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#q'd on september 22
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it’s it so selfish of me to want to be someone’s first choice? to have my needs met? because when i’m around you i feel like it is
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ive never stopped thinking about you. i feel sick.
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what a mess you've made of me
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please for the love of god make me stop missing you. i hate you. i hate you and how you hurt me so fucking much but i still miss you.
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why that? why? why does everything i love have to be tainted with you.
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do you hear that? it’s the wind, blowing ceaselessly to the future. i wanna see it with you. please… don’t let go of my hand.
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I’m learning to love you.
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if i had you i would never want anything else ever again. that’s how much of a hold you have on me.
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I wanted so badly to be loved and protected and cared about and made to feel special the way I did for you by you…I wanted all of the same things back, just as much and just as genuinely. But all you did was let me down </3 I bet you let everyone you date down the same way you did to me, don’t you? God, I pity the next person that falls for your charm when they find out it’s actually all lies. You’re not as good of a person as you think you are. You’re a huge let down.
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if you have anything left to say to me, here’s your chance
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it's been over a year and a half since we last talked. I dont expect you to want to talk to me again, but theres something i'd like to confess.
i think I might be in love with you. It might be useless to say, since, while im not exactly a "girl", im also likely not "boy" enough for you, but at least i won't risk loosing anything now.
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YOU SHOULD HAVE KISSED ME
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To - memory
I could have loved you for forever I think. We had a second chance and I didn’t take it. I should have taken it. In some way I still saw a future with you. I never got that break up. Never got to be angry at you for leaving, I could. I could be angry at you now but I won’t. I could have loved you until we met again, I could have held you in my arms and told you the world would be okay now. I could have loved you through trauma and through everything. But I don’t think you were ever in love with me. I think you were in love with the relationship, in love with the idea of being into me. That’s okay. I liked being wanted and idolized. We never got to fall in love as new and better versions of ourselves. I still think of you when I think about being loved in cool blue yet warm touch. You’re still my angel. You still post about me when you want to be loved. But at least we’ve sobered up to it won’t work. But I wish you would say it.
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i just want to be cared for without having to care for someone else. friendship shouldn’t feel like a transaction but it always feels like one with you
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I wish you were in love with me too. I wish you didn't already have her, even though I love her so much.
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i need you to understand that i'm a deeply fucked up person
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