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myown-worstenemy-2003 · 1 year

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Marry Me? (Calum Hood)

A/N: Hey guys! This is out of the usual fandom that I write for but another one of my favorite fandoms! This was written for one of my best friends who loves him! (I do too, not gonna lie but I'm a Michael girl.) Anyway! I hope you enjoy it! (Also don't make fun of me, this is my first time writing for nonfictional people. Have mercy on my soul.) PS: Please don't copy my work because I worked hard on this and I will literally cry! Thank you! :) <3

Summary: Based on the song "Marry Me" by Thomas Rhett

Word Count: 1621

Everything was beautiful. Makayla was going to get the wedding that she had always dreamed of having. A beautiful garden, colors everywhere from the flowers. Not too many people to save her aunts and uncles some money.

I’m in my black suit and tie, out in the back of the garden where no one can see me. I pull a flask out of my suit pocket and do a shot quick shot of whiskey to calm my nerves. I smile just thinking about meeting her up there. I hope I make it through without crying so nobody sees.

Because she doesn’t want to marry me.

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I shake my head as I look out of the windshield of my car, “Snap out of it Cal.”

I just got home from our world tour, and I love going on tour and seeing our fans, but I miss being at home with family and friends. I walk into my house and drop my stuff at the door and just crash on the couch face-first for a nap. When I get attacked by Duke with kisses.

“Duke!” I said, excitedly petting him, rolling over onto my back, and laughing as he said his hellos.

“I missed you too Duke,” I chuckled, he got up and ran off to get his toys. As he was running off, I sat here thinking about the day that I got Duke.

Makayla and I had just been browsing the pet shelters after she had insisted that I needed a buddy for when she wasn’t able to stay over at my house. And I came home with a little puppy named Duke. We were sitting on the couch in the same position that I was right now. We were both watching Duke play around until I just focused on her because of how beautiful she looked. She turned around with a smile on her face to say something but stopped. In my mind, I was going to lean in and kiss her and it was going to be perfect but then I thought, what if she doesn’t like me that way? What if I do it and it ruins our friendship?

“Cal?” Makayla said, bring me out of my freak-out session.

“Yeah?” I said, “What’s up?”

“Is everything okay?”

“Y-yeah! I’m good!” I said nodding my head, “Just thinking about dinner, you hungry?”

I stand up from the couch and walk over to the counter to the pile of mail. I go through it and see nothing important other than bills. Putting those back on the counter to deal with later, I get myself a snack from the cabinet and lean on the counter eating Cheez-Its. I always wondered if she feels the same way from the way she looked at me that day, but I never found the right time to ask her. Then it was too late to ask her, I didn’t want to ruin anything if she didn’t.

I’m still snacking when I see something on the coffee table that I didn’t see early. I put the box down and walk over to the coffee table. As I get closer, it’s an envelope with Calum Hood written on it in familiar handwriting. I pick it up and open it.

“Oh, my God.”

I knew this day was coming but I didn’t know it was already coming. Inside the envelope was an invitation from Makayla and her fiance to their wedding which was less than a month away.

“Oh, my God,” I said again.

My phone ringing startled me right out of my trance of staring at the fancy paper that was giving the worse news that I had heard in my life. Still looking at the invitation I pull my phone out of my front pocket and answer it, “Hello?”

“Hey Cal! Welcome home!” the sweetest voice comes through.

“Makayla! Hey! How’s it going?” I answer back, smiling on instinct.

“I’m great! I haven’t heard your voice in so long. I missed you, Cal,” she tried to sound happy but there was a hint of sadness in her voice.

“I missed you too Mak. I miss your pretty face!”

“Aw, you make me blush! Enough with the sadness! How was the tour?”

“It was awesome! We went to a lot of different places than before. And then the places we've been before are always fun to go back to as well.”

“Aw, it sounds like you had a blast, Cal!” she says happily.

“Enough about the tour! When did you guys set the date for the wedding?” I ask her, trying to be excited.

“Oh, I tried to call you and tell you a few times but you were always performing or asleep so after a few times of not answering, I just let you find it when you got home from the tour. Since there was plenty of time for you to get prepared.”

I sit there for a minute, taking it all in. She’s going to get married. I always thought it was going to be to me. Hell, even our own friends thought Makayla and I were going to get married. But she’s not going to.

“Cal? Hey is everything okay? Cal?” she asks, worriedly.

I shake myself out of it, “Yeah! Yeah! I’m fine! I’m just thinking about all of the things I have to do before you get married! I mean what’s the man of honor going to with only a month left to plan the bachelorette party?”

Makayla giggles, “Well, you and Kelly better get to work on it because it is coming up fast.”

“Yeah, it is,” I say with a sigh.

“Anway, I bet you’re tired from the flight. I’m gonna let you get some sleep. Goodnight rockstar,” she says.

“Goodnight,” I say back and listen until the line goes silent. I lean back on the couch, “Fuck.”

I’m too late.

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A month later, it’s everything that Makayla has ever told me about when she talked about wanting to get married. It is at a beautiful garden that she told me about from a vacation that she went to when she was younger. She wasn’t exaggerating when she said that it was beautiful. There are flowers and greenery everywhere, along with statues and fountains. The arch where they were going to get married under was covered in red, pink, and white roses.

I'm standing in the back listening to the three people in the seats talk about how beautiful it was, saying that Makayla was going to look beautiful. I watched as Makayla’s bridesmaids were making sure everything was perfect. One was fixing flowers as she walked by, and another was talking to the groomsmen. Piper tripped as she walked by which led to her taking off her heels. Kelly, her maid-of-honor, was currently talking to their Aunt Rachel and Aunt Jenn. I know they’ve been dreading this day. But they aren’t the only ones giving her away.

I walk away to look around and clear my head for a second.

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A few minutes later, I’m back hiding out in the back. Everyone was getting prepared to walk down the aisle and then Makayla. I can just imagine her in her dress welcoming the guests. I just know that she looks so beautiful that it hurts my heart that I can’t be with her. I look around looking for her. Maybe I can find her, get it off my chest. I walk around to the front where she might be welcoming the guests, I get in the short line to tell her how I feel. I wait and I wait. I talk myself up the whole time.

You can do it. You are going to tell her you love her and have since forever.

When I was next after someone, I watch her. She is happy. She’s laughing and talking with her family and friends.

“Cal!” she says happily and hugs me.

Alright, this is your chance. Tell her how you feel.

“Makayla, I-” I start.

“What’s wrong?”

I can’t mess this up for her. She’s happy.

“I wish you all the best. You look beautiful.”

She smiles a little, “Thank you, Calum.”

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So here I am, standing out in the back. In my black suit and tie. Taking a strong shot of whiskey. I hope I can make it through without crying.

I feel a tap on my shoulder, I look over and see Piper, “What’s up?”

“Makayla is asking for you real quick,” she says, trying to hide a smile on her face.

“Is everything okay?” I ask, following her to where Makayla is, trying not to panic.

Piper opens the door and I walk in.

“Calum,” Makayla says looking up from where she’s sitting. I hear the door close softly behind me.

“Makayla,” I say coming up to her, “Is everything okay? Do you need something?”

“Cal. Give me one good reason not to do this,” she says in the most serious tone that I’ve ever seen her.

I stand there for a second and she’s about to say something when I walk up to her, put my hand on her face and softly kiss her lips. She kisses me back wrapping her arms around my neck. I’ve been waiting for this moment for years.

The door opens, “Mak, 2 minut- oh. Okay,” someone says. We break apart breathless. There stands Kelly in the doorway, Piper and the bridesmaids peeking in, “So, should I send everyone to the reception hall?”

“That is a great idea Kelly,” Makayla says and Kelly sends her thumbs up as she closes the door.

“So where were we?” she asks me. I laugh and lean down to kiss her again.

#calum hood #calum hood x oc #5sos #5 seconds of summer #5sos fanfic #calum 5sos #5sos fic

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iwannasleepbuticant · 1 year

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Hello everyone. I do not know how to start blogging normally at all, so let's start like this. I'm just carrying a bunch of ideas, thoughts, feelings that I really want to share with someone, and damn it, why not? Even if no one needs it and no one'll read it. It's just important for me to speak out, I just want to. Maybe I'll get lucky and find an audience. It doesn't really matter right now, because I'm not really hopeful. Tumblr is too huge for people to suddenly choose me. But okay that's not the point, I wouldn't write if I didn't have to throw out a huge bunch of meaningless thoughts. Imagine, I even once wanted (and still want) to have some kind of YouTube channel to just sit, chat, draw, share thoughts, and so on. Yes, I'm so bad!

Aaaaaaaaand Im (like many now) obsessed with Welcome Home and damn, just imagine Barnaby and Wally ✨️✨️ . Barnaby is so huge, isn't it scary for Wally when Barnaby hugs him? Like he's twice his size. And does he also give himself a hug to everyone in a row or only to specific "people"? Don't worry, I remember that picture where Poppy hugs him. But still! By the way, there she can be even 3 times higher than him! And Barnaby is taller than her... Does Wally even like to cuddle at all? Can I hug him? Please. And don't be surprised if after the next site update you suddenly see a comment in the guestbook with similar questions. That's me. I'm just going crazy about it! I can't get it out of my head!

In general, I'm a little scared to be in the fandom right now. No, God forbid, don't think that I was trying to find personal information about a clown or somehow perverted his universe. It's just that I'm new to the fandom. Every time I go into the comments, I see that people have been following the fandom for a year or more, and I just came, and it may feel like I'm coming and going with a wave of popularity, and all my love, all my comments are not from the heart. Of course, time'll tell, but it still makes me very uncomfortable.

And I've been playing genshin for a year and a half (59 rank hello). Honestly, by the time Layla came out, I was already going to quit, but she melted my heart. She is one of the most comfortable characters for me, I honestly like her style of play, I like the way she moves, I like her voice, I'M IN LOVE WITH HER MEETING. She is my sunshine, I so want to spend sleepless nights with her in the library. In silence. I love her caramel-colored eyes, I love the most beautiful color scheme, I love her story. I want to hug her :_(

And also, I was thinking, we're going back to Welcome Home. Does anyone know why everyone shippers Eddie and Frank? I don't mind, I just don't remember a single case that they were together at least somewhere. Well, okay, one picture where Eddie holding his face, and Frank blushes. But that's it! Did I miss something?..

I just looked at the volume of the post I wrote, I'm terrified. And how do you shut me up now? Ehh, it's hard. I don't think anyone will be interested in reading my "notes of a madman". But in any case, I'm not regret it)

PS here are a couple of my drawings with Julie. It goes from my very first one ( which I drew in ibis paint :_) )to the one I drew a couple of minutes ago. Guess who is my favorite character in WH?)

#welcome home #Please shut me up I want to sleep #partly genshin

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atmymercy · 1 year

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Hello! Notification Gang!

I just wanted a reading on my next (future boyfriend or partner) anything about him? Characteristics ? Personality, appearance??

TFA/ ♌️

I love your page!!

hello tfa! aww thank you for being apart of my notification gang! i'm so glad we could clear up that silly issue! obviously spirit wanted us to be interacting or something, eh? lol awww! and thank you! i really appreciate the love! i love you too, honey ps! eee!

for you, i got the star, the moon & 5 of cups.

ooh! the star and the moon! wow! talk about you two fitting together like the stars and the moon. you guys will really connect at night. you may even be dancing. ooh! how romantic! we never hate a partner that can dance! that's sexy! and a good idea of what they're like in the bedroom. oh geez! spirit, we don't do dirty shit here! lol but seriously your next beau is going to have it hard for you, i'm seeing. they're really going to complement you and make you sparkle. they'll be very honest with you. to the point of being a touch brutal. they don't mean to be. they just love you so much and want to be honest with you. they are really about the honest and the truth, i see. a person of their word because they had a bit of a shady past and people were shady with them in the past so that's why they're so stuck on the truth now. it's why they can get a bit moody for sure. you two will be a lot more alike than you first realize. the color red is meaningful to them. the spirits won't say why. you'll feel comfortable around this person, even when they are moody! lol you'll want to do something about it!

hope you enjoyed it! please give feedback or buy me a coffee when you can! if you want to explore this further, please consider a private read as well. also thank you for sharing with me!♡

love & light!

-tea

as always, my rules & info are in my pinned post if you're interested in a reading of your own!

#tea tarot reading #love tarot spread #love tarot free #love tarot reading #tarot reading #tarot witch #tarot reader #tarot read #tarot #tarot cards #tarotcommunity #lavieenrosess

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s-talking · 9 months

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You knew this was coming, one way or another, and now it's reckoning time. We've known each other for over 10 years, 10 GODDAMN YEARS, and not even once have you disappointed me.

Listen here, because this will come straight from the heart; you are a talented artist, a talented writer, and above all else, a damn good friend that I'd never trade for anything, ANYTHING in this world.

Whenever I come online and see you active?

Whenever I am online, and you pop up out of nowhere?

I've watched you grow, Envy grow, your art talent and your writing grow. You don't know this, but I've admired you as a person and individual since forever and hope we can be together in this rollercoaster for eternity !!!

Guess what. I'll be here too, when I see you become a superstar and make this canon boy of yours get the limelight he deserves to have! Do not give up, ever, and if anyone tries it? Well. . .

( ps: accept my cringe appreciation pretty please. )

⌘ 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐋 𝐌𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐌𝐘 𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐘𝐀𝐋/𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄?

. . . . . ──

i just CAN'T with you. of COURSE you'd send me an ask full of crack! akglajkga── you absolute scoundrel. you know that i hate huge colorful gifs on this particular blog of mine because of the aesthetic™, but you know what? tonight, the joke's on YOU because

that's literally me & you for the past 10+ years. i was ready for this day since we've met, so bite me, you lil sh*t. i'll just gif along with you. LMAO

but seriously though, i love you, & i'm thankful to have stumbled upon you online so many years ago. i've only grown so much because of your heart-warming support & our journey together, let it be in writing or otherwise, which is already so much more than a precious thought to me. after all, without our countless jokes, chit-chats, plots & stories, envy wouldn't have developed as far as he did, & i'm saying this with 100% honesty; you are my creativity & passion, & forever my #1. the same naturally goes for takumi, even though i feel like personally dragging his ass just so you get your ass back from the hiatus lmao

regardless though! thank you so much for making me laugh yet again, your wonderful cringe has been accepted with much love ♡

#{{ 𝓸𝓸𝓬;; }}#fqaltkqt that goku edit made me wheeze

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the-cannibal · 1 year

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I saw that you are doing match ups (sorry to bother if I'm wrong!!😵💕)(im so sorry if my english is bad!!!)

i'm kind of pale i have blue eyes(looks like green most of the time) my hair is a little short but not too short is it light red? I've had many different colors like blue or pink. I'm 1.62 tall Brazilian, about style I vary a lot, I love wearing pink but I love wearing black too, I like skirts, short shirts and lots of accessories, I love getting ready and certainly one of my favorite things is shopping for clothes

I've always been very shy because of my anxiety but with people close to me or on a cool subject I don't shut up. I LOVE listening to music and nobody can stop me i can talk all day about musical artists i listen to everything, i love art all kinds of art but mainly drawing and fashion i don't know what career to pursue(and that kills me 💀) but i love animals SO MUCH i'm the type of person that would rather save a dog's life than mine 🤷‍♀️.

sorry if this is too big or boring 🏃‍♀️

Hello! I am doing matchups, and your English is good don’t worry! This was fun to do so I hope you like who I picked! Ps this was written on my phone so I apologize if it’s laid out weird

I paired you up with…

Tiffany Valentine!

Tiffany has a wonderful sense of style and would love for you to design her outfits and clothes! She looks good in practically anything, but with your designs? Oh buddy she’s practically a beam of light she is so stunning.

Tiff would let you borrow/wear or even keep any clothes of hers that you want! What she owns you own, and that is especially with clothing.

I think Tiff would make her own clothes as well or at the very least she customizes a lot of clothing, so she would love for your help or tips! You two would have dates where you sit in her trailer, listening to all kinds of music while you two make clothing together. Bring whatever music you’d like to her! She likes all kinds as well!

Tiff is better at making accessories than she is clothing, so you bet you have an entire jewelry box now full of things she made for you.

She would love to spoil you during shopping trips. You were looking at that purse for a second? It’s sitting on your bed the next day. She would love to pay for everything, she doesn’t mind! (But if you feel guilty about this you can just treat her to some lunch. You may have to yank the bill out of her hands-)

Tiffany is good with helping you with your anxiety. When you told her of your anxiety she was very understanding and asked you what she could do to help. Are you okay with touching, or not? Do you take any medication? She’ll help remind you to take it. Do you need or want stress toys? Any items that help, like weighted blankets? She wants you to be as comfortable and feel as safe and loved as possible!

Tiff loves to hear about cool subjects you like, wether that be fashion, art, or anything else, she will listen with a smile and even contribute her own thoughts and questions.

Oh you bet she is hanging up any art you make on the walls and fridge like a proud partner. It’s brings a smile to her face every time she looks at it.

She would send you pictures of art/clothing supplies and see if you want or need it. ‘Saw these cool pencils. Want them?’ ‘Check out this fabric!’ ‘Think you could make anything with this?’

Please please put on a little fashion show for her, she will absolutely melt

She loves animals too! I think she’s more of a bug person myself so… hope your cool with bugs! You guys probably adopt so many dogs together omg

#slasher x reader #cannibals matchups #cannibals writing requests #slasher matchup #matchups #tiffany valentine x reader #tiffany valentine #slashers #slasher #slasher community

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mysticalserenity-tarot · 19 days

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Hello can i be part of ur 1 card tarot reading? I need a bit guidance on my coding im a beginner i just can light up my creativity when i write code like new ideas does not come to me and its frustrating can you give me some guidance on this ty

Hello, sure that you can! 😊

Right off the bat, I shuffled my deck and Page of Cups appeared on top. And yes I see you are at the beginning of your coding job, as this card has youthful energy.

Page of Cups represents the Peter Pan within you and the inspiration that suddenly appears out of nowhere only when you open yourself up to new possibilities. This card encourages you to embrace new opportunities and look beyond the traditional approach. You may want to adopt new and more creative ways of thinking and connecting with your inner vision, intuition and passion for this job. PoC tells me that you are capable of that and The Strength at the bottom of the deck is a confirmation. You have the potential.

Queen of Pentacles on top of the deck asks you to use important lessons of past experiences and insert them into your creativity may be helpful. This Queen could also potentially be a feminine figure in your workplace who's more experienced than you and has worked in this field way longer to the point of gaining tips, insights. Or another powerful feminine figure in your life, possibly a parent of yours. I feel that this person/people can help light up your creativity and free you from any kind of doubt concerning your job, this way unblocking your potential.

I feel like you may be shy or the type that doesn't like to ask for help for some reason, but in this case it's important for you. Just asking for tips is enough or in case you're wondering about something, just remember that asking is for free.

The Page Of Cups invites you to be optimistic in your approach to coding and trust in yourself that you can do it, tap into your inner strength, intuitive insights and new ideas will smoothly flow through your mind and heart. Do not block it. Find the courage and confidence in yourself (this is so important that I heard it many times) I like that the bg color on the card is blue because it's also associated with intuition; and communication,judgement - you may be afraid of judgement and criticism (unless it's good) but don't be, there's only you and others project their insecurities onto you. Like I always say, your mind is the only limitation. We are capable of anything. Dream the 'impossible'.

There's a clear message here to get out of your comfort zone and try new ways of thinking. Be persistent, pretend more from yourself. You have the right amount of Strength and if you feel like you need help go ask for it to this Queen. Do not hide, do not let frustration rain down on you. It may also be a powerful man with feminine energy, as tarots have no gender.

Hope I gave you some clarity or helped in someway. Feedback is highly appreciated and so so important to me so pleasee I'd love to know if my reading resonated or was helpful!! All the best in your coding journey!!! 🙌🧡

Ps. this may help too boost your creativity https://youtu.be/r6IURwLzTX4?si=xtLDeAd_0RpLOry0

PLEASE GUYS, LEAVE FEEDBACKS. IT'S EXTREMELY IMPORTANT TO ME OR I'M AFRAID I HAVE TO BLOCK YOU (SPECIALLY ANONS WHO RARELY LEAVE FEEDBACKS)

#tarot community #tarot cards #the light seer's tarot #tarot deck #free readings

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7ndipity · 4 months

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Hiiii! Happy New Year and congratulations on the 2K followers!! You totally deserve it ! ❤️🎉🎉I really love your writing !! I would like to know if it’s too late for the shipping game or if it’s not, can you do it for me please ?🙏🏼✨

So me : I am 163-65cm I have blue-grey eyes that change with the light (it can go from a very light blue to a dark blue mixed with gray. My friends think it looks like a rough sea lol). I have dark brown hair, almost black, which reaches my chest. I sometimes have pimples that appear on my face. I have pretty strong? thighs and calves that complexes me a little.

I’m a Scorpion.

I did classical and contemporary dance, gym, horseback riding and judo for a long time but I had to stop because of a knee problem. I do theater. I like to read, write, listen to music, dance and draw (even if I draw very badly lol). I am fascinated by history and ancient times, I love fashion and fantasy.

I am an introvert but sometimes I become extroverted (but not long) I am clumsy and I often make people laugh because of that. I like to laugh. I'm a little shy. For a long time I lacked self-confidence but it's much better even if it's still not perfect. My friends tell me that I am often too hard on myself, that I am too perfectionist when it only concerns me. I like to eat and I often make sweet eyes to my friends so that they pass me a bit when they eat. I'm quite sensitive. Often when I'm angry I cry what upsets me even more because I've always been afraid that I would be found weak even if they keep telling me that it's false and that I have great mental strength.

I am patient and often too kind for my own good. I tend to put the happiness of others before mine. I don't like to cook. I learned to play the guitar but I forgot everything. I love watching movies and series but I still love being able to discuss them with the people I care about.

I am often lazy, too honest and I have a fairly fast repartee.

I'm quite homey but I like to party. I don't really have a dress style I can wear a black oversized outfit one day and a closer to the body and colorful outfit the next day. My favorite color is blue. I'm quite tactile and I love cuddling. I can sometimes be weird.

At first glance I can seem very cold. I also seem younger than my age, which is quite annoying because I am often given my identity card to check my age…

In resume, I am a person who despite appearances laughs and smiles a lot. I am very affectionate and I often tease people close to me.

Here I hope it will be possible and that I have given enough information. Ps: I'm sorry for the potential spelling mistakes English is not my mother tongue.

I would ship you with Jimin, Tae and a bit with Yoongi!

You give me slightly similar vibes to Jimin and Tae, so I think you would match each other's personalities quite well. Jimin and Yoongi are also both especially perfectionistic, but I think you would be good at reminding each other not to be so hard on yourselves. I think they would all really appreciate your kind, adaptable energy.

They all have a love for films and series/dramas, but I think Tae would really love that you’re into theater(He’s also known for being kinda weird/random at times, so i think he’d appreciate someone with a similar vibe)

Also Scorpios tend to pair well with fellow water signs like Pisces(Yoongi), and earth signs like Capricorn(Tae)

Hope this was okay💜

#ship game #7ndipity 2k celebration #7ndipity speaks

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truerescreatuconfessions · 2 years

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Submissions from Schemes

As per your request I am publishing your submissions, Schemes. There's nothing this blog can do about the actions taken against your account. That was a decision made by staff - not me, or any of the users who posted here. Evidence posted on this blog has never before been used to ban anyone, so we can only logically assume that staff acted on other information. If you would like to explain that situation to us I will publish what you have to say.

My priority is Rescreatu. I'm honestly not that interested in anyone's character. I want to see Rescreatu thrive again. I want justice for the users who have been wrongfully banned. I want it to be a fair playing field, where everyone is held to the same rules and staff are accountable for their actions. I want to help staff restore the faith and trust users need to have in the site in order for it to be successful and fun again.

You have an opportunity here to change the narrative entirely. You could become a hero overnight if you chose to share what you know and expose what has been going on. You would most likely be listened to by Patrick, too, and could change Rescreatu for the better. I know for a fact you would find allies on staff as well, who are looking for someone who will step up and confront these issues. It's not too late and I will be your first ally if you choose to do the right thing.

As a side note, Tumblr does not give me access to the emails used for long submissions. I've also never published anything I've received in a DM without permission. I don't send harassing messages, it's not productive. I invited you to DM the blog because I wanted to give you a chance to discuss this before I posted what you wrote (which I genuinely feel will not give the impression to users that you hope it will).

Without further ado, here is what Schemes (as far as I know) has submitted to the blog, hopefully in order. I will not be compiling any other messages submitted like this in short format (it's too much work - please use the long submission form - I'm not censoring you, I'm just asking you to follow guidelines).

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heyaaaaa to my fans I'll make this perfectly clear, if my tu was taken because of something shady, I would have never publicly spoke about it on the SB and make myself look "bad" where I know everyone clocks my every movement and watches me like a tv show. you know I'm smarter than that atleast I'd hope so! Now that im not staff I can comment on this hate blog but my peace and happiness / mental health is worth more than trying to prove to people who have already decided they dislike me. bye now

PS as per my last post, if I REALLY did something bad EVERYTHING WOULD HAVE BEEN WIPED FROM MY ACCOUNT. just saying. and there's no way i would have been unbanned in 1 day. -schemes/khione. now I'm done I promise. And to those who have been defending me, thank you. I really am grateful

Schemes again, few months ago I wrote to you guys, and explained how my mental health was deteriorating and requested the removal of false and personal information about me etc. not sure if you guys did, but here we go again with this, baseless lies and bullying. I tried to [censored] myself over this blog. Now if I sue for emotional trauma I would be wrong right? Bc I have the means, professionals and the proof to do so. please don't say if it bothered so much to ignore the blog it's never that ez

I gave up the achromatic omni amongst other colored galta to try to make people see that I really was moving with geniune intentions. I now realize that was stupid and I should've kept them because y'all got something to say in a bad manner about me anyway. I should just get it back LOL. Not being staff any longer is such a relief I can now actually say stuff I feel

Unfortunately I don't have a tumblr account. If you don't want to post my truth and continue to make me look bad, and allow people to assassinate my character to control the narrative, just say that. Nor am I going to make a tumblr account just for this. Just keep in mind what I said on anon. - Schemes/Khione

I don't need to talk to my friends. My friends know my truth. But here's another truth, you're pathetic and a bully. Karma is real, so it's fine. You don't have to post what I said. I have a clear head, I just don't see why my posts won't be submitted. Why would I post a long submission, so you can have my email and harass me some more? No thanks. Like I said, if this continues I'll be taking legal action. I've been letting the bullying slide for too long. Take that however you want.

Maybe you need a break from this blog. You feed of the bullying of others and drama and the hate. Does it fuel you? I'll pray for you. obviously this is schemes again. I'm sure you'll post this though. Again, bc u want people to think I'm a horrible person. You pick and choose what to post, it's really sad. I think you're the one who needs to take a break from this blog. It's only going to ruin you.

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PS - I will resume posting your submissions this evening or tomorrow when I have time. I wanted to allow some time for everyone to catch up.

#schemes #rescon #rescreatuconfessions #truerescreatuconfessions #khione #notefromthemoderator

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jooyeone · 2 years

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alice! hope you didn't think i wouldn't come right to your inbox and make you choose because if you asked me to, i would sit and camp on your blog and list out every single set you've posted and then i'd go to your sideblog and then list all those too you have literally no bad sets and every single thing you make is carefully crafted with so much love and care <3 content creator appreciation! list five favorite sets you’ve made and send this ask to five other content creators 💖

guess when you sent this and guess how much later i'm answering 😍 no but the wait was intentional bc i wanted some time to make more sets and potentially be happy with a few new ones and guess What! i have a few <3 you're so 😭 the fact that i read these words over and over when i opened my inbox.. u single-handedly kept my gif-making confidence going these past [redacted amount of time] !! ily tysm for sending this back 💘 here's a few of my recent favs:

'yet to come' jihope - this is gonna be my fav set of mine for a while idc i am so unbelievably happy that i had the patience to sit through the different mv qualities and ps crashing on me bc of the 4k file size one too many times to make this. very happy with how bright and clean the 'yet to come' coloring looks like. and this parallel came for my HEART i can't stop thinking about it and them and how far they've come 🤍

jikook 'who' set - legit thought i was gonna give up on this and apologize to shivi instead 😭 the coloring on this took soooooo goddamn long. the original footage is so much darker than you'd assume at first glance and sooo difficult to work with. but i do love the end result, it feels just as delicate and warm as their parts in the song 🥺 plus i learned how to do the faded in text which is big for me as someone who notoriously takes ages to learn new stuff!

blue sweater jimin (and jihope hug) - psd for this one was called boobs.psd so.. yeah.. but tits aside, i had soo much fun with this coloring and i really like the result! most pleased abt the gifs quality bc the original video quality was.. questionable 😭

#i'm in a good gif-making mood so why not do this now <3 #tysm for sending this again anna 💘#answered #namchyoon

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lacallemojada · 2 years

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Carina and Maya + touch

#station19edit #station 19 #maya bishop #carina deluca #i've wanted to make this gifset for some time so here it is #i miss them i miss them i miss them #i want them back already #i hate this hiatus #by apf #ps: hope you like it because i'm not too pleased with the colors

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ellieswhoreeee · 3 years

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I think i like you more than a friend

Author's Note: I'm sorry that i totally disappeared for a while because of school- but I come bearing this short gift. I hope you enjoy ! I also have this angst story that I will be posting soon I promise!

Pairings: Ellie Williams x Fem! reader

ONE SHOT

Summary: Ellie finally tells you how she feels about you.

warnings: none,,,,,

Ps: your hair = y/h, your eye color = y/e, ect.

Jackson had been quiet all morning, not even any signs of disturbances. Some might say it had been peaceful. But three teenagers decided it wouldn't stay like that. Ellie, Dina and Jesse walked down the dirt road towards the stables; laughing loudly as Jesse and Dina continue to tease Ellie.

“When are you gonna tell her how you feel, huh?” Dina asked Ellie with a playful nudge to her shoulder. This wasn’t the first time that Dina has asked Ellie about her feelings for a particular (y/h) girl who she had feelings for since they were younger.

Dina was Ellie’s best friend, and as a best friend, she is currently torturing her green eyed friend about y/n l/n. Aka you.

Jesse had watched the interaction with a smile on his face. He couldn’t help. Dina is always pestering Ellie about you. He couldn’t stop her nor did he want to, it was funny seeing Ellie so… Shy. So he decided to just watch from the sidelines, but wouldn’t mind jumping in whenever he felt the need to. “Actually, I’d like to know that too.”

Ellie gave herself some space from her two friends who were crowding her personal space with questions. Ellie hated how involved they became when it came to your “situation-ship” with Ellie, as they like to call it. It was like their personal mission to try and set you two up. But Ellie always found a way to stop their ways of trying to set you two up last minute. “Guys, stop. I’m not gonna tell her because a) she doesn’t feel the same way. b) the rejection would fuck me up.”

The three teenagers continued to walk down the road towards the stables, waving to anyone who would say ‘good morning’ or any form of getting that morning. Jackson was a nice community, so respect was automatically given instead of earned.

Dina smirked. Rejection? Please, y/n feels the same way. She’s just waiting for you to make a move first. “Okay, worst case is things are a little awkward and you two would just move on.”

Ellie scoffed and looked around instead of her friends. "There’s no way we could just move on from that. What if she’s grossed out and doesn’t want to be around me anymore? I can’t deal with that type of rejection.” Ellie spoke flatly, looking a bit deflated after saying that. It was one of her many fears. And if it were to come true then it would kill her.

“Ellie-“ Dina was about to contradict Ellie’s response but was then interrupted by Jesse.

“Speaking of he devil.” He pointed towards you. You were carrying a crate of vegetables into the stables. You weren’t aware that your friends were a couple a feet away, only because you had your headphones on. Your walkman had become your best friend during farming rotations. Who knew that taking care of plants was such a hassle. Jesse smirked. “I bet she’s listening to that mixtape that you made just for her.”

Ellie blushed at his words. For Christmas last year, she made you a mixtape of songs that she thought you would like. Luckily you loved it and wouldn’t leave anywhere without it. It was sweet and you just couldn’t stop listening to everything on the cassette. It was especially special because Ellie was the one who made it for you.

“Y/n, i see you brought the veggies for the horses. How sweet of you.” Kori walked up to you, which made you take off one of your earbuds. Kori was a little older than you and she was nice. You two had a playful type of friendship.

You shrugged with a smile. Kori grabbed one of the carrots from your crate with a smile. “Why don’t you help me out then? We can be sweet together.” You suggested with an innocent smile.

Kori’s lip quirked up into a little smirk. Gently she took the crate from you. "Well, I can’t say it doesn't sound tempting. I'll help you out," You hadn't noticed the way she winked at you, but Ellie did.

Ellie watched the interaction very carefully, almost lost in the fact that she indeed had to watch you fall for someone else. This was one of her worst nightmares and it was happening only a few feet away from her. Jesse and Dina thought the same thing in that moment while watching Ellie. Hopeless.

The only thing they could do was help her out in this obvious bind.

“Hey, y/n! Come here, you won’t believe what Ellie just told us about her patrol with Tommy and Joel yesterday!” Jesse called you over from the barn before you could walk into the stables with Kori. You turned to them and gave them a big wave. You told Kori to wait for you, and she listened. She placed the crate on the floor and leaned against the barn doors as she waited for you. You ran towards them, giving them all hugs. Ellie’s lasted the longest.

“Geez, it feels like i haven’t seen you guys in forever! You probably think you’re hot shots since you’re on patrol assignments, huh?” You playfully stated, nudging Ellie with a grin. Ellie didn't noticed but you leaned a little closer into her.

“Not really…” Ellie replied shyly.

Jesse rolled his eyes dramatically. “It’s not our fault that you wanted to pick plants.”

“Hey! I’m growing a watermelon and i won’t share if you’re gonna be an asshole.” And with that little threat he stayed quiet which made the rest of you laugh. “So, what’d you run into?” You asked Ellie curiously.

“She says she and joel dealt with a bloater!” Jesse spoke instead of Ellie, remembering the conversation from earlier. Ellie had told Jesse and Dina what happened on her routes with Joel and Tommy.

“Bullshit.”

“Nope, it’s true. Joel can vouch.” Ellie said with a smile.

You raised your eyebrows at her with a smirk. “What if you two are conspiring together? Both of you get glory and trust of everyone in town?”

Ellie stared at you for a while before she laughed lightly. Her eyes started wandering your face- obviously trying too hard to avoid your lips. “Nah, if we wanted glory then we would’ve made up something like… a stalker with the abilities of a bloater. That’d gain some respect and glory.”

Your eyes trailed down to her lips, before laughing and looking away. “Now that’d be a sight to see.” Dina and Jesse gave each other a look, smirking in the process. Was it finally working? After 2 years of trying?

“Y/n! Get over here! The horses aren’t gonna feed themselves!” Kori had yelled over to you, which made you turn to her. You nodded, and started to walk backwards to stare at your three friends.

“Crap, i gotta go. Bye guys! I’ll see you later Ellie!”

They all waved goodbye while Dina and Jesse couldn’t help but smirk cheekily. Once they knew you were really gone they turned to Ellie. “Oh, y/n please don’t go!” Dina tried to intimidate ellie but it sounded way higher pitched. It was dramatic- which was just like her.

“Come back, i love you!” Jesse followed behind as they leaned into each other to make it more dramatic. “Please don’t run into Kori’s arms! My tattoo is way sexier!”

“Guys!” Ellie whined with bright red face. All they ever did was embarrass her, even when you were around. Luckily you weren't this time.

“You have to make a move on her before Kori throws her claws into y/n’s basket! I mean, who wouldn’t go after y/n? I would do the same-“

Once again Dina’s rambling was interrupted by Jesse. “Dina, we’re trying to set up y/n and Ellie not you and y/n.”

“Right.” Dina caught herself after being called out, trying to forget what she had just said. “Tonight is your perfect opportunity to tell her! Movie night. What was on today’s menu?”

Ellie thought about the title of the movie she picked out today. She borrowed some movies from Joel’s stash and narrowed it down to three movies but she did like one more than the other two. “Uhh… I’m thinking Inferno of Honor. I’m pretty sure she’ll like it.”

“Don’t you have any romance movies? Something to get her in the zone with.” Dina winked with a suggestive smile.

“And this is where i stop listening to you.” Ellie walked ahead of them once again, moving straight into the stables. She looked at the assignment board and sighed. Jesse and Dina followed behind her and laughed when they looked at the board.

“Back to group patrols.” Jesse patted Ellie on the shoulder and moved towards his horses stall.

“You can’t run away from us.” Dina said jokingly, following after Jesse. “Let’s get this over with so you can spend quality time with y/n.”

It was around 7 in the afternoon when Ellie finished up her routes for the evening. She opted to running back home and started to clean around her place before you showed up. That included throwing her dirty laundry basket under bed and sweeping the floor. She spent another 30-45 minutes cleaning and organizing everything perfectly just for you. She set up her Playstation with the movie menu already ready to be played. She had popcorn being made in Joel's kitchen along with some more snacks she knew you would like. Everything was already ready, all that was left was you.

You looked yourself over in your dresser mirror multiple times before you finally decided to leave. Even though you were dressed casually, you couldn't help but try to look a little more pretty just for Ellie. You looked down at your navy canvas sneakers, dark grey jeans and normal shirt. You stepped out of your room and walked into the living room of your shared house. Your roommates- who were sitting on the couch and watching some old dvd-cartoons, stared at you suspiciously.

"And where are you going at this hour?" Jack questioned lightly. He wasn't being a jerk about it which meant he was genuinely interested in where you were going unlike how he usually is.

You smiled. "Movie night at Ellie’s."

Jojo smirked at you which made you turn away from them entirely. "Oooh, movie night at Ellie’s. Will you be spending the night?" They asked cheerily, which made your face red.

Jen laughed at our interaction and slapped Jojo on the arm lightly. "Leave her alone, Jojo. Young love is so cute."

"Shut up! You're the same age as me!" You turned on your heel and left through the door in a slip second. You could hear all your roommates laughing on the way out. After walking in the direction to Ellies place you managed to calm your heart down. In a couple of minutes you were infront of Joel's place. You took a bleep breath and took a second.

You were going to be alone with Ellie. That's all you've been thinking about since yesterday. Even though you two do movie night every week, this time was different. You were going to tell Ellie how you felt. You promised yourself to do it when the time felt right. It felt right today, so nothing was going to stop you from admitting it tonight.

You're sure Ellie feels the same way too. Her body language tells you everything you need to know. You were going to tell her. Tonight. It was going to happen, you promised yourself you would. You took another short breath. Don't pussy out, y/n. You can't.

"Y/n? What're doing there kid'?" A familiar southern accent made you jump at the suddenness. You looked up and noticed Joel on his porch, a cup of coffee and his guitar in hands.

You smiled happily at the older man. "Hey, Joel. Movie night," You explained simply, and scratched the back your neck as you walked closer to him.

Joel nodded slowly, then suddenly chuckled. "She's been, uh... cleaning up quite a bit. Maybe that's the reason why. Movie night, it had slipped my mind that you two also did that."

You laughed lightly. "I'll make sure to tease her about it."

"Y/n?" You looked to your left and found Ellie there looking disheveled. You can tell that it was just from cleaning. You smiled and walked towards her.

"Sorry I'm a little late. Did you have fun cleaning your place for me?"

Ellie looked towards Joel and gave him a look, the then chuckled as he leaned into railing as he watched you two interact. "Shut up and get inside, asshole." She mumbled playfully.

"Yessir," You gave her a curt salute with a laugh, listening to her without any complaint. The door was already opened so you just walked in. While looking around you noticed It was pretty clean compared to how it was last week. You wondered why, but didn't get too far since Ellie walked in and interrupted your thinking with her presence.

You looked at her tv, reading the title of the old sci-fi movie. "Inferior of honor? Did you steal this from Joel's stash?" You asked as you moved towards her bed. You noticed the popcorn sitting perfectly in the middle of her bed.

You decided to take off your shoes, and jumped on the bed. Ellie rolled her eyes with a smile as she watched you. "Yeah please. Ake yourself at home."

You groaned and leaned back into the pillows. "Don't act like you don't know me. Get in here, williams."

"Fine, scooch." With her hands she made a movement for you to move over-which you did. The lights were already off except the lamp on her bedside table. Ellie grabbed the remote and started the movie.

You couldn't focus on the movie, mostly because each time you reached into the popcorn bowl, you and Ellie’s hand touched. The both of you would pull back and didn't say anything. It was an unspoken rule between you and Ellie. If something happened like your hand touched on accident then you two wouldn't say anything and go on your way, and it would continue this way. Even now.

Doubt was starting to fill your brain.

You felt your palms become sweaty but you couldn't focus on that right now. All that you could focus on was how tired you were. Something about being with Ellie made you feel secure. Safe enough to sleep. You felt your eyes close, and let out a small sigh. You relaxed, and your head fell onto Ellie’s shoulder.

Ellie’s breath hitched, and she stayed still. Trying so hard not to make any sudden moves just so she wouldn't wake you. After a couple of minutes she relaxed. She wanted to look at your face but couldn't in this position. "Y/n..?" She whispered but you decided not to answer her. You couldn't, you were so relaxed and tired that you didn't even want to make the effort.

Suddenly you felt Ellie’s hand in yours. She intertwined your fingers gently and leaned closer into you. You could feel your face starting to warm up and your heart was beating like crazy. Your stomach did that weird flip and you couldn't help but grin. Luckily Ellie couldn't see it.

You can hear Ellie swallow and clear her throat lowly. ".... I think I like you more than a friend." She whispered loudly enough for you to hear, she pulled your intertwined hands towards her lips and kissed the back of your hand softly. "Actually, I know I like you more than a friend... I just wish you felt the same."

Something about that sentence made your heart drop. You leaned closer into Ellie’s neck. Her breath hitched once again, so you decided to squeeze her hand. "Ellie, I like you too." You whispered back shyly.

"You were awake this whole time..?"

You pulled back from her neck, feeling yourself become more and more embarrassed about the way you confessed to her. This isn't how you expected things to go. You were looking down at your intertwined hands and couldn't help but stare at ellies slender hands. So pretty.

"I just told you I liked you and that's what you get from this..?"

With her other hand she pulled you closer. "Y/n, look at me." Slowly you moved your eyes up to stare into her green eyes. You loved her freckles. She leaned in, and pecked your cheek- which was pretty close to your lips.

When did she get so bold? You questioned with hot ears.

"Go on a date with me,"

You smiled. "Can't we consider this our date?"

"Nope, I want to do something special for you. Now that you're my girlfriend..."

"Girlfriend? Since when..?" You teased when you noticed how close she leaned in. Her eyes were closed, so you leaned in too. The moment your lips met with hers- it felt like nothing else mattered. It was just you and Ellie. And now you two were legit. As her lips moved against yours you note that Ellie is indeed a good kisser.

Ellies hand moved to your thigh as you two continue to kiss, whi h made you finally realized that this wasn't a dream. You were kissing Ellie. Ellie Williams. Your best friend.

Now your girlfriend.

#ellie williams x reader #ellie/reader #ellie williams #ellie x reader #ellie+williams+x+reader #ellie the last of us #dina tlou #jesse tlou #tlou joel #joe miller #the last of us part two #tlou2

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jinv · 2 years

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new game for you🕹️😚 let's show some love to gif-makers on this side and tag some whose coloring you love and gif-makers that you always admired!

cute here you go

@bangtanger : bro dude yo where to even begin best coloring on this site ever the blues the blacks insane its like matte but also super vibrant at the same time??? like i could scroll through karina's creations tags for dayssss literally wizardry is what she does with her gifs and shes the coolest person ever too ps i miss u and i hope ur safe

@jimimn : prettiest warmest coloring ever the reds and the oranges and the blacks im just listing colors at this point but its true and prettiest comp gifsets ever with the insane consistency and just so many colors but no grain or noise whatever like cant hear a single thing obsessed truly amazing fantastic never been done before (if u bring this up that i said this about u its false i lied)

@namchyoon : cyanjoon!!!! lifegoesmon!!! rainycle!!! im missing some i think but wowowowow prettiest cyan gifs ever i am a slut for cyan coloring and you always deliver! its your brand! the girls that get it, get it! and not to mention u gif at the speed of light and put out consistently amazing content for us all the time like how do u do it we are so blessed by you but seriously coloring insane quality insane no noise you're the best and i'm ur biggest fan ! always !

@kkulmoon : omggggggg i miss op bestie's gifs its rare but when we get it we are so so so blessed seriously still thinking about the sj blue silk shirt so clear so smooth i can literally touch and the blue pretty coloring !!!!! op's gifs are always so so so smooth and clear like everytime i look at them i slip and when i get back up i slip again because theyre so smooth :( teach me op

@jjungcooks : omg everytime i see their gifs i am just in awe ! snap i think you dropped something! my jaw!!!!! no seriously the prettiest jk gifs with the prettiest color ever its so warm and bright and im just so in love like hello your title wow jjk wow more like wow jjungcooks gifs wow not to mention the quality too?????? your gifs healed my eyes

@jihopes : best concept gifs ever !!!! still thinking about the black swan x black swan movie parallel gifset !!! insanity their mind so smart so big brained so creative so genuis also not gif related but their concept posters concept amazing !!!! truly never been done before !!!!!

@jinsbts : best jin gifs maker ever !!!!! i said what i said its true facts no wrong opinions here best jin gif maker ever on here ! and she's back best day ever but truly the best the concepts the moments and the coloring is always so so so pretty not to mention the insane clear quality

@chaylani : omg i can go on and on about elle's coloring so insanely pretty the pastels seriously its so so pretty!!! like i dont know what other word to say let me pull out my thesaurus!!! ethereal stunning beautiful no seriously the pastels like its your brand its your trademark and i know who made the gifs right when i see that iconic coloring its so pretty i want to cry

@kimtaegis : green !!!!!! what else is there to say but green !!!! insanity i am so obsessed i yell about it all the time but its true their gifs are so insanely green and the green i will never shut up about the green im sorry but its here to stay the green !!!!! most aesthetic and coolest gifs ever

@filmsout : everytime i see their gifs on my dash i am just jaw dropped hypnotized like the quality is so insane to me like its better than the originial??? 8k blu ray surround sound system ti-84 quality and also the coloring is so bright and i just my eyes are so lucky to witness such beauty and talent

@starcatching : SO SO PRETTYYYYYY their gifs are so pretty like the recent jin gifs so pretty the colors so pretty so soft like a warm hug makes very pretty jin gifs very very talented also the vampire sj comp consistency ! created consistency ! insane so so so good please continue blessing us with more jin gifs your talent is too good

@jung-koook : do i need to even explain myself here best gifs best coloring best sharpening best gif i said that already but its true so i must say it again best gif iconic very very iconic and i love every single one

and some other gifmakers i loveeee :

@sugajimin, @rkivedfiles, @hobeah, @hopekidoki, @loverjimin, @taee, @honsool, @taejinnies, @kimtaehyunq, @min-boongie, @namgination, @jeonjcngkook, @seokjinite, @bisexualrapline, @bangguks, @plaids, @jinvant, @taejoon, @jjoon, @lucid-jjin, @eternalbulletproof, @everythingoes, @seoksjin (some of them are not here anymore but i miss them and their gifs)

#this just made me realize i need to follow more blogs #anonymous #answered

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choibinn3 · 3 years

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GET IT TOGETHER, JUNGWON!!

[ four. O_o Yang Jungwonnie ]

series masterlist

⋆·˚ ༘ * in which jungwon had meant for that love letter to go to yeri, and not you—her bff. for some reason though, he finds that with each moment he spends together with you he's closer and closer to forgetting all about that damn letter.

luv note - chloe moriondo

WRITTEN PORTION. 1.9k words

btw remember that second hand embarrassment tag?? yeahh....

ps. this is bad, very, very bad and cheesy so be warned (its meant to be, but youll still feel pain lol)

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student council room.

Jungwon could feel his hands clamming up, but he instead urged himself to just swallow down his nerves. For the past week he thought the biggest worry he had was his parents and Student Council work.

Not potentially losing friendships and breaking your heart.

"Jungwon? Are you still there?" your voice asked. It was slightly muffled by the door, but still distinct. "I had to tell Hyuka to go back without me."

You, he remembered. He had to fix this. He had known you since you were both in kindergarten, incidentally somehow being in the same classes up until High School. Still, he didn't know you though.

You were closer than acquaintances, maybe a little less than friends, and definitely not more than people with mutual friends. With everything that had been happening since the Student Council election, he had assumed he'd get closer to you naturally. It just never happened though, but he enjoyed your company when he could.

Yeri on the other hand, he was connected with. Being both Student Council President and Vice President meant they worked together often, and he found himself being drawn to her sweetness. He enjoyed their dynamic and their current friendship.

The way they worked complemented each other, and she always found a way to make him smile—it seemed as though her kindness and generosity knew no bounds. Plus, she related to him in a way none of his other friends did.

Late, after class and after hours, they'd both talk casually while doing paperwork. Jungwon's parents were hardheaded and stubborn people, wanting the best for him and yet stressing him out. They were the whole reason he ran for President in the first place.

He couldn't find it in himself to hate them though.

Yeri was the same, and she supported him throughout all the difficult times he went through because of them. She was soft, so level headed, fiercely loyal, and unbelievably pretty.

They had been partners and friends for a little over a month, and Jungwon was sure he wanted to at least try with her. It was young, new and unfurling feelings, it was something he wanted to find out.

Your energetic personality was charming, but that was all it was. It didn't strike his heart in any particular way. Jungwon was almost 100% sure there was no way Yeri would ever date him after this, but he needed to prioritize your feelings currently.

He just hoped Yeri and him could still be friends afterwards though—because being a liar was the one thing Jungwon wasn't.

"Yeah," he called out, "still here. You can just come back in now."

He watched as you nervously peeled back the sliding door of the clubroom, inching inside to peer at him. You walked closer to stand in front of him, and Jungwon smiled in hopes of easing your anxiousness.

You threw one back, although a bit hesitantly. "Jungwon," you started, twiddling with your fingers. He simply watched—wanting to at least let you talk a bit. Crushing your feelings now would be nothing but brutal. "Honestly, I was really surprised with the letter. Do you... remember back in 3rd grade?"

"No? I'm sorry, I'm not good with memories from Elementary School," the doe-eyed boy replied. He was telling the truth, grade school felt like ages ago and he just hasn't had the time to reminisce on childhood memories.

You held your hands up in a defensive manner. "That's fine! Um, you like... Uhh, how do I say this..." You made gestures with your figures, hoping to convey it to him in one way or another. God, this was dumb.

Jungwon observed silently as you laughed at your own stuttering. Endearing, came to mind. That was cute.

In the Council Room and in class, you were always particularly enthusiastic and excitable. Seeing you bashful was a very different side of you for the black-haired boy.

"I sent you my own love letter once. Like, a long, long time ago, and you sort of rejected me? I think."

"You think?" The boy held back a laugh, but quickly composed himself. He wasn't laughing maliciously, just... how could you be unsure of such a thing? "I'm sorry, but I still don't remember."

"Yeah, that's fine!" You nodded, embarrassed from his almost-chuckle. You did not want to seem like an idiot in front of him today. "Actually, I don't remember much either, but you didn't reply to it."

Jungwon gazed at your brows furrowed from trying to think of more words to say, and suddenly he felt a tonne of guilt fall onto him. His expression grew solemn.

Quick, get it over with, before this would get any worse.

"Look, YN—"

He had to shut his mouth almost immediately.

"What I'm trying to say is—!" You took a deep breath. "I've liked you since then! Since years, and years ago," you finally blurted, closing your eyes as to not see his reaction.

"You're the only one I've ever felt this way towards. I thought once I grew up this warmth would just... go away, but it hasn't and I don't think it will. I was honestly going to just swallow it all down hoping I'd get over it before we graduate, but I couldn't. My feelings were overflowing—I just found myself finding more things about I liked about you instead."

Your goal today was to not embarrass yourself, but to hastily tell him you liked him too before sprinting away. It seemed as though nothing was going to plan so far, for neither of you, actually.

Jungwon was left unable to speak from your surprising declaration. You took that as a sign to continue. Whatever happened next was something for future you to panic over.

"I like your dimples, that smile you make when you're passing by strangers in the hallway, and the way your hair falls when you comb through it. You're admirable in everything you do, truly. The way you help underclassmen, the way you always make sure to assist teachers during your free periods, and how you never seem to complain or get frustrated when we make mistakes."

You had nurtured your feelings for what felt like forever. Even when you were technically rejected back then, and even now. At first, you thought that he would be a passing crush from when you were a kid—but he wasn't. He grew into his own so much so that you found yourself admiring his leadership, compassion and thoughtfulness with each day you watched him.

"I like how mature you are, how you still find the time to care for your friends even with Student Council work, the natural way you light up any room you walk into, how I could honestly hear your voice talk for hours on end, how even though we haven't spoken much you still remember my favorite color from when I told you during introductions, I'm rambling gahh, just—all of it! I like all of it, everything about you!"

Everyday of harboring your secret affections for the boy consisted of soft glances during his speeches, wishes to be able to encase his hand within yours to interlock your fingers under the table during meetings, and wantings to be more than what you were to him. It was alright for a while, but it had started to become painful.

All crushes are painful, you told yourself in 5th grade, watching him start to receive confessions from your classmates.

"—I like you! I've liked you since the 3rd grade, and so I accept! I really, really want to be with you Yang Jungwon. Please take care of me!"

They were all painful, but you were given the chance to make yours not. To make your feelings real and acknowledged, to bare yourself in front of him like a vivisection—and you were taking it. Even when you were practically trembling from the embarrassment.

Jungwon was stilled from the shock. Heeseung had already told him of your long held feelings, but hearing it from your mouth while you had your eyes shut tight made him flustered.

How were you able to do that so shamelessly? To be so vulnerable and weak in front of someone? He had to write a whole letter, albeit a bit poorly, and somehow you were able to say it all.

He's received confessions before, felt those kind of feelings, but he wouldn't have been able to yell out those sort of things ever—no matter how strong his feelings were. You were dangerously bold, he thought.

Bold enough to send a bright heat to overtake his cheeks.

You looked up finally after mustering enough courage from his lack of speaking, only to find yourself blinking at a red-faced Jungwon. Oh my God, he's blushing...! YOU did that.

The both of you stood there for a while, thinking the same thought of what is even happening? Is this real, or have I just been in a daze for the past few days? Jungwon's eyes were comically wide and his mouth was gaping, but he couldn't find it in himself to close it.

The thought made you gain confidence all of a sudden, finding the opportunity to do something you had always wanted to do. Quickly and stealthily, you went onto your tippy toes—

and kissed him on the cheek.

Jungwon felt your lips on the smooth expanse of his skin, and smelt your scent from the intimate proximity. It was a chaste gesture, almost no where close to his lips at all, but he heard his heart beating against his ribcage nonetheless. It thrummed in his ears like a drum, and he wanted to whisper for it to stop.

For it to not be swayed so easily.

It was the innocence of such a thing that got to him. Not once had Jungwon held hands, kissed, or even confessed to someone up until now. Of course, you suddenly getting so close and pecking him with your hands balled up would send his heart into a flurry.

The usually put together Student Council President in front of you let out a strangled noise from the back of his throat, the tips of his ears and face becoming rosier. His throat was closing up, God, why was his throat closing up? Not now, please. He couldn't even remember what he was meant to be saying.

You smiled at him, happy to be rendering him to such a state. It was one of the most impulsive things you've done up to date, but you couldn't find yourself regretting it.

This was what those coming of age dramas on TV were describing—it was the start of one of those cheesy, really bad High School romances. Fervent, mushy, uncertain, but so tender it made your heart ache for hours even after watching.

As you retreated slowly, he caught a glimpse of your bright eyes, downcast lashes, and—holy shit you were so close. He could see the particular way you curled your lips.

He had to hold his breath.

Jungwon watched as your expression morphed into one of slight mischievousness, and an inkling of something softer, before you dashed out the sliding doors—

"Wait!

The sudden motion made him gain his words back, but you were already through the hallways with your hand on your bag.

—leaving him with nothing but the memory and the patter of your footsteps. So fast, so much speed, were you in track? The past few seconds were nothing but a blur of confusion and feelings he didn't want felt.

What just... What just happened?

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TLDR (but whyy :( pls read it); jungwon goes to do take backsies on his confession, u kiss his cheek, he goes coocoo bananas!!!

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