#punches myself in the head

[elastica1995]

uhm. so. one of these days i’m gonna crash on the roof again. i have got to get myself high again. breakdown, hopefully in a violent light, and i want to stay up there this time. when we were boys i spent a summer making a hoist out of what wood i could find, there was an eagle i kept dreaming about. and i got that hoist on the big barn roof and i lay in my sling and pulled me up on the pulleys and stared up at the sky. then one night i woke up falling size the wind that rocked me had made the wood give way.

well the eagle is back and he’s been sharpening his nails. and now i can see that me in the sling was a freeze-frame from life, a little bit of a dream that the eagle wanted me to see. and that me looking up at the stars on top of the big old barn was a terrible crash yet to go wrong.

#punches myself in the head #i’m almost positive this is from the huey williams story but i have no way to prove it #andy

[animatedtext]

#Born to punch myself in the head #Forced to fill government support forms #gif #animatedtext #transparent #anon

[beefarrn]

Redraw of a Viktor I drew in 2021 :]

#Viktor #Viktor arcane #arcane fanart #fanart #my art #I mainly redrew this because I wanted to metaphorically punch my younger self in the head #and one up myself

[amoebeau]

are you Kazuma Kiryu autism or Akira Nishikiyama autism

#rotating these guys in my head im gonna punch straight thru a wall #i think im nishiki autism myself. honestly.

[smallest-moon]

your honor im just simply in love with every version of him ♡

#yes they are all baby boy!!!!! #i want to smooch this man so badly you dont understand #give him the most tender forehead kiss run my fingers through his hair and let his head on my lap so he can take a nap #i just really really love him so much #going so mad over this fucking dude how dares he enter my life just a few days ago and make everything revolve around him #i care normal amounts about him #now excuse me i need to punch my pillow and probably write something where he gets absolutely loved smooched and cared for #since i cannot do it fr myself *sigh* #trigun #trigun maximum #trigun stampede #vash stampede

[s3v3r3dh3ad]

Today is my birthday so I got everybody cake to celebrate.🥰🙏

#punch out #punch out wii #von kaiser #happy birthday to myself #i'm 19 now and I can already feel myself rapidly decomposing everybody pray for me 🙏 #i'm gonna blow out my candles and wish for Don Flamenco to be real so I can hit him in the head with an aluminum bat 🙏 #shitpost

[fisheito]

@trainto1925 coincidentally i have just arrived

The soft ones ARE choosing violence 🥰

#oli in a clearly disadvantaged situation and he's still immediately ready to thrown down #you dare slander eiden? I'll punch you. I'll smack the mist. I'll slap the disembodied voice in my head #i will take your formless evil and physically beat it into submission with the holy book #there is no calculated (oohh better not anger the illusion wizard currently watching us from the forest shadows) #only (TRY ME . I KNOW YOUR TRICKS. REVEAL YOURSELF SO I CAN PROPERLY DESTROY YOU) #the softies rly are more impulsive than i remember. love that . #i need to stop woobifying all the softer boys just because theyre not all sufferthirsty murdermunchers like kuya #at the rate we're going it's a bunch of uwu nice boys just chillin until eiden gets threatened #then they're all I'LL FIGHT *THAT* GUY. I'LL FIGHT THAT TREE! I'LL FIGHT *MYSELF*!!!! U CANT STOP ME #and eiden is holding them back with his lil vermicelli arms like PLEASE CALM DOWN #olivine #eiden

[laffeetaffeegg]

“They’re slaughtering our people.”

#Detroit Become Human #Detroit Become Human Simon #Simon PL600 #PL600 #This picture needs a caption #Here's a few ideas #How could I have been so STUPID #My head is killing me #I can't stop punching myself for some reason #I'm forgetting something but I can't remember what I forgot #I accidentally glued my fingers to my face #This is my sleeping position

[forgetbeams]

miscellaneous nadj and laz

#what we do in the shadows #wwdits #laszlo cravensworth #nadja of antipaxos #nadja cravensworth #my art #fanart #punching myself in the head to draw characters that aren't NANDOR #i love them all i promise. my dick is cursed

[matbaynton]

YOU, ME AND THE APOCALYPSE (2015) 1.05 | Right in the Nuts

#he's so cute i'm punching myself in the head #baby girl. baby. gf :) #you me and the apocalypse #ymata #ymataedit #jamie winton #mat baynton #mathew baynton #baynton #* #mine: gifs #mine: you me and the apocalypse #mine: mat baynton #had to sneak some purple in there even if it probably looks bad #incredible hulk colors

[myuminji]

OKAY NEXT WRITER I WANNA SCREAM ABOUT THAT GOT ME ROLLING ON THE GROUND FOR WEEKS BCS THEIR WW CHARACTERISATION IS SO??? IT HAUNTS ME PLEASE READ IT???

https://archiveofourown.org/works/47749684

#its about vash dtiching ww and ww having a breakdown over it (<- simplified) #i read this one particularly out of all their works um. i think 3-4 times now. unconsciously comes back to it when i want pain on my chest #procastinatingbookworm your ww portrayal shall live in my head everyday until the day my brainrot dies #oh my god. GODDDDD when i tell you i didn't stop punching my pillow reading through this #vash and ww heavy codependency makes me froth in the mouth #I binge read their stuff in two days and those two days converted me into something I cannot turn myself back into #CROSS MY HEART I WANNA DRAW COMICS FOR THE FICS BUT I GENUINELY DONT KNOW IF I CAN EVEN PORTRAY WTVR IS GOING ON IN THOSE WRITING //RIGHT// #also bcs if i imagine drawing the biggest wettest orbs for ww i think i will cry #just #ughhhh writers are so !@???? god bless them #delete later

[martuzzio]

Reupload of this illustration of Tango because I'm an idiot and deleted the original post. Enjoy for the second time lol

#hermitcraft #tangotek #my art #I can't believe I deleted the post #head in hands #I'm an idiot #for reference - this was originally posted in June #punches desk #I'm proud of myself for making him blue before he thought of it

[elegyofthemoon]

well. i finished ch 17 of hi3. but at what cost

#avil plays hi3 #tbf majority of me playing through hi3 just looks like This. #yes the acheron trailer made me get up and finish ch 17 #i. :( #the fight between kiana and mei was so painful :( #ok also i suck ass in the combat and i was so scared of having to restart #BUT I THINK I HURT MORE THE FACT THAT KIANA JUST REFUSED TO GIVE UP ON MEI #BUT MEIS ALSO DOING THIS BECAUSE SHES TRYING TO SAVE KIANA #AND THEY WERE BOTH FIGHTING TO STOP AND TRY TO SAVE EACH OTHER #MEI YOU SAVED KIANA BUT LIKE..... DONT YOU WANT TO LIVE ALONGSIDE HER.... MEI PLEASE #tbh. the way i was going through ch 17 for hi3. #kiana and mei remind me a lot of oz and gil's relationship back in pandora hearts but #now it makes me want to hit my head on a brick wall because #'wow. i really just gravitate tO THE SAME FUCKING MEDIA EVERY DAMN TIME AVIL STOP IT FFS' #also idk i was thinking about it too #mei tried earlier to use the herrschers powers to try and protect kiana but it wasnt enough. she failed that time #and with no other option to save her she just HAD to and it makes me HURT that this was her only option #IN HER HEAD. I BELIEVE IN YOU MEI I THINK THERE COULDVE BEEN ANOTHER OPTION HERE (IDK WHAT BUT I AM SOBBING) #sprawls on the ground #at least i can have an emotional break for a little bit.... hsr update so i can chill w that #and then when i finish catching up w that. then i go back to being hi3's punching bag #can i get off this train now? why'd i sign myself up for this (welt yang doomed me and then i got fucked over by everything else) #idk also the way that both mei AND kiana resorted to using their herrscher powers to stop the other. two stubborn people.... #but its done because they just... they just care so much and want to save the other #okay yeah we did beat each other up about it bUT STILL #MEI I BELIEVE IN YOU YOU CAN TURN THIS AROUND 😭😭😭😭😭 #anyways. glad i did. i have the worst stomach ache rn so i was Going through it #but my brain hit a reset so i feel normal now. save for the crying

[landlockedcorsair]

Hate assigned gender. The only downside to being nonbinary is the inevitable “but were you born with a cunt or a dick” question cause it ALWAYS comes up. Like. Am I afab or amab?? I understand why people ask, but it’s so reductive and it sucks. I’m nonbinary but there’s always the modifier of genitals or assigned gender. Every single time. Like, trans women and trans men have their struggles, and there are lots of haters out there. But I can’t be nonbinary without the modifier of my assigned gender. Actually that’s the same as transmasc and transfems damn. Why does our existence always gotta be measured against how we were when we were pushed out of some cunt? Can’t we just tell you our gender without the fucking backstory? “I’m nonbinary, but I come from a long line of cunt-bearing dick-swingers; you see, I’ve got my grandpas hair and my grandmas temperament. I’m a vicious mess. But this random doctor said my whole future should be defined by his first glance at my infant body. So my agab is _____ and that tells you everything about me.”

#big feelings about this #not mad at anyone in particular #I understand why people ask #I’ve done the same thing a few times #but it’s still awful #it makes me feel like my self-identification is pointless if it always boils down to agab #like should I just say I’m male-to-female nonbinary or female-to-male nonbinary?? #the entire point of being nonbinary is that we are NOT defined by the fucking binary #agab just throws us back into the binary #I wnnna punch myself in the face until I forget everything #I wanna hit my head against a wall until I forget the meaning of the word binsry

[hyp3rfixation-h3ll]

nobody ever talks about it, but i feel like it's always important to remind y'all that the 10 episodes in which BotBots takes place in don't (usually) happen back-to-back, so here's a post about it because it's kinda fucked once you think about it. TL;DR: the implications of how much time passes in this series are terrifying and the fact that the lost bots didnt lose their minds has me rolling a little

unrelated steak cuts pride hcz bc i need 2 spread more propaganda and also to catch your attention >:] (Burgertron's are the butch, genderqueer, transbian and ADHD flags, Bonz-Eye's are the gnc, butch, nonbinary and autism flags!)

There's gaps in time between each episode, even with the half-n-half episode format, with very few exceptions. Ep 1B, (Never) Be Yourself, takes place the very next night, right after 1A (Mall than Meets the Eye), and in episode 10 it's established at the beginning it also takes place the next night, after 9B (Shopping Brawl). Hell, Dimlit in Love and On the Bot Prom Dancefloor have a gap in time between each other-- Dimlit states it's been 6 days and 11 hours since he and Jackie started dating in OtBPD! One of my friends, @knavewoods, did the math on it, and because the earliest date mentioned in the show is February and there's a Halloween/Christmas pop-up store, they estimated that by that point the Lost Bots had been at it for 7 months at LEAST, and that by the time of the finale it'd have probably been a year and a half because of the Science Alliance episode having a beach theme to it w/ the implications of it being summertime. (Not that either of us think that the Bots know what seasons are, but it's compelling evidence!)

A year and a half. That is a LONG time to be isolated from literally everyone you've ever known and loved, and not only that but the Lost Bots are being actively BULLIED half the time. Sure, they have allies like Lady Macaron and Jackie, but like. There's no way that ISN'T insanely upsetting to any of them, ESPECIALLY Burgertron. Imagine having your girlfriend play Hot-N-Cold with you for a YEAR AND A HALF. Idk about y'all but I'd be fucked up about that too. And not only that, but the finale establishes that Spud basically had it out for BT from the start. Imagine trusting someone so much that theyre your BEST FRIEND and it turns out they hated your guts the whole time and was basically the reason everyone wanted you gone forever for a YEAR AND A HALF. I don't think i'd be able to recover from that for a while. I don't know how to close out this post properly, so just. like. look at them and then absorb the words im saying into your brain ok? ok. bye :3

#botbots tag 🏪 #transformers botbots #tf botbots #maccadam #transformers #headcanon #media analysis #<- dunno if that's appropriate but ? shrugs #and now a word from our host! #methinks the lost bots should go to therapy because what the fuck #i think the fact that they managed to hold their head high throughout all of that is insane and absurd to say the least of it #not to bring kin shit into this but im burgertron fictkin + secret second thing #and i had to restrain myself from punching my laptop seeing spud muffin /J #but like seriously. if that was me i'd have to go to a psychotherapist or something because i wouldn't be able to recover from that #like at all. what the hell #OH BTW. that note about ulf isnt an invitation 2 go “i hate her meh meh meh” in my notes. i actually like her character #and the way some of y'all treat her is insane. she's a morally grey character and the things she says and does arent malicious #theyre out of impulse and she doesnt know the whole story . i know what it's like to be around manipulative people and to trust them #and the way she acts is very reminiscent of someone who is in denial that theyre being manipulated #burgertron does the same thing too and he rarely gets flak for it so now im putting down the same playing cards for ulf #sorry if that sounds weird or angry im just covering bases bc ive seen the way people act about her and she doesn't deserve that #i believe in womens rights and wrongs and this goes for silly juice box lady. she's the least best flavour but i still wuv her #knave said that she n bt are best off as friends as they dont mesh well in personality and honestly? that's the truest sentiment ever #me n knave. THE ulf the orange defenders 5ever and ever amen #okay rant in the tags over back 2 your daily scheduled madness

[shirozora-draws]

Mid-Season One Variant // Post-Reunion Variant

The unofficial title is “X marks the spot” if you squint at the treasure map Ed is sitting on. Here is the cleaner, colored up version of the sketch I posted on my birthday sketch dump post.

You know what I should be doing? I should be writing. I’m supposed to be writing fic right now. Instead, I’m gonna work on the post-Season One/reunion version, and then maybe, hopefully I’ll work on the illustrated OFMD fic I’ve been thinking about for two months.

#shirozora draws #blackbonnet #gentlebeard #ed x stede #our flag means death #ofmd #stede bonnet #edward teach #'no more full color doodles' i said #'only simple easy sketches to remember how drawing works' i said #'time to write fic now and get all the words out of my head' i said #'or just punch myself in the face' i said #'I HAVE A TERRIBLE IDEA' i said #and promptly made two versions of the sketch. goddammit #why do i listen to my brain