#probably an adhd thing

[monkawonka]

#monka mumbles #tumblr polls #artists on tumblr #my toe is cramping from scrolling to the bottom my likes archive #aaaaaaa #also i know i dont need to post it...but honestly posting is what keeps me in check #like i wont draw if left to my own devices...even tho i like to draw #probably an adhd thing #ace attorney #phoenix wright #miles edgeworth #wrightworth #we all knew i was talking about ace attorney right #it shouldn't come as a surprise #have you seen my pfp? #phoenix wright ace attorney

[the-patchwork-girl-of-oz]

Just a quick warning for everyone who knows me:

I try not to offend anyone because I’m not a horrible person but I tend to say things people misinterpret, so if I say something that offends you please point it out, I probably meant something else, or maybe I just don’t realize I’m being offensive.

#probably an ADHD thing #sorry

[spacedace]

today I woke up and the literal first thought I had was "i wanna fight god" so that's how I'm doing

#its been stuck in my head ever since #don't know the word for when you have a phrase stuck in your head and wanna say it over and over again #but that #personal #gonna go ahead juat tag this as #neurodivergent #neurospicy #probably an adhd thing #the phrase stuck in head thing not fighting god #tho honestly probably that too lol

[shrcker]

the terrible hours wasted trying to think of what I want to do only to end up doing nothing

#tania post #probably an adhd thing #ah well

[bethany-sensei]

The worst thing about being an angry crier is getting mad that you’re crying and then crying more.

#personal crap #probably an adhd thing

[rose-thorn]

I assumed storyboarding for an animatic would be tough but why didn’t anyone tell me that I would start to obsess over it and add way too much detail

#probably an adhd thing #i can feel my soul leave my body #animatic #storyboarding #it may or may not be a c!tntduo animatic #don’t look at me #art #fanart #dsmp animatic #i miiight post it here when it’s finished if I’m still alive #but who knows #ive procrastinated the entire day #my brain will not allow me to finish it

[solidwater05]

Apparently this needs to be said so

Forgetting things is morally neutral! Memory issues are morally neutral!

You're not a bad person if you...

forget things quickly

forget people

can't remember entire stages of your life

can't remember important things

can remember some things very well and forget other things all the time

can't remember things (or anything!) about your interests

forget to eat, sleep, go to the bathroom, etc

forget to reply to texts

remember things and immediately forget them again

can't remember birthdays, events, etc

frequently answer 'I forgot' to questions

can't retain new information

forget things you used to know

only remember things when it's too late

have vague, distorted and/or unreliable memories

depend on others to know how an event you were in played out

have other symptoms that are worsened by memory issues and vice versa

... and anything else I might have missed!

#muted #memory issues #adhd #actually adhd #dissociative amnesia #amnesia #memory loss #dissociative identity disorder #what other things cause memory issues #ptsd #i can't think of anything else #reminder #positivity #neurodivergent #neurodivergent positivity #memory problems #ice speaks #i tried to include as many experiences as i could think of #but out of everything i tagged i only have adhd so i probably missed a lot of stuff #so feel free to add your own experiences! #brought to you by... uh ironically i can't remember what prompted me to write this #something my mom said. i don't remember what it was tho

[blissfulblizard]

Me: Y’know you haven’t done this in a while you should probably do it around now

Also Me: Yes….but what if noooo

#probably an ADHD thing #I dunno

[master-of-47-dudes]

I hate that when I get stressed or drained, I get this pressure behind my eyeballs that lends itself to my anxiety and feeling overwhelmed. Because often the trigger I'd the prospect of work, and it makes sitting down to focus and work or really even do anything so much harder.

It's not like a migraine. There's no pain, it just. Feels like overwhelming pressure and makes me extremely tired (but also unable to unwind and sleep, and sleep also doesn't help that much).

It's one of the things that makes me feel particularly broken in this world we live in that expects productivity every day of my goddamned life when I can't even be productive 100% of the time I WANT to be productive because sometimes my anxiety just decides to make it harder because I'm so overwhelmed by having to tackle part of a project I can't even touch it at all.

Urghfjfj

#probably an adhd thing #i blame adhd #but also just exhaustion

[lazylittledragon]

isn't it weird how if you get up at 7 or 8, do your work all day, then have free time and go to bed at 11 that's absolutely fine

but if i said i get up at 10, do fun stuff in the morning then work in the evening and go to bed late, i could be called lazy, nevermind that i'm getting just as much or MORE work done as i would in a traditional work day

#ramble #idk if this is a me problem or not #i've tried to do the early rise early bed thing again and again and it just does not work for me doing freelance right now #maybe it's bc i used to work at a bar so i'm more comfortable being active in the evening #i love working at night because there's less going on to distract me #what used to happen is i would get up early then fight executive dysfunction all day saying i couldn't do fun stuff until i did my work #then my will to work would hit at 10pm and i'd be up till 2am anyway #right now my routine is waking up later and playing a game or knitting for an hour or so and then working in the afternoon and evening #something something capitalism and 9-5 and adhd don't go together #this sounds like i'm just making excuses but it works and i'm actually getting shit done and sleeping enough so i don't see the problem #i just figured i'm probably going to sit and do nothing for a few hours in the morning anyway so i might as well give myself permission to

[currently-getting-a-diagnosis]

Black Autistic Culture is people not believing you're autistic while also critiquing you on everything you said that was "disrespectful" and "rude" as well as telling you to learn how to talk right.

#my mother is such an interesting person #also probably autistic herself but refuses to acknowledge it #she'll acknowledge the ADHD tho and do nothing with that information #but it's whatever #autistic black girl #actually autistic #autism #autizzy #autism things #being autistic #autistic problems #black autistic #black autistic culture #black and autistic #autistic and black #black autistic girl #jay's tism thoughts

[abowlofpetuniasandawhale]

i know this site rightfully hates minimalism but i will admit there’s something so soothing about looking at a room with a lot of negative space like go girl give me nothing to process visually my eyes are kinda tired

#like i definitely lean more towards maximalism in terms of like my ideal interior design #but sometimes when i clean off a table or counter or something i just stare at how empty it is and rest my brain and it’s nice #probably an adhd thing #also probably something that would be sooooo under-stimulating to be around all the time but honestly even if i had no possessions my home #would be cluttered and messy so like idk not a problem that’s ever going to come up in practice unless i have a full staff lmao

[cryptcatz]

i seriously hate when someone is like “well xyx could be related to this mental illness or neurodivergence” and someone feels the need to come in like “well *I* have depression/adhd/am autistic/etc. and i shower consistently, am not messy, understand social cues, am great in school and work, and am overall a functional and ‘normal’ person so it’s no excuse uwu” literally shut the fuck up lmao

like what do you get by shitting on other neurodivergent ppl who struggle more than you do? of course having something like autism isn’t an excuse to do whatever you want with no regards to others, but it can explain why you struggle with other things more so than neurotypicals do. give us a little patience and understanding. don’t act like just because YOU can “overcome” your conditions it means the rest of us are not trying hard enough or are being lazy or whatever.

#saw an AITA thread by an autistic person where the comments were all either neurotypicals misunderstanding or other autistic ppl talking #like this. the few autistic ppl who explained meltdowns etc got downvoted #actuallyautistic #autism #neurodivergent #adhd #actuallyadhd #autistic #neurodivergencies #personal #but i see thsi sort of thing a lot #saw someone going like ‘oh this person is autistic so probably why they seem awkward here and made a joke with inappropriate timing. they #shouldn’t have made that joke but probably didn’t realize it was not a good time’ and someone else came in like ‘im autistic and know #not to make jokes at inappropriate times and understand social cues’ wow congrats not everyone with autism is like you shocking right??? #hits i guess

[turns-out-its-adhd]

#adhd memes #neurodivergence #adhd #adult adhd #neurodiversity #neurodiversesquad #adhd brain #adhd things #adhd mood #adhd problems #adhd probably #doomscrolling #task switching #we hyperfixating #hyperfocus #revenge bedtime procrastination

[clandestine-poet]

For context, before anything else, I myself am a lesbian.

Alright. So I don't quite know how to explain it, but Hualian really just has lesbian vibes. At least to me.

Being a lesbian is a lot of: "You girls must be such good friends!" "Do your boyfriends know you're here?" "How come I never see you two apart?" "Haha, two girls kissing? They must be best friends."

And look. Listen.

Hualian is constantly having people be like "You two must be such great friends!" from most of the other heavenly officials (until later on).

Xie Lian and San Lang at Puqi Village getting the "where's your wives?" every .5 seconds.

Xie Lian is constantly asked/talked about with "where's YOUR crimson rain sought flower?" or "If you are here, Crimson Rain is not far behind".

THEY KISS SO MUCH AND MOSTLY GET LOUDLY TOLD "there's other ways to exchange spiritual power!"

Also, there's something inherently powerful about a queer couple.

Being queer creates a space outside the norm. That unites us so much.

And it just feels like Hualian are the most lesbian-coded gay man couple I have seen in a long, long time.

#hualian #tian guan ci fu #tgcf #heaven official's blessing #xie lian #hua cheng #hualesbians #lesbianism #lesbian #i am just an adhd lesbian who is in love with stories #to be honest #i just really love hualian and see a lot of things in them that I see in myself as a queer young person just trying to find a balance #i kind of want to write a hualesbian fic #i probably will #i love lesbians #hehehehe #okay thank you #yukiko's dumb thoughts #tw genderbend #genderbend #tw cis swap #gender is a garden blooming before me and I am a surrealist artist

[charlie-and-mushrooms]

The tv is completely off but I can hear it buzzing. Its like a fly but it's constant and a bit lower pitched. I often also hear lights. I don't think that's normal.

#ive heard other neurospicy people say they hear that kind of thing #adhd shit #probably autism too #autism #adhd #neurospicy #neurodivergent #sound sensitivity