#pretend the total clumsiness is uhhh part of the Charm that is so integral to my brand all the time

[unproduciblesmackdown]

well once again i’ve sat and made a clumsy gif from stuff i already drew that i’d just especially visualized in motion…another little contribution to whomever from whomever this is [me]

#pretend the total clumsiness is uhhh part of the Charm that is so integral to my brand all the time #like how the original color of the lineart flickers in a bit despite my using a 300px brush to make it the dark purple...round of applause #ah well the important thing is that i've forgotten how long i've been working on this...i don't look at the clock with these things but it's #been at least uhhh 8 hrs. probably close to 12 but with my terrible focus that never means a full 12 hrs of work #corned beef #froster #idk...i think green is a sweet color but maybe that's just my pastoral inclinations. but any color is whatever we say it is so #since it took so long i inevitably had something drudge up nervous/gross feelings for a min...you know how it is if you know how it is #went and watched a horror movie to either vent the tension or just distract from it for long enough to get into some other mood #i have one of those special depression weeks or whatever...i'm extra depressed on top of being extra depressed on top of being #depressed for probably most of my life...least i can do is let myself make a gif that's been sitting in my head since i drew it #that whole page was mostly just me trying to put movement into some form of paneling #and like i said...always but especially recently if i have a whim of something i'd like to make i just go ahead and make it. might as well #emkay