#purple skinny diet

[raven-faye]

I started the purple skinny diet yesterday but we unexpectedly had a bbq for dinner so I ate nearly double the calories. I feel like shit, haven't lost anything in 3 days and I'm just stuck at my cw.

Day 1: 1987/1000😔

#tw ana diary #ana trigger #ana #ana mia #purple skinny diet #pro ana #only pro for myself #ana diet

[1800batty]

† 12.23.2022 - Friday †

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☆ 𝚕𝚒𝚖𝚒𝚝: 900 calories

☆ 𝚠𝚎𝚒𝚐𝚑-𝚒𝚗

↳ 261.6lbs // 118.66kg // 39.8bmi

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🦇 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚔𝚏𝚊𝚜𝚝

↳ N/A

    total: 0 calories

🦇 𝚕𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚑

↳ Tuna wrap ~ 340

    total: 0 calories

🦇 𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚗𝚎𝚛

↳ Chicken salad ~ 400 cals

   total: 400 calories

🦇 𝚎𝚡𝚝𝚛𝚊

↳ licks of icing ~ 60 cals (we were decorating cookies and I licked icing off of my hands)

   total: 60 calories

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🦇 𝚠𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚛

↳ 💧💧💧💧💧💧💧

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🦇 𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚙𝚜

↳ ?

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🦇 𝚎𝚡𝚎𝚛𝚌𝚒𝚜𝚎

↳ Morning Workout 1

     ↳ ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9g4z0gFlfpA )

↳ Morning Workout 2

     ↳ ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m1DBJhxKmiU )

    total: - 585 calories

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       > † 𝚝𝚘𝚝𝚊𝚕: ~ 800c

       > ☆ 𝚕𝚒𝚖𝚒𝚝 𝚖𝚎𝚝?: ☑️

       > † 𝚝𝚘𝚝𝚊𝚕 𝚋𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚎𝚍: 585c

       > ☆ 𝚗𝚎𝚝: 215c

       > † 𝚋𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚍? ❎

       > ☆ 𝚙𝚞𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚍? ❎

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☆ 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚜 ☆

Day 8 of purple skinny diet complete :) Gained from yesterday so I worked out a bunch. And! I got out of eating cookies after we decorated them. Pretty good day, I’m hoping I can still do good during the holidays

† 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚙𝚘 †

#battys logs #purple skinny diet

[ohbutwheresyourheart]

they need to invent a diet that's sustainable

#tw weight talk #betraying the extent of my fatassness here but 1400 calories is not cutting it #even with exercise to up the calorie limit #i'm just. so hungry. every day. #but i want to thin more than i want to eat #just.keep.going. #one day we aspire to be purple skinny diet calories

[bethanythebogwitch]

It’s Wet Beast Wednesday and today’s topic is Anarrhicthys ocellaus, the wolf eel. Despite the name and long-skinny body, they aren’t eels (I’ll get around to true eels eventually, I promise), they’re actually one of the wolf fish, a family of 5 species, the rest of which look less eely. These fish are most famous on the internet for being ugly, which is a bit rude. Sure, they may look a bit like Popeye the Sailor Man, but that’s no reason to be insulting. I think they’re kind of cute, in a pug sort of way.

(Image: a wolf eel)

Wolf eels live in cold pacific waters in the Sea of Japan up into the Sea of Okhotsk, across the Aleutian islands, and down to southern California. Their long, slender bodies can grow up to 2.4 meters (about 8 feet) long ang weigh up to 18.4 kg (41 pounds), making them both longer and heavier than some children. Like moray eels, they prefer living in caves and crevices, often only sticking their heads out to look for food. Many will find a suitable cave as a juvenile and never leave unless forced out by a larger wolf eel or another cave-dweller like the giant pacific octopus. Wolf eels have a layer of mucus covering their bodies that helps protect from disease. Their scales are small and imbedded in their skin, giving their skin a leathery appearance. Each individual has a unique pattern of spots on their head, which can be used to identify them.

(Image: a wolf eel)

Wolf eels have large and powerful jaws and well as notable teeth. They are heterodonts, meaning they have teeth of different shapes that serve different functions. This is actually somewhat uncommon amongst animals. Amongst extant vertebrates, only mammals, some fish, and snakes have this feature. Wolf eels have molars and canines. In fact, the prominent canines of the wolf fish family is the origin of their name. Wolf eels use their hard molars and powerful jaws to crush and eat hard food. Their preferred diet includes sea urchins, sand dollars, crustaceans, and bivalves. They rarely eat soft food and aquarium specimens that have been fed soft food extensively can show poor dental health.

(image: a wolf eel monching on eating an urchin)

If you need more reasons to not insult them, wolf eels are romantics and model parents. They are monogamous and mated pairs will live and mate together for life. These pairs have a unique form of mating behavior. The male will nuzzle the female with his head and coil around her while she lays her eggs (up to 10,000 at a time), which he will then fertilize. Afterwards, the female will coil around the eggs to shape them into a ball She will occasionally rotate and massage the egg ball to make sure all the eggs are getting exposed to oxygenated water. When both are in the cave, the female will coil around the eggs to protect them while the male coils around her for more protection. Both parents share egg protecting duties, with only one leaving to go eat at a time. Once the eggs hatch, the larvae will leave the nest and move to the open ocean to grow. Juveniles live in the open ocean and have a different diet than adults. They are more active predators who use their canines to attack and eat small fish and fish larvae. After a few years, they will make their way back to shallower waters to take up their adult lifestyles. They become sexually mature at around 7 years old, though some will par up with their future mate as early as age 4. In addition, juveniles are bright orange with purple spots. They become darker as they age, eventually becoming fully grey.

(image: a pair of wolf eels protecting their eggs, the yellowish ball on the middle)

(image: a juvenila wolf eel)

Wolf eels are rather curious and even playful animals. In places with lots of human activity, they can become used to divers. In fact, they can even become friendly with divers, sometimes coming out to play with them and being happy to receive chin scratches. In many places, divers can hand-feed the wolf eels. This is controversial as it can disincentivize natural hunting behavior and ignorant divers may feed the eels the food that is bad for them. Wolf eels are very rarely aggressive, but they can deliver very painful bites if provoked.

(image: a wolf eel and a diver)

Wolf eels are classified as “least concern” by the IUCN, meaning they are in no danger of extinction. Still, threats to them include bycatch and pollution. They are rarely targeted for fishing today, but in the past, they were targeted by a few Native American tribes. In these, they were considered to be sacred “doctorfish” and were only eaten by healers, in the belief it would enhance their healing abilities.

UPDATE: after doing some digging regarding the usage of the fish by Native American tribes I found that everyone who makes this claim seems to reference the book "Probably More Than You Want to Know About the Fishes of the Pacific Coast" by Milton S. Love, which itself cites a book from either 1868 or 1870 titled "The Indians of Cape Flattery, at the entrance to the Strait of Fuca, Washington Territory" by James Swan. The book specifically discusses the Makah people. I'm a bit skeptical about the source so take those claims with a grain of salt.

(image: a wolf eel sticking out of a rock)

#wet beast wednesday #biology #marine biology #fish #fishblr #animals #zoology #ecology #wolf eel

[motylek-natalka]

Hejka motylki,

postanowiłam, że dla lepszej motywacji do chudnięcia zrobię taką tabelkę:

DIETA | NAGRODA

i w dietach będę pisać np. ,,purple skinny diet” - ta dieta jest bardzo łatwa dlatego pod jej koniec mogę sobie np. coś kupić.

Jeżeli mam trudną dietę np. ,,loose a stone diet” to pod koniec każdego dnia który będzie udany (czyli zmieszczę się w bilansie kalorycznym) mogę w nagrodę palić.

nie namawiam was do głodzenia się lub palenia. Post jest kierowany do mnie.

Fruwajcie lekko 🦋

#bede motylkiem #aż do kości #dieta ana #ana trigger #bede lekka #jednorazówka #lekka jak motyl #chce widziec swoje kosci #blogi motylkowe #chce byc lekka jak motylek #lekka jak piórko #lekkie motylki #motylek any #anatumblr #motylki any #ed disorder #ed vent #ed not ed sheeran #tw disordered eating #tw ana diary #ana bllog #anarex14 #ana buddie #ana meal #ana rant

[asumofwords]

Ok lets talk about the important thing here:

How do you think Aemond, Aegon, Daemon and Cole dicks are?

🤔

Okay this is a really important question that I must answer.

And since my brain only ever thinks and imagines these things, and in my experience I have a fairly good eye for guessing (hands give it allll awayyyyy), let me begin 😈

Aemond’s cock would be long and have a nice thickness to it, I wouldn’t say he would be massively girthy, but I feel like your hand couldn’t wrap around it completely 😈.

His tip would be a blush pink, the same colour as his lips. He would occasionally trim the hair around the base, and that man is definitely veiny 🤤 I feel like he would be a good 6-7 inches long and very clean 🤤

There’s just something about skinny men, they always have a horse cock.

He has the perfect size dick (although to be fair, I actually hate long cocks because they hurt my cervix lmao) and he knows what to do with it. It has a slight upwards curve, a gift from the gods truly.

His cum would be salty, and quite nice to swallow down. It wouldn’t be gross or foul tasting, this man has a strict diet, and exercises often !

Aemond is clean and makes sure to take good care of his cleanliness and appearance, prim and proper like his attire.

Where Aemond has length, Aegon has girth.

He would sit around 5-6 inches long and super fucking girthy, not a chode, but quite thick. It would stretch you uncomfortably or painfully if you didn’t prep first. His tip would be the same colour as his lips but would get a deeper shade of pink and look angry when he’s horny.

I feel that he wouldn’t be too veiny, though would have some very soft foreskin to nibble on and I feel a bit extra tbh💀

Aegon is one of those fuckers who can cum and keep going, must run in the family. Absolute menace too, despite his cruelty, man knows how to make you squeal. He’s a whore, he fucks whoever, whenever, and has learnt tricks along the way.

Man definitely has a dick that smells like a dick. Not exactly the cleanest of cocks, musky as fuck, salty too, and his cum would be rancid because his diet consists of just alcohol and scraps of food lmao.

Definitely used one of his many dildo toys on himself or will use it on you instead, or make you use it on yourself and have him watch 😮‍💨

Aegon could dissolve your insides with his spunk. Acidic as fuck, a one way highway to thrush or BV. Hits good tho….

Daddy Daemon has a monster cock.

I’m not joking. Look at the size of this man. And his hands ? Huge. HUGE. I’m not joking. I’ve seen it. Anyway, back to his cock.

Daemon has a dick around 8-9 inches long and fat as fuck, he’s got a meaty cock.

A third leg. A tripod if you will.

Poor Rhaenyra is getting her guts rearranged every time he fucks her. She needs 3-5 business days to recover from the sheer force of the thing.

Pale and veiny, when hard his foreskin pulls back to reveal a gentle pink tip (same as his lips). Clean and well kept, Daddy Daemon’s cum tastes like when the heavens have opened and you have been offered retribution. Sometimes sweet, depending on what he has eaten.

Would absolutely be open to the idea of being pegged and anal play. Loves having his ass eaten ngl. This man is a freaky queer daddy 😈

Shoots fucking ropes though, you’ll be leaking for days!

Ser Criston Cole deserves no praise, but I would be lying if I said he didn’t have a pretty cock.

Tan, and a bit on the longer side like Aemond, this man would not know what to do with it. A sin really, to have such a pretty cock, and not use it.

A slightly more tanned knob, leaning to a soft purple colour, average thickness and the occasional vein, upwardly curved for your pleasure.

Ser Cole’s cock would be as clean as a whistle. I feel like Cole would definitely let you put a finger inside his ring, maybe too, and he would blush so pretty about it.

His bush would be soft as fuck too, have you seen this man’s hair ? Lush as fuck, looks like it should be in a hair commercial ad, and velvety smooth. I wouldn’t mind getting some of those hairs tangled up in my nose 🤪💀

His cum would be musky, yet not repugnant like Aegon. He eats well and is always moving so it wouldn’t be marinating inside of him, though I wonder if he empties the tank often or not, or if he actually is fermenting his seed 🤪

#i need a lobotomy

[tylkogasieniczka]

Hej

Dziewiąty dzień purple skinny diet. Dzisiaj się nie ruszałam jakoś dużo, ale to nic. W szkole, nie wiem czemu, ale miałam jakąś dziwną potrzebę kupienia sobie batona i to zrobiłam. Nie wiem co ja miałam w głowie w tamtym momencie. Może to dlatego że miałam dużo lekcji dzisiaj i podświadomie szukałam jakiegoś źródła energii. Był to knopers mający 212 kcal. Następnym razem kupię czarną kawę w automacie. Miałam potem straszne wyrzuty sumienia ale na szczęście zmieściłam się w limicie.

Limit: 800 kcal

Zjedzone: 764 kcal

Spalone: 84 kcal (kroki)

Bilans: 680 kcal💖

Chudej nocy motylki 🦋🦋🦋💖💖💖💖💖🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶

#bede perfekcyjna #będę motylkiem #lekka jak motyl #motylki blog #tw ed diet #bede motylkiem #dieta ana #low cal restriction #tylko dla motylków #ed not ed sheeran #ana bllog #4n4blr #4norexi4 #motyle w brzuchu #motylki any #jestem motylkiem #blogi motylkowe #lekkie motylki

[wannabeaccepted]

Purple Skinny Diet

I’m going to start this diet tomorrow 08.April 2024

Hopefully I can stick to it 🤞🏻

#thinspø #@nor3x14

[butterflysneeze]

I think ima start this purple skinny diet i love how it gradually lessens your caloric intake! suddenly lowering calories was always a binge trigger for me, so im hoping this helps (will miss fasting tho..)

#🕯️as a feather #pro for me not for thee #tw a4a #light as a feather #i wanna lose weight #th1gh g@p #@na motivation #⭐️ve #tw ed sheeran #a4a diary

[dreamcast641]

SCP OC: DMITRY VASILIJ MAKAROV

My boy is having a bio too finally! He is even older than claire when it comes to when I created him (2016) and he went through a lot as well. This bio will not be completely done either but otherwise I hope you like him as well. Please reminder that Dmitry is NOT a good character and It'll explain why while you read ----------------------------------------------------------------- GENERAL INFORMATIONS:

Full Name: Dmitry Vasilij Makarov Aliases/nicknames: None Age: 26-30 years old Gender: Male Pronouns: He/him Sexual orientation: Aromantic and Asexual (AroAce) Date of birth: august 3rd Place of birth: Unknown but it's somewhere in the USA Current residence: site 5c Nationality: American with slavic origins Spoken Languages: American English (main), Russian ( ONLY with his dad) , American sign language (ASL) and braille Affiliations/organizations: SCP foundation Occupation: Medical department operating as psychiatrist and researcher, specialized in oneirology. Works sometimes along with the omicron rho (the dream team) and ISD (internal security department) agent. -------------------------------------------------------------

APPEARANCE

BUILD: Skinny/slender

— Dmitry is a man of impressive height, he reaches almost two meters but unfortunately he is really thin and manages to hide it well thanks to the clothes he wears.

— Dmitry doesn't take much care of his image and his being very busy often distracts him from having a correct diet. He doesn't eat often and if he does he doesn't get enough protein. it is Claire who reminds him to eat, often making time to prepare his meals.

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SCARS: acid burn scar all over his right side of the face

— Dmitry has a large, visible burn scar on his face and the contrast with his naturally pale skin makes it stand out even more.

— it's been years since the incident, yet he still can't fully talk about it. too many bad memories are linked to his scar and he usually avoids mirrors so as not to see his reflection in them.

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VOICE: Cold and low

— Dmitry speaks slow, his voice seems monotonous

— His voice seems to have no soul. It is cold and emotionless. -------

EYES: Purple/pinkish and blinded

— His left eye looks purple, closer to a purplish while the right one completely destroyed by the acid.

— If before he had difficulty seeing, now he can be considered almost blind and his eyes are the reason he is learning braille. His right eye is completely destroyed by the acid, the iris is opaque and the sclera is red. The remaining eye of him is not the best, the iris transparent and the pinkish color is due to the blood vessels visible in the eye.

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FASHION: casual

— casual, doesn't really care for fashion.

— He just grabs the first thing he could find. He is in his office the whole day so no one really sees him. ----------------- More about his aspect: -Dmitry is 193 cm tall or 6'3ft -He suffers from albinism that make his skin completely pale and his hair, including eyebrows and eyelashes, white due to absence of melanin

FAVORITES -Color: Purple -Food: very salty fries -Drink: Black coffee -Song: Man on the moon (zella day) -Flower: Poppy and black Rhododendron -Hairstyle: Ponytail or messy bun ------------------ PHOBIAS : Atychiphobia is an intense fear of failure. It may cause you to put off or avoid any activity or scenario that has the potential for an unsuccessful outcome. Someone with this condition may be scared to try new things, take risks or embrace growth for fear of failure. Cynophobia is the overwhelming fear of dogs. ------------------------------------------------

PERSONALITY: -Moral alignment: Lawful evil -Myers-Briggs: INTJ POSITIVE TRAITS: -Smartass. To be a researcher of the foundation, one must also be intelligent and Dmitry certainly is and this is to his advantage in many areas, even when it comes to escaping from unpleasant situations. -Dedicated only to his job. So dedicated and passionate about his work that he almost forgets to eat. He loves his position as a psychiatrist, it's an area he's always had a fascination with. The human mind is so full of mysteries to him. -Great team with Claire when it's possible. The smart one and the one who gets her hands dirty. Overall the two make a good team together and are able to overcome to almost all challenges NEGATIVE TRAITS: -Empathy? What is that? Despite his work as a psychiatrist, Dmitry often finds himself not empathizing with the patient in front of him or with anyone else. -Aggressive and often cold. His personality and lack of trust in others has made him an empty shell. Most of the time he comes across as distant and very confrontational with everyone, even with who should be the people closest to him. -Manipulator...and gaslighter. Especially with his sister, Dmitry is very manipulative. He often invents scenarios that never happened just to make her feel bad about it for days. To say Claire feels bad about this is an understatement. -Silent treatment. If he's angry he doesn't say why and when he does he can be silent for days. It is a torture for the others. -Ambitious. Ambition is good but not when it comes to his own where he would do anything to achieve his goals. -Smarter and above everyone. His thinking that he could decieve everyone and everything would be his own demise at the end.

TRIVIA -He has a ball albino python named diablo. He feeds him frozen rats or the ones that the janitor gave him for the snake. -He still has morals and can't stand people doing harm towards children or animals. -NPD (narcissist personality disorder) -His office it's almost always dark as he can't stand the light. -He hates when people touch his hair. He loves them way too much to even cut them and, in fact, they are long af. -Dmitry is anomalous. -He is a psychic than can walk through other people's dreams. -He can replace memories thanks to that. -The SHRP would be the ones that kill him at the end. He stepped way too forward with his experiments and pissed the wrong people off. -Victor penz would be the one to kill him with a gunshot

SUMMARY OF HIS STORY (STILL NOT SO DONE)

Dmitry was the first of the two to be born within two minutes of his twin sister Claire. It is not known where they were born, only that their mother gave birth to them somewhere in the United States. Raised in the hostile environment of the foundation but with the loving care of their mother Mandy Ross, a former nurse in the US Navy. Their father? Locked in the same site where they were born, metal walls separating this potentially dangerous man due to the toxic, potentially lethal nature of his body. In the early years of their lives, the twins immediately reveal themselves as curious troublemakers, always looking for other children like them to socialize with and will end up bonding closely with one of them in particular: Ira Watts, whom they will consider for life as a brother. Mandy, for reasons still unknown to them, decides to leave them and the foundation to join the GOC, leaving the twins and the adoptive brother to look after themselves with claire being the main caretaker for them with the help of Maria, who Dmitry would get extremely affectionate to as she is the one to guide and assist him during his studies. As the three separates just when they reach their adolescency, Dmitry was sent for a few years to study medicine and later psychiatry at a different facility than the site where he was born. Unfortunately here, the foundation will learn of his anomaly and some experiments will begin that will cost him whole days. Unbeknownst to him, they'll make him sleep a lot to see what he can do in other people's dreams. Eventually, at the end of his studies, he will reunite with his sister and soon after the accident with his father will take place which will leave him permanently injured not only physically but also mentally. The gases that he will inhale thanks to the acid will cause him to go into a coma that will go on for a few days, where he will hear everything and especially what the doctors will say, realizing that he means nothing to the foundation. The experience will leave him completely changed, developing questionable behaviors to say the least, especially towards his sister and without any specific motivation other than that he considers her a good-for-nothing who hasn't lifted a finger to save him. Their relationship will be so ruined that it will no longer be repairable. later on the two were approached by a man from the Internal Security Department (ISD) who was determined to recruit them as they were loyal members of the foundation. The two naively accepted and it was that meeting and that assignment that led them to site 5c where they still reside nowdays.

SITE 5C STORY LINE

(coming soon)

#original character #original characters #scp ocs #scp mtf #scp oc art #scp foundation #scp #scp original character #scifi #oc biography

[raven-faye]

Purple skinny diet

Day 10: 1300?/850

Burned: 285

Net cal: 1015/850

Went out for sushi so I couldn't log everything properly. Survived on 2 cups of coffee until dinner and walked a lot.

Progress: -0.0kg

Total progress: -3.0kg

#ana mia #ana trigger #tw ana diary #ed not ed sheeran #tw ana shit #ana meal #ana diet #pro ana #ana #only pro for myself

[1800batty]

† 12.21.2022 - Wednesday †

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☆ 𝚕𝚒𝚖𝚒𝚝: 1050 calories

☆ 𝚠𝚎𝚒𝚐𝚑-𝚒𝚗

↳ 260.2lbs // 118.02kg // 39.6bmi

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🦇 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚔𝚏𝚊𝚜𝚝

↳ N/A

     total: 0 calories

🦇 𝚕𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚑

↳ N/A

     total: 0 calories

🦇 𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚗𝚎𝚛

↳ Lasagna ~ 480 cals

↳ Garlic bread ~ 280 cals

    total: 760 calories

🦇 𝚎𝚡𝚝𝚛𝚊

↳ 2 chocolate hazelnut wafer straws ~ 130 cals

    total: 130 calories

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🦇 𝚠𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚛

↳ 💧💧💧💧💧

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🦇 𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚙𝚜

↳ ?

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🦇 𝚎𝚡𝚎𝚛𝚌𝚒𝚜𝚎

↳ N/A

     total: 0 calories

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        > † 𝚝𝚘𝚝𝚊𝚕: ~ 890c

        > ☆ 𝚕𝚒𝚖𝚒𝚝 𝚖𝚎𝚝?: ☑️

        > † 𝚝𝚘𝚝𝚊𝚕 𝚋𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚎𝚍: 0c

        > ☆ 𝚗𝚎𝚝: 890c

        > † 𝚋𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚍? ❎

        > ☆ 𝚙𝚞𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚍? ❎

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☆ 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚜 ☆

Day 6 of purple skinny diet complete! Had my first meal at like 6 pm. Hopefully I’ll be in the 250′s tomorrow, I’m tired of losing weight I’ve already lost before.

† 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚙𝚘 †

#battys logs #purple skinny diet

[servitudeofsadness]

relapse & restriction

CONTENT WARNINGS: EATING DISORDERS, RESTRICTED EATING, TRIGGERING DISCUSSIONS OF FOOD

Remember food is fuel and fuel is absolutely necessary for your body to stay alive. Don’t let silly beauty standards dictate your eating and your life. If you are easily triggered by discussions of disordered eating and negative perceptions of food, please do not read the following prose. eat & stay hydrated! <3

…

i.

“she has malnutrition,” my home doctor says as she checks my wrists and prescribes me on sugar fluids and nutrient pills. i have not been eating for a week. it is code for eating disorder.

mum looks on. ”is it treatable?”

“yes.” time ticks on and my brother waits outside.

i am starved out of my soul. deep hollowed eyes, violet-knuckled bruises, and devoid of thought. one week.

ii.

my one week low-calorie morninglunchdinnersnackfest! guaranteed to loose more than 20kg! foodspo/mealspo thread!! <33:

one medium-sized fried egg? ~ 78 cals!

1 cup matcha protein almond latte? ~ 60 cals!

1 saltine cracker? ~ 10 cals!

½ cup of tomato soup? ~ 105 cals!

⅓ slice of white bread? ~ 22 cals!

⅓ roasted chicken drumstick? ~ 33 cals!

½ cup white rice? ~ 121 cals!

4 oz air-fried salmon? ~ 194 cals!

½ gluten-free medium-sized oatmeal chocolate chip cookie? ~ 33 cals!

diet coke? ~ 0 cals!

do the math and tell me if it’s less than 1000 cals!! <3

remember kids, nothing tastes as good as skinny feels !! <3

iii.

if beauty standards are a person, and the purge is real.

they are the first i’ll tear the door down to

on account of falsifying the determiners of beautiful:

skinny legs tutorial!! look, brandy melville carries a one size fits all??

do you fit in? “bye-bye booty: Heroin chic is back!!”

try this A4 paper thin waist challenge!! see how fat you are??

noo why is th1nsp0 content banned on twitter??

tumblr?? tiktok?? join edtwt!! though, pro-recovery dni!!

(i was in scout camp when i dizzied, circus of purple visions

collapsed with blood soaking my undergarments and

half awoke to blankets that weighed heavier than me on my near dead body;

i still feel the bland slick of porridge forced down my throat.

proana girlies?? mitigating censors in the prospect of

pursuing an early death. ed tumblr diaries of all hedonistic thoughts.)

these are fruits you should avoid as it induces sugar euphoria!!

clean girl aesthetic!! kale smoothies will help you lose weight!!

i walked 20000 steps today to achieve a thigh gap!!

body-checking disguised as ootd and grwm tiktoks

sketchbook detailing rampages of eating disorder content

the striking thump of my collarbones and my wobbly knees

a 2 hour loop subliminal messaging “i am so skinny“ “i am 44.4 kg” “ i am thin—“

SHUSH! SHUT UP. SHUT THE FUCK UP!!

this is existing in a society that curbed the living in me,

to strive for an empty heartbeat and rotten-tinged bones for legs

low calorie food still eaten in moderation

the constant desire to clasp my wrist in assurance of how skinny i am

clumsy rhetoric spilled in between sips and spits

of my no calorie pungent pomegranate mineral water

you should skip your lunch too and snacks except

water and maybe some yogurt-zero

starvation is never salvation

thin is glazed over with honey

And so easily fractured with bones

hunger. starving. eat. EAT. EAT!

on december 18 2018, i started recovery

i have relapses, days of unintended calorie deficits;

but i am healing unlearning,

trying, escaping, living ~

…

“you are embarrassed about your blood, its redness, the way it is just coming out of you with no concern for anyone’s feelings. You are … embarrassed to be alive.”

- Carmen Maria Machando

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is 90’s thinness coming back? - Mina Le

please stop romanticizing eating disorders on tiktok - Sarah Hawkinson

tiktok is bad for women, actually - Jordon Theresa

The Evolution of Pro Anorexia - Of Herbs and Altars

i lost weight to fit into Brandy Melville - Letao Chen

“Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.” - Kate Moss

Are you a femcel? - Roisin Lanigan

bye-bye booty: Heroin chic is back - Adriana Diaz

[super-ion]

Lisa's story

Part 3

Part 1 | Part 2

Context: this is my ttrpg character from the homebrew system Outside Us Nothing. Lisa is a giant squid/fungus/tentacle monster that lives in the walls of the ship. The ship has just arrived at an enormous space whale that is infested with members of her species, including her long lost sibling. At the very end of the most recent session, she links up with their sort of mycelial network and finds herself in a sort of dreamscape in a (presumably) human mental projection. I can't stop thinking about what if a Lisa was a people, so I ended up spending a couple hours on picrew trying to figure out what she would look like.

~~~

She is standing alone in the void, surrounded by stars.

She has the stereotypical build of a born freetraveler, suggesting a childhood spent in low gravity and an occasionally sparse diet. She's a bit too tall, a bit too skinny, her limbs are a bit too long for any planet born Terre.

She very unambiguously resembles the woman from the picture she keeps next to her orchid collection, with bright blue eyes and a splash of freckles across her face, but there are subtle hints of others mixed in. If you've spent any time looking at her group photos with the various crews of her childhood home, you might see features from the various human presenting individuals. Looking closer at her face, you even see hints of Kara, mercy and Order.

The roots of her hair are a dirty blonde, but most of it has been bleached and dyed a bright purple. It's shaved on one side and the rest is slightly ragged, as if she had cut it herself. Her nose, her brow, both her ears are pierced with various rings and studs. One shoulder pokes out from her oversized hooded jacket to reveal her twined roses interwoven with the beginning of that old Terre poem, suggesting that she bears all of Lisa's tattoos, rearranged to fit a human body. Around her neck is the chain you've seen her wearing in the common area, the one holding the tag from her first ship and the pair of Teuth fangs, one from each of her siblings.

Logically, you know she's never worn clothes in her life, but her wardrobe has every appearance of being both well worn and well cared for, somehow utilitarian and flashy all at once in the freetraveler style you see at least once in most ports you visit. Beneath the extensively patched and repaired jacket, she wears a tank top bearing a faded logo of an obscure entertainment vid series. Her pants have too many pockets and the torn knees reveal fishnet tights beneath. Finally, to complete the ensemble are a pair of scuffed, sturdy workboots that wouldn't be out of place set alongside the boots belonging to the rest of the crew (at least, the crew members who wear boots).

She's staring down at her hands, her fingers, her chipped and mismatched nail polish with an expression of mixed wonder and horror.

Something catches her attention and she looks up. From whatever vantage point you have, you can't make out what she sees, but the wonder and horror on her face intensify at the sight of it.

She swallows nervously. She knows exactly who it is that wants to talk to her and she is dreading this conversation.

~~~

It is picrew, so the styles are all over the place, but I feel like each one captures her vibe.

#outside us nothing #Lisa the Teuth #my writing #ttrpg character

[thinlizzys-world]

Made like a ‚normal‘ diet the last two days. Went pretty well especially yesterday; had a net calorie intake of 300 kcal without starving myself and doing much sports.

Will start the skinny purple diet tomorrow. Try to keep you guys updated bout the diet. I dunno how well it’ll be going, but I try my best. Try to do lots of sports, work a lot to keep me distracted and try to stay away from my family.

Hopefully I will lose much weight… will weight myself tomorrow morning and measure my waist to see where it all starts and where it’ll be going.

Xoxo 🎀

#th1nsp1ration #th1gh g@p #th1n$pø #th1nspø #mealsp0 #ana meal

[iwantzerocalories]

✧ purple skinny diet ✧

goals:

lose 10kgs by the end of the diet

not eat over the requested calories, eat less if possible

try to drink more water and tea

try to weigh every 1-2 weeks

- day 1 and 2 done (590,45kcal & 535,65kcal)

- will try to post daily calorie intake here for motivation ♡

#low cal #tw ed behavior #ana d!et #ed but not ed sheeran #tw weighloss #ed relapse #ana relapse #low cal ana #low cal diet #i wanna lose weight #i will reach my ugw #@na motivation