fuck it friday
tagged by @daffi-990 @thewolvesof1998 💖
this time a bit more of the cheating fic - istg normally I'm not a big fan of those but this is soooo much fun to write haha (especially this buck, idk, i'm having a blast haha)
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“Wha- Where-” Eddie mumbles, confused, and Buck panics even more. Does Eddie not remember? That would be- worse, probably. Then he’d absolutely have to tell him, and he’s not ready for that conversation. Buck’s eyes are glued to the ceiling, but he feels Eddie moving off of him, propping himself up into a sitting position, his weight and warmth disappearing from Buck’s chest. He doesn’t immediately miss it. He swears he doesn’t. “Oh, fuck.” Eddie whispers after a moment, and the way his voice sounds so shocked and horrified, it’s safe to say he remembers. Or he figured it out, what with both of them being naked in bed and all that.
“Mhm. Well said.” Buck swallows hard, and licks his lips, and then he remembers getting to taste Eddie last night, got to kiss him, got to trace his lips all over his body, and- is he on fire right now? How is it this hot in here? He needs a cold shower. He needs to- he doesn’t want to, but he needs to scrub Eddie off of himself. Well, he does want to. He has to want to.
“We, um-”
“Yep.” Buck doesn’t let him finish. “That happened.”
“Shit.” Eddie exhales loudly, completely moving away and sitting up, making sure to take enough covers to cover himself from the waist down, but not too much so that Buck is still covered too – as if they didn’t see it all already. Buck still doesn’t look at him. “Fuck, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean- I mean, it’s not like I didn’t want to.” he rushes to correct himself, and Buck just needs him to shut up and not make this worse. He can’t hear that Eddie wanted him. Though maybe that makes this whole thing better? (...) “I just didn’t want it to happen like this. I’m sorry.” he repeats, and Buck can see him shake his head out of the corner of his eye.
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no pressure tags: @elvensorceress @gaydiaz @diazass @thebravebitch @silentxxsoul @shortsighted-owl @eddiebabygirldiaz @arthursdent @diazblunt @911onabc @eddiediaztho @housewifebuck @gayhoediaz @rogerzsteven @watchyourbuck @monsterrae1 @ladydorian05 @honestlydarkprincess @wildlife4life @theotherbuckley @weewootruck @loserdiaz @underwater-ninja-13 @hippolotamus @eowon @jeeyuns @disasterbuckdiaz @forthewolves @hoodie-buck @giddyupbuck @lover-of-mine @spotsandsocks @exhuastedpigeon @fortheloveofbuddie @jesuisici33
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if your ‘body positivity’ is “i’m sexy too” and not “why is my worth premised on my desirability” then it’s not actually positive. you are not revolutionary. you are not questioning or dismantling anything or bringing society closer to some utopian ideal of equality — you are trying to expand the hierarchy of beauty standards to include you. you are maintaining the beauty value system in the hopes of one day fitting within it. and that’s fine, we all do it (or, at least, i know i do), but you have to be aware that what you’re doing is not protesting against the unattainable ideals of beauty that govern our society, but trying to broaden said ideals so people might see you as having attained them
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[chiluc angel au]
lore drop! diluc always wears a translucent veil to cover their face, and bc of magic, it can't be blown upwards by the wind to reveal how they look. it can, however, be blown against them so ajax can see the contours of their features. all this does is make him more curious though.
open for better quality | no reposts | ID under the cut
[Image description: A three page traditional comic of a scene from my Chiluc Angel AU.
On the first page, Ajax washes dishes at the kitchen sink while Diluc sits on the couch behind him, reading a book. "You're always wearing your veil, even at home," says Ajax. "Why won't you show me your face, Master Angel?"
"Mortals cannot comprehend my appearance," replies Diluc.
A tiny Ajax face at the bottom of the page laughs a "haha" with furrowed brows.
On the second page, Ajax says, "Okay, so you're self-confident. But still, not even a little peek?"
"No, what I meant was-" Diluc starts.
On the third page, Diluc finishes his sentence with, "you would literally be blinded."
A serious air and gloom hang over the scene.
Ajax is silent for a moment, and then responds, "You know what? Nevermind then."
"A wise choice," says Diluc.]
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The funniest thing ever is when people like, automatically put in the tags of the previous reblog in their reblog. It’s especially funny to me because sometimes they’ll also put in my blog-specific tags like “not fish” and it’s like???? What fish?????
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ten songs from my top tracks playlist on shuffle <3 tag 10 people (that might be too many lol)
Thank you so much @neo-persephone for the tag! I love music tag games 💖
Angel of Small Death and the Codeine Scene - Hozier
Blood On My Name - The Brothers Bright
Dream Girl Evil - Florence + The Machine
bury a friend - Billie Eilish
NFWMB - Hozier
You Look Like Trouble - Lisa LeBlanc
King - Florence + The Machine
To Be Alone - Hozier
Ruin Your Night - Sorcha Richardson
Purge The Poison - MARINA, Pussy Riot
Tagging (feel free to ignore and apologies for any repeats!): @daughtersofbelleteyn @iftheshoef1tz @kataravimes-of-the-shire @ofduskanddreams @areyoudreaminof @envytheearth @highqueenmorrigan @elizarikaallen
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