#present alarm

[hooked-on-trout]

repost sorry i made some changes but it’s kitttty!!!!!!!

#total drama #total drama presents: the ridonculous race #total drama kitty #best girl alert #sound the alarms

[the-ephemeral-ethereal]

Theoretically, we are aware that the earth is spinning, but in reality we do not notice it: the ground we walk on seems to be stationary and gives no cause for alarm. The same happens with Time.

from In Search of Lost Time, Book 2: In the Shadow of Young Girls in Flower by Marcel Proust

#in search of lost time #in the shadow of young girls in flower #marcel proust #proust #the earth is spinning #solid ground #no cause for alarm #cause for alarm #time #time is flowing #the present #the flow of time #flow of time #time flows #notice time #pay attention to time

[merrysithmas]

my FAVORITE all time inane AU formula is "help something happened to santa and SOS somehow the cast of _____ has to deliver all the presents to the entire world/universe in one night"

and so now im picturing the SNW enterprise crew doing so w/kirk and Santa as some ubiquitous benevolent good tidings space entity

#santa isnt a coca cola capitalist in this au w are talking about yuletide winter spirit here #strange new worlds #christopher pike #defactor head elf: Una Chin Riley #lmao im picturing la'an like CAPTAIN there's a rottweiler in home 236 #uhura is like CAPTAIN LETTERS TO SANTA ARE ARRIVING AT AN ALARMING PACE #spock is like 'quantifying persons into a dichotomous list of Naughty or Nice is illogically oversimplified - and by which metrics am I #checking such list Twice?' #and then he continues to have his Vulcan/Human personality conflict (sorry spock) but the real elves love him #christine and erica and joseph are getting smashed on Good Cheer #sam and jim and working together as Chris' on-ground backup and sams like JIM YOU CANT PUT THE PRESENT THERE UNDER CARDASSIAN CUSTOM ITS #CONSIDERED AN INSULT TO PLACE A GIFT BY A FIREPLACE #and jims on the comm like: Sam I'm Stuck In The Chimney - over

[revenantghost]

Also just general FYI: I'm gonna keep reblogging bookclub posts but I probably won't really be interacting like I normally do--it's absolutely nothing against anyone participating, and I love how insightful and amazing everyone is. But the spoons are gone and the grief is overwhelming.

#Yadda yadda #Ah grief my constant compainion #Legit tho #I know someone suddenly not interacting how they used to can be alarming #But I just don't have the energy to be... present? #If that makes sense???

[nipuni]

I've been following you for years at this point and I love your stuff, 10/10. So I thought it would be funny to tell you I've been calling you Nippy to everyone. Like, I know how to say Nipuni but I just call you that.

🥺❤️❤️❤️ Thank you so much!!! jksahdsagf Nippy is cute tho!! I've been called nipples before 😭

#a female presenting nipple sound the alarm #nips replies

[daz4i]

born to sleep forced to wake up

#scheduling this for when my alarm is set actually #good night from my past self and good morning from my present self 👋✨️

[f10s]

mizushiho delusion

#mizuki akiyama #shiho hinomori #prsk #today i present to you my ship art of characters who to my knowledge have never interacted #i just like them so i am forcing them together #i just think mizukis playfulness on the outside but a bit of inner seriousness and shihos serious exterior and softer center #makes a great pair #so its like idk. theyre both serious about each other but mizuki is better at showing it #thanks for coming to my ted talk #also in my mind shiho loves loose clothes like this. also a transmasc shiho thinker. hope this helps #ALSO YHE CONTEXT OF THIS . is that mizuki made the excuse of waking up shiho to remind shiho to take care of his virtual rabbits #even though shiho already sets alarms … that kind of thing

[grinchwrapsupreme]

being super normal about White calling Billy "a dreamer"after the events of Maybe No Go

#truly alarming amount of tags on this post don't click read more fr #the venture bros #pete white #bily quizboy #billy whalen #idk man the way they balance each other is really interesting #the things they agree on and disagree on are almost arbitrary #'you can't put mouthwash in a cookie' 'trust me' vs 'we should spend 10 mil on a motorcycle instead of housing' 'that's such a cool idea' #billy trying to pep white up about the ball #'this was your dream too' like come on dude when have pete's dreams ever worked out #when have yours #'what are we gonna do now billy?' 'we'll cross that bridge when we come to it' #baby the bridge has never been more present #ALSO white calling billy the dreamer when HE'S the one who pushes so hard for things #billy has dreams that might not be realistic but they give him hope and he works around the way the world works to make things happen #like being a self-taught surgeon and believing in a magic ball #pete has dreams IN SPITE of what is realistic and he will mold reality to be what he wants in order to make it happen #like fixing the quizshow and pretty much everything that happened in invisible hand of fate #and they both have disabilities that affect them in vastly different ways and impact their relationship with realistic goals #like billy's hydrocephalus being presented to the audience as mostly a social issue for him and the hand and eye being marks of trauma #rather than like an actual block for him beyond needing to tune the hand up every now and then #vs white's albinism making him physically unable to be in direct sunlight and making him actively fearful of doing certain things and #being certain places #to be clear i know the actual effects of hydrocephalus as well as the hand and eye but this is based on how the show presents it #like billy took these things about himself into account and went ok these are part of my reality and i will work with them #and pete took his reality and went ok i will cover it up with fake tan and wigs or sunscreen and hats and make reality what i want it to be #and that's what makes them a good team!! that's why they science together well #it's also why they argue so much #accepting reality and playing within its constraints vs hating reality and changing it to suit you #these are the hallmarks of scientific progress

[hussyknee]

The OCD urge to convince everyone that you're not a good person really.

#it feels unreal to me that it's not obvious to people what a five alarm trashfire the inside of my head is #it's a fucking warzone in here. people are dying. blood everywhere. things on fire #this ends up presenting itself in seething passive aggression‚ virulent rants at the drop of a hat and randomly exploding at people #but most of it happens at home or with disparate people and places #so a casual observer who isn't targeted and doesn't disagree merely thinks Im being snippy #instead of acting like bear caught in a trap #people see your highlight reel not the behind the scenes footage #so when they still like you despite how toxic you know yourself to be #it feels like you're being disingenuous somehow #the baseline ocd existence is believing you're the reason for humanity's downfall and a plague on the earth #and desperately hoping that nobody finds out but also that people do find out so that you can stop being terrified of being discovered #actually ocd #ocd #scrupulosity #knee of huss #mental illness #mental health

[black-and-yellow]

Pretty Vacant

#forgot his collar studs x #that's ok #not to alarm you but I've been listening to Weezer they're not that bad #i only know 3 songs but Buddy Holly is honestly kind of a jam #not as good as Wild Alien Baby but what can you do #bnha #mha #hizashi yamada #present mic

[arsonist-chicken]

hehehe fourth day in a row I've slept until 5pm because I fucked up my sleep rhythm staying up until 7am but probably more likely because of the ✨curses✨, but at least today I finally saw some sunlight again by walking to the store to still make it before they close. this is fine.

#the curses are mental illness aka depression or whatever idk man just give me some energy to be able to live my everyday life #i mean i thought i was getting sick on tuesday evening so i already planned to not go to uni on wednesday #also because i hadn't done a presentation but i really thought i was getting sick too #and it's been downhill from then #the last two nights i said to myself at lik 6am i'll sleep four hours now until 10 so i have the day to work and then can actually sleep #normal again but either i didn't hear my alarm or i turned it off and woke up again when it was still light outside #but close enough to already the sun setting that i was not gonna get any sun #the psychologist who did my adhd exam said i could start treatment with her but i'm a little wary of that #since my insurance still hasn't let me know if they'd partly cover that or if she's not in that system. idk how it works. #and also she's a psychologist not a psychotherapist #and no offense to my friend but i saw my friend studying psychology and becoming a psychologist after she finished her degree #and I don't think she'd be educated at all to actually offer therapy #she just does evaluations and such now but no therapy #and damn if I'm going to spend my emergency money on therapy because well it's not covered here then i at least want it to actually work #and actually be therapy. like working on the adhd and depression; not just an adhd coaching #that would have helped when i was in school or just starting uni but by now i definitely also need therapy for the depression that evolved #from all the issues. also maybe just brain chemistry idk. #mine

[leuchtturmhaus]

10 pm on a Sunday and I get the intense need to pull my live together

#I put all my clothes out already #I made a new alarm so I can wake up and drink a cup of tea in the morning instead of making one in school later in the day #I already put all my jewelry for tomorrow out #double checked if I had any assignment #started doing my skin care again this week #I'm almost done with Christmas presents #i started crocheting plushies and I think I might be God now #yeah

[kindasleepycryptid]

I accidentally dunked my phone in a pot of boiling water and now I have to wait until the port is dry to plug it in

My phone will not last the night at 7%

So here i am trying to figure out a 5$ alarm clock so i wake up on time tomorrow

#if i get to work late its not my fauly nor my responsability #i dont understand analog anymore and it makes me a little bit sad (and also presently furious because how is an alarm clock so complicated) #shut up dan

[mossflower]

i do not know how i consistently manage to keep waking up at half seven after drinking but i do appreciate it

#specially today. i have a ✨presentation ✨ to do like ew #no alarm either!! i can’t even wake up this early with the damn alarm #and i’m not hungover which is a fucking miracle. i was so pissed last night that i woke up next to my calculator #bc i’d tried to charge it instead of my phone. like girl #morganposting

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#so i survived my 1st week as a phd student. it's interesting. im not sure how i feel #the negatives are that i forgot how much stress being around people causes me. as a research assistant i was able to be on my own schedule #and go into the lab at odd hours so i never had to see anyone. but now im in classes and teaching and have a shared office #classes are tolerable stress wise so long as im sitting on an edge. i only feel a lil like im dying. teaching makes nauseous beforehand. #which is odd bc im not really worried while im doing it or before im doing it. i thibk its just that i have to interact ans i kno im a #mediocre teacher bc id rather die than do the back and forth of asking questions and u should teach interactively #i like to break down complex idea and help people with problems but i was not build to teach in classrooms. i get knocked off points when #i give class presentations bc i cant make eye contact lol. so that'll b annoying this semester. and its just so hard to function in an #office space. idk its weird like i dont even feel it that much while im there its just like a flashing *i need to leave* alarm. and then #when im alone its like a physical weight off of me. and i cant tell if thats what's draining my energy or if ive just cycled into a low #energy lul bc im just like. i wanna sleep. and for me thats always a sign that somethings wrong. i dont feel that bad mood wise but its #like there's a rock weighing me down as im trying to tread water. so those r the big negatives. the positives r that #i do enjoy being back in school. i love the structure of it. but im also self destructive abt structure so well see how it goes. but my #lab mates seem nice as does my advisor. i feel a bit bad bc ill have to learn genome stuff from the ground up. and today i was trying to #convey ideas to him like an insane person. bc i dont have enough background to talk fluidly abt my prospective project and i have a picture #of what i mean but not all the details. hopefully i made some sense. i think the idea is cool. and thats the other really positive thing. #the papers i have to read associated with this project r waaaaaaaaaay more interesting than anything i ever had to read for my masters. like #they're the types of papers i would force other ppl to read for lab meetings. so im optimistic abt not hating it by the end haha #yay for being excited abt science. but i guess thats the other thing i feel bad abt. like im interested but haven't read a lot to prep bc #i cant express how difficult dyslexia makes things but also i cant control how interested in things i get so i bassically banned myself #from reading papers im actually interested in like 3 years ago bc in retrospect i was prob going thru a hypomanic episode #and i was like reading papers abt microbes in Antarctica all day and not working on my stuff. and i just remember walking into the lab at #like 5am to trasfer alage with tears streaming down my face bc i was just like. i cant have this nice thing and b functional. it has to stop #so i just created this weird barrier in my mind where im not allowed to read fun papers. so its odd to b reading them now for work. its odd #also i was walking to my office worring abt things and then i saw some moss growinf around the edge of the sidewalk and it made me wanna cry #bc i am an extremely normal individual. i have normal feelings abt photosynthesis. but anyway yeah. its been interesting #hopefully ill stay optimistic. next week we have a orientation for new grad students. and i might have to drive like an hr away. hate that #the driving i mean. not the orientation. that should b fun #unrelated

[queertemporality]

truly wouldn't be the night before a math final if i didn't manage to stumble into some unexpected horror

#post #well sometimes it's good to comb back through the evidence so you can say 'huh! it really was as bad as my body seems to remember' #and perhaps i could stand to be a little less hard on myself -because my brain is not simply attacking itself for no reason #like. okay! it's been five years and we probably dont need to do that in this instance. but i do see why you put that alarm system in place #and i get it. i get where you're coming from. and i'm sorry i forgot. you were right. it was absolutely that bad. #but it's not happening anymore. and maybe let's hold hands and you can come into the present with me #and we can both be comforted by How Much That Is No Longer Happening