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Anxiety and loneliness level so high today.

Every now and then when I’m feeling like my relationship is particularly wonderful and stable, my anxiety likes to come up with things to make me feel sad and lonely.

One thing that comes up a lot lately is the thought of Leo’ ex that we visited during our trip to NY a couple months ago.

I keep thinking “what if Leo hadn’t been able to move here during the pandemic? She would have definitely ended up staying with the ex and family bc that place is like a second home to her. Would she have gotten touch starved and broken up with me? Or cuddled up to her ex for months even platonically?”

And then I wonder “WHY AM I THINKING THESE THINGS??”

I mean, that’s not at all what happened! Leo literally picked up her whole life in the middle of a pandemic, left all her friends and everyone else behind bc she wanted to be here with me! That’s not a little thing. Its gigantic!

I hate that I can be so insecure at heart like this. I see them be close for one day irl and I can’t stop being jealous and making myself miserable about fake scenarios that never happened.

I start feeling guilty for not being more trusting too but then I realize that if I really didnt trust her, I would never have gotten into a relationship with someone who’s still friends with their exes anyway. The only reason I can pop these terrible thought bubbles is exactly because I trust her. Because she’s shown me I can count on her over and over.

I’ve noticed recently that I mostly start having these thoughts when she’s not around. I’m starting to think that I simply get lonely and then my brain spirals and tries to make that loneliness worse. I did this with a lot of my best friends too and even with my family. Trying to convince myself I’m not important to people who care abt me. I guess that got even easier to do after my family proved me right haha…

I guess I still have some issues and trauma to work through. I’m gonna try my best. I have an amazing thing going right now and I want to be well so I can nurture it.

#sunbun talks, #q

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#100bb, #sims 3, #ts3, #the sims 3, #berry sweet legacy, #berry sweet, #100bb2, #Breeze Floristo, #q

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if u take the initial of each of the seijoh 4’s first names u get H.I.T.T which i think is kinda hot idk

#im feeding off of crumbs 🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️, #q

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𝚆𝚎𝙷𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝𝙸𝚝 / 𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚢 𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟿𝟷𝟻𝟿𝟼𝟷

#flaneuresse, #35mm, #film, #vintage, #q, #nature

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Brea: Describe yourself in one word.

Kylan: Yours.

Brea, tearing up: Disgusting.

Brea: Say it again.

#the dark crystal, #the dark crystal: aor, #the dark crystal: age of resistance, #aor, #age of resistance, #incorrect quotes, #q, #Brea, #Kylan

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Ross Gay, from “Catalog of Unabashed Gratitude,” in Catalog of Unabashed Gratitude

I know I can be long-winded sometimes. / I want so badly to rub the sponge of gratitude / over every last thing, including you,

#w, #ross gay, #q

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Red: Saw two kids fighting in a schoolyard, so as an adult, I had to step in.

Nova: Really? Good for y-

Red: They didn’t stand a chance.

#quote, #totg, #nova, #red, #q, #mod uno

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#2, #trump, #maga, #trump derangement syndrome, #q, #qanon, #wwg1wga, #antimask, #anti maskers, #antivax, #antivaxx

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❤ Love me ❤ Love me ❤ Love me ❤ Love me ❤ Love me ❤

#MLM yandere, #yandere mlm, #yandere boy, #q

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jancsi kovacs
grizzles east, ambarino
circa. November, 1898

two dried flowers are stitched to this photograph, with a pin hole in the top corner from where it must have been hung somewhere, long ago.

it’s found in a leather wrapped parcel with a few trinkets, an address and a name faded to time scrawled atop it.

#photos, #red dead online, #jancsi kovacs, #yeehaw gang, #q

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y.na_

#stim, #sensory, #food, #melting, #rainbow, #upload, #q

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Then Comes Baby... - therunawaypen - James Bond (Craig movies) [Archive of Our Own]https://archiveofourown.org/works/1664360

Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: James Bond (Craig movies)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James Bond/Q
Characters: James Bond, Q (James Bond)
Additional Tags: Mpreg, Hurt/Comfort, Hurt Q, Surprise pregnancy, is the world ready for a 00Q baby?
Series: Part 103 of 00Q Tumblr Prompt Fills
Summary:

James and Q have been in a relationship for a while now. But after an attack on Q branch, James learns something about Q that could change their relationship forever.

Q has some explaining to do.

#James Bond, #Q, #00Q, #jb fic rec, #fic rec

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she’s usually wasn’t prone to night terrors. often, her brain would consist of her silly dreams of unicorns or a selfish vision of her being victorious in the future. but something shifted after her seventh year, after the battle that lead her school into destruction caused the reminder of death & smoke to linger inside her. the pureblood would spend the entire day trying to occupy herself in order to dismiss the memory of watching her school become a battleground. taking long walks around her manor or in hogsmeade, going out with draco & blaise, & when she was truly desperate: study her old textbooks. but whenever her heavy eyes would close, no matter how exhausted she was, the memory would find itself clearing in the depths of her dreams. they would be the same imagery every time. she would see him, can’t even bring herself to say the name even if he was truly gone. her arm would be cradled in her hand, screaming in excruciating pain as the infamous dark mark would burn its way into a clear picture. pansy parkinson didn’t like muggles, finding herself in a similar mindset as other purebloods, that mudbloods were inferior. she’d torment them all through school, crush their spirits until they ran away in tears. but that was at most just bullying. she never wanted them dead, to extinct them from the brink of the universe. bold & cruel, but she was also a coward, shying herself away from the battlegrounds until she was forced to witness the destruction. the memory of dead bodies of students she once knew & the school she used to be memorized by, now having many more cracks in the walls, drowned her.

body feels like it’s over heating, mumbles & whimpers leaving parted lips in between quiet snores. hand is grasped on her arm even in reality, knuckles turned white due to nails finding their way into her skin, nearly breaking flesh. at sudden interruption of nightmare, her throat nearly lets out a scream as her body jerks up. chest heaves as violent breaths leave her mouth, eyes forcing themselves open & immediately glares at her arm, removing her hand & letting out a small sigh as she admires it’s smooth & blank pallet. eyes flicker up, room still dark but the moon glare from her window allows her to make out draco’s figure. ❝ draco. ❞ voice shakes, allowing walls of her vulnerability to shatter down, something she’ll only allow for the blonde. doesn’t say anything else, flings her arms around his neck & pulls him in. she needed to feel something real, & he was something solid to lean against.

***& ㅤ * @iraescible ···· meme. / [nightmare] for draco to wake pansy from a nightmare***

#iraescible, #❪ * ━━ FEEL LIKE IM THE WORST SO I ACT LIKE IM THE BEST . › 𝐆𝐎𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐏., #( sof t. ), #q

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nothing like a bit of jealousy… cw: alcohol, club setting, slightly suggestive.

—clearing out the askbox: mob!tom—

You can feel the temperature of your blood slowly starting to rise as you lean back against a wall, staring out across the private section of Tom’s club. Your grip on your drink tightens as you swallow darkly, gaze focused, almost murderous. It’s a little after midnight, and as you listen to the deep sounds of bass music thrumming through the club, you realise that you’re seething.

It’d been Tom’s idea – a night out, at his favourite club, with you and all of his friends to let off some steam. His staff had been excited to welcome you all into the establishment for the night, roping off the VIP section and bringing out round after round. The servers in the section have been nothing but considerate, attentive, and thorough all night – a little too thorough, because now you’re resting against the wall you’d retreated to for a breather, watching as one of the serving girls gets close to your boyfriend.

You aren’t usually a jealous person. You’ve been with Tom long enough to know that his eyes are only for you, and his heart is firmly held in the palm of your hand. However, despite knowing this, you can’t help but feel very, very, very jealous as you watch them. The server talking with Tom had started their conversation standing, but has since sat down, slid up his booth, and is continuing to talk to him with her hand on his arm. Every time she laughs, she seems to inch a little closer, and Tom? Tom seems to be completely unaware of the way her eyes keep dropping to his lips, and the very calculated way that she stops every few moments to readjust her hair.

A part of you feels bad for her. Clearly, she doesn’t know that Tom’s a taken man. You know there’s no chance in hell she’d try to get it on with her boss, in front of his girlfriend.

…Is there?

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#it's the way i sat down intent on making this short and it's still almost 1k lmao. i rlly like it tho fhdjkhf, #tom holland x reader, #tom holland fic, #tom holland, #tom holland x reader blurb, #idk how to tag ? who am i, #tomblurbs, #myblurbs, #mob!tomfic, #mob!tomblurbs, #my tagging system exhausts me, #mob!tom holland, #wahey, #enjoy, #q

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cha’s 3 day nada phase

#kishiryu sentai ryusoulger, #super sentai, #ryusoulger, #arts, #q

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Decembers are for dreaming of all the things to come. Just turn towards the eastern sky, that’s where the sun wakes from. You’re at the end but what lies next is all the you will be. So close your eyes and wait for dawn. The future’s yours, you’ll see.

// Ellis Nightingale