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#probably stating the obvious here
dabruzzy · 7 months
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When I first watched Onyx Equinox I thought Yun's behavior was a bit inconsistent. He spent most of the first half of the season trying to get K'in and Izel to stop fighting and trying to keep K'in in check, but by the end of the season he was picking fights with everyone except Izel, even K'in. Now just because he's the heart of the group doesn't mean he can't have his disagreements with other characters, or that he should just be the peacekeeper and nothing else, but you'd think the guy who never held a grudge against the boy who broke his leg and almost killed him would be more understanding of Zyanya's situation, or that he would be more willing to give Xanastaku the benefit of the doubt, but he isn't. And after rewatching the show many times I think his problem is that he has trust issues and that they probably stem from Maak.
Putting the rest under a read more cause it got kinda long.
Yun straight up called him out in episode 3 about all the things he's hiding from them. Also "Honoch Maak" means "Old Man" in Yucatec Maya, and if I remember correctly Sofia Alexander said that's not his real name in the podcast, so that's another thing he's hiding from the twins. And then they find out that he sold children into slavery, and you can see that Yun was more affected by that than K'in. So because of this he's probably wary of people who keep secrets.
This is especially obvious with Xanastaku. He's had mixed feelings about her since they met. Every time they make one step forward something happens that makes him doubt her again. Even in episode 10 he's still suspicious of her despite saving Izel's life because she didn't tell them she had that power. Even when she's helpful he still has a problem with her because she's not being fully honest with them.
Now Zyanya is a bit different because she did betray them and almost got them killed, and that's reason enough to dislike someone even when you don't have trust issues. But like I said Izel almost killed him and he never even got mad at him, he worried more about Izel's wellbeing than his own. So I do think that the fact that he was willing to trust her and she broke that trust and that she hid so many things from them played a part in why he had such a hard time forgiving her, and even after he did he still didn't really acknowledge her or interact with her. Even in episode 8 Xanastaku told him "Trust us. Trust Izel", possibly implying that's something he struggles with.
And on the other hand this could be a reason why he and Izel mostly get along. Izel is an open book, he wears his heart on his sleeves and he never lied or kept secrets from the team.
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roennq · 10 months
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Writing (a story) is basically converting the images in your mind into words so that readers can convert those words back into images in theirs.
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trlvsn · 7 months
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klavier gavin honestly seems like The Perfect Guy for being the chief prosecutor. seriously. he has excellent people skills, he fights for the truth no matter what, he's a freak which is why he can control things rly well and overall fits the position perfectly, which is exactly why i'm so glad edgeworth is the chief prosecutor instead. it would have been so boring if we went from bad person in position of power to good person in position of power. it needs to be "horrible for the job in one way" -> "horrible for the job in an entirely new and exciting way" always and forever
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dreamnotnapss · 8 months
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the bts clip of dteam by the pool where Sapnap is trying to get George to put his arms around him and Dream is talking to someone else next to them is so special to me. bc to any observer, snf are being menaces, but to Dream, snf are being silly in a way he loves to observe
like the way they jerk and snap around is very disruptive to any onlooker. you’d think with the way George is protesting that they’d draw attention, but Dream doesn’t bat an eye. just continues his conversation. to him, their tussles are expected and endearing
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chappellrroan · 1 year
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the problem with me is i want to comfort my friends when they're low but i also suck at comforting and things like words
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righteous-pines · 28 days
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Chivetiger joined the clan long ago under the lead of Pinestar, but his life as a loner isn’t even a distant memory now. Though he spends much of his time alone, thinking up dialogues and stories in his head that fill his chest with pounding excitement, he is often the cat others in the clan turn to with their problems, as he always seems to have a hypothetical on how to handle everything. He’s happy to spit out his opinion on the matter, and then be left alone, no other conversation necessary. He can often be found in a shady corner, off to himself, sorting his collection of shiny rocks and mumbling softly to himself in little voices.
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its-wabby-stuff · 1 year
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It’s probably stating the obvious at this point, but Donnie has got to be one of the most involved and useful members of the apocalypse.
He’s literally keeping it all standing.
Between his engineering skills, weapons manufacturing, ninpo (single handedly providing a secure network for things to function on), big brain knowledge, and even his botany. This man is literally on fire.
But, out of the things he’s most commonly known for, I have to believe that his Botany skill is actually keeping the resistance alive. Like the actual people. For many many reasons.
Primarily because Donnie has lived underground for the most of his life. Him, and his brothers, are used to working underground. Meaning by now, Donnie has perfected growing artificial plants without sunlight and with biochemical engineering. Since, in a scrapped episode idea for season two Donnie grows a huge pumpkin for a competition. Something that can only be useful when trying to feed hundreds or thousands of people.
Secondly, so many products we have now are the result of plants. Like it ridiculous how much you can transform plants into other things. Now, the infrastructure is gone, so obviously not all these uses are valid anymore. There is limited space so plants can’t be grown in massive fields. So we need the important plants. Plants that can be eaten and plants that can be utilized. A primary example of this would be plants used for medicines, or plants with healing properties. Helping to restore wounded soldiers to tip top fighting shape. And, one that prolly takes up the most of whatever sort of gardens they have, would be wheat and oats. Since it’s pretty quick growing, and if you grind it down and add water you’ve got a questionably tasty but hearty meal for any apocalypse survivor: mush.
Lastly, chemicals. Chemicals are made from plants right? If broken down to their base form. In the movie, it is seen that weapons, traditional weapons the government has on hand, are not useful against the krang. But in the bad timeline, we still see them using those traditional weapons. I think Donnie, and some other science professionals, early in the apocalypse created a destructive drug type thing to use (Think Aprils herbicidal deforestation bomb). Which was very helpful, and gave them a shot at first. Though, I imagine eventually the production of this drug stopped and it was stored to be rationed out more as a fail safe than anything else. But leave it to Donnie to combine his two favorite things- weapons and plants.
Now, while all these things were probably incredibly important in the start, most likely some of these things started getting kicked to the curb the more the resistance moved, the more people died, the more the Krang grew in numbers, and the less space they had. But I really do think Donnie’s side passion of plants helped keep the resistance alive. And it’s a simple enough thing to be able to hand off to others. So Donnie can focus on the plethora of others things he’s working on to stop the krang.
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autistickaitovocaloid · 8 months
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Hate experiencing the prequel to something and getting attached to a character who isn't in the original media like what's going to happen to them oh no
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well. huh.
#I just had the realization that I feel more isolated and lonely from family when visiting family than I do when not visiting :))#I probably realized this time because we're on their 'home turf' instead of a place where all of us were on vacation#and this is the first time where another of my aunt's families lives in this one place#and my sibling isn't here this time#but. . . yeah#4/5 of my mom's siblings all live in the same town along with my grandpa#I'm also the 5th youngest out of 19 so#you know xd#and 3/4 of the ones younger than me are little kids#plus the reason I'm here is my grandma's funeral so yk#but yeah#I just kinda realized I guess that they're all friends with each other#they do all the same things and I#don't#it's easier to see the group chat and wish I could participate but know I can't because I live two states away#than see them across the room and wish I could participate but realize I can't#just because it doesn't feel right#and it's more glaringly obvious because I usually (in more recent trips especially) had my sister by my side#I had somebody else#but here there's#no one#so I'm just stuck with short and/or awkward conversations with one of my cousins#casual about what's happening rather than our lives#I went to a whole family dinner tonight and I talked hair with one of my cousins (and my dad was the one who approached them) for#about 5 minutes#and I didn't talk to the others#I kinda wish I was brave enough#I kinda wish any of them were excited enough to see me to say hello#I kinda wish I wasn't so sad about it and could just leave it at 'they all know each other and I'm only here for two days anyway not even#three like we half planned and it's a sad occasion anyway' bc I really just want to enjoy this trip as much as I can bc it's been 5 years
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rowanhoney · 1 year
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I’m back to my old routine where I have breakfast and catch up on the news and hello this home is so clean and tidy I’m very happy.
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yellowrangerj · 2 years
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not sure if anyone already made this theory/observation but. my take on the ep12 black/gram/gene + white scene
tbh, i always i thought the narratives were overlapping and somewhat off-balance in this part bc of rushed screentime, and that what black did was strange / extra selfish of him. sure, eugene is the only other person he earnestly cares about, but he pushed her away, so why would he go see her again? it could be chalked up to the writers wanting the dramatic moment of black seeing her with gram etc, but i think it wasn’t just that
at first, i wanted to assume the main reason for this encounter was that black can see from his phone history that white had reached out to eugene, and he wanted to make amends / give her closure, or else he would just leave her alone. i still think that’s somewhat relevant, but there’s two other points:
the juxtaposition of white’s monologue vs black going to see eugene. white thinks, “the idea of not being able to see sean anymore causes me so much pain. it’s the suffering my brother will never understand since he might have forgotten about our connection.” initially, i thought this was only dramatic irony in the sense that, at the same time white is upset over sean, black is also going to see eugene and ‘give her up’. they both care about the person they love, and despite black’s attitude, we can assume it also pains him
still, even before white jumps in the water to summon their twin connection, black was already uncharacteristically emotional. namely, when gram stops him and he doesn’t react at all except for a single tear. it’s fair for him to be more vulnerable with white or eugene, but crying? (i take black’s word for it when he says later, “i’m not crying. tears are just running down my face.”) you could see that tear and non-reaction to gram as the climax of white’s pain + black’s own emotions, but that’s more obvious what i think all of this means is that: seeing eugene + wanting to hug and kiss her isn’t black purposely contradicting himself-- it’s because white’s extreme feelings pushed those desires to the surface. everything here overlaps for a reason, and that reason is white
aaand mic drop. that’s all i got. also disclaimer this isn’t everything i think is reflected in this part, but just what i wanted to highlight
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hall-of-normal · 4 months
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I made this blog so we could talk about system related stuff more freely, but I don't actually have anything i want to talk about. Not that i regret making this, of course! I for some reason feel like I'm not allowed to post whatever on my main or art blog, but this is specifically made for us. Actually, i guess i do have something to talk about. Our system isnt as active as alot of others ive met and seen... We usually front for a good week at a time, and it feels rare to have someone else near front at all. I dont mind it most of the time but i cant help but feel like im missing out...
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deunmiu-dessie · 6 days
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(unedited) captain price nsfw alphabet with p-links, 𝒶⸺𝓏
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𝒜 = aftercare (what they’re like after sex) : john, as i've stated before, is very touchy. he likes having his hands on you in any way that he can. so he'll pull you to his chest as the two of you catch your breath and run his hands along your body, pressing kisses to the crown of your hairline. you usually end up dozing off before john does and so he takes the initiative to grab a warm, damp cloth and clean up the mess of cum between your thighs. after he's done, he'll hop right back into bed and pull you flush to his body, sliding his hands along the expanse of your thighs and counting each beauty mark and mole along your body in the dim lighting of the room until he eventually falls asleep. [connected to this post and this one as well!]
𝐵 = body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s) : john's favorite body part of his would have to be his hands. they're big and calloused from work and he enjoys gently grasping your hips with them when he pulls you in for a slow kiss. he also adores how much you love them as well, his hands swamping yours whenever the two of you interlock fingers with each other. now john has an obsession with your lips, for him, they convey your emotions much better than words ever could. he can tell when you're annoyed with him by the purse of your lips. can tell when you're feeling shy by the slight upturn of the corner of your mouth. can tell when you're being sassy and sarcastic with the cute smirk that'll grace your lips and also when you're feeling sad by the way your lips curl in on themselves to form a line, and perhaps that's not a body part but it's his absolute favorite.
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𝒞 = cum (anything to do with cum basically... i’m a disgusting person) : john's cum is pearl white in color and it's sticky and thick and there's always so much of it when he cums for the first time. the taste of his cum is slightly salty but it's not overbearing, you love the taste of him. price prefers to cum inside of you rather than anywhere else, this only started after john saw you holding your friend's newborn baby in your arms, it's been john's mission to impregnate you since then. [connected to this post!]
𝒟 = dirty secret (pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs) : it's no secret that john is older than you, there's an obvious age gap and some people may sneer at your relationship (as you're in your mid to late twenties and john is thirty-seven.) during playful banters between you and john, your go-to "insult" is always, "old man", "yes, daddy." or something along those lines. and despite himself, price always finds that he's thick and hard in his pants. he won't ever tell you that though.
𝐸 = experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?) : okay, price isn't the type to sleep around, he's had some occasional flings here and there, but that's about it. that doesn't mean he's inexperienced though, john puts in work. he studies your reactions and what you like. a delicious roll of his hips has him hitting that spongey little spot inside of you. licking his thumb before planting it on your clit to rub quick figure eights, has your thighs shaking and his name falling off your tongue like a prayer, and whispering lewd things in your ear and kissing you all sloppily in his pussy drunk state? has your cunt leaking all over the place. john price knows how to fuck and make love, he's perfect.
𝐹 = favorite position (this goes without saying. will probably include a visual) : hm, john's favorite position is called the 'g-whiz' it's a stupid name lowkey but it gives him the perfect view to watch your face as you fall apart over and over on his cock. it also gives him access to your g-spot and your clit as well. three birds with one stone (he loves watching your tits bounce too.)
𝒢 = goofy (are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc) : it's a mix. there are times when the two of you are going at it like bunnies and perhaps bump heads a bit too hard. or maybe one of you trips while pulling off a piece of clothing-- there's going to be obvious laughter. during softer sex, where john's thrusts are deep and rolling, slow and intimate--- his gaze is always so full of his adoration for you and it leaves you breathless at times. he kisses gently, whispering words of love to you and smiling at the tears that sting your eyes. so yeah, he's a mix.
𝐻 = hair (how well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.) : john, before he met you, wasn't really sexually active, and so he didn't keep up with grooming himself, there was no need for him to. he was out in the field for weeks on end at a time and when he was off the field all he wanted to do was relax and sleep as much as he could before he had to go back out for another mission. after he met you, however, he wanted to groom himself. not that you seemed to care, nor had you ever complained. but he did it anyways. so, price's hair is brown, nicely trimmed, with no scraggly hairs in sight.
𝐼 = intimacy (how are they during the moment, romantic aspect…) : please, john is madly in love with you and he himself knows it and he loves to make it known to you often, even outside of sex. price loves keeping eye contact with you, whether it's through a mirror, while you're riding him, or in any other position that allows the two of you to be face to face. he loves watching the small ticks in your expression as he grinds his hips into yours, cock sinking into you at the most excruciatingly slow pace he's ever gone. loves the way your cheeks flush and your cunt squeezes him when he calls you his, "pretty girl." this man also says 'i love you' often, and it's always so genuine, you never grow tired of hearing him say it. (he definitely doesn't kiss your chin when you give him an annoyed pouty look at his slow pace, he definitely doesn't apologize and speed up either.)
𝒥 = jack off (masturbation headcanon) : i find it hard to picture price masturbating, but i believe he does so when he's away from home for weeks on end, but it's not mindless masturbation like most men are prone to doing. john, when he's away from you for long periods of time, gets almost…needy?? in a way. this man misses you like no other, he misses the smell of you, your loving touches, your smile, your cooking, you pulling him to the living room floor to dance, your horrible singing when the two of you shower together and god he misses the sound of your voice. and this feeling is all so new to him and it's almost overwhelming. 
so when price has the downtime, he calls you, it's a spur-of-the-moment call and when you pick up, he can hear the thickness of sleep in your voice; he feels selfish and a bit foolish, he was acting like a horny teenager. however, after hearing the excitement in your voice and the surprise, he can only smile and ask how everything has been at home. who would've thought that the sound of your voice, all sleepy and soft would get him hard and thick within his cargos? who also would've thought that john price would unzip himself to pull out his rigid cock, tip leaking with pearlescent pre-cum and pulsing in his large hand. yes, john ends up fucking his fist to the sound of your voice, humming and grunting softly to signify that he's listening to you, thighs tensing and heart hammering in his ribcage. i mean, what you don't know won't hurt you.
𝒦 = kink (one or more of their kinks) : hear me out, roleplay, please! wait, think about it, perhaps it's not full-on roleplay but it's something of the sort, john gets a raging boner when you call him 'captain price' mockingly or 'sir'. another would have to be breeding, john wants to knock you up so bad it's almost an obsession, would love to see you swollen with his child, most definitely says something along the lines of. "good girl, wan' t'get you pregnant so bad. you'd like that, hm?" during sex. a mild voice kink? loves the sound of your voice and almost always cums instantly when you beg him to fill you up.
𝐿 = location (favorite places to do the do) : don't really see john being too much of an exhibitionist but the two of you have had sex outside at a park, while on a picnic. you had crawled into his lap and kissed him softly, pleadingly, blinking your pretty little lashes at him and i mean; who is he to say no to your greedy little cunt? however, he prefers to do it in the comfort of your shared home. ♡
𝑀 = motivation (what turns them on, gets them going) : your teasing. whether it be playful or sexual it always riles price up. it's one of the many things that he loves about you, your sense of humor. and you express it well, not just through your actions or your words but also through your eyes, they're always so expressive and glittering with light mischief that he can't help but sweep you off your feet, throw you over his shoulder, and carry you into the bedroom.
𝒩 = no (something they wouldn’t do, turn-offs) : hurting you in any way, there are some things he's a bit lenient on if you like it; like choking and light slapping but other than that, it's a no for price. man loves you too much to do anything of the sort.
𝒪 = oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc) : as much as john loves having his cock buried down your throat, watching as you stare up at him with tear-stained cheeks, your mouth and chin covered in spit and his cum— he enjoys eating you out. he loves the taste of you on his tongue, loves to overstimulate you, loves to control your orgasms, loves to hear you beg and roll your hips on his tongue. if john could he'd spend the rest of his life buried between your thighs, large hands gripping the fat of your hips to keep you still as your thighs quiver and your pussy pulses from being too sensitive, he would. well shit, i guess that should be one of john's kinks too then, huh?
𝒫 = pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.) : price is usually slow and sensual, with fervent deep strokes, tender kisses, and whispered murmurs of love. what can he say? he loves showing that he loves you in all that he does. however, on the days when he comes home after a mission gone awry or being away for a long time in general, he's gonna be fast and rough; using your body any way he pleases. on days like this, he prefers you in 'doggy style' or even the 'mating press', and immediately gives you cuddles afterward though, telling you briefly of his mission as you run your hands through his hair. ♡
𝒬 = quickie (their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.) : hm, john isn't one for quickies, i mean he doesn't mind a quickie, the park sex that the two of you had was a quickie after all. but i believe he much prefers proper sex, that way he can pull orgasm after orgasm from you and take his time as well. 
𝑅 = risk (are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.) : john is down to try something at least once, especially if it's something that you want to try. not too long ago, you handcuffed price to the bed and edged him until he had literally begged you to let him cum, it was quite the sight and he's down to do it again. 
𝒮 = stamina (how many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…) : give this man two good rounds, and then he's tuckered out. however he doesn't mind if you're still reeling to go, he'll pull you onto his lap and let you ride him until you're sated. or even make you ride his face, he could never deny you anything after all. 
𝒯 = toy (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?) : y'all hear me out once more....vibrating panties. rahhhh, hold on hold on. you guys use it when you're out on walks, at restaurants and sometimes even at dinners with your friends. man gets bricked up at the sight of you squeezing your thighs together, breathless and completely out of it. however, in the bedroom, price is all you need, the man is much better than any toy.
 𝒰 = unfair (how much they like to tease) : teases you often, whether it be with overstimulation, ruining your orgasms, or even having you beg him to let you cum. the man, believe it or not, likes to see your eyes water and your lips pout. loves that he can get his sassy, fiery wife all squirmy and pleading with just a few strokes of his tongue. 
𝒱 = volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make) : john is not shy, he'll tell you how good you're making him feel, not with just his deep, guttural groans, but also with words. price is the king of dirty talk and he does it unknowingly, he most definitely curses when he's moaning as well, drawn out 'fucks' and at when your pussy squeezes him tight, he'll say. "shit, sweetheart y'r pussy s'made for me." calls you the lewdest names known to man, but says it so lovingly that you can't help but be turned on even more than you already are.
𝒲 = wild card (get a random headcanon for the character of your choice) : has definitely had you suck him off while underneath his desk while on a computer call with laswell. poor baby, his face was pink from holding in his moans, especially after you buried him to the hilt down your throat. totally didn't get caught or anything.
𝒳= x-ray (let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words) : the picture speaks for itself. ♡
𝒴 = yearning (how high is their sex drive?) : you guys, price is 37, atp? he's 40, it may not be as it used to be when he was younger but! he puts in the work and most times tires you out before he tires out.
𝒵 = zzz (… how quickly they fall asleep afterward) : it takes awhile for price to succumb to sleep, no matter how tired he is. so it's usually you falling asleep first. he lays there, holding you close and running his hands along your back and then further. he'll drift off to the sound of your slow breathing and the steady rhythm of your heart.  ♡
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૮ ˙Ⱉ˙ ა ʳᵃʷʳ ⁿᵒᵗᵉˢ : the full alphabet! ahem, i enjoyed doing this
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eternal-moss · 12 days
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When it comes to Farcille, most people talk about either the resurrection & subsequent bathhouse scene, or post-canon. But not many people talk about this moment from pre-canon which I think can be read with romantic connotations pretty easily
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This isn’t much in the way of evidence per se, but Falin’s expression here is unusual compared to how she usually looks. Something about it feels…. gay to me lol
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This 100% reads like someone introducing a partner to their family. Falin is normally pretty blushey as a default look to her face, but it’s obvious that she’s pretty excited about it, which Laios states himself
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THIS MOMENT!! Possessive Marcille!! She’s never usually this forward but in this moment Marcille is pissed. Mainly because she likes to coddle Falin, and also probably wishful thinking that Falin was happier at magic school (and while meeting Marcille did make Falin slightly happier, she was pretty outcast & it doesn’t seem to be somewhere she enjoyed much. She ran away partly because she was worried about Laios, but also she never liked it much there in the first place), hence Marcille’s insistence to bring Falin back later on. That does actually happen I just didn’t add the panels
I’m sure there was genuine concern for Falin’s (presumed lack of) agency in running away, and actually considering the magic school to be better for Falin, but also Marcille is known for wanting control over certain things and probably just wanted Falin with her, from a selfish perspective & also to ‘protect’ her.
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Anyway, then Falin bursts into the scene, and the whole ‘it’s not his fault’ looks so much like one of those ‘it’s not what it looks like!!’ romantic tropes, so much so that the crowd assume it to be a lovers spat lmao
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Falin downplays how excited she was to see Marcille (and also because the situation is pretty tense) by saying ‘It’s been a while huh?” pretty casually.
“What we’re you thinking?” “…. Do you have any idea how worried I was?” I love these lines, they’re so Marcille. The way she snaps from furious to soft to furious again shows just how much she cares about Falin.
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And then this final moment in the dungeon is so hilarious to me because it totally feels like the trope of ‘person trying to impress their love interest’ and goes just about as well as those sorts of schemes tend to work lol
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She's Pretty Cute - LN
Summary: Lando's girlfriend interrupting his stream kick starts him finally being able to tell the world about her.
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With them not having actually made any official public appearances, and his fans being under the impression that he’s single. Y/n bounces her on her feet nervously outside the door of his gaming room. Usually she’d text him to tell him that food is ready but he stole her phone after his broke and is using it until he gets a new one which is happening later today. Stole might be dramatic, she let him take it but right now she wishes she’d bought him a phone while he was streaming, even then she’d have to go in there.
“Fuck.” She murmurs then managing to build up the courage to knock on the door. “Lando?”
“Come in! I can’t hear you.” Lando instructs clearly absent as to the situation as he focuses on his game. “Come in!”
More bouncing on her feet before she cracks the door open grimaces as she peeks in then sighs to herself for a moment. She can do this, he has plenty of friends who are girls. 
“Lando.” Y/n repeats trying not to let her voice wobble since she knows she’s in view of the camera. “The food.”
“Oh right, yeah. I’m coming. Alright, gotta go guys. Food calls.” Lando smiles before ending the stream and turning everything off while y/n wait. “What are we having?” 
“Oh uhh…Taco salad so we keep to your diet.” Y/n murmurs then smiling when he moves over and kisses her softly.
“You’re having taco salad too?” 
“Yes.” 
“You looked terrified coming into the room you know.”
“I was terrified…no one knows about us and now they’re probably going to be asking about the girl who interrupted your live to ask you to come eat.” 
Lando hums as he begins to guide them to the living room where she’s already placed the plates down ready for them to eat. 
“Maybe it’s time to break the silence. I quite like the thought of you being featured on my streams anyway. I like streaming but I miss out on time with you.” Lando states while she crosses her legs placing her bowl in her lap. “You’re only small, you could just sit on my lap and cuddle me while I stream.”
“Now you’re just being silly.” Y/n laughs while he pouts a little.
“What about a bit of a cliche soft launch?” Lando questions making her sigh. “Please?”
“Fine…I guess it would be nice to get to post something with you even if it’s not obvious it’s you.” 
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Soft launching seemed to make Lando practically giddy. He wants Y/n to post after him for some reason. Really he doesn’t want to tell her that it’s because he thinks she might back out of it if it’s left for her to make the first post. 
What y/n didn’t find out till later was that Lando’s camera was angled so that her body was in the shot while he was streaming but her face wasn’t out of frame. 
Not that Lando is letting that change the plans.
His first post didn’t technically include her but it insinuated he was with someone and Max’s comment certainly helped rumours along with everything.
“Are you going to have any new faces on the stream today, Lando?” Max asks smirking from his side of the stream while Lando laughs a little.
“No. I’m the only one awake in the apartment everyone else is-“ Lando cuts himself short when the door creaks open and he pushes the mic away pulling his headphones to his neck. “Baby?”
Y/n has been somewhat ill, it’s just been a fever and headaches but Lando has been fussing and only stopped when she suggested he go on the stream. 
“Sorry. I was just going to ask if I can borrow a hoodie.” She mumbles making him flicking his gaze to the camera before reaching to turn it. He can hear Max going off on the stream about Lando supposed to be helping him on the mission but instead is tending to his “friend”, the air quotes are audible. 
“Are you cold?” He frowns feeling her forehead as if he knows how to feel for a temperature. 
“Lando, you don’t know what you’re doing.” She smiles lightly making him sigh and look at the stream. “I’m fine.”
“Can you stay in here for me? I want to be able to make sure you’re ok.”
Y/n really wants to argue with him about it, but she’s exhausted and he seems determined for her to be within eyesight. 
Lando returns to the mic for a moment.
“Hey guys, I’m just going to be a few minutes. I need to set something up.” He states quickly before disappearing again. 
He manages to drag a bean bag in, squishing it between his seat and the well but just in a way that she should be out of frame for the camera, then throwing a couple pillows on it along with a blanket. He forces one of his quadrant hoodies over her head and helps her get her arms through the sleeves before smiling. “Ok, you sit there where I can see you and sleep. I’m going to stream.”
“Ok.”
“Good girl.” Y/n huffs at those two words, her pink face from her fever burning to a crimson while he smirks a little in victory. He waits till she’s settled into a comfortable position before he sits down. “Ok, I’m back.”
“You’re back. About time, what were you doing?” Max questions making Lando roll his eyes.
“Can we get back to the game?” Lando asks making Max agree.
Lando’s constant glances to y/n any time she breathes a little heavier or shifts earns attention from the chat and before he knows it, Lando can’t stop himself. He moves his mic and manages to nudge her to semi-consciousness.
“Baby, come sit up here with me.” Lando instructs lightly while offering his hand which she takes sleepily letting him guide her into his lap.
She ends up straddling him with her face nuzzled deep into his neck as his chat goes completely insane but he’s still too far from his mic to talk. “More comfortable?”
There’s a mumble and whine that he can’t quite understand but since she hasn’t shifted or moved, he assumes she must be happier with him.
“Alright I’m back. No one make a big deal.” Lando states knowing that he’s too late to make such a request.
“Is she ok?” Max frowns as Lando gently rubs her back while the game is still paused.
“She’s a bit sick.” Lando sighs knowing she’s too ill to be properly disturbed by him speaking and remaining on the stream. “Let’s get back to it, she’s fine now.”
“I bet she is.”
Lando rolls his eyes but keeps gaming. He didn’t really have to move her up to sit on him, but he sort of wants to finally let his fans know that he’s completely taken and has no intentions of being seen as single anymore. Is it fair to use her slightly delirious state from being unwell? No, but she’ll forgive him because he knows she sometimes gets a little jealous over seeing some fans who are a little shameless about throwing themselves on him. 
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With a lot, and when I say a lot I mean days, of begging Lando finally convinced y/n to finally show up with him to the paddock rather than travelling separately and not spending any time with him unless there’s the privacy of being hidden behind walls and out of sight of the media.
“You are here with someone that your fans have been trying desperately to trying out the identity of. She’s here today, is that you officially telling the world you are no longer single?”
“Yeah, I think I’d be in trouble by this point if I said no. I’m definitely taken and very happy to finally be able to tell everyone.”
“And just so we can all be a little bit fed on the gossip, what’s she like?”
“She’s…pretty cute.” Lando grins hearing the crowd coo at him. “I love her, so I think that says enough.”
The questions don’t dwell too much on this news since a lot of people saw it coming after the stream clips that went viral. 
Once he’s off the stage, he moves down to find y/n waiting for him with a few McLaren team and he is pretty eager to have her back by his side.
“Want to come see the garage and come on the pit walk?” Lando asks making her smile brightly and nod. 
Lando spends the day trying to fill y/n on everything she’s missed by not being the most involved before now, so he wants her to experience everything he’s wanted to do with her before. 
She gets to sit in his car, he puts his helmet on her, do the track walk, see all the data (which she doesn’t understand even after he tries to explain) and she’s introduced to all the team since the relationship had been so secret that not everyone even knew about it. 
The end of the day comes around and they get back to the hotel where they both have a shower and clean off before climbing into bed together. 
“You told them you love me.” Y/n whispers making him grin.
“That’s been on your mind all day then?” Lando laughs then kissing her. “I’ve told you that before.”
“I know but there’s a difference between saying it to me and announcing it to the world.” Y/n shrugs, laughing before she rolls on top of him. “It’s not so bad being out in the open though.” 
“I told you so.”
“You’ve been waiting to say that haven’t you?”
“Yes.”
Y/n grunts before sitting up to straddle him watching a glimmer flicker through his watercolour eyes and for a moment she thinks it’s lust but his expression tells a different story.
“What?”
“I just can’t imagine a future without you in it. I want moments like this…every day, all the time.” 
“Good…because that’s exactly what you’re going to get.” Y/n smiles brightly leaning forward and kissing him, then spreading the kisses around his face.
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The more I learn about judaism the more I wonder where tf christianity got all its bad shit. Why is divorce a sin in christianity when judaism has recognized the right to divorce for nearly a millennia and has codified religious laws for it. Why does christianity consider sex to be dirty (to the point where puritans considered it a sin to enjoy having sex with your own spouse) when in judaism it's considered holy and it's a literal mitzvah to have sex with your spouse on the sabbath. Why does christianity consider it a sign that you're faithless if you question your religion when in judaism that's considered an essential part to developing your faith. I'm probably stating the obvious here but I still can't get over the fact that there's no historical basis to any of this shit before christianity started, it's like christians just said "hey guys what if we took the torah and built a new religion around it but this time it was actively hostile to human life"
#rambling#disclaimer this isnt about individual christians im speaking about the religious trauma i experienced in my own life etc etc#these are just a few examples that I've noticed but they're definitely something#the part about sex in particular shocked me bc sex is pretty much viewed as actively evil in a lot of christian denominations#like you should only do it to create children and if you take pleasure in it (even if its with your own spouse) youre a dirty sinner#there arent as many examples like this nowadays but if you read puritan laws about sex it's like#you're allowed to have sex with your wife basically 10 times a year but you have to be fully clothed with the lights off#and you cant have sex on a holiday or a sunday and you cant touch each other and you have to try as hard as possible to hate it#literally WHERE did that mindset come from?? like for real#in judaism having sex with your spouse is basically considered a celebration of everything holy#and if you have sex on the sabbath (the holiest day in the jewish calendar—above every holiday)#its considered TWICE as holy#make it make sense#this is one of the things people mean when they say that lumping judaism in with christianity as 'abrahamic' religions is meaningless#theyre literally nothing alike#the only similarity is the torah but thats only half of the christian bible and one third of the jewish one#AND christianity interprets most of it completely differently from how judaism does#im tired#greatest hits#hall of fame
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