets just leave it at cove's parents don't talk to you anymore and you are not welcome even near their house

in fact cliff even moves out of sunset bird because he's so distraught and if cove comes to visit, which he does and even moves in with his dad, he sees how sad cove is and it kills him

he regrets ever moving to sunset bird and asking you to be his friend.

cliff never forgives himself for this, even though it isn't his fault, he feels like it is and even if (and when) cove gets over this betrayal, cliff hates that this happened anyway.

cliff doesn't send you any text, he just blocks you

but if you send a text before he can do so, which is possible since he's busy comforting his son

then he responds like this..

"please don't text this number anymore. and leave my son alone. you've really betrayed him.. me too. i thought you were a good person y/n. i hope you're happy with him"

kyra leaves you a very scornful message and then blocks you

she refuses to waste her breathe or time on someone who hurt her baby

she starts by saying how much she loved you and everything you did for cove, but ends it with how she can never forgive you for leaving cove like this

"don't bother apologizing. everyone had their faith in you to love and take care of cove but you've really blindsided him. you're no longer family to us, leave us alone."

your family is very disappointed

even though they don't cut you off, you're distant and if you marry baxter, they don't come celebrate with you

your mom is surprisingly very tender about it and she is the one who misses you the most

she cries over your pictures when you were growing up, and when everything was perfect

she knows you're an adult and things happen, this is the way the cookie crumbles sometimes but the holden's were like family too and everything is just hard

she can't even look at cove when she sees him

once she even broke down crying in front of him, she could see the dark circles under his eyes and yet he still smiled at her and gave his best "hello"

cove ends up comforting her in the middle of the grocery store parking lot...

she doesn't leave the house for awhile. she's so ashamed and embarrassed because she can hear the whispers of the townsfolk

"i wish they were kids again..."

your ma calls to yell at you.

ma doesn't ever get mad, if anything mom was the "bad cop" growing up and did most the iron fisting

but your ma can't believe you'd do this. she understands that sometimes you fall out of love with someone or have deeper feelings for someone else but.. you knew cove for 15 years and you leave for someone like baxter, who hurt you?

shes just blinded with rage and sadness, even thought she's yelling she ends up crying

she tells you not to come around for awhile, she can't bare to look at you and look at cliff (and cove) the next day

"please don't bother coming home, you're not welcome here for the foreseeable future. i thought we raised you better than this."

your sister doesn't know what to do

she never expected this from you

she hugs you while you cry, you're still her sibling but she also can't forgive you so easily

she and cove weren't close, but definitely closer than baxter and she saw how much he loved you. and she sees how much he's hurting, as he's slowly gathering all his stuff out of your shared house.

she helps him pack his stuff and gives him a hug, lets him cry and tells cove that he's always been like family, and will always be

she watches him cry in his car before finally driving off and suddenly liz is so mad

all this upset and upheaval for what? a traumatized, flirty victorian-emo man who stayed for a summer and told you to fuck off and then came back 5 years later?

she doesn't yell, but between the quiet and half empty house, liz scolds you and flies back home the same night...

"i love you but i can't believe you threw this all away for someone you knew for ONE summer 5 years ago... i'm so disappointed in you."

lee is the one who comforts you the most when you cry

but you can see the disappointment in her eyes

she calls you a lot less, and she doesn't scream in excitement at you anymore. especially if you're with him.

one night, she even whispers into the dark room, having thrown a blanket over you and thinking you are asleep.

"i thought you were better than this..."

your friends are so surprised

they never saw this coming at all

im (not) sorry to say but you are now friendless :)

miranda is the one with the greatest fury

she leaves several voice messages where she is yelling and cussing you out...

"lose my number! i can't believe you'd leave cove for your wedding planner! someone who hurt you 5 fucking years ago!" "you need to get a grip on reality if you think you're gonna live happily ever after. screw you, you-"

terry is with miranda at the time so she cut off the last message before she could share her new nicknames for you

terry's disappointment is immeasurable.

he tries texting you and asking whats going on before he asks you to meet him for coffee

thats the last time you see him before he sends you on last text...

"i hope you're happy y/n... i really cherished our friendship but i can't trust someone who did this to their partner and one of my best buddies... goodbye."

derek is ready to fly over to cove immediately, and he does.

derek helps cliff get cove settled and calmed down, he even makes dinner while cliff helps cove at least get a grip on reality again...

"i'm so surprised you did this y/n... i thought i knew you better but i guess not... listen, i gotta finish dinner, cove hasn't eaten in a couple days. i'm sorry but cove is my best friend, i hope you're happier now.. goodbye."

cove is ruined, to say the least.

somehow he expected it though..

you were dating cove when baxter came that summer, but he saw how you looked at him... it was with a sense of longing. he supposes it was only a matter of time before you decided you wanted a taste of baxter ward, he just hoped it would never come...

you dated baxter that summer, and he saw how distraught you were when he left you so brutually.. cove thought you really loved him, that you finally got over baxter. but apparently he was wrong, you were just patching your wounds until baxter could put you back together...

you never dated baxter, but cove saw how you looked at him with longing and cove always wished you would look at him like that. i guess you just turned your eyes to him until you could finally have the one you wanted...

cove loved you so much, and now that you've broken up he feels like he'll never recover

cove's personality does a whole 180

if he was "warm", he's not anymore. he can't bring himself to smile and laugh and socialize when his chest feels so hollow yet like he's been stabbed with pins and needles...

if he was already "cold", i need you to imagine him being even colder...

he still says his "please and thank you"'s whenever its necessary, but anything other than a hum when affirming to the cashier that he found his groceries okay

or telling the fast food worker what he wants to eat, which he usually orders online in that case, then he doesn't really talk too much

everyone can see how distraught he is even though he tries to distract himself

he cooks meals from scratch, he even learns how to make bread just to keep his mind away from it all

he tries to surf or look for shells but it just ends up hurting more because he as so many memories of those things with you

his whole childhood was with you... you gave him a childhood and you're the reason he enjoyed life so much, you made him so happy...

cove really tries to keep his head above water but even with the love and care from his parents, he's drowning...

its like when he was a little kid all over again but this time he's the one going through the break up

sometimes he snaps at his dad to please leave him alone and he runs off to the guest room crying.

he's so overwhelmed, overstimulated in every way and hurt.

he feels like he'll never recover from this one

when he does "get better", its still a total change from who he used to be

he definitely keeps his friend circle tight and dating isnt even on the table, and wont be for a long time.

fuck it probably takes him another 15 years to get over you.

all he knew for the last 15 years of his life was you, and now he has to do without you so its hard.

some days he falls apart again, because things are so much harder now that he has to take care of himself in every way possible

you reopened his trust and abandonment issues...

he has a date with olivia rodrigo and conan gray (see above for playlist)

when everyone finds out you eloped with baxter they lose their fucking minds

your ma doesn't even text or call you. you can't even hear her in the background when your mom calls because she can't believe you'd elope to him after all this, no matter how much time goes by...

your mom feels hurt again. it just makes everything so real and she feels sick thinking that baxter is now her son-in-law

your sister calls to yell at you. its less than a 5 minute phone call, she just can't believe you married him...

lee doesn't bother sending any congratulations, doesn't even like your pictures on social media. the next time she texts you she blames it on work, and thoroughly avoids talking about baxter

you better hope miranda and derek don't see it.

derek was certainly the most peaceful when the break up happened, but he would definitely unblock you just to tell you how disappointed he is and he definitely cusses at you.

""i can't believe we were ever friends.""

terry is angry too, but he cries more than anything

he misses having all of you together, this just reopens the wound of how things turned out...

if and when cove finally sees or hears the news, if this happened soon after your breakup he would lose his shit.

if you elope soon after breaking up: it takes everything for him not to throw his phone.

he definitely goes to the gym for a bit to work out some energy. he's so sad but most of all he's angry

that should've been you getting married but you're with him instead.

if you elope later after breaking up: it hurts for awhile. but it doesn't tear him up as long as it did when you broke up

but the first night he does look at your smiling face and he misses you.

in the morning he's talking to his dad and he does realize that its better like this

that you just decided that baxter had everything you needed, and its not cove's fault

he hopes you're happy with yourself

unfortunately, this isn't a bad bone in cove's body to wish you ill.

but he does hope you aren't as happy with baxter as you were with him <3

if he runs into you for any reason, maybe because your moms finally let you come over or you happen to be in town or something

cove smiles at you...

it's unsettling

especially since this is the first time you've seen him since the breakup and its been years

you start talking a bit, you with very big eyes and a shaky voice

cove used to be so sensitive but now that he's in front of you again he seems so unaffected...

"y/n." "y-yes?" your heart is jumping in your chest... "i hope you're happy now." you pause, looking down and twisting your wedding band on your finger. "i dont know... some days i'm happy enough, but most days i.. i think about the what if's...." cove nods. somehow he feels satisfied hearing that, but he'd never admit it. "well i hope you can get over it, you made your decision so you need to make it work. goodbye y/n..."

in the end cove is so much stronger, of course he's still vulnerable with people, he's still a crybaby but the walls he's built around himself are high and it took a lot of therapy for him to get over the betrayal

when cove does start dating again and if he gets married especially, your mom's are in the pictures...

he looks so happy, so does cliff and kyra

if your mom's are in the pictures, especially the wedding pictures, it saddens you because you have no pictures of your family with baxter, it doesn't matter how many years go by.

hopefully you're happy with your decision <3

#our life: beginnings & always #olba #cove holden #baxter ward #our life baxter #cove holden x reader #baxter x reader #baxter ward x reader #cove our life #our life cove #cove holden x mc #cove holden angst #baxter ward angst #angst

[transgender2dd7]

me when i have to accept the fact we live in a society

this post will prbly be a long stream of consciousness slowly devolving into nonsense jokes. also i dont have any word suggestions or autocorrect so i may misspell shit horribly (using a physical keyboard rn) and my left arrow and top arrow no worky so if i wanted to correct somefin i have to either erase a whole lot of stuff and then retype it, or temporarily use phone built in keyboard which sometimes takes a while to pop up when im using several apps at once 👍 youve been warner or whatever

ive been doing really Bad recently.

so. when i spent like, a couple weeks, maybe more, on barely being alive and having flashbacks and other such fun activities, i figured out im a girm. many such cases. and then i didn't exactly mention that because i am insane i mean neurodivergent and i do not like living in a society. i do not like mildly inconvenienicing people for my own comfort. i'm like if the joker was a doormat

after some time i decide d to like, mention that but in joke form, bc im deranged, and thats like mostly it. mine pk profile still has the displayname BEN and no information other than name and profie pilture, as ive already said im like the joker was a doormat, you want know how i this insane? sharp hamburger. anyway

thi s is not really related to the earlir mentioned stuff but i basically have no traits none at all. at first glance i appear like a person or something similar but then you lightly knowkc and it clearly souds like an empty shell. ohh look at me i go on 4chan aand game zelda play game, i fuck self checkout machines and lie on the ijnterber, all p of th eeose things is struf canon BEN does, i experienved 0 charaacters delopment in my misierable life, whats even the point, kill everyonre NOW

i am soo normal. so fucking noemarl. i can funcion and i do not want to hurt others or myself.

forgot where i was going with this.

[whispersnightcinema]

August

Hmmmm well it's the golden 8th for us!

So many many things I want to type,

Let's start, everything is going well I guess,

I mean yes it's great!

I finally confessed to him and told him that I was in love with him he goes

" I know, I was just wondering why you didn't tell me sooner, I love you too. See it's not such a big deal"

Uhm...... okay so I tell him that I'm in love with him and that's his response. I freaking teared up after I told him and to hear him say it back made me smile. I was so happy that this thing that's been so heavy in me without saying it has been killing me!

Look it took me a while to say it, I kept choking on my words, I was giving him all the reasons of why and how I was feeling about how solid things are going. He kept digging it out of me, I told him it's hard to sleep because this thing on my mind is keeping me up at night.

He goes what is it? And I was avoiding it... I told him It's nothing bad it's like cotton candy and unicorns and rainbows.... hmmm

Also it goes against the rules in everything I live for, my #1 rule of my lifestyle as Foxwolfie... but it's good...

So I told him that "I'm so fucking in love with you, I've been in love with you since the 3rd month"

He said, I know.

I'm like "why didn't you tell me to just at it already."

And he goes, " I didn't think you were going to actually say it."

I told him to imagine me in the corner of my couch with the throw blanket over me like a fort, and a giant heart bubble just bursted and a bunch of heart bubbles everywhere... he giggled but like I had this crazy electric shock go through me, my hands were all sweaty and shaky... exhales**

ANXIETY!!!

Gosh oh my gosh I'm in 🥰 like this is such an incredible fucking feeling!

I've never felt this kind of love before, I'm just so so happy. I'm like still in shocketh mode that it happened.

I told him I rather tell him in person, but he said why not just tell me now so I can process.

I told him that I honestly wanted to tell him in person so we can just have passionate sex afterwards because it's romantic as fuck!

But no I had to tell him in the phone.

Next day....

So I call him and we talked more about it, I ask him how he felt when he heard me say it

He said "it's hard for me to describe"

Side note: I forgot to mention that he also said he doesn't know what his feelings are capable of

So I said okay for me it's a 10. What level of in love are you with me!? He says 8. 🙄 uhm...... okay so I love him more?.. this is why I hate these feelings and having these emotions. I only wish that he loves me just as much! Sigh... I mean I appreciated his answer honestly I really do...

I'm just a huge hopeless romantic and I want to do all the cute gushy shit, but a part of me feels like he's not really into it... I'm not sure how to start without being all extra, it makes me nervous.

Because he isn't romantic and I prbly just get some basic reply like "awe" or some type of emoji.

Ahhhhhhhhh Frustration just insert dial up internet sounds please... just do it! Lol. Fml.

We don't talk too much on the phone until I told him that when we are on the phone, I feel like I'm talking to myself because he just says one worded answers, when he's around the guys and most of the conversations are sexual or he doesn't want the guys to hear our conversations.

I was on the phone with him on Sunday and just told him I'm going to hang up! He said he'd call me after but I just hung up and didn't really hear that part. (I was so annoyed omfg!)

So I texted him " tbh I'm trying and I'm really tired just gettng on the phone with you at night because like we really don't even talk about anything like I feel like I'm taking to myself half the time"

He goes " well im watching an intense movie and I said I call you before I go to bed"

Me: "okay that's fine at least you'll be talking back"

Him: "I like just chillin with you on the phone but obviously there's situations where I can't talk back or where the conversation isn't one I can have around my guys"

I sent him a thumbs up Foxwolfie emoji.

We did talk that night... he said that he'll just call me when he can get away from everyone so we can have our talks, and that he feels it's like we're hanging out while I'm in his ear... I mean that's cool and all but I rather not listen to things going on, I just want us to talk and have vocal communication, our texts have been better I mean after that night I told him I loved him I woke up with a smile like I was floating on clouds all day. Heart bubbles everywhere...

Sheeesh why am I like this!!!

I finally said it out into our universe, it feels different... sigh but I'm scared so fucking scared.

I don't want to get broken again. I hope he doesn't and he wants to keep me forever... like I want him forever. Foxwolfies are forever!!!

But yeah I tend to not think of the negative because I want to stay happy and lately I haven't been... I'm still frustrated sexually and I miss physical touch and affection. It's driving me fucking crazy!

Like please hurry up and book me a flight master so we can just destroy one another over and over again. Just miss him so much. So fucking much!

I can't believe I'm in love. ... I hate it! Ugh... my heart it's like... so full but really I'm going to step back a bit and pace myself. It's just better this way.

[ohbellamy]

#talk about iconic  #such a dork

#b99edit #b99vid #fanvid #jake peralta #brooklyn nine nine #itsbrooklyn99 #b99network #prbly forgot some but what can i do #myvideo #fanvideo #the compilation we all needed i guess

[dclleyes]

hello, idek what to write here anymore djsddssd  but i’m back at it again, bringing you my last child and the least dumb out of the bunch of dumbos, miray ! unfortunately, she’s a darkling stan and thinks he has some valid points, i won’t even comment on that... as usual if you’re interested in some juicy plotting hit the like button or just message me ! 

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[ miray stoskaya ], a [ twenty-seven ] year old human. she is a a [ oprichniki ] and are known as the [ clean slate ]. they are known to be [ balanced ] and [ vacuous ] and vaguely resemble [ özge yağiz ]. 

- miray did not always carried the name stoskaya. like many of the other kids of the orphanage she had better things to worry about than a surname. truth to be told, unlike the other orphans she was quite lucky.  a couple of noble descent took a interest in miray and decided to take her with them

- when miray would ask why they chose her out of many other orphans, there were always two versions of the story. one of them being the truth and naturally the other the lie. miray would only know the latter for a long time. what they’d tell her was that they were simply charmed by her. big, dark-brown eyes untouched of dullness. little miray with her glittering eyes. however, the truth was much more blunt than that. truth was, they knew that her biological parents were grisha. hearttenders. so, what they assumed was that she’d be born a heartender as well.

- they were using her but they didn’t feel bad. after all they showered miray in luxuries and perhaps even what one could call their very own version of love. they taught her how to protect herself and much to their joy miray was excellent. so the hope that one day she’d be outstanding only grew more.

- and miray wouldn’t notice their parents greed until her sibling would be born. it was an surprising and unexpected pregnancy as everyone assumed her mother would never carry a child. yet, she did and the day her little sibling would be born was also the day miray stoskava would die.

- ( she didn’t die, i wanted to make that dramatic )

-  miray’s parents expected the same from her younger sibling. they were supposed to be perfect like miray ( or at least was expected to be ). they thought by playing them off against each other their potential would unveil. their parents didn’t make a secret out of their expectations but also they just expected that both would turn out equally well. truth to be told, this thing somehow became a whole show. a show that everyone participated in and could watch. that is why they wanted their testing this grand thing and thus refused having miray tested earlier and instead she was supposed to be tested with her younger sibling. they would even organize a (whole-ass) gathering for the day they were supposed to be tested.

- their parents were .. invested. so invested that they seemed to be busy with anything else but their own children. although they were supposed to be the main character of their obsession. her sibling acted up a lot, they were starved for the affection of their parents. miray however, just became numb. she needed to focus on perfecting her skills, and then she’d somehow earn her parents’ love back.

- skipping to the testing and the probably most important event. it turned out that miray wasn’t even a grisha to begin with. much to her parent’s shock of course. her sibling however, turned out to be one. from this day on, miray was treated as non-existent. despite of how excellent her combat skills were. she was an investement that proved to be unworthy of their time. however, they just couldn’t get rid off her. so they just planned to marry her off and hope that they would deal with her.

- miray hoped that their parents indifference would just be a phase. however, while her sibling would be brought to all these important events, miray was treated as nothign more than some accesorry which was supposed to make her sibling look good.

- it took her a long time to realize that that nothing would change. so she just ran away. no plan, no good bye letter and some expensive jewellry she could sell. it was a stupid plan to begin with. and a young women wandering around in her expensive garment was the perfect victim for an attack. 

- she didn’t know who attacked her, all she tried to do was to defend herself. indeed, miray’s combat skills were excellent and she was able to fend off a good bunch of her attackers but even for her it was difficult to win against a group of skilled fighters.

- luckily, she got help from some grisha and that is also how she got to the little palace ( i’m too lazy to write all of this out ). with them having witnesed how she fight most of the attackers off, she’d soon be offered a position as an oprichniki and she accepted it, after all she turned from a noblewomen into a peniless orphan again.

personality

- miray appears to be quite intimdating at first sight. it might be the oprichniki uniform combined with the tight sealed lips and  stoic expression adorning her features, however miray is surprisingly soft-hearted and some might even say naive, when one gets close enough to her to make her talk. having spend most of her life rather sheltered ( despite the pressure their parents put her under ) she doesn’t have the best social skills, barely knows what to say and therefore chooses to be quiet. yet, she enjoys the company of people ( as her job as an oprichniki doesn’t really allow her to socialize ) despite of their intentions. she honestly believes that people always have good intentions so she can be swayed easily (rip: so basically she’s a big dumbo people seem to be afraid of bcs they think she’s dangerous)

headcanons / misc

-  when miray ran off her parents were able to track her by the jewellery she sold. they know that she is at the little palace and even send her a good amount of money for quite a time, thinking that she’d return soon. however, miray told them that she wouldn’t and so they just stopped sending money. as spoiled as miray grew up she thought that she’d be fine but ended up completely overestimating her budget and spend all of it within a week. she might or might not owe some people money, however she forgot whom she owed money too and bcs they were scared of miray they just decided to keep quiet. 

- miray is a big animal lover, she talks to them a lot and gives them names. she would probably think that bird thing that attacked them was cute....

- unfortunately, miray seems to be quite fond off the darkling ( rip ), maybe it’s just bcs its her job to protect him, thus she thinks they have some connection but she genuinely believes that the darkling is that well-meaning guy who will protect them... she might or might not have a crush on the darkling ....

connections ( my head is empty )

ex-fiancé/e ( bcs i want something angsty, prbly will send this in as a connection when i’m not feeling lazy but pls gimme ) : they were supposed to marry ( so miray’s parents could get rid off her ) before miray ran off. perhaps, they had some sort of connection and did care each about each other at some point, however when miray just left without saying anything they started to question whatever they had before (i just want angst that’s it)

friends: this is very vague, but maybe someone who was intimidated by miray but learned that she is a big softie, someone she used to know from her life back then, etc.

random: but just people who she owes money to, i just think that’s hilarious

people she knows from her time @ the orphanage or just people in general she used to know before she became an oprichniki

my head is empty but i’ll update this later sddjdssd

#template credit is linked in the source !!!! #ravkahq:intro #(( me trying to sum up miray : she's boring - basically ... ) #her parents are so dumb tbh #they just wanted to create some reality show.... #The way this got worse BCs a clown is tired djjddjdj #heading to bed now kkknheai

[hajime-isayama-official]

I had an online friend. We have been talking for some months,every single day. It was like a habit to me to talk to him. I couldnt sleep if I hadn't texted goodnight,etc. I really liked his company and we were really good friends.. My low self-esteem and my hate for myself prbly pushed him away..I was complaining sometimes about myself..He just stopped replying to me one day..Its my fault,as always

Stop that! Maybe he is busy or just forgot to reply or whatever. This stuff happens a lot and it doesn’t have to be because of you. A healthy way to approach this would be instead of saying “I keep pushing people away because I suck” to say “My negativity seems to push people away, what can I do about it.” Sure, having someone around who’s negative all the time is exhausting, and I don’t think it’s something you can change from one day to the other, but pitying yourself won’t make it better either, as harsh as it might sound. Learn to like yourself, get therapy, get medication, whatever you need, depending on what the core of your problem is. Don’t let it rest with “I suck so people don’t like me”, you already know the source of the problem, so take it and try to eliminate it over time. Allow yourself to acknowledge your good sides, your talents and your efforts. Remember that you’re unique and remember that there will always be people who love you, just because you didn’t met them now doesn’t mean they don’t exist. Okay this might all sound very much like I’m trying to invalidate what you feel like, but sometimes you just need a kick in the butt. As I said, I don’t think you can change this stuff in a week, probably not even in a year, but you can start slowly and take measures. I love you, you little seedling and I hope you’ll be fine. 

#unrelated ask #iwishiknewhatimdoin

[markwhyareyousodaddy]

Roommates (Part 1?)

Summary: When you’re forced to rent out your extra room, Im Jaebum was the last person you expected to have to share your living space with… luckily, he keeps things interesting.

Genre: romance, hot roommate (I think i just made up this genre???), prbly smut later tbh (sorry)

Word Count: ~1000

A/N: Hey guys/gals/all!!! Okay so this is my first ever like real original content so it may be a lil rough but let me know what you think and all that fun stuff!!! I’m thinking about continuing it and adding some… ya know… but it will all depend, so for rn it’s all pretty chill.  Also special thanks to @jaybleep​ bc Julia helped motivate me enough to do this and I 10/10 recommend following her if you don’t already!! 

UPDATE: Part 2 is now posted! 

UPDATE (AGAIN): So is Part 3! (and now Part 4!) 

“No, really, it’s fine Jen. I completely understand. I could never ask you to turn down a job offer like this,” y/n said, sighing into the phone.

“I’m so sorry,” Jen began, “I feel awful backing out on you like this, especially knowing how steep the rent is going to be without me”. She allowed her fingers to absentmindedly trace the rim of the coffee mug sitting in front of her while apologies continued flooding through the phone. After being inseparable since 6th grade, the two were both excited to finally share a small house together. It took months of searching, but eventually they stumbled upon the perfect place… well, what was the perfect place.

“It’s only for a little while, I promise. My boss says the move will be a year, max. Then I’ll come back and we can live the way we’ve been planning to!” Jen chirped, her speech optimistic and excessively bright. Y/n knew her friend’s overly happy tone was just a strategy she was implementing as an attempt to cheer both of them up, but it did bring her some comfort regardless. 

“You’re right, you’re right. I think I can manage for that long,” she teased, trying to hide the still-lingering disappointment from her voice. Jen had been working in the same accounting firm for a few years now, and had been offered a higher-paying position if she was willing to temporarily relocate to Cincinnati. The idea of being without her for such an extended period of time was difficult to think about, but y/n knew this was an opportunity of a lifetime for her best friend. 

“Thank you so much for understanding, y/n. You’re the best. I have to go, but text me if you need anything.” The friends exchanged quick goodbyes before hanging up on one another. She cleared her mug and now-empty plate from the table, dumping the remainder of the lukewarm coffee and rinsing her dishes off before placing them in the sink. Silence filled the air around her, and morning sunlight streamed in through the windows. Although the house was already beginning to feel a little more like home, y/n was quickly beginning to realize it wouldn’t be the same without her best friend there to share it. Deciding not to dwell too long on the phone call, she surveyed the floor littered with boxes before walking over and plopping down in the center of the chaos.

*** 

Four hours and twenty boxes later, a majority of the unpacking was done. Filled with a sense of accomplishment, y/n stood up and strolled to the freezer for a well-deserved serving of ice cream.  As she passed her phone sitting on the kitchen counter, she noticed a series of texts left over two hours ago from Jen.

I don’t know how, but I totally forgot to mention that I found someone to take my room in the house!! I’ve got so many things going on rn, it must have just slipped my mind. 

His name is Jaebum. I don’t know him, but he’s my older brother’s friend from college and needs a place to stay for a while I guess.  

Apparently he’s pretty cool and won’t cause too much trouble for you. He’s looking to move in tomorrow actually (sorry I literally suck, I have no idea how I forgot about this???), so just lmk if it’s alright with you and I’ll give him the okay

Y/n’s thoughts were soon clouded with worry. Before she’d even been given the chance to fully process the idea that Jen would no longer be her roommate, she was already getting a new one… and one of the opposite sex, for that matter. The idea of a guy living in such close proximity made her uneasy. After all, she had been expecting to lounge around in her extra large pajama shirt all day on Sundays, and be able to walk freely down the hallway without pants on. Surely she couldn’t do those things with a stranger present. Even worse, the possibility of him being a horrible human being loomed in her mind. Granted, Jen’s brother usually had nice enough friends, but there was no saying what this one would be like. Before y/n got too lost in her own thoughts, she punched out a simple “sure” to Jen, deciding it would be best to let him move in tomorrow instead of waiting anxiously for a few more days. Fear overwhelmed her, and she nearly threw her phone across the room after hitting send, not wanting to look at Jen’s response and face the reality of it all. 

***

After a long night, y/n was jolted awake at 7:30 by the chiming of the doorbell. Dragging her feet, she shuffled down the hall, wondering who in their right mind would want to move in this early in the day. When her hand finally brushed against the brass knob of the door, she flung it open.

“You know,” she began while yawning and clearing the sleep from her eyes, “you didn’t have to…” her voice caught mid-sentence as she suddenly forgot how to breathe. Standing in front of her was a man slightly taller than average height, combing his dark hair back with his fingers, which were adorned with a few silver rings. Although he was dressed in a simple blue t-shirt and dark jeans with a black backpack casually slung over his shoulder, he still looked like something out of a magazine. He waited to see if she would finish her statement before awkwardly clearing his throat and offering his hand.

“So… I’m Jaebum. You must be…”

He was stunning, almost too much to take in at once. His even skin was a light toffee color with a slight pink tinting the full lips that graced his face. She noticed several hoops peppering his ears while his narrow, deep brown eyes gazed intensely at her, waiting for the response she should have given thirty seconds ago instead of observing him like he was a piece of classical artwork.  

“Y/n,” she replied, practically choking on her words.

“Y/n…” he repeated tentatively, lowering his outstretched hand and giving her a concerned look. “Well, uh, nice to meet you I suppose. Is it alright if I start to move my things in, or are we going to stand in the doorway all day?” he chuckled. After a few more silent moments, she wordlessly stepped back and raised her arm, motioning him inside. 

#jaebum #im jaebum #got7 #got7 jb #jb #got7 scenarios #got7 reactions #kpop #original #!!! #igot7 #markwhyareyousodaddy #mwaysd

[dowoonerie]

inactive blog/hiatus(?)

Hello everyone, I hope you’re having a wonderful day. Just wanted to let everyone know, I will no longer be active on this blog. I added hiatus bc it’d be great to be back one day, but idk if that’ll happen soon. It might happen in some far future when no one remembers me anymore lol but who knows This blog will still be here if anyone wants to view my crappy gifs lol my crappy gifs that made me happy tho<3 ;u; 

It’s really sad that I feel like leaving bc that’s prbly one of the worst feelings I’ve had through this site and just in general. When people leave, it just hurts. I’m just a very sentimental person I guess. Idk if I’m going to be back so this is going to sound like a cheesy and sad farewell altho many of you can still contact me thru other means but:

@professional-kangaroo @thedarksideofthewoon who have shown me that you can meet angels on tumblr. I’m going to miss #TeamMatie SO MUCH! Even though, it’ll still exist and be well and alive in my heart bc I swear I’ll still talk to you guys on kkt ;u; But I’m going to miss our little tumblr shenanigans & just the little tags ;u; <3

@staticfiction​ aka @daysixdreams who I used to talk to for many consecutive days even. I miss you a ton, but I’m honestly so happy for you bc I know you’re doing great things. My first inspirit sunday buddy~ I hope you’re doing well~ I hope we talk soon bc I would love to hear what you’ve been up to.<3 :)

@jamieprotectionsquad​ who gave me an endearing nickname that just makes me so happy ;u; Thank you for being so sweet to me & sending me your adorable cacti & kitty pictures c: I really wish we could talk more.<33 Timezones just hate us ;-;

@seoulhite​ aahhh precious sana!!<3 who says she is nowhere near precious LOL why do I feel like I need to protect you little munchkin when you’re prbly more capable of protecting me?? xD I think I’ll always feel relatable to you bc Breathe has saved me in many ways too. ;u; Stay in school you adorable cupcake!! >u<

@chenmone who has been nothing but caring and kind to me<33 Thank you for being the amazing person that you are & always sharing with me your adorable birdie pictures that brighten up my day ;u; I know I’m not the best at replying sometimes or initiating conversation sometimes so I really appreciate how understanding you are<3

@13pjms who is honestly so fun to talk to~ what even is the metric system?? lol You need to fix your haunted printer ASAP girl. It’s going to eat you up one day I swear. I hope you’re doing well ;u; <3

There have definitely been many other people who have made me so happy on here. And just the many wonderful supportive pple in the fandom who are honestly just the sweetest: @wonpilimiri @everyday6 @jaechicken @swegchickenadventures @jaeparrk<3 I’m sincerely sorry if I forgot to mention anyone and to everyone on here I couldn’t become closer with because timing is a wreck in my life. 

From the bottom of my heart, thank you for being amazing to me. I will miss you. Stay healthy and happy. 

Your friendly neighborhood happiness activist,  ~Miyu

#thank you for being a part of this happiness #^-^ #just some special thank yous under the cut #take care everyone! #let's keep spreading happiness!

[sweeetandrea]

Taylor,

Heres the thing.

Your a pretty cool brother. But your a brother who can't keep it quiet.

You told my parents that I would sleep over at my bfs home, and that definitely wasn't cool. But it's fine, I forgive you.

I know sometimes you have a tendency of trying to break my spirit and kill whatever hope i have left for myself. You tried to kill my optimism for when I move out.

I wish I couls still trust you and tell you everything but the truth is I can't.

So I'm writting this stupid thing on this stupid app, bc I know you won't read it. Who tf uses tumblr still.

The truth is that you can't kill me. You can't kill what's been killed a million years ago. In high school people made sure they made me feel bad about myself. And I did but eventually i became emotionally numb and tired and things just didn't matter no more.

I grew up to know who tf I am. And no ones going to change that. Yes im happy with the man that I am with. I am over the moon about him. But I know for a fact that I don't need him to be happy bc im already happy with myself.

I got a tatto while you guys went to big bear. I felt alone. My family had went off to a mountain and my bf was doing his thing (i forgot what it was). I wanted to remember who I was. So what I did is what I do when I want a reminder.

I did something impulsive. I got a tattoo. It's a jellyfish btw.

I'm also moving in with my bf. And i know that's prbly the worst idea, but I want to say that I trust him. I do.

In order to make that happen though i had to get a second job bc i had no life savings and my parents want to take away my health insurance, so i gotta be prepared.

No. I don't work at a diner. I, in fact, work at a bar. I work at a bar in La Harbra. And the only ppl that know about it is Denise and my bf.

I don't talk to my sister anymore bc I don't think I consider her much of one anymore. Our conversations are very heavy when we talk now. And our arguments are blown way out of proportion. Don't get me wrong I love her and everything, but only from afar.

I hope things change for her. I hope she sees the damage she does with her words if she ever takes it too far with me. I hope she knows she's my high school bully.

I wish I could tell you these things bc your my best friend but I can't. Bc i can't trust you anymore. And I wanna say I'm sorry for that, but Idk i don't think I can do that.

And no. This isn't a goodbye thing.

This is me just telling you im okay. Reguardless of anything bad going on at home rn. I love my life. I love everything about it. I have loving parents, a wonderful bf who treats me with respect and gives me loyalty and tells me he loves me everyday, and i have a home, some bombass adventures sometimes. There's nth more I could ask for.

I love my life.

[sugar-omi]

saw a picture of this dudes chest having a heart made of hickeys on it and got thinking about doing that to cove as teenagers just for ur families to do a spontaneous beach day and now cove is keeping his orca shirt on and not swimming which is Weird so everyone is questioning him and he’s so embarrassed and torn between denying his weird behavior and just coming clean lolol 🤭

bonus if somehow his shirt does come off cause I think the reactions would be soso funny

-🗑️

omg yes yes yes I think I've seen that too ages ago im obsessed w hickeys they look so good... I'd definitely do that to cove (ive also seen ppl write their name/initials in hickeys n.... imagine that)

he takes off his shirt to change or shower, or maybe some ice cream got on it and he totally forgot about the hickeys n before you can figure out what to do he's alrdy taken it off....

and now your whole family sees the hickeys n suddenly it makes sense why he hasn't taken his shirt off...

cliff gives him an extra shirt and spares cove any more awkward birds n bees talk n just pats his son on the shoulder....

but omg lizzy and lee are having a field day making jokes and even ma or mom slip in a joke sometimes (ofc days after the trip, they prbly give you an earful abt that...)

but also can we talk abt leaving hickeys in a heart shape on coves chest??!?!!!

he definitely let you get carried away bc he figured he'd be going to see his mom soon so he can get away with avoiding any shirtless activities/occasions until then... only for that surprise trip to the beach

but he'd be so happy. you saw how he was in the wedding dlc n he liked when mc defends him or themselves from Jeremy so it's safe to say he likes when you do smth so bold...

arghhhh he'd prbly ask to leave hickeys on you too... he's a chest man so he'd prbly leave marks on your chest

even more likely to leave an obvious hickey if it's after the beach trip...

but also my mind is spinning w the idea of him leaving hickeys on your thighs.

after the first time you guys get intimate you prbly sneak around a lot, n cove always works you up by kissing n sucking on your inner thighs before he finally gets to where you want him

pls my head is reeling

[sugar-omi]

what are your general thoughts on step 3 baxter bc i was replaying OL1 and i trying hard not to cackle at the fact baxter is 19 years old in like 2016. bc all i can hear is halsey, p!atd, arctic monkeys when i look at him; it's giving tumblr, hot topic, that specific period of alt fashion. like he looks like a k-pop idol, but has a weirdly deep voice and overly formal way of speaking. like that is a rich sheltered gayboy emo nerd, not a suave daddy dom. his ass is grass and mc is gonna mow it. i'm saying i find his whole aesthetic ridiculous even tho i do have a soft spot for his fear of emotional vulnerability.

LMAOOO NO I READ THE HALSEY, P!ATD, N ARCTIC MONKEYS AND YOU LITERALLY DESCRIBED MY MUSIC TASTE IN 2016-18 PLS JUST ADD MCR AND I AM IN RUINS.....

OMG STOP "HIS ASS IS GRASS AND MC IS GONNA MOW IT" PLS I LOVE YOU YOUR /WORDS/ IM ACTUALLY CRYING

honestly the only reason i don't clown him is bc I think him being older is 🥵🫣 but yeah I had to laugh when they called me Pepe le pew and Victorian emo man

I was literally getting ready to go out the one day after playing the dlc, and was trying not to fuck up my eyeliner from laughing bc pepe le pew is abnormally funny n idek what or who that is

HONESTLY I WAS SO GRATEFUL WHEN HE CHANGED CLOTHES

I COULD GET BEHIND THE SHIRT BUT THOSE PANTS.....

take em off

OH NO WHAT DO YOU THINK HIS UNDERWEAR LOOKED LIKE.... ik in step 4 he had fall leaves on his butt but what abt step 3.... im afraid 😟

okay I totally almost forgot your question, thank god I read things like 5 times before I'm sure I'm not missing smth but general thoughts....

well first thoughts was "who tf is this flirting w my man🤨"

now it's "who let this vampire out the house" bc baxter is so pale... pls I feel like if I put a firefly on him he'd burn like?!)!&*!^!??

final thought: "are you still looking to be sandwiched" bc poly cove/baxter/mc sounds PERFECT for all my issues (will never recover from the dialogue being different if you have cove at fond or crush when you start dating baxter.....)

also I'd like to eat him, did I say that alrdy? well I'd like to shrink him n nibble on him

OH MY GOD THATS OFF TRACK OK STEP 3 BAXTER THO. ID LIKE TO GRAB HIS FACE N YELL AT HIM

knowing he's going to break my heart...... pls... 5 moments wasn't enough imma need reimbursement for this heartache

I wanna sneak into his condo and lay in bed w him and make him laugh until he falls asleep n then I wanna wake him up w breakfast and then I wanna go on a lil stargazing date n walk along the edge of the water, the water only touching his feet when the wave goes up shore

n I wanna find all his lil freckles and moles n count them n be all close n tell him he's pretty like the moon and I wanna put on some song idk the lyrics to bc it's some Spanish love song or smth and make him dance w me even tho the most I can do is spin I a circle and circle literally one hip

and I wanna take him on a long drive w his dumb metal music blasting n make him yell it out w me and I wanna feed him his dumb fries w pie or whatever it was and I wanna make him lay in the grass w me and I wanna go build a dumb sandcastle and get him a silly lil toy that's prbly meant for kids n giggle abt it for a stupid amount of time and when we get home laugh abt it some more and i wanna play my dumb instrument and sing him a dumb song n AKAJHAGA I JUST WANT A FUCKJNG COMING OF AGE MOVIE W HIM I AM JAGADFALAH LOSING MY SHIT

okay.

I'm normal 🧍 ... I like this man a Regular amount

#olba #baxter ward