Got a B in Astronomy, wearing my bfs long underwear, and bought myself a new hand pipe as a reward ✨ life’s been pretty good if not exceptional to me. The turn around of where I was to where I am now in less than a year is amazing. I could cradle my own heart and kiss it infinitely for sticking together and never hardening.
{side note: my tolerance has gone down a fair amount, and I can’t put my finger on why that is. I can’t share a blunt without falling asleep right after..I still have a nicotine habit that frustrates me every morning I wake, but to be smoking less and using less to cope is measurable and I celebrate it.}
{{I find myself wanting to decent from a high place and remember every strand of reality glittering on & on}}
Hobbits aren't considered adults until 33. So if we decide 33 is the hobbit equivalent of 18, that means a hobbit's twenties is basically their wild teen years. Meaning Pippin, who is 28 when he leaves the Shire, is basically a 15-year-old trying his best.
There is space for you I promise. Take a deep breath and fill the air around you with confidence and conviction. There is always room for you. Don’t let your fears overcrowd what you’re prideful of.