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ferretrix · 3 years
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Deep lore about me is whenever I get mega stuck over art the only thing I can draw are furries
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lady-literature · 3 years
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I rewrite Sky High
okay so, disclaimer: sky high was actually pretty damn good for it’s time and a lot of the plot twists/tropes used in it were still just starting out and not as commonplace as they are today. so 10/10 really good movie.
Also as i was writing this, it turned into half analysis of what’s already in the movie and half things I would change about the movie so,,, yeah. enjoy!
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So the point about Sky High is that and the way the school and hero society as a whole works, is that you, as the audience, are supposed to look at it and know that it’s a flawed system. We’re supposed to see it as an injustice that kids are sorted into hero or sidekick- Sorry, I mean ‘Hero Support,’ on your first day of school based on something you can’t even control.
(This movie was my hero academia-ing it up before it was cool.)
Anyway, the movie calls a lot of attention to it in the beginning, but then doesn't actually give it the resolution it deserves in the end. Which, not cool guys.
The Hero/Sidekick debacle is, on the whole, a very thinly veiled metaphor for the problems minorities face. Specifically, those of the alphabet mafia, or LGBTQ, as we’re more commonly known.
There are a lot of examples for this so I’ll speed through the big ones real quick:
Will’s nerves regarding not having attraction to girls superpowers?
The way he tries to fake having an attraction to girls superpowers to get approval from his dad?
Being literally outed in front of his whole class (by someone named Boomer no less) and then immediately trying to hide it from his parents as long as possible?
The constant references to being a ‘late bloomer’. Doesn’t it remind you of the common phrases: ‘it’s just a phase’ or ‘don’t worry. You’ll start liking [opposite gender] eventually.’ ?
The scene in the kitchen, right after Will introduces the Sidekick Squad (and yes, that is what I’ll be referring to them as for the rest of this essay tumblr post). Will is so obviously trying to gauge how his dad is going to take his friends being sidekicks and also him being a sidekick. I just, this is so blatantly a coming out scene? How does anybody not see it as that?
(also the dad talking so offhandedly about bigotry and the hatred his own father had for sidekicks??? Who else has been there?)
Will telling his dad that he doesn’t care, that he’s proud of being gay to be a sidekick is just,,, *chef’s kiss*
With all of this backing behind Will and him growing into not being ashamed of his lack of powers, My first change would be that Will does not, in fact receive his father’s super strength. It’s just such a cop out! The movie had all this amazing build up, and this brilliant metaphor it could have used and, instead, they threw it all away.
The sudden acquisition of powers and immediate acceptance by his peers, feels too close to someone being ‘fixed’. That Will wasn’t good enough the way he was and had to be better, had to be his father in order to be good enough.
So, no. Will remains powerless.
Instead of the revelation of ‘he’s strong’, we get to let the Sidekick Squad shine.
Lash and Speed still cause a fight between Warren and Will, but when Will is under the table, the sidekicks actually do something.
Will knocks the table over (not, like, lifting Warren up but something closer to pushing him off. I mean, even I could push upwards from underneath a table fast enough that if someone is standing on it, they’d lose their balance and fall to the ground) and that starts things.
The Sidekick Squad all grab forgotten lunch trays or cartons of milk or something and throw it at Warren. It isn’t long then that the whole scene devolves into a food fight (Zach, at least, does not have good aim and probably hits a bystander accidentally, drawing more people in, until the whole cafeteria is involved.) The fight turns into something more playful, but still with that bit of an undertone of trying to actually hurt each other.
Ethan melts at one point and (accidentally) causes Warren to slip and land on his back, Magenta probably punches someone (not Warren) and Zach is just mouthing off to anybody who gets close enough. Near the end, right before Principal Powers shows up, Layla finally gets the right idea and just fire extinguishes the shit out of Warren.
(Side note here: I am very much also nixing the Layla crushes on Will plotline. I love best friends to lovers just as much as the next person but… no. Let kids see boy/girl friendships! 
Instead, I will be inserting a Layla/Warren love story and you can consider this the first scene on the road for that.)
Anyway, the whole Sidekick Squad plus Warren ends up in the detention room and all of them are covered in food. Right after Principal Powers leaves, the Sidekick Squad is immediately talking excitedly to each other about how cool they just were and what they did. Basically it’s very wholesome and they’re all hyping each other up and then one of them, Layla or Will, excitedly turns to Warren and goes, ‘and that thing you did with the fireballs? God! I don’t think Lash is going to have any eyebrows for a month’ and the tension between them all but drops.
Warren, of course, tries to push them away and not get involved with their ridiculousness, but the Sidekick Squad is stubborn and by the end of detention, everyone but Warren is in agreement that he’s a part of the Squad now. They will not leave him alone. They also start hanging out at the Paper Lantern all the time just to annoy/make fun of him in that loving way friends do.
(I just want Warren to be a part of the Squad guys. Will calls him his best friend at the end but what did the movie actually do to show they were friends? Nothing, that’s what. I want that fixed.)
So the cafeteria fight boosts the whole Squad’s reputation, right? People think those sidekicks are pretty cool, and they get their fifteen minutes of fame. Only… Will gets a little hooked on the feeling of being popular. He doesn’t want to be a capital-h Hero or anything! But, well… he’d be lying if he didn’t like people thinking he was cool.
The others don’t really care all that much about being cool, but Will does. He hates that he does but what is he supposed to do? He can’t change how he feels. So he starts trying to make himself more popular and sometimes tries dragging his friends into stupid schemes.
And then enter stage right, one Gwen Grayson.
I prefer Gwen being Royal Pain’s daughter, actually. A girl who would’ve had no stock in this fight but her mother, who is sickly and weak and survives mostly because her daughter takes care of her, practically brainwashes Gwen to do her bidding.
Gwen is a minion here, and also, perhaps, a victim.
At first, she follows her mom’s orders and charms Will into dating her. She also feeds into his desire to gain popularity but can’t, in this world, break him from his friends. Actually, Will brings Gwen along to the Sidekick Squad hangouts and, slowly, she becomes a part of the group too.
She starts to doubt her mother. Starts to care for Will and the Squad.
She throws the party, and the Squad is all invited (trying to break them up isn’t conducive to the Plan her mother has anyway and wouldn’t work besides) but she lures Will away to make out and… other things, and he brings her to the Sanctum for privacy just like before. She still steals the pacifier (or whatever death ray equivalent you want idk) but she and Will don’t break up at the end of the night.
It’s not actually until two days later, right before the dance is going to start, does Gwen decide she can’t stand back and let this happen anymore. She spills the whole plot and her betrayal to Will when he comes to pick her up for the dance. She’s crying and apologizing and basically expecting to be hated forever by the only people she thinks ever actually liked her.
And, well. Will is furious at her for lying but there’s more important things to deal with at the moment. They’ll talk more about this and he’ll be angry, but that’s all going to be later. Right now they have a school to save so he grabs her hand and starts running to warn the rest of their friends.
Things happen mostly as canon from that point with minor changes.
It’s Warren who pulls Layla into a kiss before they all split off into groups, telling her to kick ass and stay safe before sprinting off after Speed. There have been scenes throughout the movie where the two are very obviously getting closer and are into each other. And then, before the dance, while Gwen and Will we’re technically going as a couple, the whole Squad was going as a group.
When Warren and Layla saw each other all dolled up, it’s very cliché. Warren says she looks nice and Layla visibly gulps at his outfit of a button down and suit pants, sleeves rolled up to his elbows (because homeboy does not wear a full tux you can fight me on this).
And also, Will doesn’t fight Royal Pain by himself. Instead, Gwen is there with him and they don’t fight with super strength. Gwen’s been helping Will build an arsenal of gadgets a la Batman and the two face off against her mom together, Gwen with her powers, and Will acting as half support and half as a watered-down Batman who still needs some more training before he’s totally polished.
The school falls from the sky, but Gwen buys them time by keeping the anti gravs working through sheer force of will, while Will holds off her mom from attacking her while she’s vulnerable and concentrating. Magenta eventually kills the EMP or whatever it was, and the day is saved.
Gwen passes out, cause ~drama~ but she ends up okay so don’t worry. She’s just exhausted. 
The sidekicks get their recognition and then immediately bounce because dances suck and they all agree that they should go to the Paper Lantern instead to celebrate cause they’re tired, alright? Saving the day is hard.
So it’s all of them, a little battered and bruised and exhausted, crowded into this corner booth and laughing and being kids. The camera does it’s fade to comic book page thing, and the narration is something more along the lines of:
“Royal Pain and her cronies got locked away. Gwen and I talked things out, and she’s getting help for all the stuff her mom did to her. We’re taking things slow in the meantime.
The school is undergoing a lot of changes to the curriculum and getting rid of the whole ‘hero/sidekick’ divisions. (Mostly at the urging of my parents… and Layla). Next year is going to look a lot different, I think.
But it’ll be a good different, just like we are. None of us were what we were expected to be, and, I think, we’re going to keep defying expectations. There’s a whole world out there that needs changing.
And I can’t think of a better group of friends to do it with.”
THE END
(just give me found family saves the day by being themselves rather than somebody else, give me them saving the day because they care about each other, give me them fighting for what’s right and fixing things. please i am b e g g i n g.)
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Additional nitpicks that are small but Very Important to Me
Coach Boomer is still called coach Boomer because there is no way I am missing out on the ‘okay, boomer’ jokes
Layla stays like Layla, but i’d like for the movie to stop trying to make her seem annoying for her beliefs or like she’s wrong to be so vocal about them. Her caring about things that are wrong ends up as the butt of too many jokes and i… do not like that.
Why so many dad/son scenes? Why this janky imbalance parenting dynamic between the Strongholds. Knock that shit off. I want happy functional family thank you very much
Mr Boy and the mad scientist are very obviously in a relationship
Wait, actually: mr boy, mad scientist and Boomer are al in a poly relationship and are ridiculous about it
I’d like to see more of the sidekick classes going over like, ‘the boring’ parts of the job, and teaching the kids how to deal with the aftermath of the heroes heroics, just to hammer in the fact that the system is fucked up and that it’s messed up that the heroes get all the recognition while the sidekicks are left to clean up the mess
Use actual 14 year old actors? These kids look like seniors.
Or, if you want more ‘mature’ characters make it so sky high is like,,, a finishing school or smth. Something kids 16 and over go to.
(What the fuck kind of parent thinks that their freshman child dating a senior is a good idea?? An almost adult coming onto a fourteen year old??? Are you trying to make Will’s parents (particularly the dad) seem like irresponsible assholes??)
Gwen is, at most, a year above Will in this rewrite, kay?
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sketcheydyslexic · 3 years
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JOKES ON YA HONEYBEE, I'D JUST DRAW YA SELF INSERT (probably with cash ;D) TO COUNTER YA GIFTS. i actually wanna learn how to bake but we don't have an oven (never really needed one since our asian dishes didn't need it). i'd gladly give ya as much affection as ya need hunny (celebrates in touch starve-ness yay :D) one of my love languages is definitely touch like hugging, hand holding, laying on someone's/my lap, laying close together. all that jazz but i do understand if someone's uncomfortable with close contact but if they're insistent on having contact i'd suggest hand holding or just linking fingers, (i actually do this with a friend of mine when they're feeling overwhelmed but need contact)
the first time i actually dreamed about any undertale related was a very funny but kinda long dream so let me know if ya still wanna hear it. i agree, nightmare suck unless it's the skeleton then i suc—🤛 oof sorry it was simp o'clock. also the raffle ya did with nightmare gang and nightmare with dream were amazing 👌 my fave was with the nightmare gang, i really like the interaction with error since i was craving to give him sum adoration (also cuz it was mentioned that they ditched their glasses which i say 'wish that was me 😢')
THE ONE WITH HORROR PAPYRUS WAS MY FAVORITE (along with fresh cuz damn the way ya drew him 🦋💘😳💘🦋) I LOVE THAT THE FLOWER WAS IN THE CORNER AND WHEN IT LOOKED LIKE THEY WERE ON A PICNIC /OUTDOOR DATE AND HIS EYES, IDK WHAT IT WAS BUT THEY MAKE ME SO GIDDY, AND HIS SMILE MAKES ME SMILE AND GAH HIS MANNERISM AND POSE!!!! AND YA YES I DID NOTICE THE SCARS ON HIS HANDS, ARMS AND NECK IT WAS SMART TO USE A DIFFERENT COLOR FOR THEM TO SUBTLE THEM DOWN ABD IT JUST TIES THE WHOLE PIECE TOGETHER!!!!!!
i also really like the outfit ya put him in, i feel like that's where i get super confused with the skeletons i have no clue what outfit would fit their personality and make them look good. with fresh i just gotta add eye bleeding colors but with skeletons like classic papyrus i just put them on the first thing i think of which sometimes doesn't match their personality. and u better not make me extra simp for dust tho, i can't even draw all the skeletons i simp for.
ughhh i really wish i was close with atleast one of my wine aunts or have a gay uncle, then we'd definitely be unstoppable. i would love tah have sum piercings, i want multiple ones on my ear (i really like the industrial i think it's called, it's the one going thru the upper ear, and an orbital cuz i want sum hoops) i already have a standard lobe pierce on both ears though so there's that. i'd also want a nose and/or eyebrow and/or lip piercing and hopefully a tongue piercing but i ain't sure bout that yet. i have a lot of plans with piercings but i'm currently living in a small town (so small that the "mall" here is just a mediocre department store kinda like a small walmart/target i'd say) and the only place i know that does do piercing has very bad reviews so maybe next time.
GASP PANDA!!! BABEE!!!! KITTY PSPSPSPSPSPSPS KITTY KITTY!!! CAT KITTY PUPPY KITTY AWWWWW. WHO'S A GOOD KITTY? U ARE! U ARE! PSPSPSPSPSPSPSPSPSPS KITTY KITTY MEOW MEOW <3333 -an excerpt from my reaction towards seeing the baby!! i was just gushing about how cute she (please correct me if i'm wrong) is. my bro literally had tah come tah the room i was in tah stop me but i showed them (they/them/he/him for my bro's pronouns) the picture and in the end we were both just gushing about sweet baby panda. i don't think i can ever see yah as pathetic honestly, all i see is a strong, powerful, amazing human being :)
ya get used tah living with a lot of people, thankfully i have a space for myself (not particularly room since the room i have has half of the family's clothes in the cabinet in it) and when i do get overwhelmed i just take a stroll just by the forest or lay a mat down lay on it. when it rains the real fun begins, i go out with my phone (sometimes it's within a plastic to save it from getting wet) and depending on how strong the rain is, walk or dance. i love it when it's a strong downpour and it's still early that's when i just play music and dance with no reason but to enjoy it. i'd simply do twirls, funky foot steps, jumps all the while being barefoot and just live. i thankfully have a strong enough immune system so i rarely get sick, maybe get a headache tho but other than that i'm good :)))
today i finally got my blood taken fir the blood test and the only thing in my mind was "don't look don't look don't look don't look don't look don't look don't lo—" cuz i knew i'd tense up and get nervous while they take my blood. i also got my pixie cut! it looks meh but i'm planning on growing it and maybe cutting it myself to roughly show the next hairdresser my idea for the cut. the one who cut my hair did an amazing job on the back of my hair tho, they made the transition to undercut to pixie cut so smooth but the thing they did with the front was cit it with a side part and i wanted it to be the same length throughout the front. i have no clue what to do with the sides tho, it's too long for my taste, it reaches my ear and covers it so idk what to think bout that. after that me and my bro got milk tea and i get to have a call with my friend who moved countries so yay :D overall nice ending to the day was me giving yah a reply and story tah tell honeybee
how bout ya hun? hope ya have a great day/afternoon/night and if not i hope this message made yah atleast smile sweets - 💛🍯 anon
NUASJISSNAJASHAG listen- I would simply pass away, my happy little heart couldn’t take all the fuzzies.  I love baking, it’s one of my healthiest coping/stress reliving things to do when I’m having a rough time! I know there are some things you can make on stove top, instead of in the oven, but I’ve never tried to make any, maybe you could find one that works well for you? I even give in and make a good old microwave cake in desperate times Lmao. My family has a really nice of cast-iron skillets that I love to bake and cook it, they are supper versatile for all your kitchen needs! Only thing is is that the newer ones kinda suck :/ that’s why I love the ones that have been passed down through my family!  Yay! Love and affection!  I have more than one love language? I think I do anyway, I just depends on who I’m with. I’ve a very affectionate person in my own way, I love to show people that I care about them or that I’m thinking about them, I’m shy tho so I try to goof my way into getting that hand to hold or a hug. Once I’m close to someone and consider them a friend, I  am pretty easy going and I’m happy with all the love. I very rarely get uncomfortable with people I trust. That why I let my two closest friends hold my hand everywhere, one of them takes naps and uses my lap as a pillow all the time because she had a rough day and just got off work. Close friends who can platonically snuggle are the best for you mental Heath. It’s really sweet that you do that for your friend, that is a very thoughtful thing to do! 
Yes yes yes, I would love to hear about it! Dreams are so cool to hear about especially when you have common ground on the dream :) Hahaha, it was very much so simp o'clock, and I was very down bad 🖐😭. Oh my gosh, you read them? Yay, I'm so happy to hear that you liked them! I was really tired when writing them so the dream and nightmare one really took a little bit of a hit, but maybe one day ill get a beta reader, or maybe even a friend who would do a once over on it to see if it sucks or not lol. Some of my best works come from my lack of sleep. I have contacts but I still wear my glasses a lot, I just got a new pair I really like even if they don't fit my style a lot.
AHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH I love him, so I had to do him justice! He is just such a sweet boy who would be the best boyfriend ever. Oh my gosh, yay! I'm so happy that you noticed that!! My chest always gets a fuzzy feeling when I think about his cute lil lopsided smile, and the pure adoration he has for you would shine in his eyelights, I swoon💕💕💕 Fresh was the first one I drew and was the whole reason I even opened matchups, because I wanted to start something with it. 
I just put them in whatever I draw them in, people on tiktok were calling fresh “gaster fresh” even tho he isn't, but hey, watcha gonna do? I don't really mind much when I'm desining them, because they are going to change clothes and people like to try clothes outside of their comfort zones, I like to thing the skeletons do too. Just you wait friend, because the people over on the clock app have demanded I draw him too. Plus I just got his matchup picture done so ill slap that cute little pic here so you can be the first to see it!
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No dust himself, but a cute little love not hand delivered by his brother who was going to stay and watch your reaction to report back to Dust.
My aunt was like a mom to me so we get along pretty well, and she is a therapist that uses her therapy mind skills to read me like a books lol. Oooo, I have my ears double lobe priced and one in the lower cartilage, a nose peircing and a newer middle lip peircing. I like the way they make me look, they aren't too nig and in your fave but they are a noicible feature that make me, me! I heard that industrials take a long time to heal? I don't know much about ear piercings since I mostly read up on the ones I'm worried about how to properly take care of and am getting soon or already have. I'm sure you will look absolutely amazing when you do get them! I hope you can find a nice place too, id be way to nervous if I read they weren't very good. My appointment was an hour away from home, I live in a small area too so I had t hunt down a good shop. I want a tongue one, but I'm a little worried it will hurt too bad, you know? I can handle a good amount, but few if it dosen't make me nervous. 
Awe, I'm glad you and your bro enjoyed seeing baby! I swear she has never been called panda a day in her life lol. It's always been baby, and that's what she answers to now, but the shoe fits, she is a sweet baby. (yeah, your right, she is a she.) I do the same thing to her every day when she need a little love and attention, she probably things I'm crazy for making all kinds of ‘meow’s’ at her to try and tell her I love her in cat language xD thank you, dear <3<3
I love to watch the rain from little huts or the big window in my house, it's so pretty! I don't wonder in it too long because I'm prone to getting sick, it seems like I am immune to all the harsh sickness is but a cold? A cold will knock me flat on my hind end for a good 3 weeks. I don't know what's up with my body but it's a little backwards. For the last few days it has been storming a lot, we even have some light flooding going on. I love dancing around my room, I even get kitty to dance with me sometimes, even though she much rather prefers me not to desturb her 15th nap of the day.
That's great hun, I'm so proud of you! I would have passed out as soon as I saw the needle :’) I simply cannot with needles, They give me horrid anxiety attacks.  I do that sometimes and my hairstylist always gets an attitude xD at least when I do that my hair always ends up the way I want it and not the way she did it this time. Hair stylist are really lacking in the listening department recently... She gave me the 2005 emo bangs and it takes everything in me to not style it as such Lmao.
Your day sounds like it was lovely, I'm happy to hear that <3 I had a very interesting day, turns out I can't do anything about the creep in my classes “if it is going to be an issue then we have to ask you to attend online (or go to a different school)” which sucks because I paid to be there, but I'm going to thought it out, Im not to shy on the throwing hands if he tries to touch me :) I think I'll be fine since I have a friend in that class now that will keep me in a safe headspace. Two stangers called me pretty today too, that was a very good boost. I had an amazing burger that was perfect enough to be made by grilby himself, it was huge tho so it took me two days to eat it haha. I even make something really cool and outside of my comfort zone for art class, and she told me it was going to be amazing for my portfolio ^.^ so overall a good day. Good or bad, I always smile when I see your message dearest 💛🍯 anon and I hope mine bring you some happiness too <3 (wow I'm using a lot of those kindsa things today, aren't I? They are kind of like my version of tone indicators I guess.)
How are you dear? I hope it is well, and the same for how your day is going :) and hey, at least I didn't accidienly delete this one!
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bibliothesoph · 4 years
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Neverland, Wrinkles and Worries (part 8)
This is the biggest feeling that Baz has ever had. It's bigger than all of the anger at his father, his adoration of Mordelia, and his fear of growing up. The feeling he's having right now, the feeling that comes with (finally) kissing Simon Snow is the best and biggest feeling that he is capable of. Simon sighs against his mouth when he kisses him again, taking him by the back of the neck. It's a proper kiss this time. Baz pulls at Simon's hair to tip his head back so he can swipe his tongue between Simon's lips. He parts for Baz and Baz explores Simon's mouth in the way that Simon has probably explored the caves of Neverland. He wants to draw a map of it so he can remember it forever, even if this won't last.
It hits him, as he kisses Simon, that this is a fantasy. Staying in Neverland was never really an option, even when he climbed out of his window, but that was okay because at least he would have some memories of joy and excitement to get him through his darkest days in the future. But now he realizes that only half of him will return to London because his heart will always be here in Neverland with Simon Snow. And it makes him want to cry because the thought of returning home to his big, lonely house feels so drab and painful when he knows that Simon Snow will be somewhere out there missing him as much as he misses Simon. And it hurts because Baz will grow old while Simon stays young forever.
Baz pulls away because his heart is too full and his brain is too busy to carry on with this for now. Simon smiles at him and presses their foreheads together.
"Want to go home?" he asks.
Baz's heart freezes in his chest. He's terrified that Simon means London and that this was all some sort of game to him. Just another adventure.
Simon puts his hand back on Baz's cheek (it'd made it to his back, somehow) and nuzzles his nose against Baz's. "I meant my home."
Baz lets out a staggered breath. He doesn't know what time it is or even if Neverland has time, but he figures that it must be getting late. The people below have started to retreat back into their huts for the night and the fire is being put out.
"Yeah," Baz says. "I do."
They make their way back to Simon's house. Simon shows Baz the secret knob and lets him push it to open up the hidden door. They slide down in a fight of laughter and suddenly Simon is landing on Baz and on top of him from the impact. Behind them, the fire roars. Simon smiles softly at him and leans down to kiss him. Baz happily obliges, no longer feeling the weight of harsh reality on his shoulders. It feels so much better to kiss Simon than to think, anyway.
"Are you gay?" Baz asks, pulling away from Simon's lips for a moment.
"Gay? 'Course I am."
"Didn't you have a girlfriend?"
Simon cocks an eyebrow at him. "I––what? I'm confused. Why's that matter?"
Baz sighs. "Simon, what do you think 'gay' means?" He realizes that Simon's vocabulary isn't as modern as his.
"Happy? Carefree? That sorta thing."
Baz wants to give this boy access to Urban Dictionary. "Okay, so I meant, uh, homosexual."
Simon doesn't look happy or carefree now. "Dunno. I've never really thought about it."
"How do you just not think about it?"
Simon shrugs and rolls off of Baz but intertwines their fingers to make up for the lack of contact. "What's it matter? All I do is fight or save people. And it's not like I've got a line of suitors here."
Baz rolls over to face him, propping his head up on his arm. He can feel some of his hair draping across his face, but he can't bring himself to push it back. "I just...how do you know that you want this?"
"Wait, are you homosexual?"
"Yeah," Baz says without a second thought. "Completely."
He's known since he was young. If he's being honest, he's known ever since he saw Simon Snow on the cover of the book. It was a silly little drawing and not at all accurate, save the outfit, but there was something about Simon standing with his head high, chin out, and those damn tights that made Baz want to reach out and trace over the image with his index finger. And he did. His mother would always set the book down on his bedside table and he would wait until she had said goodnight to turn his light on and just trace over Simon's features.
"Well, I know that I like this. That I like you," Simon tells him. "And what we've been doing."
Baz grins at him.
Simon yawns and stretches out his arms. "We should probably get some sleep, yeah? Don't mind sharing a bed, do ya?"
Baz finds the idea of sharing a bed with Simon completely nerve-wracking, but he won't say so. It's nerve-wracking in the best way possible. The way that makes his heart ache for it. What he would give to spend the night curled up into Simon's side. He just shakes his head and smiles at Simon as he gets up, takes off his shoes and shirt, and crawls into bed.
"Aren't you going to change?" Baz asks, standing up and looking for his backpack.
"Into what? This is all I got."
Baz locates the backpack on the couch and digs through it to find a tee shirt for himself. He also grabs an extra pair of boxers because he has the feeling that Simon isn't wearing any bloody pants. He wants to tell Simon that it's disgusting to wear the same thing all the time, pantsless, but he doesn't want to be rude so he just tosses the boxers over to Simon.
"What's this?" Simon holds them up and examines them in the dim light. He sticks his arm through them and Baz can't help but laugh.
"You put them on like your trousers."
"They your's?"
Baz nods and takes off his shirt, facing away from Simon. He figures that Simon has already seen him shirtless so it doesn't really matter. Then he takes off his trousers so he's in his boxers and a shirt. He puts his old outfit back into his backpack and zips it up.
When he turns back around to crawl into bed, Simon is sitting on top of the blanket in Baz's boxers. He finds the whole thing very attractive and he would like to snog Simon senseless, but he realizes how tired he is from everything and that sleep is probably a better idea. He and Simon both crawl under the fur blanket and find each other under it, illuminated only by the dying fire from the stone fireplace. Simon wraps his arm around Baz and presses the two of them together.
"Goodnight, Baz," Simon yawns.
Baz smiles and pushes his face into Simon's hair, inhaling the scent of it because he doesn't know when he won't be able to anymore. "Night, Simon."
Baz falls asleep faster than he has in years.
Baz is used to dreamless sleeps. He expects them at this point, so he's surprised when he finds himself dreaming. He knows it's a dream, or he certainly hopes it's a dream, because he's back in his room in London. His window is open and he's in bed so he goes to shut it. He turns to go back to bed and hears someone tapping at it. He turns again and finds Simon hovering outside with that silly grin on his face. Baz walks towards the window and watches as Simon's face turns from glee to horror. He opens the window for Simon but Simon staggers backward.
"What's wrong, Simon?" he asks.
Simon gapes and points at him. Tears are forming in his beautiful blue eyes. "You––you promised, Baz! You promised me!"
Baz has no idea what he's on about so he just watches as Simon works himself into a blunder.
"What did I promise?" he asks. The words sting his throat. He reaches for his throat to massage it but the skin he finds there isn't the skin he remembers at all. He tries to walk backwards but he trips over his own feet and onto the ground by his full-length mirror. He looks at the mirror, at his reflection, and thinks he might be having a heart attack.
His skin is wrinkled and saggy. His eyes are dim and his hair, or what's left of it, anyway, has gone white. He looks back at Simon who is still at the window sobbing and telling Baz that he broke his promise.
"What promise, Simon?" he asks even though the words burn and the voice is not his own.
"To never grow up."
Baz wakes with a start.
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Tumblr makes the spacing kinda weird by the end, idk why but I hope it gets better for everyone else who wants to take this haha.
ONE - HI THERE! It’s an intro!
What do most people call you? Robyn. In what month is your birthday? April. What country were you born in? The beautiful but politically miserable Philippines. Do you have siblings? How many, if you do? I do; I have two. I’m the eldest, but they aren’t that far off from me. Who do you live with? I’m still studying so I’m living with family for now – mom and dad, a sister and a brother, and a dog. I really want to move out in the next couple of years though.
Are you in a relationship? Yes. Do you go to school? As I said, yes. I’m in university but I’m supposed to graduate next year. What mood are you in right now? Well, I wrapped up my internship last week and my entire weekend was booked with stuff I did, so now I’m just super glad to be home and bum around after all that hectic-ness. I just had 8 hours of sleep and am feeling pretty well-rested right now. What does your shirt look like? I’m wearing a big-ass gray Knicks sweater that’s like 3 sizes bigger for me. What’s your zodiac sign? Taurus.
TWO - Your Appearance
If you could have plastic surgery on any one body part, what would it be?Boobs. They’re so abnormally small that I’m tired of having to waste what would have been completely bomb outfits just because of my chest.
Are you satisfied with your hair? It could have less baby hair, honestly. But I’m fine with it for the most part.
Do you have a hitchhikers or a straight thumb? It’s a straight thumb. My left pinky is quite crooked though.
What colour are your eyes? Dark brown.
Do you have any tan lines? No, I haven’t gone to the beach in a while.
How old do people usually think you are? I just asked this question to Gabie last week and she said that I look 15.
What about your appearance do you get complimented on the most? Face and my overall figure.
Are you comfortable with your weight? Sure, but it’s always worrisome when I get to the lower 90s.
Do you have any piercings or tattoos? Where? Yeah, just the basic earlobes piercings that my parents got for me when I was a couple of months old.
How tall are you? I am 5′1″ and a half. I’m shorter than 5′2″, that’s for sure.
THREE - True or False
I love winter. Neither true or false as I have never experienced snow. I think I’d love it though.
I have eaten meat in the past five days. True. Filipinos eat meat a lot.
I have painted a room in a house. False. My mom is so controlling over adult things like that so she hired people to do it to all our rooms.
I can whistle. True. I learned pretty early.
My keyboard is black. True-ish? The buttons are black, but the spaces between them are silver.
I have never bought something off an infomercial. True. My mom would be so furious because it would be her money anyway.
I own a snuggie / would like to own a snuggie. False.
I bite my pens / pencils. False. I do bite my straws though.
I wear glasses / contacts. True.
My nails are painted right now. False.
FOUR - Childhood Memories!
What was your all time favourite movie as a kid? THE GAME PLAN, without a shadow of a doubt. Watched that shit everyday through third and fourth grade. My runner-up would be High School Musical.
Do you still have your first pair of shoes somewhere? Doubt it. My mom isn’t big on memories like me.
Did you have anything you always dragged around the house, like a blanket?Nope. I did use my parents’ blanket as a cape some days, and other days it would be a gown train and I’d pretend I was the Queen, but I wouldn’t drag it because it would get dirty.
What toy did you play with the most? I was always into grownup stuff so I always got kitchen appliances, dollhouses, etc. I once had toys that mimicked a pizza restaurant and it had a pizza roller and it was super fun for me haha. Once I got a pretend cash register though it was game over for all these bitches.
Did you ever bring your favourite toys in the bathtub? We didn’t have a bathtub, but yeah we would bring in our toys when we would shower.
Did you used to take baths with siblings/cousins? ^ Ooh, barely missed it. Yes, we did.
Are you still friends with your best friends from long ago? A handful are still my best friends. I keep in touch with most of my batchmates from my high school because we’re all close and we’re family and there was generally very little drama – and if there was, it was easy to let go.
Do your parents ever tell you stories about how cute/silly you were? They have several stories, but I was mostly a quiet kid who didn’t like getting in trouble.
Did you go to the park often? What was a typical outfit for the 5-year-old you?Blouses with a girly pattern, denim jeans, and Nike rubber shoes. The top always has to be tucked in.
FIVE - FAVOURITES
Actor/Actress: Kate Winslet
Singer/Band/Both: Beyonce / Paramore
Chocolate: Reese’s
Toothpaste: ??? Whatever we have at home I guess?
Picture of yourself: Nah man, not doing that here.
Pair of sunglasses: I don’t have a favorite.
Vegetable: Broccoli!
Sandwich: Monte Cristo
Aspect of nature: Waterfalls
Word to say: “Literally”
SIX - Love Life ;)
Who was the first person to ever ask you out? No one’s ever asked me out before. Although I think that dude from one of my classes in sophomore year intended to…but I dunno. We were paired up together for this class and he wanted to spend time with me in a coffee shop after our work was done; I didn’t feel comfortable just being by myself so I told him in advance that I was gonna be bringing Gabie…never heard from him ever again :/
What does your ideal date consist of? Dinner somewhere nice (Italian or Japanese) should be enough for me.
What’s one thing your partner must be able to accept about you? I get sad and I’ll need loooooooong stretches of time alone some days.
Does your ideal person have any special talents? She can paint and draw. She doesn’t really share these with other people but she does with me.
Do your parents like the person you’re with? (Or the last person) My parents liked Mike and were convinced something was happening between us lmao. They don’t know about my relationship with Gabie yet.
Do you like pet names? Yes when it’s just the two of us. Publicly, I control myself, cos I know it annoys me when other people are too showy/vocal. Like I don’t call Gab pet names when we’re out with friends; and when we’re out at the mall or whatever, I’m not very physical other than holding her hand.
What is your age range? Same age. I can’t imagine dating someone younger or older, but then again this is because I haven’t had any other experience.
What is one attribute that your ideal partner must have? Sincerity.
When was the last time someone seriously said “I love you.” to you? This morning.
Have you ever been in more than one relationship at a time? No.
SEVEN - The wonderful world of the Internet!
What is your most used website? Probably Twitter. It’s the first thing I check everyday.
Do you play any online games? Other than playing on Y8 when I was younger, no.
Which chat program do you use most often? Messenger.
Facebook vs Myspace- which is better? I haven’t used Myspace in a hot minute, so I’ll go with Facebook.
Is there someone you met online that you’d like to meet in person? Yes, I’m still waiting to meet Aliyah. Girl is in BGC every single day but I can’t seem to grab lunch or dinner with her!
Have you ever sold something on Ebay or Craigslist? No.
Have you ever gone on Chatroulette? Or Omegle video? Yeah, when I was like 12 and curious about the Internet haha.
Are there any videos of yourself on Youtube? I don’t think so.
Mac or PC? Mac.
Have you ever Googled your name? I’ve Googled my username before, but not my name.
EIGHT - This or That?
Twilight or Harry Potter?
French fries or potato wedges?
Liquid ortape white out?
Digital or film camera?
Nail clippersor nail scissors?
Rock, paper, or scissors?
Beard or mustache?
Knee high or ankle socks?
Hockey or basketball?
Mr Clean or sponge and ‘the other leading cleaning product’?
NINE - Be cool, stay in school!
What subject are/were you best at? It’s always history, or social studies in general.
How old will you be when you graduate high school / how old were you? I was 18 when I graduated.
Isn’t there that point in the year when you stop caring so much? Yep, it’s usually when you’re a senior.
Do/did you have any really cool teachers? In UP? Absolutely. There’s a lot of shitty profs, but the cool ones are way too hardcore.
Who is/was your most strict teacher? Sir Ruel in my old school. Old man was and is such a fucking loser. Once had a comment about my breasts and I never forgot about it. Also kicked me and a bunch of other kids out of his class in fifth grade because we didn’t have crayons. He actually got booted by the school for a year because a parent complained about him, but he came back after.
Where do/did you sit at lunch? In high school, the cafeteria was too crowded so my friend group would hang out in our classroom, since most of us were classmates. Right now, lunch just depends on my schedule and where I happen to be by noon.
What do/did you do at recess? Catch up on homework I skipped the night before.
There’s always that one kid who no one really knows, right? LOL, yes.
Is/was your cafeterias food actually any good? It used to be good. Then they kind of hired this company to start making the meals starting junior year and the food was never as good again.
Do/did you have a stereotypical school, with all those cliques and such? You can say that. We had popular party kids, smart but still cool kids, soccer players, the basketball players who all turned out gay, kids who kinda just hovered in the middle, and those who were kinda brushed to the side were the theatre and anime kids.
TEN - Randomly Platypus.
Do you like your toothbrush really wet when you’re brushing your teeth? Not really wet. I just make sure I’ve put it under the running water before applying the toothpaste.
What song are you currently obsessed with? Not into anything at the moment.
What was the stupidest dare you’ve ever done? I hate dares, so I don’t do them haha.
Do you enjoy playing with tape? No?
What’s one word/phrase you say too much? LITERALLY. Which is a problem because most of the time, the things I associate the word with aren’t literal.
When was the last time you went trick-or-treating? 2017.
What did you last use a knife for? Haha, my orgmates were cooking up lunch and I volunteered to chop up the onions. Fun fact: First time to use a knife, ever.
When you open a pack of gum, why is everyone your best friend? Because gum is always a good idea.
What has been on your mind way too much? Completing my requirements for internship so I can submit them as early as possible.
Did you actually enjoy my survey? Sure. Categories are always fun.
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all of them for you too buddy
alrighty, here goes!!1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk? I try to make it equal, but I always end up with more milk than cereal
2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day? For the most part, yes. Unless I’m not feeling well or whatever
3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books? Whatever’s close at hand that’s flat and small, lol
4: how do you take your coffee/tea? My coffee has to have a LOT of creamer and/or sugar. My tea depends; for the most part, it HAS to have at least a little bit of sugar, but there’s some that I don’t mind not having sugar in, just depends
5: are you self-conscious of your smile? YES.
6: do you keep plants? No
7: do you name your plants?No
8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings? Either writing or drawing
9: do you like singing/humming to yourself? Yup!
10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach? Mainly my sides, but I’ll lay on my back when I’m sick or hurt
11: what’s an inner joke you have with your friends? …oh god…my one friend and I have one that deals with DMMD, and I am SO not talking about that here pppfffttttttt
12: what’s your favorite planet? I don’t really have one
13: what’s something that made you smile today? I WATCHED THE LEGO BATMAN MOVIE, AND IT WAS SO DAMN CUTE ALSDKFJELAKJSDF
14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like? Dorky AF. Probably a lot of purple/shades of purple for the colors
15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is! Space smells like burnt meat and metal, or something like that? I remember hearing that a while back
16: what’s your favorite pasta dish? Chicken alfredo, or Mushroom Ravioli alskdjfalskjdf
17: what color do you really want to dye your hair? I REEEALLLLYYYYYY want to dye the right side of my hair pastel pink
18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up. that same inside joke about DMMD omfg alskdjf
19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it? a writing journal? No. I do have a TON of sketchbooks though, which have random doodles in them.
20: what’s your favorite eye color? Blue. BRIGHT blue. I’ve also lately REALLLYYYY been loving shades of brown that almost look red. 
21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that’s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces. I recently bought a Castiel bag from Hot Topic, and while it’s not old, it has gone on a few adventures through the woods with me, and went with me to my last job quite a lot. I’m going to be using it a TON when I get my fursuit partial in 2018.
22: are you a morning person? Depends on if I get enough sleep, and wake up in a good mood
23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations? Laying in “bed” curled up in a few blankets with snacks and watch youtube vids
24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets? In the past, yeah. I haven’t had someone I could trust that much in a looonnnggggg time though
25: what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into? Technically it wasn’t breaking in to, but I went to explore my old abandoned house and it was SO cool, omfg. 
26: what are the shoes you’ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit? Lately it’s either my red converse or my gray winter boots
27: what’s your favorite bubblegum flavor? Man, I haven’t chewed gum in YEARS…I dunno?
28: sunrise or sunset? Sunset
29: what’s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing? i can’t think of an answer to this one
30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared? OF COURSE
31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks. I love them in the winter! I love the ones with patterns, or things on them. The plain colored ones are so boring, tbh. I loooveeee the ones that go up to my knees, or the super fuzzy ones. I also super love slippers asldkfj 
32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends. I can’t stop thinking about that damn DMMD joke between my one friend and I alskdjfalkds that happened WELL after 3am when we were both super tired to the point of delirium, and it’s just so funny alskjf
33: what’s your fave pastry? It’s a tie between pie and cinnamon buns/rolls
34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it? I had this plush cat that my one grandma gave me for christmas like…a year or so before she died? I named her Jellybean, and I took her EVERYWHERE with me. I should still have her…at least I did when we moved here when I was like 15…but I haven’t checked…she could be ruined for all I know ughhhhhhh
35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often? Yeah! I use stuff like that on rare occasions.
36: which band’s sound would fit your mood right now? STARSET!!!!!
37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean? I don’t have a room, and have way too much stuff in all different areas to keep anything organized. I HATE it :”D
38: tell us about your pet peeves! I CAN NOT FUCKING STAND THE SOUNDS OF PEOPLE EATING. IT DOESN’T MATTER WHAT IT IS, I CAN ALWAYS HEAR PEOPLE EATING. I HATE IT. I HATE IT. I FUCKING HATE IT ALSKDJFALSKDJFLAKSJDFUUGHHHHHHHHHHHH. No, but seriously. I can NOT be around people that are eating. I HAVE to have headphones in. Like, no offense…I have sensitive hearing, and chewing ((honestly, any kind of mouth noise other than talking)) noises make me gag and spiral into a HUGE anxiety attack and it’s so bad alsdkjfalskdjf 
39: what color do you wear the most? Black
40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you? Okay, so since I keep mentioning DMMD; I got an Industrial piercing in my left ear just like Noiz. It was the last piercing I got, and my first one from a PROPER piercer. The whole experience was awesome, and I loved it. It was back when our group was still 4 people, and we made a day of it. The piercer was SUPER nice, talked me through everything he was doing, being calm and reassuring, and just super sweet in general? Afterwards, he gave me a box of apple juice to help with my blood sugar, and I loved that idea so much, that to this day after I get tattoos or piercings, I always make sure to have apple juice as a tradition. I got my last piercing because 1.) I thought it looked HELLA cool, 2.) I reallllyyyyyy wanna cosplay Noiz, and 3.) Noiz’s character has a TON of meaning and stuff with me. Up next I’m gonna start stretching my lobes like him. Maybe it’ll be soon! 
41: what’s the last book you remember really, really loving? Another Note: The Los Angeles BB Murder cases
42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it! Sadly, no. If I did, it’d probably be a Starbucks or a Crazy Mocha
43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with? Like, actually laid out with a blanket and watched them for a long period of time? When I was a little kid with my brothers, watching a meteor shower
44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything? n-e-v-e-r~
45: do you trust your instincts a lot? sometimes
46: tell us the worst pun you can think of  for the life of me, I can’t think of any at the moment alskdjfalskdjfleakjsef
.47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe? BLACK LICORICE
48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today? I think it may have been the dark…? And I mean…I do suffer from sleep paralysis…so…sometimes, kinda…..bllleeecchhhhhh
49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought? YES! The last two that I bought myself was  Gorillaz’s Demon Days and Plastic Beach 
50: what’s an odd thing you collect? Do stuffed plushes/animals count…? Cuz…ya boi has a bad addiction with buying stuffed things
51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them? The only ones that I can think of are all sad/depressing/triggering…
52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far? What in tarnation dog…I don’t get the whole babadook being a gay icon one, but it is funny af for some reason??? distracted boyfriend….is the “BITCH I WON’T HESITATE’ considered a meme at this point, cuz I LOVE that one even if it isn’t
53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them? I will NEVER watch or listen to that shit, get it out of here. Not yet, but maybe someday. HATE IT. Never seen it.
54: who’s the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face? IRL…? no clue lmao
55: what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point? God…I have no clue….probably like, raise my voice…?
56: what are some things you find endearing in people? …I really need to start paying attention to people more…I can’t think of anything…
57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics? Unpopular opinion…I hate that song. 
58: who’s the wine mom and who’s the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why? I don’t have enough friends to apply this to anyone oops
59: what’s your favorite myth? I don’t have a favorite myth, but can we talk about conspiracy theories and stuff like that???? cuz, holy hell…my eyes are finally open to them and some of them are GLORIOUS
60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves? Poetry’s okay, I don’t have any faves
61: what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received? Probably like everything I ever give people. I can’t think of any
62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind? If I have apple juice, I WILL DRINK THAT EVERY MORNING ALSKFJLSKEJF
63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be? I kinda just leave them be. As long as they don’t get ruined
64: what color is the sky where you are right now? It looks black?
65: is there anyone you haven’t seen in a long time who you’d love to hang out with? convention friends. I also used to have a lot of online friends who have all pretty much disappeared that I miss terribly…
66: what would your ideal flower crown look like? It’d be made of golden flowers. because reasons.
67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel? ALIVE alskdfjaslkdfj
68: what’s winter like where you live? It’s all over the freaking place. Sometimes it’s super cold, snowy, windy….other time’s it’s kinda cold, no snow, we’ve had a few where it’s practically spring weather?!???!?!?! 
69: what are your favorite board games? I love CAH, and other kinds of adult humored games like those alskdfj
70: have you ever used a ouija board? Not an Ouija board, but I have used a pendulum thingy with a sheet of paper that almost represented an Ouija board
71: what’s your favorite kind of tea? I love ALL kinds of tea. I have so many faves, I can’t pick just one alskdjfalskdfj
72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you’ll forget it? Sorta, yeah
73: what are some of your worst habits? Whew boy, just about everything I do anymore is bad lmao
74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns. um…they’re…human?
75: tell us about your pets! I don’t have any
76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t? sleeping lmao
77: pink or yellow lemonade? yellow
78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub? HATECLUB
79: what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you? no one’s done anything cute for me in years thx
80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why? The area that I sleep in has white walls. It’s the color that was here when we moved in.
81: describe one of your friend’s eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of. …it just occurred to me…that I have no idea what color eyes my friends have…WELP
82: are/were you good in school? Nope lmao
83: what’s some of your favorite album art? I think the art for Plastic Beach is pretty neat
84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones? YES!!!! I have my Bill Cipher one all drawn up, just need to get it done. And then, I’m thinking of getting the seal of Metatron from the SH series done on my other rib, and then….I have SOOOOOOoooooOOoOOOoOoO many more ideas for tattoos, it’s ridiculous, lmao.
85: do you read comics? what are your faves? I don’t read comics, but I do read manga lol. I LOVE Deadman Wonderland, I just got the complete series of MARS which was the first manga series I ever read through, Alice 19th is SO GOOD, of course my unhealthy love for Killing Stalking, Blood Bank…um…I can’t think of anymore atm
86: do you like concept albums? which ones? I honestly don’t know what that means….? But, it’s possible…?
87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives? Nightmare Before Christmas, Inception, Shutter, the original Halloween movies, Guardians of the Galaxy, The Lost Boys, Queen of the Damned, Ironman 3
88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy? Not really
89: are you close to your parents? nope
90: talk about your one of you favorite cities. Okay, so…I’ve only ever been to D.C. once so far, but it’s REALLY beautiful alskdfj I can’t wait for next Otakon, and hopefully be able to explore it more. There’s such a surreal charm to it. You can reallllllyyyyy feel the history everywhere you go there. Just. Damn. 
91: where do you plan on traveling this year? I WANT TO VISIT CENTRALIA SO GOD DAMN BADLY WHILE I’M STILL THE SAME AGE AS JAMES SUNDERLAND, AND I’M RUNNING OUT OF TIMEASLDKJFALSKEJFLAKSJFLKJ
92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch? no cheese plz
93: what’s the hairstyle you wear the most? messy buns or ponytails
94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday?…one of my brothers…???
95: what are your plans for this weekend? celebrate Thanksgiving, make a dessert for our dartball tournament…hope to hell I don’t get dragged to it…and hopefully write or play games. Maybe also clean too….
96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot? I tend to let them go for awhile before updating
97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house? INFP, Aquarius, Slytherin
98: when’s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it? too long!!! and, I think so?
99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them. Hiro no Tsuki/Melfina’s song, Is there Somewhere and Control by Halsey, just about the whole Undertale soundtrack, the sountracks to both Portal 1, and 2, ESPECIALLY Exile Vilify by The National, All of Me by John Legend,JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING BY STARSET, I know there’s a ton….but those are all of the ones I can think of at the moment
100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why? 5 years into the future. 5 years ago was TERRIBLE, and I never want to relive it again.
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verytamenow · 7 years
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all of them!
1: How tall or short do you wish you were? - 5′8″ to 5′10″2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not) - I can barely take care of myself3: Do you have a favorite clothing style? - I’ve got a thing for a good suit but I live in tees/polos and jeans4: What was your favorite video game growing up? - Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time. It still is5: What three things/people do you think of most each day: At the current moment, we’re all thinking of Taylor constantly6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say? - It’d be so long, dude.7: What is your opinion on [insert person/thing here]? - Didn’t give me a topic mate8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic] - Melancholic9: Are you ticklish? - Very10: Are you allergic to anything? - Nope11: What’s your sexuality? - Too gay to function12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa? - Cocoa! Always!13: Are you a cat or dog person? - Cats14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson? - Even not wanting to be immortal, Vampire is the best option15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber? - Miniladd16: How tall are you?- 5′5″17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to? - Something gender neutral or something else that starts with Z18: How much do you weigh? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!] - Too much19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits? - Not really20: Do you like space or the ocean more? - The ocean21: Are you religious? - No22: Pet peeves? - People who don’t know they’re order in a drive thru23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal [opposite of nocturnal]? - I’d be at least a little more functional if I were diurnal but I’m nocturnal so24: Favorite constellation? Orion, though I’m not into astronomy25: Favorite star? - Sirius I guess26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls? - I don’t like dools27: Any phobias or fears? - Spiders. I don’t like heights either.28: Do you think global warming is real? - Yes29: Do you believe in reincarnation? - I’m open to the concept30: Favorite movie? - This was asked below31: Do you get scared easily? - I’ve got a strong startle response that probably makes it seem worse than it is32: How many pets have you own in your lifetime? - 1 rabbit, a few fish, and two hermit crabs33: Blog rate? [You’ll rate the blog of the one who’s asking.] - You asked on anon, mate34: What is a color that calms you? - Blue35: Where would you like to travel and/or live? - I’d like to live by the water or in London but will settle for a decent house here. I’d like to travel pretty much everywhere36: Where were you born? - SoCal (which is the best Cal)37: What is your eye color? - Blue38: Introvert or extrovert? - Introvert39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs? - No but they’re interesting and entertaining concepts40: Hugs or kisses?- Hugs by default41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now? - Taylor so I could ask her what the fuck. Or go down to Florida and see Cole and Kristen.42: Who is someone you love deeply? - My dad and my best friend43: Any piercings you want? - None at the moment44: Do you like tattoos and piercings? - I’d hope so given the state of my left forearm45: Do you smoke or have you ever done so? - No and I have no plans to.46: Talk about your crush, if you have one! - I’m crush free47: What is a sound you really hate? - High pitched electronic sounds or anything like nails on a chalkboard48: A sound you really love? - The sound of rain49: Can you do a backflip? - No50: Can you do the splits? - No51: Favorite actor and/or actress? - Gillian Anderson52: Favorite movie? - Alien or Silence of the Lambs53: How are you feeling right now? - Tired54: What color would you like your hair to be right now? - I like the current colour but if I had to change it, maybe blue?55: When did you feel happiest? - When I’m sleeping56: Something that calms you down? - the sound of rain57: Have any mental disorders? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!] - Depression, anxiety, autism.58: What does your URL mean? - That I couldn’t come up with anything decent or fandom related that wasn’t already taken59: What three words describe you the most? - No idea. Tired is one of them. 
“Kinky, gay, entertaining” - @knitsweatersyo
60: Do you believe in evolution? - Yes61: What makes you unfollow a blog? - Bad content or reblogging those posts where Taylor is tagged 12000 times.62: What makes you follow a blog? - Quality content and them being on my dash or someone recommending them.63: Favorite kind of person: Anyone I click with really64: Favorite animal(s): Wolves65: Name three of your favorite blogs.- @knitsweatersyo​, @georgiastars​, @Taylor (Sorry Karlie!)66: Favorite emoticon:👀67: Favorite meme:Sometimes Things That Are Expensive Are Worse68: What is your MBTI personality type? - INTP69: What is your star sign? - Gemini70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog?- I do not have a dog. (Though with the number of photos I get of Waldo....)71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most? - Not sure I have a favourite72: Post a selfie or two? - check the My Face tag73: Do you have platform shoes? - No74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself? - I’m not that interesting. I live in Sin City but I don’t drink, smoke, or gamble.75: Can you do a front flip? - No76: Do you like birds? - Kind of77: Do you like to swim? - I’m not particularly good at it but I live in the desert so a pool is always a good thing78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you? - Swimming79: Something you wish didn’t exist: Our current political situation.80: Some thing you wish did exist: Me having the ability to function. Or a gift of $1 million.81: Piercings you have? - None82: Something you really enjoy doing: Writing.83: Favorite person to talk to: @knitsweatersyo​84: What was your first impression of Tumblr? - “I’m just going to join and casually lurk the fandom but I won’t get involved.”85: How many followers do you have? - 186786: Can you run a mile within ten minutes? - Probably not87: Do your socks always match? - Usually88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely? - Haven’t tried in a while but it’s safe to assume no89: What are your birthstones? - Pearls and Alexandrite90: If you were an animal, which one would you be? - A wolf maybe?91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be? - Not a big fan of flowers so idk. Maybe given where I live and how personable I am, some sort of cactus?92: A store you hate? - Record stores because they want to make me spend all my money93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day? - 094: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds? - Read minds, but I also feel like Flying is a healthier option for me95: Do you like to wear camo? - Not since I was 1296: Winter or summer? - Winter97: How long can you hold your breath for? - Not that long. 98: Least favorite person? - So many people.99: Someone you look up to: Taylor?100: A store you love? - Record stores101: Favorite type of shoes - Boots or Trainers102: Where do you live? - Middle of the fucking desert103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why? - Nope104: What is your favorite mineral or gem? - Not really. Some of them look cool but that’s about it.105: Do you drink milk? - Yes.106: Do you like bugs? - Nope.107: Do you like spiders? - Fuck no.108: Something you get paranoid about? - I have anxiety.109: Can you draw: No110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked? - There’ve been a few but I can’t think of any111: A question you hate being asked? - “have you considered going back to college?”112: Ever been bitten by a spider? - Once I think113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach? - Yes114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days? - Cloudy115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now: - My future wife wherever the fuck she is.116: Favorite cloud type: - Cumulonimbus117: What color do you wish the sky was? - I’m pretty content with it being blue118: Do you have freckles?- a few here and there.119: Favorite thing about a person: I’m guessing personality isn’t a good answer here so I’ll go with their laugh.120: Fruits or vegetables? - Veggies!!121: Something you want to do right now: Sleep122: Is the ocean or sky prettier? - The sky usually but I MISS the ocean123: Sweet or sour foods? - Sweet124: Bright or dim lights? - Dim125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature? - Nope126: Something you hate about Tumblr: It’s toxic culture127: Something you love about Tumblr: How easy it is to keep up with your interests128: What do you think about the least? - Obviously whatever I can’t think to list.129: What would you want written on your tombstone? - I don’t want a tombstone.130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now? - So many republicans.131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself? - My ability to write132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures? - No133: Computer or TV? - Computer134: Do you like roller coasters? - Some of them135: Do you get motion sickness or seasickness? - I get motion sick in the right conditions136: Are your ears lobed or attached? - Lobed137: Do you believe in karma? - Yes138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are? - Negative three139: What nicknames do you have/have had? - I don’t really have any?140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends? - I was an only child in a neighborhood without kids at that age so likely141: Have you ever seen a therapist/shrink? - Yep142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others? - Neutral probably but maybe a bad influence? Idk.143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts/help? - I suck at picking out gifts tbh144: What makes you angry - Our current political situation145: How many languages do you speak fluently? - 1, and not even coherently half the time146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binaries? - Girls147: Are you androgynous? - Not quite but it might be close148: Favorite physical thing about yourself: My eyes149: Favorite thing about your personality: I’m not as annoying as I could be?150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person. - Taylor so, again, I can ask her what the fuck. Ed Sheeran because he seems to suck at keeping secrets. Whoever the fuck has the lotto numbers.151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose? - I’d much rather go forward.152: Do you like BuzzFeed? - It’s a good way to kill time.153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? [If you have one.] - I’m single154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons? - No. I’m not very touchy feely.155: Do you like to play with others’ hair? - I don’t invade personal space like that (and yet i love to have mine played with)156: What embarrasses you? - My dad telling childhood stories of me157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious: Again, I have anxiety.158: Biggest lie you have ever told: I’m straight.159: How many people are you following? - 679160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)? - 74628161: How many drafts do you have on your blog(s)? - 0162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)? - 142,878163: Last time you cried and why: - I cried from laughter the other night if that counts over a broom conversation. Other than that it was probably because my muse was being angsty.164: Do you have long or short hair? - Short165: Longest your hair has ever been: It used to be well past my shoulders166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religon? - I dislike organized religion but respect spirituality.167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created? - Not in particular. It’s interesting to speculate about but there’s other shit I’d prefer science focus on.168: Do you like to wear makeup? - I don’t OWN makeup.169: Can you stand on your hands or head for more than thirty seconds? - Probably not170: Did you answer the questions you were asked truthfully? - Yep
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Day 126 (Friday July 17)
I woke up and played animal crossing for a while. My friends reminded me that we were going to have a dnd session over discord, and I had completely forgotten lol. I worked on the second fish plush for a little bit until we were scheduled to start. We played for over 2 hours I think, and discord crashed on us like twice. It was a ton of fun, even tho I’m ass at rollplaying and improv. A quick synopsis of our session;
We left 42069 blazin street and went to the mechanic robot repair shop. I had my little robot from the beginning of the game upgraded with laser eyes and LEDS, borrowing money from Elwin, and we checked the security tapes to look for signs of the princess. The tapes showed her being led out of the store by a shadowy figure with a ponytail and feminine frame and we smashed the security system so Elwin could steal. Realizing we didn’t know enough about where to go next, we went to the mcdevils next door to order food and check their security tapes. We saw that the kidnapper had red tattoos and drove an orange Lamborghini, driving east. We walked all the way to New Ork, stopping by to see Toni’s parent figure/mentor Papa Pastorelli at her roller skate pizza joint job. We got pizza and checked the tapes, seeing the Lamborghini park across the street and the princess and kidnapper enter the sewers. It was at this point Sam pointed out that the princess wasn’t struggling against her kidnapper, so theories started flying. We broke into their car and stole the princesses phone and a baggie of PCP, heading to the UnderDark, and illegal marketplace thingy in the sewers. We traded the pcp for info from Joe Biden the 600lb changeling drug dealer, who turned us to Barbra Streisand the knife seller to read the notes written in sylvan. It was a shopping list for a dark cloak, pcp, a knife, and white hair dye. At this point we all theorized that Sahara and the princess were running away to be gay lovers. We searched through the phone some more and called Sahara at the castle and the king Venmoed us some money. The session ended on a cliffhanger with the phone ringing.
After the session, I finished the fish plush, but I don’t remember much else about the day lol.
Day 127 (Saturday July 18th)
I played a LOT of animal crossing, and spent like 5 hours making custom clothing designs, mostly sweaters. I didn’t know you could store custom designs!! Now I’m gonna make so many that I’ll never buy clothes again >:) or not because I’m not very good at anything that’s not a sweater. I’ll probably upload the at codes tomorrow. I can’t now because the able sisters shop is closed, and I can’t time travel because of turnips. I don’t like time traveling anyway. I thought I was going to have an open house this day, but it turned out to be he next day. I don’t really remember much of yesterday other than animal crossing and feeling really cute for no reason. Is it wierd that I feel the best about myself when I’m in a baggy shirt with semi-messy hair? I feel best like that and with a normal t shirt and black high waisted jeans and when I tie my shoes really tight. Anyway I remember before I went to sleep that I wanted to make a teddy bear backpack. Also my guts hurt for no reason. OH WAIT NOW I REMEMBER! I stayed up until 4 am making dumb tiktoks lol
Day 128 (Sunday July 19th)
I instinctively woke up early today because I didn’t want to sleep in too late and risk missing the open house. I felt like shit and my guts hurt in the morning, so I was worried about if I should go or not, but I felt fine after a little while. I played animal crossing and debated on weither or not I should play the stalk market, and ended up buying an inventory full of turnips last second. In a rush of selling things to empty my inventory, I accidentally sold my silver net :( I know I can buy another from the museum, but I have to wait for it to show up which might take a while :/. I showed my friends the tiktoks I made, and one of them reached out to me asking if I could draw some of her characters from her story. I said yes, and I wasn’t planning on drawing them today but I read the outfit description for one and got really inspired. I ended up drawing 3 full bodies of 3 very pretty ladies and 2 headshots of someone’s parents because at that point I was tired and running out of space on the page but wanted to sketch out my thoughts. But then I had to get ready for the open house, so I took a super quick shower and got dressed, stressing out over my dad taking so long to get ready and what time I should arrive and blah. It turned out fine tho, and I had a nice time just sitting and talking with friends. Now we’re mutuals on tungle.hell :) hi steph. I came home and drew some more and spent way too long on TikTok. I played a little more animal crossing and saw that retail was offering extra for perfect peaches, so I sent out a post on amino offering to let people come sell their peaches in my cherry town for the most profit possible in game for fruit. No one accepted in time tho. My guts started hurting again for no reason. But when I passed by my reflection in the mirror I felt cute as hell and punched the air and did a little dance I was so happy. I was wearing my one pair of short shorts too, since I wore them under my dress at the open house and just kept them on, and they boost my confidence 500% for no reason when I’m home alone. If I wore them in public I would cry, but for some reason I feel like a god at home. Then I laid in bed and almost fell asleep watching a compilation of those scale mail gauntlet videos, spent too much time on TikTok and YouTube.
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