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princedamianos ~> bathyssal
i’m in my (mostly) fandomless era and wanted a url that reflected that!! posts will not change much but now i’m more ~aesthetic~
#/#//#///#////#/////#me.txt#url update#blog theme will likely change in the coming days#possibly this weekend#i've done a few minor tweaks but was too sleepy to do an overhaul
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you thought you saw everything? WELL. CHRISTMAS NEVER ENDS
here’s my SECOND piece for @princedamianos, commissioned by the wonderful @beyondkira <3 this is a scene from her Black Butler fic “Danse Macabre”, in which Grell and William share a lovely dance.......in the middle of an assasination mission. GO READ IT NOW!! and while you’re at it try to spot the guest characters in the picture aliejoweij
#grelliam#grell sutcliff#william spears#black butler#kuroshitsuji#princedamianos#is this william guy related in any way to britney spears because i gotta know#my art#sometimes..........backgrounds in my art..........happen
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do u still write grelliam? bc grelliam - i said/did to make you laugh
→ ao3
If there is one thing Director William T. Spears detests above all else, it is inefficiency.
Yet how does one address inefficiency caused by injury? Harder still, when the inefficiency is borne from anxiety, from helplessness and frustration.
Both results have returned negative, small blessings and silver linings gilding an otherwise horrific situation. The Ancient one, so revered out of awe and fear, is the very reason the pair are here in the first place and had William known the extent of their injuries, of her injuries he wouldn’t have made her row them ashore.
“How long will they need to stay here?” He asks as Dr Charles Farrough comes to stand at Ronald’s bedside.
“A while, lad.” a heavy sigh as he glances at his clipboard. “In the very least, another week in recovery before they can begin physiotherapy. Scythe wounds can’t be healed using our regenerative abilities. It has to heal the long way.”
He’s no stranger to visiting the Infirmary, he’s even dragged Sutcliff here personally but even after her Jack the Ripper stint recovery had only taken a day’s worth of bed rest and a spoonful of Starlight analgesic before she was out the door; a week is an eternity for a Reaper used to healing in a few hours.
“Tests came back negative for the Thorn for both of them, so at least there’s that.” Charles sighs, knocking his glasses up briefly so he can rub his eyes tiredly. “The stitches run deep for Grell, the deepest I’ve sewn in a while now. Even when Cooper had his leg sliced off I only had to tack it in place and let his healing do the rest.”
“The Ancient One’s scythe and skill are still as deadly as the day he began.”
“Don’t discount her skills either, William.” He chides with a shake of his head. “Had it been Ronald receiving the brunt of the scythe, the lad would have died. That she’s here at all is testament to her strength.”
“Are they still sedated?” William asks, sparing Grell a brief glance before looking to the doctor.
“They should surface soon, but be gentle with them they won’t be coherent yet.” He reaches down to smooth Ronald’s ginger hair away from his pale face. “It takes a lot to put a Reaper under, so it’ll take a lot for them to claw their way back up.”
“I will keep that in mind, Dr Farrough.” He nods as Charles claps him on the shoulder.
“It’s just a waiting game now, lad. Be patient.”
The younger Reaper surfaces first, blinking awake and whining in pain when he tries to sit up. William presses Ronald’s shoulder firmly to prevent him from moving.
“Don’t.”
“Owww…” The boy whines, face scrunching up in pain. “Head’s stuffed with cotton and chest is on fire. Callin’ in sick today boss, sorry.”
“None of this is your fault, there is no need to apologize.” It comes out too sharp, too biting, and Ronald seems to shrink at his tone. He tries again. “You and Sutcliff are heavily injured, no one expects you to return to your duties immediately.”
Ronald tilts his head to the side, squinting at the occupant on the other bed. “Cap’n still out?”
“Yes.”
“I’d be dead if not for her, y’know.” Ronald’s voice drops to a whisper. “Shoved me outta the way when she saw that scythe come down for me.”
“You are young,” he reasons, “she knew you would not have survived.”
“But did she know she’d survive?” Ronald’s pleads, and lying there so pale from bloodloss and swamped with gauze and bandages he seems ever so small and even younger.
“I’m not sure.” He says, because it’s the truth and Ronald isn’t a child to be placated with sugary lies no matter the optimistic intent.
“I’ll be stronger, I promise.” His voice wavers, unsteady and unsure and William can count every single day of the scant century between their ages.
“Ronald I don’t think anything could have prepared you for that fight.” It’s the truth, again, but he hopes it’s reassuring in its helplessness.
“My chest feels like it’s on fire.” A couple of tears slip from the corner of his eye, rolling down towards his ear before he labours a hand up to brush them away.
“Recovery will be slow, Dr Farrough said.”
“Do we- do I have-”
“Tests came back negative.” William interjects, and then adds after a pause. “For you both.”
Ronald says nothing, but he sighs in such relief. He’s not used to giving comfort, but he manages to pat Ronald’s hand in a way he hopes to convey his well wishes. It seems to work. The younger reaper closes his eyes and sleeps.
He’s partway through the day’s checks and balances of deaths and souls when Grell finally surfaces from sedation. It’s more violent than Ronald’s slow awakening, it’s eyes snapping open it’s a strained gasp it’s a pained cry and she turns her head this way and that to take in her surroundings.
“Sutcliff.” He keeps his voice low and steady, and it’s enough to focus on her attention.
“Will?”
“How are you feeling?”
“Like I’m being held together by a single silk thread.” She huffs a tired laugh, sinking back into her pillow and staring at the ceiling. “Which I’m sure isn’t far from the truth.”
“Dr Farrough said the stitches are numerous and deep due to the severity of the injury.” William confirms with a nod. “Recovery will be slow for the both of you, even moreso for you though I’m sure you surmised that.”
“Didn’t think I’d make it, to be honest.” She grins wryly though she doesn’t meet his gaze. “Thought I’d be sliced in half and be done with it all.”
“I-” a sharp intake of breath, a gathering of courage and discarding of pride. “I didn’t realise the extent of your injuries when I made you row us ashore and I know that only exacerbated the scythe wound. You lost a significant amount of blood in the process and pulled the wound open deeper than it was.”
“An apology, my my.” Grell drawls, lips twitching up briefly. “Things must be dire, Will. Did my result come back positive for the Thorn?”
“No. Both tests came back negative.” It’s a splinter, her words, burrowing beneath his skin and he accepts it as penance owed. “I’m apologising because you deserve an apology for my actions.”
“I’m exhausted, love.” She sighs, eyes fluttering closed. “I’ve never felt so tired in my life.”
“Then rest, Sutcliff.” He implores her, pride be damned as he reaches to squeeze her hand. “You need to rest.”
When William returns the next day Ronald is fast asleep, and Grell is propped up by pillows behind her neck and back. She gives him a lazy wave of her fingers.
“Good morning, Sutcliff.”
“Hello darling.” Her voice is softer and scratchier with fatigue. “Still holding together at the seams.”
He nods at that and takes a seat at her bedside. He’s come prepared, arms full of the day’s paperwork to manage.
“Ronnie and I will have to get Eric and Alan thank you presents.” She muses, fingers toying with the blanket hem. “All the inevitable overtime they’ll be doing because of us.”
“It’s not your fault.” He says firmly, frowning at her. “They’ll take on extra duties but that’s the way it has to be for now.”
There’s more to be said but she doesn’t say it, only purses her pale lips tightly and stares down at her hands. The bloodloss and fatigue make her look younger, more like the incorrigible student he butted heads with back in their Academy days. Without her makeup he can see the smattering of cinnamon freckles on her skin, can see the pale ginger lashes without their black lacquer framing her eyes. She’s without her painted mask, she’s without her bravado and everything feels wrong.
William focuses on his paperwork and she focuses on her chipped red nail polish.
The work is ceaseless and unrelenting but such is their duty. He was able to spare them several hours in the first two days but now he’s only able to duck in to see them and talk briefly with Dr Farrough to discuss their progress. Ronald is healing well, his injuries not as severe as his senior and Dr Farrough hopes to clear him for physiotherapy in three days time. Grell, on the other hand, is recovering slower than projected. The wound is deep, but clean, and by that logic it should be an easier recovery. It is not.
They haven’t had to resort to sedation again, but it’s come close to that, Dr Farrough tells him. Twice she’s woken from sleep in agony, and once he’s had to replace her stitches after she tried clawing them out.
It’s six days since he’s had time to properly sit in the hospital room, and by now Ronald’s been discharged to the care of Eric Slingby for light bed rest and physiotherapy thrice a week at the training facility.
Grell is a spot of red in a sea of clinical whites and muted greys, and the room seems to swallow her up. He brings her some tea and a pastry from the cafeteria, which elicits a small tired smile.
“You’re going to scold me for scratching my stitches aren’t you.” She sighs heavily, tracing the rim of her teacup.
“No.” He shakes his head. “I don’t understand the pain you’re in, so I can’t make judgement on that.”
“It feels like ice.” She rests her palm gingerly to her chest. “I can’t describe it. It’s like ice but hot. A hot sort of cold. A cold so intense it feels hot.”
“It’s your body’s healing response trying to knit the tissue back together.” He leans over to cut the pastry for her to prevent her performing the repetitive back and forth motion with the knife that will aggravate her fresh stitches.
“This is going to leave one hell of a scar.” She toys with the handle of her cup, pointedly avoiding his gaze. “I already hate what I see in the mirror, what more now that there’ll be a hideous gash running right across my torso?”
He hadn’t thought about that, not at all because that’s a pain only she feels and the wound is yet another pain only for her to experience and all at once he feels like a fool, so very sorry indeed.
“I’m going to relive that moment every time I bathe, every time I change my clothing.” Her breathing comes quicker now, and her voice warbles with barely restrained tears. “Ronnie gets a scar he can brag to the ladies about and I get another nail in this goddamn coffin of a body.”
He doesn’t know what to say, he can’t relate to a fight that isn’t his and yet he knows he played some part in her suffering. William clears his throat, reaching over to pat her hand reassuringly.
“Drink your tea, Grell. It’ll go cold.” She manages a wobbly smile.
“Of course Will.”
A full eight days after the projected schedule Grell Sutcliff is discharged to the care of William T. Spears for light bed rest and physiotherapy thrice a week at the training facility. He takes her home on a stormy London afternoon wrapped in a thick coat and scarf. They have to travel the mortal way, as she’s too fragile to be leaping and bounding across rooftops and making the quick jumps that allow reapers to move at inhuman speeds. It isn’t a long journey by any means but she falls asleep leaning against him and he doesn’t say a word.
She settles into his guest bedroom and she’s too tired to joke about getting into his (pyjama) pants or between his sheets, Grell simply rests her head on the pillow and falls asleep again. He only wakes her later to coax her to eat a light dinner and then he leaves her be for the rest of the evening. Physiotherapy awaits the next day and he knows she needs her rest.
Physiotherapy, William learns, does not go well and Grell ends up back at the Infirmary for reopening her wound. When he’s signed off on the last of the day’s reports he finally heads over in the early evening to visit her only to be intercepted by Dr Farrough first.
“Not tonight, lad.” He grips William’s shoulder. “She’s a right mess and it’s not a good idea to see her.”
“She’s hurt again.” He tries to reason, but the doctor shakes his head.
“She is, in more ways than one.” Charles glances at the door of her room. “Come back tomorrow after she’s rested and composed herself. She’s in a bit of a state right now.”
It’s taken him too long to do the decent thing, really and he’s mentally kicking himself for not doing this sooner. The shop is a small one but it’s bursting with colour and the heady, heavy aroma of an amalgamation of blooms.
He selects a single red rose and then requests the florist build a bouquet around it so the rose is the centrepiece. It’s a large, dramatic arrangement which he thinks suits her quite well, and it’s finished off with a large red organza bow around the stems.
Unwilling to risk damaging the flowers, he travels the mortal way in a vehicle with the bouquet on his lap. He wrinkles his nose, feeling a tickle in his nostrils. Dust from the interior of the vehicle, surely.
It’s the pollen. William realises it as he’s walking to the Infirmary with his eyes watering and an incessant itching in his nose. He sneezes for the umpteenth time, startling a clinician who he apologises to immediately.
Grell is sitting up in bed, eyes and the tip of her nose pink from crying. He can tell she’s frustrated and upset with herself, but the expression vanishes when she spots him in the doorway with the large bouquet.
“Will?”
“Grell, these are for y-y-” He squeezes his eyes shut to fight off an impending sneeze. “For y-achoo!” It fails. “Apologies, it seems the pollen is a-aggra-achoo!” Another sneeze. “Oh blast it.” He mutters, crossing the room to thrust the bouquet into her hands. “Here, I- achoo!”
She giggles, shoulders shaking until the giggle turns into a bright laugh.
“Well I’m glad my suffering is amusing to you.” He comments dryly as she launches into another peal of laughter.
“They’re lovely.” She hugs the bouquet, burying her nose in it to savour their sweet scent. When she looks up at him, she smiles, eyes bright. “Thank you William.”
It’s all worth it, William realises even as he wrinkles his nose to try and stave off another sneeze. Leaning over he presses a kiss to the crown of her head.
“You’re welcome, Grell.”
*~*~*
[The amaranth flower is one of the symbols of immortality and has been used as such a symbol since the time of Ancient Greece. Indeed, the word comes from the Greek amarantos (Αμάρανθος or Αμάραντος), meaning the “one that does not wither,” or the never-fading (flower).]
It’s also a flower with a high pollen count sorry Will ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#grelliam#grell sutcliff#william t. spears#ronald knox#kuroshitsuji#annie writes: kuroshitsuji#hope you like it!#it turned into a bit of a monster WHOOPS#post campania arc is my FAVE timeframe to write in#princedamianos#adventures in text posts
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princedamianos replied to your post “Haha it’s 4 am and I’ve been at work for 8 hours and I have to be here...”
yaaaay, you survived!!! you deserve this rest, girl, i hope you take the longest nap ever
Thanks, bb, I totally did. Like, I think I ended up sleeping for almost 11 hours last night. I woke up several times, but I kept going, “no, fuck it, more sleep.”
I’m using my time off today and tomorrow to treat myself. I bought myself new shoes and some sweets today, and I invited one of my bffs to have crepes with me tomorrow.
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princedamianos replied to your photo: greetings from a Thailand hostel
YOUR SKIN LOOKS SO GOOD and you’re beautiful i hope you’re having fun
THANK YOU <3 <3 <3
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all the fruits with "fruit" in the name
that’s like, three questions grayce,,,,
passion fruit: how would you describe your style? oh golly. floral? and comfortable? hippie, really. comfortable, hippie, floral, butchy femme.
star fruit: favorite sea creature? SHARK. ALL SHARKS. EVERY SHARK. Specifically, tiger.
dragon fruit: do you drink alcohol? I’m not supposed to, being on antidepressants and all. but here we are, a beer in my hand and suicide on my mind. [not really drinking a beer, those are in the fridge, i know better than that.]
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The Wager
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2VSBCTN
by princedamianos (cuteashale)
“Nikandros and I were talking,” says Laurent, innocently. “That is all.” Damen narrows his eyes.
Words: 502, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Captive Prince - C. S. Pacat
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: M/M
Characters: Damen (Captive Prince), Laurent (Captive Prince), Nikandros (Captive Prince)
Relationships: Damen/Laurent (Captive Prince), Laurent & Nikandros (Captive Prince)
Additional Tags: Kissing, Fluff, Post-Canon, Post-Kings Rising, Ficlet
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2VSBCTN
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That’s what i like (tag meme)
tagged by @princedamianos
Rules: bold what you prefer and tag 10 people.
01. coffee or tea
02. early bird or night owl
03. chocolate or vanilla
04. spring or fall
05. silver or gold
06. pop or alternative
07. freckles or dimples
08. snakes or sharks
09. mountains or fields
10. thunderstorm or lightning
11. Egyptian or Greek mythology
12. ivory or scarlet
13. flute or lyre (hnnn i dont want to choose)
14. eyes or lips
15. witch or fairy
16. opal or diamond
17. butterflies or honeybees
18. macaroons or eclairs (i’ve never had either but i dont like coconut. so macaron>eclair>macaroon)
19. typewritten or handwritten letters
20. secret garden or secret library
21. rooftop or balcony
22. spicy or mild
23. opera or ballet
24. London or Paris
25. Vincent Van Gogh or Claude Monet
26. denim or leather
27. potions or spells
28. ocean or desert
29. mermaid or siren (im gay and want both but i will choose, as are the Sacred Laws)
30. masquerade ball or cocktail party
i tag @dojirudolf @reipop @enchanted-refuse @gigiree but if u see it and want to do it, i also tag u
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i was tagged by @princedamianos ♡ ♡ ♡ it always takes me so long to do these orz
five things you’ll find in my bag
strawberry & spearmint gum
goggles
pens. like, a fuckton.
lip balm and i mean lip. balm. i have at least 5 at any one time. i think right now it’s 10.
aspirin
five things in my bedroom
3 dressing gowns and a faux zebra skin throw which i use to make a little wall between my pillow and the edge of my bed to protect me from gremlins
books. sometimes in piles because i don’t have enough room for them.
sculpting stuff
my suitcase and art bag full of clothes
so??? many??? dog poo bags??? i put them in my pockets and forget about em then deposit them in my room
five things i have always wanted to do in my life
go see hadrian’s wall
go see hadrian’s bust in the louvre
go to hadrian’s villa in tivoli
go to peru!!!
see les mis/chicago/nell gwynn/phantom of the opera on stage (this counts for like. 4 of my five so i’m gonna put it as just one lol)
five things that make me happy
my soft old sheet cover that i still keep even though it’s threadbare
beeeeeeeeeeeees. watching bees. helping bees. purchasing bee related products. letting the bees know i love them.
yuri on ice (not joking it makes me so happy that yoi exists???? end me)
cats. dogs. rabbits. pets in general.
H I S T O R Y and people who wanna talk about history or let me infodump about history
five things on my to-do list
get another cat
go to hadrian’s villa in tivoli (just go back to rome in general)
buy a cream-coloured cable knit jumper and some lovely old gloves
get fit (on my way to this one !!)
read the aeneid
five things people may not know about me
uhh?? i have no idea. i have seven piercings. hopefully more soon.
i love love love oolong tea (particularly the really dark stuff).
i have a terrible fear of large bodies of water and sharks.
i own $450+ worth of comics, mostly deadpool and young avengers (some of them were really hard to get hold of).
i love wilfred owen and war poetry.
ok i tag @jxkaste @just-themys @desastrista @hasensalat @damen-the-fuck-of-a-lifetime :3 do it if you wanna
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little dark age
(happy bday babie...)
#babbie.......it's my oc's birthday today#and i have no cake no beer no confetti#truly the saddest times#sad emoji#however the queen @princedamianos wrote a small axb fic yesterday and ive been hollering about it for hours#i want to draw something for it aaaa#<)))#abbie#my art
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scrolls down exactly one post to see that you JUST mentioned writing grelliam - ah. dfgkjh SORRY also i'm running to ao3 as we speak to read your reaper fics all over again
I’ll ALWAYS be in this hell my friend ;’)
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princedamianos replied to your photo: a shot of me from my friend’s photoshoot today!
WHAT A LOOK
THANKS... ALSO ILY.... <3
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Chapters: 3/3
Fandom: Captive Prince - C. S. Pacat
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Auguste & Laurent (Captive Prince) Damen/Laurent (Captive Prince)
Characters: Laurent (Captive Prince), Auguste (Captive Prince), Regent (Captive Prince), Damen (Captive Prince)
Additional Tags: Storms, Fluff
Summary:
Laurent doesn't like storms.
#captive prince#lamen#idk wtf tags to use bc i didn't write this for an event or anything#perhaps check this out tho i'm p proud of how it finally came together#my fics
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tagged by @princedamianos for 9 best selfies of 2017 ✨💖 this year mightve been a garbagehole but i turned into a babe so its okay tagging the smexy love of my life @disasterlesbiab and any of my friends/mutuals who actually still use tumblr
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Show Me
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2UFM2Hb
by princedamianos (cuteashale)
“I didn’t think you would be opposed,” Damen says, attention on the laces at Laurent’s wrist. He’s begun to undo them with his teeth. “Seeing as I haven’t had you in my bed in nearly a week.” He looks up and knows that Laurent is thinking about it.
aka, Laurent gets his dick sucked by the King of oral sex.
Words: 1325, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Captive Prince - C. S. Pacat
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: M/M
Characters: Damen (Captive Prince), Laurent (Captive Prince)
Relationships: Damen/Laurent (Captive Prince)
Additional Tags: Smut, Playful Sex, Teasing, Oral Sex, Post-Canon, Post-Kings Rising, Canon Compliant, Fluff and Smut
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2UFM2Hb
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List your favorite character from 10 different fandoms (tagged by @houreki1) 1. Akatsuki no Yona: Hak 2. Boku no Hero Academia: Shindou 3. Bungou Stray Dogs: Dazai 4. Fairy Tail: Zeref 5. Hyouka: Oreki 6. Magi: Judar 7. Percy Jackson: Nico 9. Teen Wolf: Stiles 9. Voltron: Lance 10. Young Justice: Wally Tagging @fearsome-fandoms @fudayk @lecardcaptor @princedamianos
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