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spacetravels · 7 months
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can someone call my therapist
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artbyalz · 5 months
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Until the stars align for us again 💫
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(I got the idea while reading https://www.tumblr.com/lovehugsandcandy/732174790719406080/like-a-ghost-into-the-fog-pairing-aerin-x-fmc
by talented @lovehugsandcandy )
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acourtesanofedgewater · 5 months
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Aerin romancers b2 ch8 moodboard
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votre-reveuse · 6 months
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the way mc & aerin finally kiss again at the same lake where they had their first kiss…i’m not okay
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zoeywades-spouse · 6 months
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I am not fine
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mavidraws · 3 months
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maybe you’re an old hobby i couldn’t quite give up
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gretchen-nightbloom · 7 months
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Aerin stans welcoming the Valax stans.
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starlight-starfury · 4 months
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Average Shadow Court meeting (ft corrupted Aerin)
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undermounts · 7 months
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and other forgotten things
Summary: One year into his imprisonment, Aerin receives his first visitor.
Or alternatively, my version of the ch. 2 prison scene because I wanted more angst and anger <3
Read it here on AO3
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Aerin is no stranger to envy.
He has spent his life wanting. Knowledge, affection, attention, power. Things he coveted but could never have from a family that did not want him, a kingdom that would not have him. Such was his lot in life, from the very beginning. He is Aerin Valleros, second son of the Gentle King, brother to the Crown Prince.
Or at least he was.
Now, Aerin is… well, he no longer knows what he is. A nobody, perhaps. Or worse than that, he is forgotten. He is a dark stain on a long and questionable legacy, the corrupt end to a line of corrupt rulers. He is an afterthought, a bad memory, an unwanted trinket that had long since lost its novelty, just another object to be tossed away with all of the other lost and broken things.
Aerin Valleros, brother to no one, heir to nothing.
And still, he wants. 
The thirst for knowledge—a most noble pursuit, his tutors had always said—has never waned. But affection, attention, power!—his ambition, his hunger, has been dampened. He has lived without each before, and he shall live without each again. He will do so gladly if it means he can have the one thing he now desires above all else: freedom.
A small window, set in cold, grey stone—his only connection to the outside world. The mingled chatter of people crossing the streets far below drifts up through the bars, too distant to be distinguishable. People, his people, living. 
In the hallway outside his cell, Aerin hears the scuffle of boots against ancient stone, the clink of armor, the whisper of fabric; his guards moving in another rotation. So soon? Aerin cannot help but wonder, questioning his own perception of time. How reliant he has become on the routines of his keepers, the punctual rotation of their shifts serving as his only means of marking the passage of time since he was left–discarded–in this cell a year ago.
Softly, distantly, he mourns, A year…
His name day–twenty one years now, he has lasted–came and went, alone in his cell. His father never even sent word, no acknowledgment that his second son–his only son, now–still existed. 
A metallic, shimmery noise, a dozen keys rattling together and then–click!
Aerin blinks as the door to his cell swings open. Too early for mealtime, his mind races, a tasteless bowl of sludge. 
All thoughts trickle out of his head as a figure enters his cell, clad in black leather armor, the scent of ash heavy in the air. For a moment, Aerin recalls volcanic fields and the constant presence of fear and agony all around him, but then his impossible reality reforms around him and he stares, slack-jawed .
“Iliana.”
Aerin does not mean to say her name, had vowed to never speak of her, never think of her again. But she is here, miraculously, cursedly, before him, in his blasted cell, a sight he never thought he would see beyond his dreams, his nightmares.
But it is in his nature to be wary, and life in court has taught him that deception is a means for survival. He stands, establishing equal ground, and lets his mask fall over him like a shroud.
“I wondered if you’d ever come and visit me,” he says evenly, each word pleasant but caustic. “It certainly took you long enough.”
How often, in the early days of his imprisonment, had he thought of this moment? At first, he dreamed that she would come to him, beg for forgiveness–how she had wronged him!– to proclaim her dedication to right this wrong, to free him, to undo the damage she had done. Then, as the days dragged on into months, and despair, desperation, and regret–the hurt!–set in, his visions of her shifted. She was vengeance: her blades, her bow, her fists–the arbiters of a swift and terrible justice, acting on behalf of herself, her brother, her friends, and Morella. Some nights, he even begged–let it be quick. 
It is hatred, it must be, he thinks, that threatens the stability of his bones now. And fear of her, the woman who had been his undoing. Everything that has come for him after is well-deserved; this he cannot deny, no matter how much it stings. His betrayal and hers, they are wounds he will never heal from.
And yet, Aerin is not prepared for the way Iliana winces. She had deceived him so thoroughly in the Dreadlord’s throne room, he sometimes forgets that she was not trained as he was to hide her emotions. They flit across her face now, pain and grief. Then, anger.
“Apologies, prince,” she snaps, her black leather gloves groaning in protest as she clenches her hands into tight fists. “I’ve been a little busy this past year.”
Aerin scoffs. “I’m sure you were. Celebrations and banquets in your honor must be exhausting.” He rolls his eyes, flinging the words at her like knives. “That’s the price you must pay for leading the life of a hero, I suppose. A heavy burden, you poor thing.”
“That’s not what I–” Iliana cuts herself off, eyes narrowing. She tilts her head and, oh, Aerin does not like that one bit, the way she studies him, as if she is looking right through him. Then, shockingly, pity clouds her face. “No one told you.”
Unease, slick and oily rolls through him. If the words come out a little harsher than he intended—well. Word from the outside world has not breached these walls in months. He is tired of being kept in the dark. “Told me what?”
Iliana takes a deep breath and turns away, her attention straying to the small window of his cell as she folds her arms across her chest. The silence drags on long enough and Aerin feels tempted to shatter it, to demand that whatever information she withholds be released. But then her eyes slide to him and she breathes heavily again, fingers curling against her arms. It occurs to Aerin that her posture looks less guarded and meek almost, like she is embracing herself, comforting herself.
And, damn him, his voice goes soft and careful. “Tell me what? What happened?”
To you. What happened to you? 
Iliana drops her arms to her side, then lifts one hand to her hip, searching. But whatever she is looking for, she does not find it, and her hand hangs limply in the air. “I was gone. In the Shadow Realm.”
Fear, shock, intrigue–it is a heady blend that races through him. Aerin takes a shuffling step forward, then halts. He does not know what he intends to do. Go to her? Comfort her? She certainly does not want that, not from him, and he does not know if he can bear it either.
“Why?” he demands instead, drawing a line down the center of his cell, a boundary he will not cross while she remains. “How?”
“Valax,” she answers, and the name clangs around Aerin’s skull with no small amount of dread. He knows it and knows to be wary of it. “She captured me. Experimented on me.”
“To what end?” he breathes out, blinking rapidly as spots cloud the edge of his vision. The Empire of Ash, playing their hand already. “Why you?”
Iliana’s gaze sharpens. “You know her.”
“Know of her,” Aerin corrects, shaking his head. “I never had the pleasure of meeting her.”
“Consider yourself lucky,” Iliana says shortly and turns away again. She drifts to the window, keeping her back to him as she says, “Before you ask again—I do not know why. I don’t remember much.”
Her falsehood rings clear in the air, Aerin can see it in her rigid posture, defensive and bracing. How? How had she ever deceived him, this orphaned elf from Riverbend, when she cannot even look him in the eye to lie?
He knows the answer: because he wanted to believe her.
Remember that night together in the forest glade? Our kiss? That was real, Aerin. And it’s still real.
He banishes the thought, grinds it under his boot, but something in him still aches, still yearns. She looks so unsettled that he decides to let her lie hold, something he will circle back to later. 
“Are you…” It is difficult, still, to force the words out. To ask this, it feels too much like an admission, an exposure of weakness. He swallows. “Are you well?”
Iliana whirls, and her eyes, glittering ores of emerald, cut through him. Whittling him down to the bone. “What do you care?”
Indignation flares up in him and he glares. “Do you think me incapable of compassion?”
She laughs, a cold and jagged thing, and slashes her hand through the air. She paces back to the entrance of his cell, her steps harsh. “Incapable? Perhaps. But I know better by now than to believe anything you do or say after you lied to us all.”
“Do not forget that you lied to me as well,” Aerin snaps, distantly aware of the guards shifting just beyond his cell. They are listening, he realizes. To report back to the king? To intervene and rescue Iliana if they deem him too dangerous, too volatile? They are listening, and political training be damned, he does not care. “That you would still have me. That we—it was real. You lied.”
He expects Iliana to shout at him, wants her to—her anger, he can bear—but she only sucks in a sharp breath between her teeth, her face at once stricken and furious. When she speaks, it is to the ground, the dusty slab of stone that spans the space between them. “It wasn’t a lie, Aerin.”
He barks out a laugh, full of anger and bitterness, because that is all he has, all he is, all that he can give. Anger, bitterness.
And regret. So much regret, he could drown in it.
“You don’t believe me, I don’t believe you,” he says coolly, forcing his voice to even out, despite how wildly his heart races. “Let us leave it at that.”
Iliana opens her mouth, then clamps it shut, looking for all the world like she might protest. But in the end, she only shakes her head, resigned, and leans back against the metal door of his cell. “Fine.”
“Fine,” he echoes and they lapse into an uneasy silence. It is the closest thing, perhaps, they will ever have to an accord.
Aerin takes their momentary cease-fire to truly study Iliana as she stands before him, glaring at her feet and refusing to meet his gaze. He still cannot believe that she is here, after all this time. Her black leather armor, he notes with grim consideration, is standard issue for Ashen warriors. Her blue skin is pale, but otherwise unmarred, save for the scars she already bore. No signs of physical abuse, or just the work of a really good healer.
An entire year in captivity. Gods… Despite it all, he is grateful that she does not remember much. There is no way to tell how she might have changed, how her spirit might have dimmed. No matter what he feels about her—hate, anger, sorrow—Aerin finds that he does not wish to see her harmed.
“When did you return?” he asks, breaking the silence between them with an easy question, a tentative olive branch.
Iliana eyes him warily. “This morning.”
“This morning?” Aerin starts at that, forgetting himself. For a stupid, pathetic moment, something flutters eagerly against his ribcage, although he squashes the feeling down. “I must be one of your first appointments, then,” he remarks dryly, tilting his head. “What brings you here?”
Iliana’s gaze hardens and her expression shifts into something like grim triumph. Aerin does not know where he misstepped but he gets the impression that they have entered a game and she already has the winning move.
“Tell me everything you know about the Ash Empire,” she demands, hands framing her hips. “And don’t pretend you don’t know anything. You already admitted to knowing about Valax.”
“Why should I?” Aerin waves a hand through the air, dismissive. “What would you offer me in return? You are clever enough, I’m sure you could find answers on your own.”
“Or I could get answers from you and stop wasting time,” Iliana bites out, pinching the bridge of her nose as she squeezes her eyes closed in frustration. Then, she drops her hand and fixes him with a look that speaks only to her exhaustion—with him, with the Shadow Realm, with everything. “You owe me. You owe me this much.”
He… supposes he does.
Aerin sighs heavily. Sharing knowledge is a task Aerin has always taken a shine to. Few things are more important than learning more, and helping others to learn. This attitude, he thinks, may be the best thing his tutors ever taught him. But the Ash Empire… The dark kingdom is a topic he does not relish remembering. 
Still, Aerin shares what he knows, some of it, at least. Foundational knowledge. The Ashen Empress is the true ruler of the Realm and the Shadow Court had been but a fledgling resistance to her reign, one whose hopes of success had been bashed repeatedly by failed attempts to take over the Realm of Light. He speaks briefly of his own role in the Dreadlord’s bid for power against the Empire, doing his best to tamper down any rancid feelings he still nurses about the entire ordeal.
Anything more, he must keep for himself. Future bargaining chips. Perhaps, if he can remain useful, well… Maybe not all is lost for him.
“With the Dreadlord dead, I imagine the Ash Empire is already hunting down any remaining members of the Shadow Court,” Aerin hedges as he wanders over to the window, drumming his fingers against the ledge.
He feels Iliana at his back, her attention heavy on him. “Sounds like the Empire will be coming for you next.”
She is right, he knows. It is a reality he has long since come to terms with, but still, the reminder sends a bolt of fear into his spine. His fingers go still against the stone.
“If the Ash Empire makes it to the Light Realm, they’ll probably take special care in how they eliminate you.”
What do you care? he wants to snap, spitting Iliana’s words back at her. Instead, he only shrugs, keeping his gaze trained on the city outside the window. Something like yearning tugs in his chest.
“So,” Iliana continues, her irritation with his disinterest bleeding into her voice. “It would be in your best interests to tell me everything.”
Aerin arches his brow, glancing over his shoulder. “What makes you think I haven’t?”
“Knowing you for more than five seconds.”
A dry laugh slips out of him and he turns around, leaning against the wall with his hands laced before him. “Planning to protect me, are you?”
“I’m planning to protect everyone,” Iliana corrects, rolling her eyes. “If I am to stand a chance protecting the Light Realm against the Empire, then I need to know everything.”
She is so… She is everything he read about, everything he dreamed of being as a child. A hero. 
He pities her. For her naïveté, for believing that she can fix every problem that comes her way. Almost as much as he envies it. She has never known true failure, not yet. When she does—and it is inevitable—then, she will understand. What she has now, her determination, her purpose—it cannot last.
Aerin looks away, running his hand through his hair. One more bit of information, he supposes, he can grant her. In his best interest, as she said. 
“There’s only one other thing, and to be honest, I didn’t believe it until I saw it myself,” he admits slowly, gauging her reaction. “The Empress has a terrible creature under her power. I caught a glimpse of it in the distance when I was bringing Nia to the Dreadlord.”
At the very mention of Nia’s name, Iliana’s expression looks almost murderous, like she might strike him down just for mentioning the priestess, but miraculously, she refrains. “What was it?”
Despite himself, Aerin shudders, recalling the undead creature, crafted of the seven hells itself. “Massive. Skeletal. A beast from nightmares.”
“How vague,” Iliana remarks, but Aerin knows the information has taken hold. She looks unsettled, certainly. Maybe even afraid. 
His answering smile is wry and almost apologetic. “I know. But it is unlike anything I have ever seen before.”
Iliana nods, seemingly satisfied with this information. “Thank you for telling me what you know.”
The look in her eyes makes it abundantly clear that they both know it is not everything, although for now it is enough. Maybe—Aerin curses himself for even entertaining the thought—she will come back for more. The idea lights something within him, although he does not want to think about what it means, what it says about his feelings toward her, everchanging and impossible to curb. It isn’t freedom, but it is something. How nice it would be, to have just a piece of the outside world come to him.
Desperation claws its way into Aerin’s chest and he hates himself for the way he caves, for how small his voice sounds as he throws out a lifeline, begging her to take it. “I don’t suppose… you might visit me again?”
Iliana’s expression is guarded, her response measured. “Maybe. I doubt I will even have a moment to breathe since the world needs saving. Again.”
That is… something.
Aerin tilts his head. Always playing the hero. “And must it always be you who saves it?”
He is not prepared for the way her shoulders slacken and she glances away. Gone are any traces of the bravery and determination she had brandished at him moments ago. What faces him now is only solemn acceptance, weary resignation to service. “Apparently.”
Aerin wants to tell her to stop, that it isn’t her problem to fix. But he would be a hypocrite. After all, didn’t he behave the same once, long ago? Believing that the realm’s problems were his to fix, if only he had the power.
And look where that thinking got him. Trapped in an old cell.
“Look, I can’t make any promises,” Iliana begins, her eyes flicking around the room as if she can’t quite look at him, but cannot settle her attention anywhere else. “Things between us are… I don’t know what they are. But I’ll try to visit again. I may need more information. So.” Her tone hardens, all business once more. “If you conveniently remember anything else?” She gestures to the guards outside. “Send word. Maybe I’ll come.” 
Aerin suppresses a smile, amused. “Sure. I hope you do.”
Iliana shoots him a look he can’t quite decipher, then turns away. As if expecting her, the guards unlock the door, revealing the torchlit corridor beyond. Aerin takes a steadying breath and is about to retreat to his cot when Iliana pauses in the doorway, looking over her shoulder at him. Aerin watches her hesitate, mouth opening and closing, and then—
“Do you regret what you have done?” she asks softly. “Wish that you hadn’t…”
Wish that you hadn’t betrayed me? Betrayed all of us?
Betrayed your brother?
Aerin’s breath is hard in his chest, something solid he cannot get out. Yes, he wants to scream. Yes to all of it.
“Would you even believe me?” Aerin asks earnestly, but he knows it is a fruitless endeavor.  “Whatever my answer.”
Iliana is quiet for a moment, thoughtful. But then she answers, “No. I suppose not.”
Aerin nods, closing his eyes as she slips out of the cell and the metal door slams shut behind her. He knew better than to hope for anything else. They did not trust each other. He did not think they ever would again.
The lock slides into place with a finality that quakes through his bones, sealing him back into this forgotten place, made for forgotten things.
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rosepetals1 · 6 months
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im kinda curious... do you guys think aerin has ever f*cked before or nah? feel free to discuss
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chanceisagoodboy · 3 months
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HOW DOES THIS FUCKING MAN ALWAYS MAKING ME SCREAMING AND CRYING AND BLUSHING GOOD LORD-
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fandomgamersimp · 5 months
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Aerin's letter was heart-breaking in many ways, very serious too- I know that...
But I've also just realised that- when it comes to my gameplay and the MC I made- railing an elf twink was apparently life-changing enough to sent Aerin on both a spiritual and a literal journey 💀
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artbyalz · 5 months
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𝘕𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵
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sophie-summer · 6 months
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This has been on my mind for a while, and after today's chapter, I feel even more certain. So here I go.
I understand that not everyone likes Aerin (and that's okay), but I think PB has done a great job with his character.
When I played Book 1 for the second time, I didn't feel like flirting with Aerin again. Maybe it was because of his betrayal or simply because his character didn't resonate with me the way it did 3 years ago.
Since MC initiated the flirting when you decide to pursue a romance with him, their interactions felt more natural, MC flirted with him and he flirted back. During my replay of Book 1, MC was kind but didn't go beyond that; there was no romance with Aerin. That was when I noticed if you don't flirt with him, something felt off. He seemed forced, as someone trying too hard to impress everyone, to be liked. And I'm not saying this because I know of his betrayal, it just felt desperate.
For instance, when the party arrived at Whitetower, and Aerin mentioned he had specifically chosen a room for MC, it felt normal and sweet (especially if MC had kissed him in the diamond scene). My interpretation was that maybe there was a secret passage for them to meet later. Okay, I might be exaggerating, and he simply wanted to pick a nice room for MC. However, if you hadn't flirted with Aerin, all of this came across as, at the very least, unsettling (even more if you consider the passage theory).
Anyway, after his betrayal, we saw he wasn't the goody-two-shoes little prince he had portrayed himself as. But still, during those moments, we mostly saw him filled with hate, corruption, and fighting for his life. Yes, we saw his true colors, but we didn't see Aerin as his usual self.
Now, in Book 2, we have the opportunity to see him, to truly know him. He's a complex character who sought more power and made the wrong decisions, not just out of ambition. He has dropped the good-guy act and is finally free to be his true self, even if it's not under the circumstances he desired. He's also caring, and has; on his own way; some sense of justice.
Also, his relationship with MC (if you choose to romance him) feels effortless, and his sarcastic humor adds a funny dynamic. It's just natual.
Perhaps some of you noticed this three years ago if you're more perceptive than I am, but I'm just realizing it now. 🤭
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Replayed Blades of Light & Shadow 1 and cannot take Aerin's goodbye in the woods seriously
"I believe fate will allow us to cross paths again yada yada I want you to have this to remember me by yada yada" SiR you are going to try and kill them and all their friends and then they're gonna take your virginity
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zoeywades-spouse · 6 months
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