castiel / on falling from grace
for becca's spn queer bday bash
transcript under the cut
when you fall from grace
you expect an elegant downward decline
that the clouds would soften your descent
that the ground will be soft and supple
when you fall from grace
it’s an earthward plunge into the dark
rolling and tumbling down the mountains
blood seeping through your wounds
and mixing with dirt
until you find yourself alone in a cavernous depth
when you fall from grace
you’re scared of the dark
you search for light through cracks of the walls
your voice echoes lonely
but when you have finally fallen
you look up
and see a kaleidoscope of color
a warm scarred hand reaching to you from the earth
and pulls you up into the crowd
and they whisper, “welcome home”
“we love you we love you we love you”
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okay but you see sam has ALSO fallen for dean's act. sam also believes dean to be the macho, daddy's soldier, beer boobs cars guy he presents himself as. this is why sam makes fun of dean whenever he even lightly steps out of that mold and thinks it's harmless banter instead of attacking an insecurity. it's why he laughs when john talks down to dean in the early seasons and it's why he seems surprised when dean is more comfortable with himself in the later seasons. it's why he just scoffs but doesn't push it when dean puts up a front and refuses to talk about his emotions and just accepts whatever excuse he makes at face value. it's why he offers dean a strip club to make him feel better when cas dies. and this isn't his fault!! dean has spent a very long time perfecting this image in front of everyone and ESPECIALLY to sam because along with it comes safety and security and stability and the only person. who has consistently been able to see through it. is castiel
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Castiel has formed himself into a divine creation
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Happy 10th birthday to this blog!!
This drawing is a ode to the site and character that transed my gender, and changed me in numerous other ways.
Here's to 10 more...
*detail shots under the cut*
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*note there might be other moments too but I ran out of space, all bi interpretations of dean are valid, and I would like to know more about it, so share in the comments :)
My other polls -
Cas is queer
Castiel's interest
Dean's interest
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Bonnie and Laura lie on the grass and embrace at the Civic Center during the International Lesbian & Gay Freedom Day Parade, June 15, 1985
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I love how the Supernatural wiki says ‘LGBTQ character Castiel? I don’t know him’
As if Misha didn’t die in the trenches calling it a homosexual declaration of love
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