#queue have adhd

[aroaceleovaldez]

I think one of the best examples of what went wrong with TSATS is from the book tour I attended -

At one point during the event, Mark Oshiro made a comment about Nico's card collection. Specifically, they joked that Nico collecting cards was a sign that he was gay, because clearly he was only collecting the cards to look at the men on the art (which ends up being a note made in the actual book itself).

I've said a lot that you cannot divorce PJO from neurodivergence and disability. You just can't. And I stand by that. If you remove the neurodivergence and disability aspects from PJO it is no longer PJO because that's the foundation the entire series is built upon - representing neurodiverse and disabled students and kids. If you do not understand that or try to ignore it you have missed the most fundamental aspect of PJO as a series and everything else falls apart. (This is actually a trend that begins occurring mid/late-HoO and throughout TOA and that's where I say the main series begins to feel like it's no longer itself, but that's a rant for another day.)

You cannot divorce any of the demigod PJO characters from being ADHD/dyslexic. It is a core part of their characters. You cannot separate Nico di Angelo from the fact that he is ADHD/dyslexic. If you agree with Nico being autistic-coded or not, he is explicitly ADHD, and MythoMagic as we're introduced to it with him is clearly his hyperfixation if not his special interest. It just is. MythoMagic with Nico is the main ADHD/autistic trait we see presented with him. You cannot erase that. You cannot say "Nico only collected cards because he's gay" because then you are removing the fact that Nico is ADHD and you have missed the entire point of the series. Failed step 1.

TSATS does things like this so often throughout the book. (Ex: None of the characters stim, ever. The closest we get is Will bouncing his leg in one scene, but that's heavily implied to purely be him feeling anxious in that moment and nothing else. Nico even gives up his most iconic stim object and it's replaced with a coin he explicitly never stims with. He only ever touches it, never stims with it.) The book refuses to acknowledge that Nico and Will (and Annabeth and Percy and Piper and etc etc etc) are ADHD and dyslexic (and autistic-coded, in Nico's case). And if it does even remotely acknowledge those themes, it does so in the most ableist ways possible (infantilizing Nico, blaming Nico for his own ostracization, magically healing all of Nico's problems, implying Percy is only bad at school because he's disinterested and lazy, etc). And that happens because they started on the wrong foundation. They treated the characters' neurodivergence and disabilities as secondary and optional rather than the literal foundations the entire series was built upon and it shows.

#pjo #riordanverse #tsats #the sun and the star #tsats crit #tsats spoilers #the sun and the star spoilers #nico di angelo #adhd #autism #autistic nico #had another complaint in the drafts #i have other complaints informed more by the book tour i attended but that's another post #anyways theme of the week. me being sick and shaking this book about being ableist #again will queue some cute art for later so we're not being too negative all at once

[har-har-harvey]

hey btw y’all, just wanna let y’all know that the most heart melting, almost made me cry, in-the-running-for-favorite moment of the season has 100% been the immediate “i give her the help action” to lydia barkrock with absolutely zero hesitation from kristen

#she cares about everyone so much all the time!!!! #and she simply doesn’t show it in conventional ways!! #BECAUSE SHES NEURODIVERGENT!!! #so she tries to help people and tries to do what she has to do and also things she WANTS to do and fails SO OFTEN #but she is at a disadvantage and doesn’t even realize ittttt!!!!! #and she doesn’t have the tools to help her succeed!!!! #:(((( #like give that girl some fantasy adderall PLSSS #IM BEGGING YOU BLEEM AND ALLY #DONT LET HER DO TO HERSELF WHAT I DID TO MYSELF IN HS #cause i see me in her and i so much so don’t know how to be normal abt it #she just like me fr #dimension 20 #dimension 20 fantasy high #dimension twenty fantasy high #d20 fantasy high #dimension 20 fantasy high junior year #d20 fhjy #dimension 20 fhjy #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #kristen applebees #lydia barkrock #adhd #adhd posting #ally beardsley #bleem #brennan lee mulligan #queue are... my fire. the one... desire.

[mayasaura]

turns out I am not immune to dungeon meshi's propaganda

#shout out to my man mithrun #for making it clear through example that not having the natural queues to preform a life function means you have to like. compensate #I'm on the extreme end of the adhd 'no hunger' and I often don't notice I need to eat until I'm literally about to faint #hunger to me is the symptoms of low blood sugar #but mithrun's character arc (and especially the meta AROUND mithrun here on tumblr) #have made me notice for the first time that this is perhaps... something I can and should change #I've started to make myself a schedule #five hours is a normal amount of time between meals right?

[creativesplat]

I would also like to see some miphlink, if that's okay!

I was really struggling with what to draw, and then I remembered your ask from ages ago (dang ADHD brain...) anyway, sorry its such a late answer, but Miphlink inspired by Dicksee's La Belle Dame

#thank you so so much for the ask stars!! I had completely forgotten about it (I'm so so sorry!!) and it saved me from an artist-not-arting #you know the sort of pent up unpleasant feeling you get when you need to do something creative but its not happening and then its sad? #yeah I didn't get that because your ask suddenly popped into my head! so very happy about that :) thank you! #link is a horse girl and we need more of it in life #also to try and get the flowy fabric look that Dicksee's La Belle Dame has without putting Link in a dress I decided to modify Mipha's fins #and then added some of that gorgeous salmon colour from the original piece #also the reason the reason the champions tunic etc have that grey tinge to it is because the knight was wearing armour in the original piec #with a beautiful duckegg blue grey colour and I thought including that might be fun too! #anyway #the couple that is perfect for one another and should always be together for all time: Mipha and Link #mipha #link #botw #creativesplat draws #breath of the wild #miphlink #lipha #I really need to catch up on the miphlink tag... its so exciting to have so much wonderful art and writing to look through but I am a rathe #busy/ adhd forgetful bean so whenever I get round to reading or looking at art... there will be a long reblog/ queue of miphlink stuff! #eventually #at some point #because fashionably late (coughjustlatecough) is my middle name! #enough rambling sorry #I love drawing miphlink its like a comfort drawing thing #like her head is so squidgy and so easy to doodle so if ever my brain is bored or I want to draw and need happy hormones but can't find the #mipha is the answer because the squishy head is just sooooo good #the designers of mipha were amazing and I love them #epona #tloz #zelda

[do-you-know-this-adhd-character]

Do you know this (noncanon) ADHD character?

Evidence below the cut!

Evidence: He exhibits ADHD traits, he acts without thinking a lot, like spontaneously “WE SHOULD BLOW THIS BUILDING UP”, he also fidgets a lot and cannot sit still! “Agent Curt Mega has ADHD” is a tag on ao3 for saf fics

Additional note from mod: Under Personality section on the wiki page for this media, it says "He is shown to be brash, dramatic, and often not the smartest, often making inadvisable decisions to the detriment of himself and those around him. He is often seen upping danger without reason and making situations more complicated then necessary." which sounds like a pretty typical part of ADHD coding to me. (I often see characters who are clearly ADHD coded have their impulsiveness interpreted as unintelligence...)

#poll #noncanon adhd character #spies are forever #saf #curt mega #agent curt mega #i thought it was a bit sparse evidence and then i went to the wiki page submitter linked #and the personality section made me go #this isnt enough on its own but combined with what submitter said #yeah thats good #this is what i mean by give me something to work with btw. you give me some traits. #if i feel maybe a little more is necessary i look into the guy #and maybe i have some vibes to back up your evidence #idk im really out of it today sorry if this sucks #im queuing this less than 40 minutes before it posts #maybe the evidence wasnt even sparse. im just thinking really foggily rn #and operating 99.9% on vibes #im going to stop myself now #i really need to Actually Fill the Queue lol

[hermitagereheadcanons]

Scar is like a chaotic big brother whenever he’s regressed around other littles

I feel like he's the type to just lie about things. A littler Hermit asks why clouds go through tall builds, and he tells them it's because clouds are the ghosts of all the mobs they slay coming to eavesdrop on them. That sort of thing.

#Anonymous #my favorite thing about being an older sibling is lying <- JOKE #like 'if you spin around too much youll mix up your brain and start talking backwards' #(my younger siblings always see through it but im biding my time to hit my niece with that one) #can you tell im writing this in the middle of the night when my adhd meds have started wearing off #scar.tag #hermit agere #agere headcanons #mcyt agere #submission #queue tag

[dailyfigures]

#i do already post bonus figs sometimes but i do that by hand whenever i happen to think of it so the change is that there will be a bonus- #fig every single day! #i just have so many nendoroids and trading figs in the queue and my adhd ass thinks of posting them by hand like twice a week so #if you guys would like it too i can just post them daily using the queue so i don't forget! #btw miku monday is an exception! i sadly am burning through mikus quite quickly and i don't want to completely run out so it'll stay 2 miku #yeah ok hope this makes sense #me.txt #non figure

[johnslittlespoon]

also my inbox is fr a warzone rn i'm SO behind on like ~50 asks </3 itching to get back, just been trying to focus on actual fic writing when i get in a rare productive swing instead of hrs of drabbling and brainrot lmfaooo but i'll clear up a whole evening eventually to sit down and go thru a ton of them!

#or maybe i'll secretly do that one evening and queue up a shit ton of drabble responses to go up every 30 min teehee #who knows it's always a guessing game w my focus levels #speaking of not to irl–post but i am 2 weeks into new adhd meds and feeling FRIED and it's affecting my writing productivity #so that's my disclaimer/excuse for my lack of posts tbh bc i feel like everything i am writing lately is so lackluster/uninspired #so i don't wanna put out half–assed drabbles when i have so many Thoughts and Feelings about each ask that i wanna put into proper words!! #i'm saving them for when little bursts of inspo break thru the new med brain fog u feel me #and aside from that. slowly slowly working my way thru the (now confirmed: chaptered yikes) dog coded fic <3 slowly but surely anyway ^-^ #point is: i am so eager to respond/brainrot to all the ideas in my inbox i don't want u askers to think i am overwhelmed or ignoring asks #just fighting thru tha brain fog such is life we move #johnslittlespoon yaps

[rtgame-fun-facts]

RTGame Fun Fact #15

RT is 100% a licensed doctor & surgeon. you can 100% trust him to operate on you.

#15 #rt game #rtgame #rtgame crowd #rtgamecrowd #rtgame daniel #rtgame fun facts #rtumblr #[long tags ahead!] yes this is how i’m announcing i am alive but also getting surgery next week #dw i’m fine it’s not a necessary surgery it’s one i decided to do cuz it might help with stuff #unfortunately i am not talking about top surgery 😔 #one day tho <3 #sorry for lowkey abandoning this blog btw- i’ve promised myself i won’t force myself to post every day & post at my own pace so i don’t get #burnt out but that also means. i forgor a lot #post submissions & asks are open tho :] #one day i hope to be able to queue stuff but alas i don’t have enough material to even stock up one queue bc brain is Tiny & Stupid & also #i have adhd & also also school is kicking my ass rn #anyways gonna cut myself off here cuz i started rambling like i usually do (edit: & then i didn’t) #also some people probably already know who i (the mod) am bc i cannot keep my mouth shut even when i’m trying to be vague /silly #though ig that just means i fit in with the other rtumblr blogs *cough*incorrectquotes*cough* /silly #if yk who i am shhhhh i’m trying to be mysterious n shit ovo /silly #long tags

[theyre-gay-because-i-say-so]

Today's LGBT+ Headcanon is;

Naoto Shirogane from Persona 4- He/She/They/It Transmasculine Lesbian

Species: Human

Requested by @dropkickstartmyheart (It won't tag you, I'm afraid)

Status: Alive

#naoto shirogane #persona 4 #transmasculine #lesbian #lgbt headcanon #character of the day #video games #anime #transmasc #lgbt #headcanons #requested #fandoms i'm not in #keuw #((sorry this is late I have ADHD)) #((I forgor to queue some characters)) #alive

[not-poignant]

Hello!! Not really a question — I just wanted to say I'm in awe of how disciplined you are with your writing and how much you're able to write in a given month. It's HUGELY motivational to see your excerpts and schedules and updates (but I'm happy you're also taking some time this month to rest!)

Hope you have a nice day!

Hi hi anon!

Thank you so much <3 Some of it is definitely discipline, but honestly, I feel like I'm very fortunate because I do just enjoy writing?

Like, it's the thing I want to do when I'm stressed. I want to do it when I'm meant to be not doing it (like holidays). I want to do it most of the time, so I'm very rarely forcing myself. It's comforting to me.

It's still very hard sometimes and there's parts that aren't comforting, like I put off editing a LOT! (My wordcounts are also my editing, and that takes longer sometimes than writing the initial chapter, and definitely takes longer once I send to beta, because she responds live and that's the way we've always done it so I can interact reflexively and change things as we go).

But anyway, I do enjoy writing!

The other thing that has helped re: the actual schedule (because I didn't have one for most of the time I've done serials here and on AO3!) is finally getting an ADHD diagnosis and getting onto Vyvanse, which gave me like 15% more executive function, and that's just enough for me to start writing a few chapters ahead, which has given me more freedom than I've have in 10 years.

It's also why if anyone tells me that ADHD is a superpower, I will punch them in the face, lol.

Anyway! I'm selfish, it's fun for me to post updates, it's fun for me to post excerpts, it's fun for me to share this way with you all! I think if I forced myself to do it the 'Right Way' as a novelist that wrote and published finished books I would have burned out on that caree- oh wait I did burn out on that lol

#asks and answers #pia on writing #i should really have a 'pia has ADHD' tag #because it's actually extremely fundamental to why i do my job this way #(hint it's the dopamine) #and how the schedule is literally a 'vyvanse side effect' #in the very best way saflkdjsafdsa #i'm SO glad y'all are getting something out of it like you have no idea #i have written chapters to certain days before #but never reliable times #and it could change all the time fsdlakjfdsa #administrator gwyn wants this in the queue

[femme-dor]

Unfriendly Reminder that self-deprecating humor is insufferable & making your poor mental health a personality trait instead of working to improve is not cute! You’re not “coping” you’re being a clown! Grow up, disrespectfully!

#what is it with people and self depreciation #‘You don’t have to worry about somebody loving you when you don’t love yourself lmao’ #‘my ADHD won’t let me do xyz oh well lmao’ #man shut up #y’all can work on yourselves #you just don’t want to because you don’t CARE about yourselves #that’s a YOU problem pumpkin #fix that #cuz I promise no one cares for it #a word #thoughts #mental health #emotional health #healing #self care #self love #queue are so beautiful to me

[hazbinhappy]

i'm looking through all the matchups again and everyone is so cool!

#one is in the queue #but i finish my hw tomorrow so hopefully i'll get another matchup out tomorrow #matchups take longer because i have to analyze before i write #im not trying to blame my ADHD #but im gonna have to because i get bursts of energy and wants to do this #anyways im sleepy so imma snooze :) #have a good night y'all and see you guys tomorrow #the poll is also tagged in the main post if you wanna #hh thoughts

[w1ng3dw01f]

fellas, fellas

I recognize the English grammar rule stating that a u and an e need to follow a q for a bunch of different q words,

BUT QUEUE?! WTF!

why was this deemed an acceptable thing to do?

I know it’s pronounced like cue is, but every time I see queue, my brain immediately thinks: que-you.

Like what?

Was the automatic u-e after the q not enough?

#english grammar #queue #can you tell I have adhd #I thought about this when watching hermit crab queue videos go watch them they’re interesting

[do-you-know-this-adhd-character]

Do you know this (canon) ADHD character?

Proof: Discussed within the book, from chapter 2

#poll #canon adhd character #all the feels #alex woodroe #woke up early bc i still have that headache but took some meds #and it's ok enough that i can queue this #so take that headache. tried to stop ME from queuing before the post is supposed to go up #you also made me able to queue before it went up #idiot #anyways googled this book while looking for the cover image #and i think ill have to check it out #im a sucker for fluffy romance (don't read many romance books but i read a LOT of shippy fic) #and this one has good reviews #AND a canonically ADHD main character?! sign me tf up

[inconveniently-discorporated]

So a couple months ago I started amassing a big queue worth of posts. I slowed down when it was getting towards the start of S2 so that I could have a fresh canvas upon which I could vomit all of my thoughts about the new season.

But that means I've long since forgotten what was in there and I'm not going to look, because every day is a new surprise. I have almost impulsively reblogged something I posted because I didn't recognize that I wrote it or queued it. We're out in the weeds of queued posts.

Fascinating.

#the fun thing about ADHD is how I can surprise myself later #i have little trinkets i hide around the house on purpose #one day i stumble across it and smile at the sudden reminder and then hide it again #i guess my queue is the same way