#pro just for myself
twigcxtie2199 · 2 days ago
The fact that my safe foods are all triggers for me is a very good example of my lack of character
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kittywd · 3 days ago
fav rib/waistspo ! :p
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mymy-ithinkwehaveaspy · 5 months ago
I want people to look at me and get worried, scared if possible, of how light I had become.
I want people to not be able to recognize me.
I want to change.
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venusistwisted0 · 5 months ago
I want hollow cheeks and sunken eyes. collarbones that stand out. arms that look like they would snap if I picked up something too heavy with hands that look skeletal. thighs that don't touch and calves that don't jiggle. I want my hips to be sharp and my pants to barely cling on them. I want to be able to count all my ribs and my stomach to cave. my hands would shake , my body freezing , my vision spotty and head spinning when I get up. I wouldn't be scared to sit on someone's lap or be picked up. I want it so bad
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ugh-ana · 10 days ago
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I found sugar free jello that’s only 20 calories for. A WHOLE PACKAGE!!!! I make two at a time and eat a lot when I’m craving sweetness. I’m obsessed with jello and was sad not wanting to eat that many calories but then I found this!
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goodbabes · 2 months ago
i swear to god cigarettes are the best meal
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gorefreaksblog · 2 months ago
I don't think I'll have the mental strength to weigh myself tomorrow after all the food I've eaten today.
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imgonnashagurdad · 4 months ago
i think my parents are starting to notice my ed and it's low-key freaking me tf out
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connie-atwood · 9 months ago
PEOPLE, listen up. I went for my run and I put on my sports bra, that was always so tiny I looked like a sausage in it. Today I put it on and actually I looked pretty good!
I'm so proud of myself for sticking to my plan. Today I will up my calories a bit so that I don't plateau.
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alex-boo · 11 days ago
I just wanna be able to wear lingerie for my boyfriend and feel sexy in it instead of having fat poke out everywhere 😭
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dontwannawastetonight · 4 months ago
hello so idk if this is a good idea, probably not but anyways does anyone wanna be weight loss buddies? pretty please?
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kittywd · 21 hours ago
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mymy-ithinkwehaveaspy · 3 months ago
It's spooky month, of couse I'll try to become a skeleton
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venusistwisted0 · a month ago
I'm scared that everyone sees me the way I see me
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ugh-ana · 11 days ago
I want to be skinny and covered in super sexy scars
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goodbabes · a month ago
✧・゚: *✧・゚:* *:・゚✧*:・゚✧ ✧・゚: *✧・゚:* *:・゚✧*:・゚✧ ✧・゚
i wanna be pretty
i wanna look in the mirror without any disgust
for me, for my boyfriend, for my family… i don’t want them to be disappointed with how i actually look
i want them to be proud to have such a beautiful person in their lives
i need to be perfect
✧・゚: *✧・゚:* *:・゚✧*:・゚✧ ✧・゚: *✧・゚:* *:・゚✧*:・゚✧ ✧・゚
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wishtobeana · 16 days ago
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Day 3:
I am so glad that I’m doing so well with the food topic. I also feel better now because of yesterday and I am really looking forward to see my friends at church tomorrow 😊
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amias-is-lost · 24 days ago
i love how cold i get when i restrict. it’s the only telling me i’m making any progress
makes me hope just a little bit more that’ll i’ll be small and fragile again even though i know its impossible
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http-ahh · a month ago
goals for New Years (to get used to / just goals)
- at least a 18 or 19 bmi
- be better at declining food
- if I really need to eat start eating at 2pm
- be at least under 120lbs by 2022
- move staying under 1,000 cals to 750/800?
- lie better abt eating lmaoo
- maybe have more Ed buddies :D?
- DONT get back to 130lbs
- Don’t complain to much abt how I’m feeling around people who know abt my ed (stomach hurting , body aches , etc)
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connie-atwood · 8 months ago
Today I ate only 300 calories, burned most of them by walking. I'm tired, I wanted to work out, but I think the walking was enough
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