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sableeira · 16 days

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really funny how Fyodor’s “last words” were words Jesus said when he was crucified and the chapter that confirms he didn‘t die is the one right after Easter.

#someone probably pointed this out already. just haven’t seen the dash talk about it. or I just missed it lmao #before I knew about the chapter length I was delusional and thought that timing this was the reason for the short chapters. but uhm well…#bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd spoilers #bsd 114 #fyodor dostoevsky #bsd fyodor

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kyouka-supremacy · 6 months

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I'm only now realizing that Gogol so readily, enthusiastically, full of trust holding Dostoyevsky's hands in chapter 95.5 is... A lot, given that, although we don't know what his ability is yet, we DO know that at least in two cases he caused instant dead to people by only touching them. And yet for Gogol to take his hands in his own with no hesitation......

#I'm probably stating the obvious but actually I never thought about it?#fyodor dostoevsky #nikolai gogol #fyolai #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd ch 85.5 #mine #q.#19/12/22

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viiinz · 10 months

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there's something about Dostoyevsky characters suddenly bursting into tears that just hits different

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iwritenarrativesandstuff · 11 months

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I’m a bit surprised that the whole “Fyodor has a god complex” thing is so widespread. Asides from the fact that him seeing himself as a follower of god’s will is, well, canon, and in turn makes his use and control of others and eagerness to speak to Dazai, an “equal mind”, a neat juxtaposition, it also makes the whole Fyodor-Mykola dynamic so much more interesting.

If Fyodor sees himself as god, then his fascination with Mykola becomes the fascination one might have with a trapped, fluttering bug; Mykola’s fondness for Fyodor becomes devotion. But that’s not the dynamic they have at all.

Fyodor is an actor of god’s will. He does what is necessary, in his view, to create the order and perfection he thinks is inherent to God. “In opposition to God, you are fighting to lose sight of yourself” - is what he says to Mykola. “Splendid.” It is still said with the expectation he will fail, I believe. But it’s not said from some high vantage, just a certain interest at the futility of it all, but also an appreciation for, ironically enough, the clarity with which Mykola sees things. That freedom runs in opposition to Fyodor’s quest for perfection, but both goals lie in the capacity they share to see what lies beneath the surface of society like few else. And so Fyodor… just lets Mykola do what he wants, mostly. Mykola is a wild card; he helps the decay just as much as he acts independently. Fyodor is very direct with his control most of the time, but Mykola is not ensnared in Fyodor’s web, but in the web of God himself. Fyodor finds him intriguing. He indulges his quest for freedom. He indulges his silliness too.

And Mykola, who would commit acts of evil, acts he acknowledges as evil, just to break free of earthly bonds; to become someone un-beholden to society or morality or human attachment; he feels seen. He calls Fyodor his friend. He engages him, on friendly terms, in a way no one else does; with games, and no fear of contact. He feels understood, for once (look how quickly he throws his act up again when Atsushi cannot understand his fascination with birds) - and therein lies the problem. He is fighting to lose himself. Instead, Fyodor saw through him. ‘Found’ him, in a sense. And now Mykola has exactly what he was trying so hard to break free from - attachment to another; not the attachment of worship to a deity but the bond that comes from seeing and being seen. As screwed up as they both are, it’s just a friendship, plain and simple. But Mykola cannot lose sight of himself for as long as he is seen. So he has to die. Fyodor has to die because Mykola must do cruel, evil things if he is ever to be free of bonds, and expectation, and love, and the reflection that comes with someone knowing the depths of whatever remains of your soul.

And all the while, no matter how Fyodor wields his righteous hand and intellect and Mykola cuts and hacks at the strands of his still-beating heart in an attempt to grow wings, they both play by, in Fyodor’s eyes, the rules of God’s intent. Ultimately, they walk the same ground as the other.

#why the hell did this end up so stupidly flowery what happened to me #anyways again my views will probably change when more is revealed about them #but for now this is how I see it. there’s more to it but this’ll do for now. as always just fyi I know nothing about religion sorry #bsd #bsd fyodor #bsd hohol #fyolai #storyrambles #dan if you’re reading this if I misinterpreted your boy I’m sorry I slammed this out in a haze in about 10 minutes lol #there are probably some things I’m misremembering

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dazaichuuya69 · 11 months

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Nikolai: You know that feeling where you want to kiss someone and love them and cherish them forever, but you also want to throw them in a burning building and hear their screams as they die a painful death?

Sigma: No?!?

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungou sd #nikolai gogol #Sigma #bsd sigma #bsd incorrect quotes #bungou stray dogs incorrect quotes #Source: I made this up myself #Nikolai was talking about Fyodor #This probably happened when Nikolai met sigma for the first time #I finally worked out how to tag #And I won't shut up about it

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bungouchronicles · 6 months

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I want Fyodor to come back all beaten and broken and crazier than ever. Like he didn't have many normal person morals to begin with but I want him to throw all of that away for his cause. He's scarred and burned and has lost an arm, which he promptly switched for a metal one but he's alive. The decay of the angel doesn't exist anymore and neither do the rats in the house of dead. It's just Fyodor and Nikolai now and they're both equally insane.

I want Fyodor to be driven by hate and vengefulness. I want him to stop at nothing to see Dazai dead. I want him to be wrapped in bandages from the crash and I want Dazai to realise just how much he looks like his own past self. Fyodor is the worst version of what Dazai could've been, now more than ever.

Fyodor wants to compare his return to the resurrection of Jesus Christ but the truth is that he's nothing like him, fuelled by hate rather than love for the people. He is everything he never wanted to be but that thought doesn't even cross his mind.

He will cleanse the world of sin at all cost, starting with those who made him this way.

#logically he should be dead #but I dont believe it #that rat is alive #i can feel it in my bones #bsd Fyodor #bsd dostoevsky #though i do usually spell it Dostoyevsky #bsd dostoyevsky #bsd theory #i guess #aria what?#what should i tag this as?#shluld I just make a theory tag?#that feels lame when im just rambling on about stuff like this though #eh i'll probably make more theories in the future so I might as well #aria theorises #woohoo!#fyodor dostoevsky #bsd spoilers

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vypridae · 7 months

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some sketch concepts for my DEFINITELY ALIVE babygirls in the agency WHICH IS DEFINITELY HAPPENING BTW

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aroacesigma · 8 months

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when you think you;re gay but your only frame of reference for what thats like is the two most insane people you know

#ramblings #poor sigma probably thinks hes about to end up like fyolai #its ok bby dazai is definitely fyodor levels of crazy but you havent hit nikolai levels just yet #sigma bsd #dazai #sigzai

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dazaistabletop · 1 year

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Who. THE FUCK. Gave Fyodor a gun.

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purple8cat · 3 months

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i finally caught up with the bsd manga and what im taking from this scene is that Dazai defeated Fyodor with the power of friendship

#this is probably the stupidest thing ive ever posted #now i just need to catch up with the anime #i only have to watch most of season 4 and all of season 5 #listen i got distracted by other things okay #thought i haven't heard. the most pleasant things about the new seasons dkfgkjgjfkjf #dazai osamu #fyodor dostoevsky #bungou stray dogs #bsd #purple8cat

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dazais-guardian-angel · 13 days

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I'm finding it difficult to reconcile the fact that what I've always wanted and envisioned for Nikolai and his relationship with Fyodor based on fanworks and the very very little canon information we've had to go off of so far, will very likely be very different from what we actually get.

While I understand the appeal of Fyodor taking over Nikolai's body via his blood ability, and the inherent, romantic, ironic tragedy of that — for Nikolai, the person who yearned for freedom, to meet an end by having his soul eternally trapped in the body of the person he loved the most, while Fyodor lives on in his body, never truly knowing how much he was adored by him — I would just hate the idea of that happening now? It just feels far, far too soon for Nikolai to be dead, for his character to no longer have a role or a purpose; his mind and behavior is so utterly fascinating in all its bizarre contradictions, there's so much more to explore and discover with him, he's one of BSD's most complex characters, or at least he's set up to be, and I really hope Asagiri wouldn't throw him away this soon without doing anything more with him.

I never really thought that Nikolai would be the one to end Fyodor for good, way down the line (that can only ever be Dazai's job, to me, since he's his foil), but I always imagined he'd at least have some kind of role in attempting to kill him, since that's his ultimate wish. I imagined that it would be ugly, frenzied, unhinged, desperate, Nikolai finally being forced to acknowledge the horrible truth that's always been buried within his subconscious but he's never wanted to accept: that going against all human reason and killing someone he cares so deeply for will not, in fact, simply make those feelings go away, and will instead make them unable to ignore in his despair. The realization that he'll always be chained to human emotions, to love, no matter how much he thinks he can be free of them. And then, the ensuing breakdown from that. Yes, it's extremely fanficky lmao, but that kind of drama makes sense to me for him and them. It's interesting.

There was also the angst angle of Fyodor being immortal, and Nikolai's agenda perhaps stemming from wanting to save him from that, and being able to finally free him from it in the same way he himself wants to be freed. Killing being the ultimate expression of love, not too dissimilar to Mushitarou killing Yokomizo, both putting on an act of being hateful/vengeful/hostile towards the other in order to cope with the fact that deep down they can't bear the thought of them being gone.

But then we got Fyodor's "death" here, and Nikolai's reaction to it was so unbelievably underwhelming and calm that it made me question everything I thought I knew about Asagiri's writing skills him, and what the story is going for with him. And combined with this revelation now that Fyodor is (unsurprisingly!) immortal, but specifically in the way that he can be killed but supposedly resurrects endlessly (which I really like in of itself, don't get me wrong)... it makes me question what exactly Nikolai knows, or will know, and it somewhat destroys the potential angst we could get with them in the end, or at least drastically changes it.

If Nikolai already knows Fyodor can't be killed, that means we'll never get a moment where he tries to kill him and then has to face the fact that he did the deed and it didn't make him feel freed, and he instantly regrets it. It also means we'd never get a moment where he tries to kill him and then discovers he can't truly die, and the ensuing insanity that would occur from that. It also makes me even question the legitimacy of his reaction to Fyodor's "death" here... was it so damn apathetic and lukewarm because he already knows it wasn't permanent? I mean, I'd like an explanation for it feeling so ooc, it would make me feel better about that, but I can't deny that it would be disappointing to have yet another part of this arc that was just an act and not genuine feelings....

Now, that isn't to say that it's impossible to do anything interesting with Nikolai already knowing the truth. He could be wishing to try to attain free will through the illogical pursuit of an impossible task: in this case, killing Fyodor. There's a beautiful, tragic paradox in him wishing to attempt something to gain his freedom that he and we know is impossible, especially if subconsciously he takes solace in the fact that he'd be able to kill Fyodor without actually losing him for good. If Nikolai doesn't already know, assuming he's not dead he's likely going to find out the truth soon when he next sees Fyodor alive and kicking — I can't imagine a way he wouldn't find out. In that case, we wouldn't get the aforementioned scenario where he tries to kill him and discovers it's futile, which is the most juicy to me I won't lie, but I am still fascinated by the idea of how Nikolai will respond just seeing him suddenly alive again and having to process this after having just mourned him. It's interesting to imagine how he might respond to and treat Fyodor after at last knowing how it truly felt to lose him, and realizing how much he didn't want that, and then suddenly having him back. It might cause him to finally understand that his desire for freedom is unobtainable, and cause him to spiral, and fundamentally change their relationship going forward. An eventual tragic end for him such as Fyodor taking over his body would not feel out of place to me in that case, perhaps, but still not until we've had more time to see Nikolai reflect and see his possible change in perspectives.

I don't know, I'm just rambling at this point lmao. I know very well that so much of my expectations and desires for Nikolai and Fyolai are built up from fan content over the years just because there's been nothing else to work with, and that it's unfair to judge what Asagiri decides to do with him/them based on preconceived notions. Whatever he does could still be interesting in the end, even if it's not what I initially wanted or expected, and being open to being surprised is always a good thing. At the end of the day we still know barely anything about Nikolai, so it's not completely fair for me to judge something as ooc for a character we still know so little about.

But... it's because we know so little about him and have gotten so little of him, that at the very least, I'm gonna be really upset if he does die here from being possessed by Fyodor like people are worrying about. I really don't think he will, because I'm pretty confident the helicopter pilot is the one Fyodor swapped with/resurrected in the body of as per soup's theory, and again I'm not saying it wouldn't be fitting eventually... but I really don't want it to happen now. :/ I just think Nikolai still has so much potential as a character and so much more we need to see of him before his likely inevitable and tragic demise (however it happens), so whatever Asagiri decides to do with him I just really, really hope we don't lose him so prematurely; it would honestly be such a tremendous waste imo.

#bungou stray dogs #bsd 114 #is this meta? i don't know #more like just incoherent rambling lmao #i just don't want Nikolai to die man....... I really don't #i get that people are hyped up on the juicy tragedy of it all but plssssssss it's too soon for him to go #we need so much more of the enigmatic clown...... he's too interesting to lose just yet!!!#i'm sad at probably losing the outcomes i always hoped for him and fyolai but right now i just want More Of Him #he can't die so soon when he's barely even had pagetime #it COULD be fascinating to see Fyodor's reaction to taking over his body but....... i don't think he'd /have/ any right now #they need more time together before one of them dies #i always thought/hoped Fyodor would die first and Nikolai would be left alone to angst lmao but ugh........#now it's really feeling like it'll be the opposite #which again doesn't HAVE to be a bad thing depending on how Asagiri executes it........ I just think this is way too soon for it to happen #i'm gonna be so mad if Nikolai just dies offscreen without us ever hearing from him again because Fyodor possessed his body #poetically cruel and tragic? yes. but also so anticlimactic at this moment in time #never getting to hear from him again.........#ugh i blame all the Fyolai fan creators; they've raised the bar too high 😭😭😭#idk maybe i'm just talking out of my ass though. i probably am. i just feel conflicted about all this and need to see where it goes

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sableeira · 1 year

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I wish we knew more about how bsd characters figured out they have abilities. The fact that transferring an ability is confirmed to be rare implies that most characters just randomly figured out their abilities. Like did Kunikida one day write in his planner “I need to buy new glasses” and suddenly glasses spawned in his hand? Did Tanizaki play tag on the playground and just matrix-ed into thin air? Did Fyodor just randomly touch another person and see them drop dead in a pool of blood in front of him?

#I’m obsessed with the world building implications of abilities in regards to society but also how it affected each person #half of the abilities are a perfect set up for some good crack… others are angst fuel #I actually don’t wanna think about Yosano because it implies that she had to have encountered near death experiences even before the war #and that is haunting my thoughts #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd Kunikida #kunikida doppo #bsd tanizaki #tanizaki junichirou #bsd fyodor #fyodor dostoevsky #Dazai accidentally brushed against someone their ability just disappears and he’s like: oh I’m going to make everyone’s life hell #Chuuya probably randomly started floating while sleeping when he was still living his quiet normal life #btw if Fyodor actually found out this way and killed a loved one or something when he was a kid I’ll be scarred for life #I have so many other scenarios I can think about #bsd needs more ability backstories plssss

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sadeyedlady-writes · 20 days

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Nobody is ready for me to rewrite tbk from Grushenka’s perspective

#‘nobody’ includes me I’ll probably never do it #but when I do #watch out #I have spent way too much time thinking about her tbh #the brothers karamazov #tbk #братья карамазовы #fyodor dostoevsky #grushenka #agrafena alexandrovna svetlova

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fucking-michaell · 1 year

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"feeling talkative yet, dos-kun?~"

"neHEver!"

"try under his arms"

"NoHo WAIT!"

#bsd tickle #lee!fyodor #ler!nikolai #ler!sigma?#kind of #tickle art #tickle drawing #idk im iffy about this one #but im posting it anyways cause it took so long #someone will like it probably #anatomy 👎👎#why would i draw when i can just stab myself in the stomach and have the same results

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guacamoleroll · 9 months

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I think you're the only person who loves fyodor after that chapter 😭

don't INSULT me like this anon! he was literally slaying in the latest chapter. like—look at his pretty face!

i have watched my fellow fyodor apologists fall, but not i! i will stand tall. (¯︶¯)

#i'm glad i'm not a huge shipper #cause i WOULD be dying #love you tho nonnie #sigma and skk are probably fineeee #currently listening to my best friend rant about it #she's not happy #she's a skk shipper #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd #fyodor dostoevsky #fyodor bsd #sigma bsd #bsd 109 #₊˚ପ notes from muse .ᐟ #from: anon .ᐟ

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fyodorkitkat · 7 months

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After years of joking around about how I don't understand how or why bsd took ahold of me like it did and has yet to let go while I am more casual about basically every other series I enjoy I finally figured it out.

It is literally "Guys in Distress" the series

#even during silly ass season 1. the GID was there still #and now? it is off the charts #on all levels injuries emotional damage suffering screaming agony endurance fuck my life #it is also probably why im so relaxed and accepting of things that ppl rag on about it within the fandom no matter when they are valid #criticisms. like im just here to have a good time sry #when im not necessarily that relaxed or unopinionated about other things at all lol #ironically it was the dead husband club collage that made me realize this beyond me just joking about certain scenes being lue's rights #like why didnt i fully connect the dots before duh #also why im probably not capable of reacting with the same levels of grief as my fellow fyodor and nikolai lovers #sry sry im having an absolute blast 😌#and i doubt anything could happen to cause me to drop it ever at this point this is just a long term derangement thing 🙏💀

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