to the bitch at school who anonymously tiplined me to the school for having an ED
TW: ED, unhealthy eating, a bitch yapping, female rage
count your fucking days. i swear to fucking god when i found out who did it, its over. this bitch has ruined my life, i dont care if its a teacher, a student, A FUCKING FRIEND, i could not care less, i will fucking fight you. thats a promise. its not my fault you are bitter and sad that you have no self control, sabotaging me is not the way to go about helping those feelings. and the thing is like...im not even diagnosed like please just let me live my life and lose weight. smh. there are so many other people who could have been reported who are so much worse than me.
OH BTW, if it was a friend, just know i will never fucking trust or talk to you again because my life has been fucking ruined. summer is coming up and im going to be the fat ugly friend again this year because of you so, thank you for that! im having constant panic attacks because i have absolutely zero control right now.
OH, and get this, i cant even fucking weigh myself because my mom wont let me go on the scale, so not only is she forcing me to eat all my meals, she also wont let me have any form of control at all!! im so fucking angry, i feel like a fucking pig, i didnt even get to my desired weight before the bitch reported me.
MY GOAL ISNT EVEN THAT BAD JUST 110? I LITERALLY HAD 4 POUNDS LEFT YOU CUNT!!!
im so stressed out rn so if anyone has tips on how to secretly do it lmk
Good morning y’all! I was feeling super hungry last night and my dad got me strawberries so I made myself a low cal late night snack of strawberries and Coke Zero which is my go to soda recently. Anyway I hope y’a have a good day!
Bodycheck number one of today despite a horrible end of the day (issues with health binge purging really was horrible I ended up vomiting not on purpose before I went to sleep) I look less fat than yesterday ^^