#proud of mysel

[teaandinanity]

The Baldur's Gate 3 character creator is GREAT so now I just need to get some decent clothes.

The bard starter set is um.

A thing.

#I am also save-scumming but in my defense failing checks is only fun in Actual Tabletop Situations #where I can grin like a moron while I create Situations #anyway at some point I'm definitely going to Break Things so I can have a tiny god #as is tradition for me with BG games #like... I am literally just here for character interactions and to see shit #combat is mostly only interesting if there are people around the table going OH MY GOD NO STOP WHAT ARE YOU DOING #I'm still so proud of the time one of my character's own teammates shot her in the leg to keep her from doing a thing #SO proud of that #anyway I'm sure anyone who reads these tags is like 'oh my god I never want to play anything with you' #and you know what you're valid and probably correct #although I will say in my defense that I'm good at improv and I love yes-and'ing other people's shenanigans and not just causing them mysel

[afieldinengland]

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#i’m starting to wonder if i hate myself for having been born a transsexual #it’s not shame— but there’s something in the way i think about myself that’s deep and bitter. i don’t know. well i’ve never enjoyed myself #in general. i’ve never been ashamed of it and i’ve never been proud of it in fact i hate talking about it entirely #and i’ve realised i don’t even like thinking about it too deeply. too knee-deep in history’s men-image #(by which he means richard ii and oscar wilde and injured knights with long hair and poets on laudanum and artists on cocaine) #i feel sick. it isn’t a sickness because i can’t be ‘cured’ and i don’t want to be and it’s intrinsic but modern vocabulary feels heavy in #my mouth and puts me in a petri dish. even ‘transsexual’ feels like uber modern parlance sometimes. i can’t do it #but that’s the word. just sometimes i think it would have all been easier if things had gone otherwise. and i know that makes me bad at thi #i have to speak to you in your language. and i don’t know what i mean by that or even where that thought comes from. it’s your language #i should be in the bronze age right now i’m sorry i got waylaid. i got lost #i can’t stop being it but if i think too much about it i start wanting to eat my own fingers and i think— and this is my hypothesis— #it’s because i’ve never enjoyed myself i’ve never been in a healthy relationship and i can’t remember the last time i had fun #but then that’s another thing i’m not made for. that’s a lie there is a desperate aesthete in here who has been so starved of hedonism for #as long as i’ve had him that he’s hoarse. i’m tired i’ve been walking for nine hundred years my feet hurt #i don’t know. why me why now et cetera. i’m just wondering if i don’t despise myself a bit for it— like it’s a trick i did in a past life #again. it’s a privilege. it’s more intrinsic to my personhood than blood type or astigmatism or that weird thing i have with my hip #and i could be proud of it if only i could work out how. i’m content— in the same way i’m content with everything— but i don’t know. #i don’t like talking about it i don’t like thinking about it because it feels like i’m losing the game i’m constantly playing against mysel #in my head. i’m my own personal spin doctor you see #whatever. sorry. in light of doing better i can get this out too. can you believe i haven’t been kissed in years

[walnutcookie]

so proud of meself

#i made my th intro finally heehee #I ADDED LINKS #i looked up how ot . do it in html and i actually did it successfully LOLL #talks of madness #i literally just copy and pasted some things and typed shit but #oh well im proud of mysel #(I USED A TEMPLATE I JSUT ALTERED IT)

[theood]

s/o 2 my cousin for actually having my.back and lying to my.mom abt if im on anything. Real actual mvp thanks for that ily keep it up

#elias howls #moms asking if im on anything #girl i fucking tried 2 get you to be ok with me being on T I asked and offered to let tou go with me first appt to ask questions and you go #t all uppity and 'oh no no dont change your body :((( no thats scary for me and it makes me sad! no dont change the body I gave you!' #like. gosh. i wonder why I did it behind your back. thats a real thinker. might need a college professor or even a team of experts for this #like. damn! 7 times comimg out where you ignore the coming out part and seem real uncomfortable when I voice youre hurting me. i want to lo #ve you. i want you in my life but ypu makw it so fucking hard. like ive thought abt going low contact when I move out. thatd hurt you so m #uch and I dont wanna but what other choices do i have when you want to see the person whos dead? *im* here. look at me. see me. say my name #. Elias. It isn't hard #like ok w/e im losing all my family once I move out and im even more loud and proud and me itz fine it doesn't weigh me down at all haha #ive been thinking a lot recently. i dont think my memere will taks the news well. shes so fucking important to me. if I lose her in my life #? yeah. i don't know. but its probably gonna happen. andni havent prepared myself for it at all bc i want to believe she loves me for me bu #t. i don't know. im everyone's little girl. i can't be anything else. a blessing to my family. and im tainting her image by declaring mysel #f as something as unhoyl as a transsexual. what a curse. what a blight to the family.

[mistfallenjoyer]

I FINALLY DID IT AHAAAHA

I do really love this set even though it is outrageously expensive-

#sso #ssoblr #star stable online #I spent SO much time farming JS for this #too #like omg #I am proud of mysel

[bo0zey]

update: my cat sensed my negative neurotic impending mental breakdown energy and laid directly beside me so close i can smell his stinky cat breath whenever he yawns so in conclusion i’m fine again lol :D

#i am literally sooooooo funny hahah #tw drug mention #after over a year of not taking my benzo prescription out of fear of getting addicted #i am now proud to say that i will pop mUltiple of those bitches when i start to feel mysel actin Up #whoever this sewersldier alter is needs to reveal themselves bc they’ve been getting Too Loud lately like shut up bitchdammmmm we get it!!!! #u want to die soooo bad ok AND??????? so does the rest of the world u r Not special omg #shut up cianna

[bandzboy]

600 days since my bi debut

#😭 #well not exactly bi debut it’s when came to terms with the fact that i am bi #bi debut was when i came out of the womb iktr 😪 #but anyways the notification made me so 🥺🥺🥺 #i have come so far you guys <3 i am proud of mysel #tris.txt

[sadsycamoretree]

my family may consider me the failure child but at least i have my 22 day duolingo streak 💪💪

#duolingo #actually so proud of mysel for this tho

[theonlythingimfuckingisstupid]

literally just at midnight 

#my clock turned as soon as i clicked post #i will never get over this #this is my proudest moment ngl #like its long too #im proud of mysel #f #em rambles #im gonna take a small nap and hopefully come back to get the next one done before too long #then ill do character rants #i wish i coudl do them in my head bc ive writeen them so many times in my brain

[druckkugelschreiber]

One of the wildest things I did in 2022 was write an entire original novel with a love interest based on Lexa from the 100 with only having watched like 5 episodes with her and an unholy amount of TikTok edits

#i don’t know what possessed me #but I think very fondly about this #chimera‘s flight #i really like the book #it has a polyamorous bisexual Mc #okay yes she‘s basically a self insert #which I love #anyway #Schreiber schreibt #lexa kom trikru #i keep forgetting I wrote a book in 2022 and need to periodically remind myself #because that‘s amazing and I should be proud of mysel

[distortedhrt]

One moar wip post before i sle.ep oaky thnks bye

#IM GONNA TRY TO PAINT THIS ON IBIS #may god be with me. #I HAVENT PAINTED IN FOREVERRRRRR #)IVE ALSO BEEN DRAWINF WAYYY MORE! #Im so proud of. mysel;f #OKAY GOODNIGHTK #wip stuff #doodles #jack posting

[ascendandt]

my nails look cool though. its shimmery magenta with translucent blue(with sparkles) on top

#did it mysel i am proud of myself for not making a huge mess with my right hand(it was very shaky)

[hankasventing]

hazbin ep 5 and 6 spoilers ahead! ⚠️

IM SHITTING MYSEL WHAT. WHAT. WHAT.

I HAD TO PAUSE AND JUST PACE AROUND BECAUSE FFS!?!!?!!?€?;?:!:?

vagatha. LUCIFER HAS DAUGHTER ISSUES?! emily is the heaven version of charlie. AND DID YALL SEE ANGELS SISTER MOLLY

HOOOLYYYYY FUUUUUCK

ANGEL! angel. i love you so much. im so proud of you. HUSK YOULL BE OKAY I PROMISEEEEE WDYM ALASTORS ON A LEASH?!?!! lilith. im calling it

and for the love of god cherri bomb i dont know about you but sir pentious simpin fo her please 😭😭😭😭

anyways. its 2 am for me. im gonna go kill my- oops sorry slippery finger GO TO SLEEP.

#hazbin hotel #hazbin alastor #hazbin angel dust #hazbin charlie #charlie morningstar #hazbin vaggie #hazbin husk #huskerdust

[fleawithahat]

WOAGH SILLY BOY SOLLUX DRAWN BY ME ON MY NEW DRAWING TABLET I GOT WITH MY OWN MONEY AND I FEEL SO PROUD OF MYSEL FHEHEHEHEHWAIT NO IT LOOKS WEIRD NOW THAT I LOOK AT IT OMFG.

#sollux captor #homestuck sollux #homestuck #homestuck fanart #fanart

[batskulldrag]

Here it is, some out of context sentances from my first published TF2 fanfic.

Christmas (or Smismas) time had descended on the town of Toufort, New Mexico, bringing with it colored lights, decorated store fronts, Yuletide carols and of course the seemingly endless sounds of celebratory gun fire from the Team Fortress base.

“What the hell is wrong with you Bushman?” Spy snapped, forcing himself free. “God, you smell.”

“Heavy is in the kitchen with Sniper and Scout.” Soldier answered. “And I’m sure that if you go in there, Sniper will throw something at you. Because I tried to go in there and he threw a spatula at me.”

Scout went outside and found Sniper lying face down in the snow. After poking him to make sure he was still alive, Scout told him to go back inside. Sniper replied that he’d be back once he pulled himself together.

“I didn’t hear ya complaining when I used jarate to put you out when the Blu pyro spotted you.” Sniper scoffed.

“Didn’t you?” Spy questioned. “Because I complained. I begged the pyro to set me back on fire.”

“I’ll repeat mysel, did it not occur to ye to just be good?” Demo gestured at him.

“Old Nick is a sweat shop owner who casts moral judgement on children.” Sniper said seriously. “I have no idea what his standards were. And I wasn’t taking any chances.”

“Lad, do ye think that maybe ye should have talked it over wi us if ye wanted to blow up the world?” Demo asked cautiously.

“SOLDIER WILL KEEP CLOTHES ON!” Heavy roared as he mowed down enemies.

“I am taking my clothes off. Oorah.”

“That’s different, we’ve all seen Sniper naked.” Demo shrugged.

“Men, they say a coward dies a thousand deaths. And I am proud to cause one of those deaths with you.” Soldier added.

Scout and Demo both froze like they had been caught in a police search light. Scout snapped out of it and hugged Sniper. In response, Sniper tensed up and looked at Demo for help.

Medic turned bright red and started fanning himself.

“Heavy likes me?” He squeaked.

Here's the work

#tf2 demo #tf2 comics #tf2 medic #tf2 scout #tf2 spy #tf2 soldier #tf2 sniper #tf2 pyro #team fortress 2 #tf2 pauling #tf2 engineer #tf2 spy and scout's mom #heavymedic #soldier Zhanna #tf2 zhanna #tf2 mercs #teamfortress2 #soldier tf2 #scout tf2 #sniper tf2 #demo tf2 #pyro tf2 #engineer tf2 #heavy tf2 #medic tf2 #spy tf2 #soldier x zhanna #zhanna tf2

[ironman-stan]

Tony and Peter sitting in the back of the car after a difficult mission, with Happy parking in front of Peter's flat. Tony: *leans over* Peter: Oh, Mr Stark, It's fine! I can open the door mysel- Tony: *hugs Peter* You did really well today, Kid. I'm so proud of you Peter (Choked up): Thank you, Mr Stark

#marvel #mcu #tony stark #peter parker #rdj #robert downey jr #anthony edward stark #tom holland #avengers #irondad #spiderson #incorrectmarvelquotes #iron man #irondad and spiderson #spiderman #pre-endgame #before endgame