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speciouspessimism · 5 months
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hc that once he feels comfortable, neil’s favorite thing is wearing (stealing) his friends’ (the foxes’) clothes. it’s like a physical anchor for him? something undeniable that says “i am loved, i am cared for, i am trusted” and most importantly “i must return”.
- he and andrew basically share clothes…. when it comes to clothing they forget who’s is who’s and accidentally wear each others’ jerseys
- matt’s mom is sentimental and has a lot of matt’s old clothes, and eventually matt brings neil home over a break and lets him thrift in his childhood wardrobe
- nicky gives him old t-shirts from bands he doesn’t listen to anymore and neil wears them as pjs
- kevin is a stylish bisexual in his early twenties so he has looots of nice jewelry of which neil picks a piece or two of to sneak every week, and Kevin lets him under the pretense of teaching neil to dress better
- renee notices that neil has no proper comfortable clothes and will always offer for him to take her sweatpants (they’re… kinda long) “for the night” but they both know she does not expect them back for a few days
- dan and neil have the same shoe size… enough said
- allison will wear a great sweater and later neil will come by to hang out in just a t-shirt and jeans… and then oh nooo he’s sooo cold…. shiver shiver complain… nooo it’s fine..oh my goood are you sure….thank you soooo much allison thank you…. (they do this dance often and no one understands why allison lets him)
- even aaron once gets sweatpants just a couple inches too long and one day neil just finds them on his desk in the dorm, flung over a pile of notes and messing up his study space, but warm and brand new
- not clothes but when neil completes his first full year with the foxes, like to the day, on the calendar one year since he came to south carolina, wymack gives neil the blanket he used when sleeping on the couch in his apartment last summer
all of this makes neil feel safer than he would admit, but they all notice and play this game. if he’s wearing dan’s sneakers… well, he can’t run away with those on, it would just be inconsiderate
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nartothelar · 9 months
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ugh
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oliver-jh · 6 days
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Why are you SO gay? Can you be normal? Can you stop having a longterm male relationship rooted in need? Why are you loving MEN???
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cod-dump · 5 months
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Gaz, watching the soldiers pull of Christmas decorations: Fuck… too early for this shit
Ghost: Beginning to look a lot like FUCK THIS
Gaz: … LT-
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justaweasel · 1 month
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Obey me but I am actively crying as I write this (not anymore I'm okay)
Satan has a type of inferiority complex. It's mostly because he's technically the youngest. But he sees everything this siblings have done and compares himself constantly. Especially to Lucifer.
One time the brothers played a little game for funsies, maybe like one of those stupid little games of hide and seek.
Satan was it and had found everyone relatively quickly, however, Lucifer was left.
He had honestly given it his best to find his brother, and imagined Lucifer's voice taunting him as he tried so hard. He looked everywhere. The more he looked, the more his insecurity surged. He thought more and more of his smug older brother's face as he looked.
Eventually, he broke down. He stomped and furniture was hurled to the floor. Doors slammed and windows shattered.
Lucifer came out of hiding of course but seeing his face only made Satan angrier.
Of course he couldn't find him on his own. Lucifer had to come out just so he could find him. How pathetic.
He almost slammed the door off of its hinges. The sound echoing through the trashed house.
That night wasn't a restful one for Satan. The thoughts swirled through his head. How pathetic he was, how right now he wallowed in his loathing of himself. No matter what he'd do or accomplish, he'd be a second-rate Lucifer.
Whatever he achieved was short in comparison to what Lucifer had done. Whatever he bragged about Lucifer seemed to one-up him without trying. Nothing mattered because it was all, Lucifer, Lucifer, Lucifer. What he created was just an extension of Lucifer's accomplishments.
They all treated him like a kid, like lesser, but he's just as important and knowledgeable as them. Can't they see that for what it is? Isn't he important too? Isn't he someone with thoughts, feelings and emotions separate to Lucifer?
Never. He would never have that. He does his best to hide it. But it always tears it's way through the mental prison he's made for it. Locked up in what no one else would see. His thoughts blocked by a thick wall of fog.
The next morning they called it a hissy fit.
Was that all it boiled down to for them?? His feelings of shame and inner hatred of himself boiled down to a mere hissy fit? Was that truly how they saw him? How they saw his feelings? As if that whirlpool of feelings didn't suck him into their depths? As if he didn't feel the weight of his life and the circumstances of existence crush down on him until he was a screaming mess with no other way to deal with his emotions other than to make noise? Was that all he amounted to in their heads?
Let's just say Satan didn't come out of his room that night. Or the night after.
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gender-thief2 · 4 days
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y’all can pry genderfluid sirius out of my cold dead hands btw
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spidergrotto · 1 month
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fic writers that write touch starved characters and focus on the non sexual intimacy instead of immediately going the other way will always be my favourites i am shouting all of you out right now.
touch starved in a sense that one hug will knock character a out !!! character b randomly playing with character a and they start crying !! character a has always associated touch with pain and isn’t used to it meaning anything else !!!!
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amorhedera6 · 15 days
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i’m just saying that riz is gay even in being aroace. brennan, when making baron, specifically used only they/them pronouns and riz was the one to use he/him as well. when creating a fake romance partner, riz chose to make a male/masculine one.
riz is aroace but he’s on the spectrum. hes grayromantic, and he can have romantic attraction, he just doesn’t usually. it’s a lot harder for him to get there. he just doesn’t feel it. but he still knows, that even if he would, it wouldn’t be for a girl.
anyway riz gukgak i love u sm and i will project my relationship with aromanticism onto u if it kills me
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cooler-ian · 7 months
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Barbatos: I wanted to have a good day today.. but no. Body horror.
Mc: Are you okay-
Barbatos: there's an eyelash in my eye.
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The gang if you asked for their pronouns:
Mac - he/him
Charlie - what? (Illiterate)(does not know grammar)
Frank - fuck/off
Dee - uhhh the woman ones? Duh? What do I look like to you? (bitchy)(not transphobic when it comes to other people)(just a karen)
Dennis - the man ones. Obviously. What do I look like to you? (flustered)(clearly upset by the question)(the repression runs deep)
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sweaterrat · 8 months
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“You treat me so softly… why?” “Easy. Because I love you.” “Why would you ever love something like me? I mean, look at me. I’m a monstrosity.” “You’re absolutely beautiful.” “…Do you really think that?” “I do. You’re so beautiful, Donnie.”
“…Oh.”
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a-deck-of-cards · 9 months
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missingmelody · 5 months
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A soft hug
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kaycatkit · 10 months
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^ Nimona Spoilers ^
me, outside: yeah no that was a really great movie! You should watch it, it made me cry. 😊
me, inside: SHE WAS ALONE FOR A THOUSAND YEARS. SHE PROBABLY NEVER HAD A HUG AND HE HUGGED HER. SHE WAS GOING TO K HERSELF AND SHE SCREAMED BC DEEP DOWN NO ONE WANTS TO DIE LIKE THAT, SHE JUST WANTED THE PAIN TO STOP. IT WAS RAW EMOTION THAT SHOOK ME TO MY FUCKING CORE. AND HE STOPPED HER. SHE JUST WANTED THE PAIN TO STOP. SHE’S JUST A KID AND EVERYONE HATED HER BC SHE WAS HERSELF. SHE DIDN’T HAVE TO JUSTIFY HER EXISTENCE TO ANYONE. SHE JUST EXISTED AS NIMONA.
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goldengay49 · 21 days
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Oklahoma(to Texas): you’re not autistic, you’re just a little silly!
Oklahoma: and you cry whenever someone touches your stuff but that’s unrelated!
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dsm5paperboat · 7 months
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