series i’m gatekeeping from my family vs series i’m ✨ok✨ with my family knowing i’m into:
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toots | genshin men [crack headcanons]
characters: zhongli, childe/tartaglia/ajax, kamisato ayato, thoma, diluc, kaeya, xiao, albedo, itto, kaedehara kazuha, gorou
genre: crack/fluff/humour (sfw), headcanons
tw: the entirety of this is purely fart humour lol, mild references to shit
part 2 available here .
zhongli ✰
sounds pretty
like the elegant kinda fart from tight butt cheeks
but doesn’t rly fart unless he’s alone… bc he’s a gentleman
seems like the type who would excuse himself just to let a rip
if u DO hear his farts, they are a sharp sound... like i said... from tight butt cheeks
god forbid hutao to ever hear him bc she would NEVER let it go
childe ✰
loud ass farts bc his siblings find them funny
he probably has fart competitions w them
the definition of loud & proud tbh
this man doesn’t crit but his farts do
he isn’t even ashamed to say “it wasn’t me”
homeboy would say “whoops, had too much of those jade parcels” while farting continuously
literally doesn’t care if u hear him fart anw wow what a king
ayato ✰
mf has silent killers and blames it on other people
such as thoma at shuumatsuban meetings
let me tell u.. THEY STINK
ayato’s diet is wretched like who eats sea ganodermas in their boba??
he probably had some salted eggs & fish skin in a mixed fried rice dish
every dish he makes is suspicious but that is evident through the stench
doctors who inspect his poo must be like “this mf constipated & farts like a garbage truck unloading itself”
thoma ✰
has chronic gaseous syndrome bc he eats whack ass shit so his farts stink so damn bad
the toilet is begging w balls dropping just to have thoma use another toilet
embarrassing to have hotpot w him bc his farts are hot + smelly af
like a seeping hot cloud of stink how bow dat
but mans would shit plenty before seeing u just to make sure he doesn’t ruin the date w some nasty ass farts
probably has sharted himself bc of ayato’s whack ass diet (no pun intended)
diluc ✰
his farts are … soft yet not smelly
he clearly shits everyday
god bless adelinde for her cooking skills cus man got enough fibre
super polite about it too
“excuse me” if he farted & probably would clear his throat
if it stinks, he would pull u aside just so u wouldn’t have to inhale that rectal perfume phew
kaeya ✰
oh god it’s like rolling clouds of green fart bc that man drinks so much
mf’s organs r failing at this rate
literally SO, SO, SOOOO SMELLY & LOUD
diluc would make him leave the tavern
it would make anyone GAG instantly
probably why venti passes out at times
like it’s unbelievable that a sxc man could have such an unpleasant.. fart
xiao ✰
doesn’t think it’s an adepti thing to fart
he eats mild food anyway.
smiley yanxiao farts more than him ig
xiao swears to not fart but probably would toot himself when he’s alone
probably tries to hold it in bc it sounds like a whale
no but rly, those who are quiet tend to have loud ass farts
the only person to have heard his fart was *probably* bosacius or the traveller lol
albedo ✰
mans would STUDY his own farts according to his dietary changes
tries to hypothesises what type of enzymes cause diff types of farts
would experiment w his diet JUST TO SEE IF HIS FARTS WILL SMELL & SOUND DIFFERENT
sucrose would keep herself “busy” w OTHER experiments
timaeus would remain at the damn crafting bench...
as far away from albedo as possible
hence albedo probably does his farting experiments at dragonspine
itto ✰
champion at farting
we are all dead.
actual HORRENDOUS farts.
definitely would challenge guuji yae or kujou sara to a fart competition
“let’s see who can fart more without shitting themselves”
would never blame shinobu if someone realised he farted
he rly would be SO PROUD of his own farts regardless of the smell
just wants it to be loud & proud like childe’s
kazuha ✰
calls his fart the “wind breaker”
uses it to identify the wind’s direction
if it smells, he says “calm as the breeze”
sometimes would fart w/o realising just to relieve stress (while writing haikus & poems)
sleep farter for sure
but yeah his farts are soft.. nothing too loud
gorou ✰
farts like eggs and kibbles
dog farts r terrible... beyond nasty
gets embarrassed & his ears fall if someone asks “general gorou, was that you???”
highkey would DENY it & make some excuse like “oh it’s probably the fertilisers” like what soil got a booty hole to release *that* stench??
refuses to fart around kokomi that’s for sure
farts nervously arnd guuji yae tbh
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🤎❤️🧡 for sunlexi pwettie pleek ^__^
miss coco !!! oh the honour of havin chu in mi inbox… i hope u r doin better ?! sendin u all da love n kisses n baked treats !! thank chu 4 askin btw ૮꒰ྀི∩´ ᵕ `∩꒱ྀིა pls take care of urself ilu vry much :c
how would you describe s/i? in personality or looks, whichever you’d like! or both, if you really want to ramble.
oh oh oh mister sunday… he’s sososo pretty i could ramble for hours ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -。꒱ྀི১ n’ his personality !!! my fave way to describe sunday’s personality is to compare him to sheet music. perhaps this comes from the pianist in me and he himself as a violinist has found this comparison a little endearing according to his words but i think at first glance, sunday may seem very difficult to read to people.
everyone sees him as the head of the family, a big impending political figure with little words to say but plenty of thoughts to give. he’s not an open book by any means to anyone; sometimes even robin and i don’t know what’s going on in his mind but just like sheet music, i think he’s easy to read if you know how to. at the end of the day, all the treble clefs, the sharps, the flats, the notes, the rests… they play out into the fascinating piece that is my husband, don’t they? eeek it’s so embarrassing to utter this to anyone but sunday !! (///▽///)
whereas looks… it’d be so stereotypical for me to refer to mister sunday as angelic but it’s so inherently fitting, is it not? the gold piercings he wears on his left wing that he always tells me “didn’t hurt” but i have never once believed those words when he can barely handle fingertips brushing over his feathers ever so slightly without shivering. his wings are sososo sensitive and he expects me to believe him !!
oh oh oh !! and his eyes… consistently remind me of midas’ touch. or the way the leaves turn golden and brown in the real world, outside of the dreamscape. how they go crispy and crunch under footfall when you’re wrapped up tight in coats and scarves, warm drinks in your hands to keep warm… he’s laughing at how flustered i’m gettin waaaah !! (,,>﹏<,,)
what’s your favourite thing about s/i?
there’s so many things i could list about sunday… sigh this really is one big dump exposing alexi for being utterly infatuated with her husband, isn’t it? but one of my top favourite things is his hands… he takes care of his skin sososo much but particularly his hands are always in his gloves, protected from the hardships of his work. it’s the best feeling in the world getting to lay beside sunday after long schedules when his gloves are discarded on the dresser, his fingertips drifting over the bare skin of my thigh just under the silk nightie i’m wearing :c his hands are just so soft and smooth… i love them !!
is there somewhere you’d like to visit with s/i? what would you do there?
in both canon!au + modern!au - under the pretence that aquariums most likely do not exist in the cosmos.. to which they probably do, i don’t know. there’s probably some weird and wonderful fishies somewhere… - but i’d like to go with sunday to an aquarium !! my second favourite thing after space (modern!au i definitely drag him to planetariums) is the ocean even though i am dreadfully terrified of it so why not explore the world below the surface with him?
i can imagine he’d probably take a lot of candid photos of me fangirling over all the pretty fishies, the corals and reefs of various fascinating colours, shapes and sizes… in canon!au, sunday would definitely think of ways to incorporate an aquarium into the dreamscape just for me and as an added bonus, he adds more sealife to the already ocean themed spaces of the dreamscape and the reverie. i can imagine how cool that’d be considering the species we hear about in-game, especially that whale in the parlor car upon the express !!
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song idea for The Playlist: Dream Sweet in Sea Major (which is also a big pun. Sweet -> suite, Sea Major -> C maj.... Jokes)
ANYHOW. appropriate lang. as follows:
Alone at the edge of a universe humming a tune
CROQLWY.
Promises endless apologies of paradise
And only she can make it right
So things are different tonight
something something heaven, something something God, something something it's DIFFERENT. TEHY R ON THE DREAMLINER (dream sweet ... get it? te he .) THEY R FINALLY TOGETHER AGAIN AND IT'S DIFFERENT. THEY'RE AWAY FROM THE Paradise, AND THEY'RE IN THEIR OWN SOMEWHAT. IT'S. AUGH.
Believe me, darling
The stars were made for falling
this is . crowley. need i elaborate. he IS a star in a way. the stars are his. he FELL. and the Lebian (i willl figure out their names Soon. ish.) rose-equiv. she's FALLING from her high up status (yk like. movie stars. if that makes sense. Rich People) for someone Ordinary. Poor, even. and DARLING.
You look quite divine tonight
Here among these vibrant lights
Pure delights surround us as we sail
Signed, yours truly, the whale
Joy mirage's kingdom come
No one left at stake
Now that existence is on the wake
They love each other. They all think their lovers are gorgeous. 'nuff said.
SAIL. THEY ARE SAILING AND IT'S DELIGHTFUL. again, self explanatory. +they have freedom and they're ABLE to fully love the world around them
Joy mirage's kingdom. That's very religious 2 me. and also has 2 deal w death. and yk.. titanic.
death, once again.
also it has french in it. which . Aziraphale. u understand.
(+i promise i will continue my Certified Commenter job. i have been slacking .. but i have NOT FORGOTTEN 💪💪💪💪💥💥💥💥💥💥💥. hoping to do it on my own spring break vacay tmmr, since i have a couple hrs of car riding. 🎉🎉🎉)
tea your Mind. i added this to the playlist a bit ago already but man this ask. lets go into a (mental) Breakdown, including yours which is YEAGGHHHH!!!,!, AMAZING !!!!!! we start wit the pun: beautiful amazing iconic, i need crowley to make a pun at some point. OUHG. now to the lyrics…..
alone at the edge of a universe humming a tune
for merely dreaming we were snow
“CROQWY” sums it all up nicely. CROWLEY.yeah . also wanting to be different. escaping their circumstances. this is their punishment for even daring to dream . YEAHH
a siren sounds like the goddess who
promises endless apologies of paradise
and only She can make it right
so things are different tonight
a siren being the panic stirred in the threat of sinking. a siren being the mythical beast that lurkes in the waters tempting the humans on deck to plunge below and freeze. a siren being a continuous wail that builds and builds and builds and warns but its Already Happening. and then Something Something God! Something Something Its All Different Now, “when this boat docks, ill be getting off with you.” FUCK.
we'll go together in flight
if you jump i jump right. thats all ill say
it's now and never
a reverie endeavor
awaits somnambulant directives
to take the helm
NOW OR NEVER, MAN. EITHER TAKE THE CHANCE OR HEAVEN AND HELL WILL ALWAYS LOOM. it’ll take a miracle, but we’ll wait for it. OUHGGHGHGHHGHG
believe me, darling
the stars were made for falling
ur explanation is amazing. this in general is So Crowley as most can agree, and with the added context its just God Damn. and with magnolia,,,, yeah. fall from the high place. be with the underdog . DARLING 🔥
un ensemble d'enfants (a set of children)
la galaxie s'étend (the galaxy expands)
jardin de l'imagination (garden of imagination)
combler la lacune (fill the gap)
voler face à la lune (fly across of the moon)
vois comme nous évoluons (see how we evolve)
first off FRENCH A ND AZIRAPHALE. YEAH. YEAHHHHH. second of all these are all little fragments that can be Very Good Omens FR. garden of imagination….. see how we evolve . yeah… also ignore the translations, i just wanted to see what they meant ejdgbehem
it feels like flying
but maybe we're dying
ermmmm inthe water fighting for you life floating but then again you know your lungs are filling too quickly . thinking they made it out without detection but THINK AGAIN !!!!! I JUST UHRHGRURBRHRG
to know
we are beyond a bow
and lo, the hues arrange to show
it's perfectly clear
UHJMMMMMMMM THE BOW SCENE. THEIR KING OF THE WORLD EQUIVALENT. JUST SAYING
you look quite divine tonight
here among these vibrant lights
pure delights surround us as we sail
signed, yours truly, the whale
joy mirage's kingdom come
no one left at stake
now that existence is on the wake
let's see what we can make
YES THEY LOVE EACH OTHER,,,, also thinking about he drawing scene. lights shining….pure human delights surround them as they sail. yes theyre sailing and its GREAT and yet. they have freedom, moving too fast and neither in land or sky for heaven or hell to get an accurate fix….. yeah. theyre allowed to LIVE. KINGDOM COME . the inevitable infux of humans joining said kingdom . ouhgjg AND DEATH . again, the infux….. existence in heaven or hell is indeed on the wake. no humans are left to out stakes on after the sinking. YEAHHHHHHHHHH
the part is wholly ending
a line in any final song
so long, so far
they cant be together. the freedom literally broke in half . the fantasy ended, now theyre drifting, and the song’s over. so long freedom. we’ll miss you.
OUFHRUTEGEYS ITS ALL SOOOOO!!!!! TYSM FOR THIS PEP YOURE THE BEST!!!!!! titianic goes on…..
(edit: for those who dont Get This, this is in reference to a playlist i made for this titanic fic im currently writing bevause of The Asker, which im doing it for !!!! the tumblr tag is "iceburg adventures" if ur still curious :)) (its also super old rn, dont worry its gettinf a revamp lmao)
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I know people say the humans of the RDA seem too cartoonishly evil (Quaritch's "shoot that animal over there" line gives this some merit, for example 💀), but if you know like 4 things the American government and CIA has done and kept secret from the public (then fully admitted to later), and how ruthless and exploitive capitalist oligarchs can be against the environment and people, the RDA's evils arent really that far off from reality.
Billionaires and corperations hoard wealth from the masses and are proven to exploit class power dynamics to create monopolies, exploit the poor, kill and suppress worker resistance, and fund massive psy-ops in support of their companies. Capitalism and neo-liberalism erode the morals of those who hoard and perpetually seek out capital because it takes a lack of morality to protect the needs of capital, which is why a dollar is worth more than clean water, air, and even human beings.
Companies fund hits on activists and use police power to violently suppress protests and protect assets to increase profits. CEOs of massive companies and their shareholders openly admit to knowing the environmental destruction of things like plastic and oil, yet open, saturate, and dominate markets to churn out products made from such things (including combustion engine cars and everything plastic) and expand slavery dependent business models to cut costs on production and maximize profits. Monolpolies shape whole economies and structure them to perpetuate production of destuctive, non-renewable products globally.
These neoliberal and capitalist operations of the real world are represented by the RDA's monopoly on unobitanium, a resource Earth relies upon entirely for energy because of market monopolies against alternatives. Its also shown by Earth itself becoming uninhabitable and polluted by consumerism, war, and resource disallocation, and the RDA's exploitaton of benevolent sciences, like xenoanthropology and xenobiology, to open markets for lucrative resources and help preserve the human resources against the Na'vi in diplomatic relations (Grace Augustines school, RDA biologists and lìnguists, etc). Cameron included The Cove inspired scenes of whale hunting and black market trade in AWOW as a specific example of the venture capitalist cruelty and morbidity of whaling, dolphin hunting, and other ocean industries known to cause ecological decay and destruction, which went along his theme of climate change and protecting the oceans.
As for governments, I saw one comment in the Avatar Discord asking how masses of people can be mislead about the violence and failures of such a massively expensive, resource expending project like Pandoran colonization since the visual dictionary revealed that the RDA has been endorsed/funded by several national governments, and all I could think was the blood soaked foerign policy of the U$ federal government and its CIA adjacent NGOs for the past 100 years in the global south, and the CIA's/FBI's ubiquitous and violently successful counter-revolutionary campaigns, psy-ops, and class war operations on domestic soil (like COINTELPRO, "war on drugs", & white supremacist, anti-communist propaganda).
I think its a shame Cameron's "humans vs Na'vi" oversimplified writing overshadows the very accurate portrayal of how reprehensible and morally depraved capitalists/neoliberal governments, companies, and militaries are. Its understandable that a human audience would sympathize with human colonizers trying to seek out ways to keep human life on Earth on life support. And its also understandable for humans to put their species first, since I dont think its necessarily anthropocentric to do so. But Cameron is very explicit in the films about who and what is the enemy and I dont think he means to portray non-humans as "good" and humans as "bad" and indefinitely corrupted.
Although his knowledge and commentary on colonialism, capitalism and imperialosm are very rudimentary (what can you really expect from a rich old white amerikan man lmao), Avatar opens up important conversations about such themes and challenges the audience to ultimately source the root problems on exploitive and destructive systems and ideologies, while supporting actions that would hold those who perpetuate such systems accountabile for their roles in violence and greed. The story isnt about misanthropy but about human accountability, alternatives, and rehabilitation.
Avatar isnt the only story or franchise to expose and criticize the ideologies that led the humans to unsustainable economies, mass destruction, and suppression of alternatives on Earth, and intergalactic search to keep the broken same system going. There are fare earlier and better fictional and non-fictional works exploring these pressing issues told by colonized and Indigenous people that Avatar fans should definitely seek out. Avatar is a palatable yet accessible fictional introduction on conversations many are in the dark about concerning the evils of capitalism, imperialism, and colonialism and the "cartoonishly evil" agents that perpetuate and protect it irl.
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yes ofcrs....I do think the bunny tatto have to do smthng with dy, considering how ty is...the way he didnt mentioned or explain the reason behind it also makes a definitive conclusion...mayb dy didnt want him to let the world knw abt it evn tho they r best frnds...u knw how dy behave sometimes...he can announce that he brought couple rings nd even said it himself that they r togthr when ty went to hiatus....nd ofcrs ty wont cross the line if dy didnt want it...
The thing about ty is he wants some things or ppl that he loves dearly to commemorate...if he tattoos ruby for the memory then I am sure the bunny is dy..I dont really ship them but sometimes I do really think , there must have be a milli second that ty would want do in his life forever..like it would be heaven if he get dy....I am not trying to convey my word into them as a ship or real...I dont quite follow their interactions, but whenever it happens u knw , y dont they...like that....I nd may be the reason ty was very loud about saying I love u to dy nd he is ma fav whenever he got chances, even the bts of mv shootings dont knw how many times he shouted dy's name..like dy himself asked the staff that y does he love me that much?? Just wondering what is he going to do without him....haha...joking tho...
nd the thing about jae is he can only just watch it..haha....poor boy... whenever dotae happens he must have something to add on it...like when dy said ty is cute baggy Jean's audio live , nd mark said he got touched by dys confession, then jae said Aah i was looking at them ,they cant meet the eyes.. nd during fact check smini mark said the song ( I think its loves a beauty) ty wrote it thinking about dy, then jae said like ty said not to mention it...like he cant sit still ...for latest con, when dotae having their moment,ty talking about their love nd 11 yrs of friendship then jae said should we give you some private time on the back?? Hahaha....like u knw not jealousy but something that makes him jump from the seat...may b he couldn't get out of that teenage boy jae within him....haha..nd really sorry for changing the topic...
So my conclusion as a an observer (ofcrs not good as u) I am srsly sure about that tatto related with do nd ofcrs there is a clear reason behind him giving the whale painting for his bday..(ofcrs I dont knw the reason tho) ...nd dont knw how he will survive without his team on military...I am gonna miss him so much...
I actually do think Taeyong is that dependant on Do and did have a more than a minute long thought of wanting him forever, lol. He said it directly to Do afterall. And he doesn't care about Jaehyun's wrath.
It's right to be careful with "wishful thinking", no need to describe how fans in general like to overthink and imagine absolutely unrealistic rainbow scenarios. However, in the end it comes to the individual under scrutinity. Taeyong wrote a whole song about his dog and talked about her as his only friend in high school in Lost boys. I love animals, I dedicated my life to them as a zoologist and animal artist, and even for me it is hard to imagine such dedication for a small old pet. Tae is very grateful to his sister, he said his home where his mom is, he loves his nephew, he talks about Baekhyun's support non-stop, he can't let go of his favourite dongsaeng Jaehyun, he supports his friends like Johnny or Yuta (when JohnDo had a fall out, Tae tried to pay Johnny attention a lot before cameras, smooth out the situation), he sacrificed a lot for his group, endured bullying accusations not wanting to drag into it the person involved - he is emotional and clings to the people he formed bonds with.
That being said, Tae changed in the last two years, noticeably matured, he spends more and more time with his producer friends and managers, in the city as well. He started to live alone. He is aiming for emotional independance. So he will probably be able to go through the military ok. Plus conscripts can now use mobile phones any time, so he won't be cut off from his friends and family.
Heh, Jaehyunie. Yes, he needs to include himself. And who can blame him. His friendship with Tae is complicated.
The whale for Tae is positive mental health. He compared his inner demons with sharks, and the whale is a big kind calm creature swimming in the blue sea/sky. Maybe it's him at times as well.
"Now the size of my heart is only a real whale
The shark in my mind is no longer there"
He probably talked more about whales in some of his lives, but can't find the info right now.
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I have a playlist for Sleight of Hand and you can listen to it if you want. Is it at heart a conversation between Fiona Apple saying I'm too fucked up to love and Arctic Monkeys saying I just wanna be yours? Sure. But there are a lot of other songs too! I listed all the songs below for those that don't have spotify.
The Fic | The Playlist on Spotify
My Type - Saint Motel
And take a look around the room
Love comes wearing disguises
How to go about and choose?
Break it down by shapes and sizes
I'm a man who's got very specific taste
You're just my type
Oh, you got a pulse and you are breathing
A Mistake - Fiona Apple
I'm gonna fuck it up again
I'm gonna do another detour
Unpave my path
And if you wanna make sense
What you looking at me for?
I'm no good at math
Pick U Up - Adam Lambert
I'mma pick you up, I'mma pick u up
We're gonna see where we can go
This is how I live, this is what I give
And you're the one I want to know
All my life, I've been waiting
Pass my time, procrastinating
Hey Pretty - Poe
I see a stairway so I follow it down
Into the belly of a whale
Where my secrets echo all around
You know me now but to do better than that
You've got to follow me
Boy, I'm trying to show you where I'm at
Hey pretty
Don't you wanna take a ride with me?
When We're High - LP
When we're high
Oh my God, you blow my mind
So let's get high
Live until we die
You and I
Let's just do it one more time (A million times)
Let's get high
Live until we die
R U Mine? - Arctic Monkeys
She's a silver linin', lone ranger ridin' through an open space
In my mind, when she's not right there beside me
I go crazy 'cause here isn't where I wanna be
And satisfaction feels like a distant memory
And I can't help myself
All I wanna ever say is, "Are you mine?"
Well, are you mine? (Are you mine tomorrow?)
Are you mine? (Or just mine tonight?)
Temptation Waits - Garbage
I'll tell you something
I am a demon
Some say my biggest weakness
I have my reasons
Call it my defense
Be careful what you're wishing
You come on like a drug
I just can't get enough
I'm like an addict coming at you for a little more
Don't Talk to Strangers - Dio
Don't talk to strangers
'Cause they're only there to make you sad
Don't dream of women
'Cause they'll only bring you down
Run, run, run, run away
Indestructable - Welshly Arms
You're my blood rush
Just out of touch
Kills me inside
But I feel so alive
And now you got me like-
I'm flashing like a red light
But you know I'm gonna keep trying
Why you gotta be so
Indestructible
Fire in your bones
Nothing can touch you
Got Dynamite - Demi Lovato
Tell me what you've got to break down the walls
Kick senseless my defense
Tell me what your gonna do
I need you to light the fuse
Tell me what you've got to break down the walls
You just might need dynamite
Stay Soft - Mitski
Just tell me what you want to do
Tell me what you want
To burn away
'Cause I could be your stoker
Open up your heart
Like the gates of hell
You stay soft, get beaten
Only natural to harden up
You stay soft, get eaten
Only natural to harden up
Left Alone - Fiona Apple
Oh, when I try to love
I can love the same man in the same bed in the same city
But not in the same room, it's a pity, but
Oh, it never bothered me before
Not 'til this guy, what a guy, oh God what a good guy
And I can't even enjoy him
'Cause I'm hard, too hard to know
How can I ask anyone to love me
When all I do is beg to be left alone
One Way or Another - Blondie
One way, or another, I'm gonna win ya, I'll get ya, I'll get ya
Straight Through the Heart - Dio
Never tell a secret with your eyes
It's the eyes that let you down
Tell a little truth with many lies
It's the only way I've found
You Might Think - The Cars
You might think it's foolish
This chancy rendezvous
You might think I'm crazy
All I want is you
Fast as You Can - Fiona Apple
O darling, it's so sweet
You think you know how crazy
How crazy I am
You say you don't spook easy
You won't go
But I know
And I pray that you will
Fast as you can, baby
Run, free yourself of me
Fast as you can
I Want it All - Arctic Monkeys
Blind faith, heartache
Mind games, mistakes
My sweet fireball
My sweet rigmarole
I want it all
Runaway - Grace Potter & The Nocturnals
I hooked you with the beat
The heavy heat gettin' out of hand
And I loved you in a lonely bed
The word you said made me understand
That if I loved you, I would stay
I'd never stray or runaway
And I fall down, lonely night
I can't fight but maybe I should pray Lord
Give me the strength to stay
'Cause I always run away
It Will Come Back - Hozier
You know better, babe
Than to smile at me, smile at me like that
You know better, babe
Than to hold me just, hold me just like that
Don't let me in with no intention to keep me
Jesus Christ, don't be kind to me
Honey, don't feed me, I will come back
To Your Love - Fiona Apple
My derring-do allows me to
Dance the rigadoon around you
But by the time I'm close to you
I lose my desideratum and now you
Please, forgive me for my distance
The pain is evident in my existence
Please forgive me for my distance
The shame is manifest in my resistance to your love
I Wanna Be Yours - Arctic Monkeys
I wanna be your vacuum cleaner
Breathing in your dust
I wanna be your Ford Cortina
I will never rust
If you like your coffee hot
Let me be your coffee pot
You call the shots, babe
I just wanna be yours
Never Be Me - Miley Cyrus
If you're looking for someone to be all that you need
That'll never be me (hard as I try)
That'll never be me (I play with fire)
Do I Wanna Know? - Arctic Monkeys
(Do I wanna know?) If this feelin' flows both ways?
(Sad to see you go) Was sorta hopin' that you'd stay
(Baby, we both know) That the nights were mainly made
For sayin' things that you can't say tomorrow day
Lights On - The Pierces
This won't get any easier now that
your heart is beating in my hand
And I'll try not to destroy you, baby,
even though we both know I can
Oh, you know I can
Make love with the lights on baby
Tell me what you see
Clear the bed to lie on darlin'
Make a mess of me
FOOLS - Troye Sivan
And my hopes, they are high,
I must keep them small
Though I try to resist
I still want it all
Little Bit - Lykke Li
Hands down
I'm too proud for love
But with eyes shut
It's you I'm thinking of
But how we move from A to B
It can't be up to me 'cause I don't know
Eye to eye, thigh to thigh
I let go
I think I'm a little bit, little bit
A little bit in love with you
But only if you're a little bit, little bit
Little bit in love with me
Love Me More - Mitski
I need you to love me more
Love me more, love me more
Love enough to fill me up
Fill me up, fill me full up
I need you to love me more
Love me more, love me more
Love enough to drown it out
Drown it out, drown me out
Raw Raw - K. Flay
You disarmed me, no defense
My armor turned to sand
It's hard to escape the wounds of the past
Every time I feel something real, I wanna take it back
Sensitive, I'm peeling back my skin
You got me raw, raw
So emotional
Raw, raw
Oh, I feel exposed
Chainsaw
Buzzing at my throat
Pressure building up inside my chest
You pulled the stitches out again
I feel the feelings creeping in
You got me raw, raw
The One That You Love - LP
Try to be the fire for you, try to be the sun
Try to be your home and the place that you come to
Babe, I took my whole world and put it in your hands
I'm really trying hard but I don't understand
How to be the one that you love
Happiness - Black Keys
You got to do the thing you don't want doing
Even if it's going to ruin what you had
If what you had was bad
Say the words you don't want saying
Find the nerve to stop delaying
Happiness
Respectable Dive - Rufus Wainwright
And baby I love you
And I do not want to lose you
But I'm not able to put my cards on the table
And if you only knew of the hand that I'm holding
You would be blushing
And I am so far from bluffing
FistfIght - The Ballroom Thieves
They said love is grabbing blindly at a pit full of snakes
And wait to feel the only heel among the rows of all the venomous teeth
What did I do to deserve you?
How did you find me? I was already halfway gone
You were a bright light
You were a fistfight
Tightrope - LP
We're just a step from fearless
Reach out for me my dearest, don't you cry
You don't know, you're almost near it
All this time
You're just tryin' not to lose it
You can always learn to fly
You never do until you do it
Up high in the middle of nowhere
Don't know but you know when you get there
Walk slow and low on a tightrope
Hope it lasts but you know, you never know
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We're gonna Found Family this and Tia and Champ are not taking no as an answer. Both Aaliyah and Sage get lured in by the two and then the next thing they know, they're got a whole extended family ready to square up for them.
And they have no idea how that happened.
But yes, Tia and Aaliyah have it all plotted out only for everything to get thrown out of the window when the baby comes.
(Sorry but all I could think of was labour happens and Tia has to go give Sage a shield halfway through.
"Why do I need this?"
"Just trust me."
*Through the doors* "WHAT DO YOU MEAN THERE'S TWO?!?! LINK, I'M GOING TO KILL YOU!"
"Firstly, congrats. It's twins. Secondly, i'd keep that on you until she calms down a bit.")
But whether there's one baby or multiples, that kid has a whole village behind them. The family tree is large and complex and none of them would have it any other way.
I like to think Daruk and Yunobo both become really wary of hugging Aaliyah, handling her like she's glass right up until she ends up biting one of them. But all the hugs. All the time.
The absolute shenanigans that are going on to 'test their worthiness' by the Trio become legendary. Tia's ability to handle them moreso. Twi, Wars and First are just more smitten because Tia's just casually handling the most feral people they've ever met plus managing anyone else who thinks they have a say like it's a walk in the park.
(Revali is honestly just there for the chaos. It's his revenge. Riju is his co-conspirator for when he needs one.)
As for rubbing their noses in it, I've read through some of the ficlets with Ceres in it and something came to me. Like imagine Aaliyah and the Triplets decide to have some fun in... say Tia's study. (Champ has the intelligence to not tempt fate and sticks to the Zora Domain) Tia walks in on them and just like sprays them with an opal-infused weapon like they're horny cats and she has a spray bottle. The only one who's allowed to have sex in her office is her and since she cant have sex until at least a confirmed wedding date, no one else is having sex in her vicinity. None of you know her pain so S U F F E R.
(Like Tia doesn't particularly care about the whole 'wait til marriage' thing but she does understand that murkying the waters with an out-of-wedlock baby so early into her plans of dismantling the monarchy would just make things difficult. So she has to wait even if she doesn't like it. Also her suitors are respectable and honourable men who were raised with the idea of tradition. Tia's more modern sensibilities is desperate to see how far she can push them until someone snaps. It'll probably be her. (Although I can see Twilight snapping first. First and Wars are holding on by the skin of their teeth.))
And for one final giggle. The group has a sign that says "IT HAS BEEN X NUMBER OF DAYS SINCE SOMEONE BIT A PERSON/ MONSTER " The record was two weeks before Tia broke it in her fox form. She got given so much shit for it because she was the one who made the sign.
ANFFNB Tia and champ just gently luring them in with snacks only for everyone else to pounce on them the second they're close enough. Sage never had a father figure? Bc his behavior is fatherless and I will not accept anything otherwise. Now he has TWO With Teba and Daruk. Aaliyah has no clue what being a mother entails? OH LOOK- Now Urbosa is helping her and Riju and Tulin are perfect little siblings to practice on. They have siblings and parents and fnofnf They just love their feral little assholes, both of whom are still tryna figure out wtf just happened.
Labor is an absolute SHIT SHOW. calling it now. Bc let's face it, Aaliyah is incapable of staying still, even when he's nine months fucking pregnant and feels like a whale. She's still hiding in caves (That have long since been cleaned out) or playing with the ranch dogs that come down to visit. So she's probably doing laundry or something when it starts. And if anyone knows anything about labor it's that its never like the movies. It starts of slow then picks up into active labor. But she has such a high pain tolerance that she probably just thinks its gas or something. ffonf Then her water breaks and it's an 'Oh shit-" Moment. Like Dead Silence. Sage is watching her for a second, she's watching him. Then just a panic. He's calling Tia and Champ and barking at them to get their ASSES OVER THERE And Aaliyah is freaking out bc THIS WAS NOT THE PLAN?
It's a mess.
(no bc now I'm thinking about this FNOFBF Sage up by her head, holding her hand and helping her through every contraction while Tia is down by her legs with Purah and when ones out Aaliyah is still groaning and crying and there's the second "Oh shit-" moment and Tia is just-
"It was nice knowing you, Sage."
"What- What do you mean by that?! Is the baby okay?! Is my wife okay?!"
"Oh yeah, all three are fine."
Aaliyah has to take a moment and make sure she heard that right, "What." Then she's looking up at him. "Link, I am going to NEUTER YOU-")
I love your brain sm gonna give it a kiss.
That kid is never gonna know the same loneliness their parents knew (Rn my current hc for them is a little boy named Sawyer and a little girl named Elliot. I haven't decided if they're twins or not nofnf). They will always have someone there for them no matter what.
I think moreso Daruk bc he knew her as this timid little girl (I;m guessing he also got their Daruk's memories...even if he's yk...dead) that followed everything the Sheikah told her to do. Yunobo has seen this girl firsthand bite a Moblins horn off and then use it to stab them to death. Daruk, and the rest of the champs for that matter, probably have a harder time seperating Aaliyah and Sage from who they were.
BUT ONCE THAT HAPPENS-
Oh hugs FOR SURE. Bc the gorons have their tough skin so even with the feral assholes biting them they don't feel it. IMAGINE THEM JUST -"They're love bites! :D" And Aaliyah is deadass tryna tear off flesh.
When she's pregnant they get much gentler of course, but hugs ANYWAY-
HGSITT The trio just putting them through actual hell. Like IMAGINE THEM JUST DROPPING ONE OF THEM IN A TEMPLE AND LEAVING THEM THERE LMAOO Tia has to go get them fnofnf FIFH ONE OF THE THREE GO FOR A TACKLE AND TIA JUST CATCHES THEM FHOFN
(Revali is an agent of chaos. And I'm HERE FOR IT. Riju and Tulin are his side kicks)
Those Ceres and Aaliyah fics are my lifeline rn I swear- FOFNF
POOR TIA SHE DIDN'T ASK FOR HER STUDY TO BE DISGRACED LIKE THAT. (Champ has more brains then we give him credit for) Aaliyah probably doesn't have the forethought to be like 'this is isn't the wild, i can't just suck dick wherever I want'. Tia just goes on like it's a normal occurance, squirting her with a water bottle ognfo. Tia fighting for her life, She doesn't wanna rush her wedding but also she just wants to get LAID MAN-
(The boys waiting <3 I love them sm and i love how they wait for her fhof. And her waiting so they don't accidentally pop out an early heir is so ffhoff I love that for them <3 She just has to wait until marriage though, then she can have all the babies she wants. Imagine the boys being more into waiting for marriage then she is fnofn. Like they're all for waiting and Tia is just shaking Aaliyah and whining about how much she DOESN'T WANNA WAIT-)
FHFOF I LOVE THIS SO MUCH. After like, three days it becomes a competition. Like they are bating each other into biting. AND THIS COUNTS FOR SEXUAL STUFF TOO. Sage can't bite Aaliyah, she can't bite him, and everything else is off limits. And yk what? They are competitive fuckers. So they hold out. Until of course, TIA breaks it to which they never let her live it down. Ever. It's in the speeches they give at her wedding. <3
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chapter 394 hxh
It’s that time again to review the latest chapter of hunter x hunter
Buckle Up! The Black Whale is a bumpy ride! (Spoilers)
Ooh boy oh man well we’ve yet again gotten MORE piles of information plastered on to a million layer information pile. I can’t wait to decipher more of it /hj.
It reminds me of those duct tape balls or whatever they are that people like cut and then it goes crazy... if that made no sense to you, sorry lol
Anyways
Back to the old guy and Hinrigh
I was so confused at this point and right at the beginning of the chapter too :sob:
So let’s do a little review.
In chapter 393, they were looking for the room because if there was a wall there, it would have revealed them to have a hideout, them being the Heil-Ly, and they were looking for a Corporal...
The corporal they had, though, knew this, and was the one to show them this because Hinrigh and ... err... Cha-R underboss (I still forgot his name) ... had both paid him to.
Then they found this old guy, who is obviously suspicious and I am guessing had an ability to take over people’s bodies but not be there themselves.
He definitely has something to do with the Heil-Ly family, but I’m not sure if his ability is given from Morena, because he said he had a history of this kind of thing... Not sure if he was just saying something to be strange, though.
I’m still confused about the corporal they’re looking for.. I skimmed through the last chapters but couldn’t find anything that made sense to me.
Oh well,
It seems that the whole room was a trap, and only people come through to the Heil-Ly, not objects.
Rest in peace this guy. He lived for like 3 seconds.
The Heil-Ly are just spawning random teleportation points for their members to get levels quickly by immediately killing whoever steps through. Quite a dark way to put it, but they’re basically XP farming
Also, how do they know they’ve reached another level??? Does it just tell them in their mind? Do they feel a weird level up sensation?
What are these side-notes :sob: “Ty, Mad Jelly, OHHH NOOO”
It might just be the translation, though... Some are weird like that (I won’t ever forget “What’s that? What the hell going on here?!”)
394 hasn’t come out yet on viz, so. I’m surprised. I thought that after 391 they would make you pay for them? urr... Oh well.
IT’S HER!!!!! AND HER SISTER!?!?
Montblanc and Chiffon Toto... hold on Chiffon?
Ofc its a fabric, she’s a seamstress.. Funny thing is, I hate this texture to death lol.
I need for Montblanc to be crazy please :heart: heart emoji
His occupation is just “Corrupt Lawyer” :sob: I looked over the viz translations, and the occupations were some different so this is probably the case for Corrupt Lawyer as well.
They are going to capture one of Tserriednich’s guards!!?!?!?! Uh oh, well guess what that means, it’s time to introduce even new characters in a little bit.
Again “U” :sob:
Morena out of context
They weren’t lying when they said Dogman im crying :sob:
I’m both terrified but also very amused at this. Imagine you see this guy in an alleyway at night.
Run.
CAT. ITS THE CAMERA CAT THE LITTLE GUY. Fun fact my cat is screaming rn irl for somebody to play with her.
time to play a funny game
Hunter x Hunter cat moment.
Idc if its just for practicality I love Hinrigh and his little cat.
Oh boy oh boy here’s the new characters I live them. They’re Tserriednich’s soldiers, and as stated before, they’re going against Morena now because Tserriednich is now. They’re so interesting...
Mm now were getting into the significance of nicknames as well. “Tserri”
This guy, Otoshin, is really smart but also very dumb.
Dopey lookin’ eyes.
Oh boy, if he really is going to be placed in the front line, does that mean he’ll be extra exposed and be the (possibly first out of several) guard to be captured..?
His first couple of panels are gender I’m leaving I can’t do this anymore Togashi.
Is this the corporal that they were looking for? Hm. It’s my best guess, but I’m not sure which side he’s on though, and why he would be in the hide-out... or was a corporal missing and they were looking for them? I am lost on this.. but I’m going for that it’s this corporal (Corporal Gipper, apparently).
Also she is very pretty I’m getting up and leaving again.
Time for another load of info,
Mmm... So they found a body of a Cha-R member in the Heil-Ly when clearing it through. The room was already looked through, so that means they purposefully looked over the body. They being the police and army.
This guy then brings up the HA (Hunter Association) and explains that they wouldn’t let something like this slide. He says that it could lead to HA distrusting Kakin and their forces, and there being even more disputes.
The lady (I love her hair) brings up the HA’s specific jobs (Guarding princes (oh hello Giuliano, hi there.), and supporting tier 3), and doubts that they would get involved in the mafia.
This guy counters that with talking about more about the hunter association, in particular the bodyguards.
If the bodyguards find out that the mafia has blood ties with their princes, they will view them as competitors, and want to protect their princes against the illegitimates.
Nobody else would have a problem with that, since basically everybody else may or may not be after the mafia, there could be a war brought between the Mafia and the Kakin Empire.
The Heil-Ly wants to bring about this unbalance, so they’d be getting what they want by this happening.
Phew. I think that explains this whole page.
I live them .......
They all seem to have a relationship with the Prince, or rather, had. Tserriednich lore moment! Given that Otoshin apparently didn’t get shot at when he called him out, I would say that he was probably the closest to him.
Oh my. That would make it even worse then if Morena used Contagion on him.
Anyways.
Oh man look at those sillies... I sure hope that I don’t become emotionally invested in them.
I forking love this whole page... The last panel is such an amazing drop, too with the visual of the callback to when he shot that one guy.
man,..........,.,.,,,, ANYWAYS
I love volksen i love her anwyays Look just look at her.
He looks so tired of everything.
HELP I didn’t notice this before.
Now it makes it even WORSE that Otoshin may get captured....
Togashi stop making them silly now...........
Stop rn..
Ok i love them they’re forming a little union in all this chaos...
This is whar im talking about. err... Momori I think
So far we know Otoshin, Momori, and Volksen but what are the other ones names????? Please?
Wooh ok that’s it for my review... I understand things a little better and I hope you do too :sob:
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TUMBLR DELETED MY ENTIRE ORIGINAL MUNDANE FACTS ASK IM SO. ##########. I HAD SO MANY QUESTIONS LOST 2 MY POOR MEMORY. anyways sorry i got distracted writing a pokemon dnd campaign. happy weed day!! nd paperteeth day woooo!!! i wish u luck in ur drawing!!!!! nyways heres um. A Lot Of Questions:
HAS AVERY NOT,,,CONSIDERED BUYING CUTLERY THAT ISNT SILVER,,,
does avery have a preferred alcoholic beverage like scarlet or does she just. not rly care as long as it has alcohol content
do any of her 11 brothers have names or nah. if they do ur very brave i would collapse on my 6th google search of "1998 Boy Names"
ur knowledge of strange asmr continues 2 fascinate me as someone who listens 2 like. repairation/restoration asmr alone with no talking ever. nyways since asmr um. probably? didnt exist in 1998 how does scarlet get her 60% sharp 40% human vampire gf 2 finally rest so she herself can sleep,,,does she have 2 drag the tv in nd play vhs tape whale noises,,,does she start doing her own asmr on the spot,,,does she just. cuddle avery so strongly she cant move. WOULD,,,WOULD SHE JUST WRAP AVERY IN COUNTLESS BLANKETS 2 IMMOBILIZE HER ND THEN SLEEP WHILE AVERY STRUGGLES OUT OF HER COCOON,,,
did avery immediately take agnes in upon finding that beast in the bin or was it like. agnes kept harassing her daily and before she knew it or could resist the bin demon wormed its way into her heart nd she adopted her.
is the hand discoloration like. a blood...hunger? blood...thirst? blood...starved? i forgot the terminology. u get it. thing or is it related 2 having claws.
WOULD scarlet nd avery ever consider adopting a 2nd cat,,,that is also vantablack with blue eyes that definitely wouldnt be an inkitties reference,,,or if scarlet gave into her fears would they get like. another tarantula/reptile/fish like scarlet used 2 have before the Tragedy,,,
if avery ever stopped being embarrassed about simply existing would she knit even more plush creatures 4 scarlet,,,would she finally share her knitting tips nd they would knit more of them together,,,
is averys little vampire fangs phone charm real teeth that she kept from some (dead) guy or are they like. fake. also wht charms does scarlet have,,,
would scarlet wear those like. fake little clip on ear piercings 2 cope with the fact she cant get more real ones anymore.
THE...THE AVES INCIDENT???? WHAT DID SHE DO TO HIM.
miscellaneous rly specific question: can vampires get tattoos post-vampirism or would their healing ability just like. obliterate the ink or smthn. if they had a tattoo pre-vampirism does it forever stay in the state it was when they were turned or does it still like. fade over the years like tats usually do.
NOO RIP UR OTHER QUESTIONS- IF UREMEMBER THEM LMK THATS SO SAD
Sorry if my answers r even less ledgible than usual, my laptops still deceased and i cant use touchscreen keyboards very well for some rrleason and tbh i cant spell vry well
SHE DOESNT NEED 2 USE CUTLERY ANYMORE💪💪💪💪& her knives have handles :)
i think shes less specific abt it but probably prefers like colourful cocktails that dont taste of alcohol at all but obliterate you because u sip at 7 of them in a row but then again she probably likes to come off as someone who likes plain whiskey but she actually doesnt.
....they do not. i am still awful at names. i leave naming characters to the last minute- but imo they have a pretty like. idk old man naming convention. like ur gonna get ur edwards and georges rather than ur i literally cannot think of a name i would consider non old man ok whatever anyway.
i have a problem in regards 2 asmr. its like. i tap on things. all the time. anyway yea asmr wasnt a thing in then so probably just sits her in front of bob ross or makes her go on a 10000 mile run before dawn so shes tired out enough to just zzz as soon as her head hits the pillow. either that or yea def cocoon blanket method. she doesnt have to sleep just has to be immobilised. scarlet also does that as mentioned. they r cocoons. together. avery uncomfortable bc she needs to stretch her legs. but trapped.
probably absorbed agnes immediately and forgot about her job for like a day of blissfully washing fleas off a kitten. avery likes animals & wouldnt be able to leave her in the bin, and far too attatched to rehome. she keeps agnes to herself usually though and doesnt talk about her- (scarlet told avery to bring agnes over with her so she wouldnt be home alone (she wanted to pet the cat) (avery agreed bc she feels bad about abandoning her while she was dead for a week) (agnes is still in scarlets house)
discolouration from lack of blood!! vampires have fairly bad circulation as is. so extremities get a little corpsey after a while without any juice- it goes away with prolonged blood drinking though.
i think they would consider it but i also think agnes is a hater and wouldnt be happy about another cat- i think a little betta tank would b an option for sure- but scarlet would probably like to have a lot of pets in general :^)
she would for sure definitely, she probably has knitted kelly stuff before shes just shy about it. and eventually avery will be emotionally secure enough to share knitting tips 😌 proud of her
they are real teeth. from a person she murdered. probably the first vampire she killed, before she started at the lumber co so no need 2 turn them in for money.
scarlet probably has an obscene amt of little charms. the little smiley faces & the little scooby bracelets.
those little little ear cuffs maybe, shes probably most sad she doesnt have any helix piercings
a glare so foul
i wouldnt say so, itd heal up pretty immediately before you could even finish tatooing. which sucks- tattoos from before vampirism are now locked the way they were when turned, so even if the leg gets sawed off the leg'll grow back with the tattoo on it.
lmk if i missed anythingIwant my laptop back!!!!!
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INvest $ In The News Paper(s) LC
Arrest us , even try me’s , denie mwes these y’ our r poenetxelency’s..
depollute me, pretty baby. suck the rot right out of my bloodstream. oh, dilute me, gentle angel. water down what i called being grateful. oh, you kissed me just to kiss me, not to take me , homsee that im greatful forthee isnt it sad that Im faithfull , bravo that we ate full. Sexy time yo , arrousal hand cuffed soul , proud veeis viergins of the stai~bles alls Toes..
Feresh the , as one family. Let the world be , solitarily. Oh Won’t god be haph destranged ,see. protect be , and by the gentry arrest me.
Oh , from the very fortune i’m drowning being in, oh. Clergyman come by threes, oh seize the fein, CIii’s mee’s? Oh, Save our souls.
(Arrest Me)
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@holyaches Omg! Sweetheart? Do you really have no idea how much thart I care; about you? Momentscago; I was worrying that, you were having challenging time truely interpreting me. Yes i have a great pesnis pro, you should have been recipient to though to.
Se penta de es progresso te es sis 5thMaj7th#Dim
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do you love me enough that i may be weak with you? everyone loves strength, but do you love me for my weakness? that is the real test. do you love me stripped of everything that might be lost, for only the things i will have forever?
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I have to steal your lamplit, dear, peoty in poem. i shall , we be feed on resistance.
I can not (I just telling the truth dears), not stop one moment in neening Dana's erogenyins, spontaneous psychic look sinness genetics, powerful genes, I will mine her ; Fabis'sian the keys Oh-make her go!
OH, to breathe the same air as she, the hydrated cept of oxygen exhales her breath.. and the air only we share.]![.
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@espinosa_raniel G< >-G
"Mysoul and yours forever devine,
In love's embrace, our spirits combined.”
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Cognition and cognitive biproxy of meunchauzen. The severe pain and depression that this causes is so severely rasp and entropic discomforting/dissasertional that, a person consumed by this type of assailant is helpless in general , from helping themselves, from help from society:
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Stress, isn't handled, it is bounced by the equalibrium; & Adversity is sanctioned, against.
That is called Orthodoxed Science.
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How do you usually spend your free time?
Acheing in bed. My remission requires that I take a special medication, is rn under some circles hard to aquire, an vitamin stimulant? otherwise I'm stuck with hard painkillers. Don't need that. Theis ache it's just like withdrawal so , you know I and JB we dDONT!
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@Intimate_0
My soul and your soul are forever tangled.
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Yes! Isn't that amazing? You're life is so special we just had to give the faces to the Embyonic namese; bio organic and biological human anis synthasys an scientific and universal epilogue, and in familiam Our by u U f F Science ty WEX.
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"My soul and yours forever devine,
In love's embrace, our spirits combined.
With each passing moment, our bond refined,
Forever connected, in hearts aligned."
my dearest darling my UNIVERSE
I L❤️VE YOU VERY MATCHA🥰🥰🥰😘😘😘❤️❤️❤️
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Reaching for the soil I found myself near shocked in afraid, as if the rock just underneath the Holocaust Sp. Shrubs was non present just there, and that I would fall- but I reached further still, carefully but soon then, and with caution- I detracted my hand and looked at it for wet or soil; root&rock.. I was scared,,, I thought I saw all organic matter loss and-flesh non existence..
this whole place of giant mature floral shrub succulant deep rooted bark trunk contin to the floral hold it had on itself, even the rock it grew from by test down the root, seemed so unfared like or ‘basa’ that, existence there was all Holocaust Sp, Shrub, and solaceb; like excess of remorse.. Blended in miss begot nothing;- ignorance, of atrocity. Field galactic biochemical superfluid,FEAR.. this place never rains! It’s therrifyingly obvious that, there was always a place if this was one, for a reason.
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MUSIC AND NATURE
Music is present in virtually all human cultures. We use it to share our feelings, our stories, points of view, sometimes just to sound nice, and many more reasons that I can’t hope to exhaustively list here. When we hear music it is hard to avoid experiencing emotions and feelings in response to the song, and even forming clearer thoughts and opinions in response to a song is not uncommon (Mallarach et al., 2012). However, it is important to ask if music is something exclusive to human communities, or if it exists elsewhere in nature.
While the sound of wind rustling through the branches of a tall tree, or the gentle bubbling noises from a creek may sound like music to some of our ears, these sounds may lack the types of purposeful repetitions and the intention behind it that some would argue is necessary for a sound to be musical. I’m sure we are all somewhat familiar with the enchanting sound of whale songs. But whales possess an intelligence that certainly rivals that of humans and may surpass it in some ways. Both whales and humans possess a lobe in our brains called the “insular cortex” which is responsible for a number of functions that range from pain detection, speech production, and processing social emotions (Nieuwenhuys, 2012). However, some species of whales, such as orcas, have larger insular cortexes than humans do, which suggests their capacity to feel emotions may be even more complex than ours (Zeppetelli-Bédard, 2021). This forces me to ask if the songs that whales sing may convey emotions that are so intense that a human bran could not comprehend the depth of meaning behind it. I’ve included a video of humpback whales singing so you can ponder this idea with me.
In human music, examples of nature can be found all throughout. I would like to recognise the fact that the human voice is a product of nature and evolution, and the sound of a human voice is as natural as birds chirping and even whales whistling in the ocean. Furthermore, while there are many examples of songs that emphasize appreciating and protecting the natural systems on earth, I would argue that songs about nature can encompass a broader set of songs. Music that reflects human emotions of love, loneliness, anger, and confusion are also examples of nature in music, since emotions are a natural phenomenon that occur in countless animal species. Going beyond the messages in our songs, even the rhythmns and notes that we are accustomed to like can be considered an element of nature, since other groups of animals like whales and birds will use similar tones and timing in their music (Gray, 2001).
Lastly, I would like to include a song that I find very meaningful, and maybe some of you will as well. It is called “Free in the Harbour” by Stan Rogers, and it makes strong references to the cycles of natural exploitation that humans fall into, and how nature is resilient when we learn to live in harmony with it. He draws parallels between overfishing in the Maritimes and oil drilling in Alberta, and how the whales must appreciate the decline of whaling in favor of drilling. I'd encourage you to give it a listen for yourself.
That's all for now,
See you next time
Works Cited:
Gray, P. M., Krause, B., Atema, J., Payne, R., Krumhansl, C., & Baptista, L. (2001). The Music of Nature and the Nature of Music. Science, 291(5501), 52. https://link-gale-com.subzero.lib.uoguelph.ca/apps/doc/A69270354/AONE?u=guel77241&sid=bookmark-AONE&xid=fb9366a8
Mallarach, J.-M., Mallarach i Carrera, J. M., & Internationale Naturschutzakademie Insel Vilm (Eds.). (2012). Spiritual values of protected areas of Europe workshop proceedings: Workshop held from 2 - 6 November 2011 at the International Academy for Nature Conservation on the Isle of Vilm, Germany. Bundesamt für Naturschutz, BfN.
Nieuwenhuys, R. (2012). The insular cortex. In Progress in Brain Research (Vol. 195, pp. 123–163). Elsevier. https://doi.org/10.1016/B978-0-444-53860-4.00007-6
Zeppetelli-Bédard, L. (2021). What Do We Know About Intelligence In Whales And Dolphins? Whale Scientists. https://whalescientists.com/intelligence-whales-dolphins/
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Soul Vibration
What I Liked
hhhhh god the first person pov was. at first. i rly dont like first person pov but the best way to use first person pov is an unreliable narrator trope and it works so well here. chi nan is rly truly dense/maybe in denial? low self-esteem? but he rly doesn't know when ppl like him and even all of salinger's gentleness just goes over his head like ur so nice to ur fanboy salinger-oppa but that's also part of why salinger has grown to love him so much. like some parts were? p obvious to the readers prob? like when salinger wrote wish it is love and had a second helmet made but chi nan is just like, wow that's nice ge! and i am there like, salinger is prob falling in love w u, u silly boy
soul vibration really is the perfect title for them, what salinger and chi nan have rly could be described as simply as "soul vibration". the series of fate-like coincidences, the way their tacit understanding just forms so naturally, as if they were two halves of a whole just waiting for the other to come to them... tbh with the way salinger treated his past lovers and music and how his confession would be "would you start a band with me?", he somewhat reminds me of the 52hz whale, living in this world with no one else quite on the same frequency as he is. but then comes chi nan, who loves him, who loves his music, loves rock, and the text doesn't say it, but i really do wonder if this is salinger's "first love", in a way
i also like the romantic, whimsical, poetic, yet melancholic vibe that permeates the whole story, told in chi nan's rose-colored filter of his idol salinger, the admiration that has turned to love somewhere but is untold, maybe because chi nan doesn't quite know when it became love or doesn't admit it due to a mental block, his concern over his hearing loss and how he lives every day like it's going to be his last to be embraced by music
it's full of vibes is like a crap way to describe this wn but it rly do be full of vibes. mb bc it's in the pov of a songwriter but the prose is filled w metaphors of an ordinary sort of beauty that could be turned into art bc that's how inspiration is, how something so trivial could become a muse... it's the sort of story that evokes something like an image as simple as the first ray of sunlight of a dawn breaking through the night, in between tall skyscrapers of an indifferent concrete forest, but also the silent roar of a blackhole spinning endlessly in the depths of the universe as a new star is born in a different corner... im just rambling at this point lmao
the vague happy ending told in post-ending extras, just enough to give a taste of what happens but not elaborated enough that it gives a lot of room for readers to imagine what happens after...
What I Disliked
dr solo and ending the story just as they get together /crying
more abt the tl, but there r like plenty of grammar mistakes n typos. via lactea i believe u can do better.
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23.09.22
I'm grateful I can dinner w my mum
I'm grateful I have free time to do research for holiday
I'm grateful I have colleagues to lunch tgt
But I still want to express my unhappiness too~ Della have not reply me after 24hrs...nth impt but at least have d courtesy to ans 'okay' when pple ask if u have touchdown safely right.
Next, bf did it again. "Ttyl, busy." I can totally uds if u r busy, then don't even reply. What's taking d time to reply ttyl. Rude. It's not d same when send ily & I love u. Felt like I'm taking up his time. Fine, don't text.
Thirdly, really triggered me when d bride texted me that HW asked where is her wedding banquet. Dumb or what?! I tot d last time I already nag her to go dig out d e-invitation but she now went straight to ask d bride. I'm not sure how she has d face to ask that. Why not ask d bridesmaids instead? I cannot uds. She legit not even trying to act like she care abt being a bridesmaids leh. I felt sad for d bride. Idk, but the only kind words I can tell her is, go see a therapist. She cannot think properly n make d right decision.
Anw, last Sun my cousin drive us in JB early in d morning. Arrived within an hr. Went to this cafe instead of d one we wanted to go initially cos we reach before their operating hours. Did a little shopping before we went for our hair appt. S$89 for highlighting... it's cheaper than SG but didn't really like d result. After a few wash, I barely see any purple anymore and it's too bright. So glad, we even have time n got an hr massage. Visited this Santorini style convenient shop opp KSL after our Lok Lok dinner. Wee~ happy belly
Glad that bf have been sending me pics n update. Such a beautiful sunset! But ytd he sent d whale watching video was hilarious, cos it was zoom x12 sea view n I did not see any whale in it. 😂
Went gym once this wk and I can feel that my stamina did not improve hahahaha~ can I blame that period is coming soon... I think? Had liang pi after exercise. GG holiday soon and I'm still not losing but gaining weight 😢
Was browsing what branded bag to get in Paris and I pretty much like the diorcamp bag. Asked my mum to pick a few from my screenshots but she ask me save those money for future instead, don't waste it. Anw, I won't always use and mum said pple will say me if I don't keep up every year. Okay lo~ I just window shop.
It's Friday tmr~ catch up session w boss ard evening time. Not sure any ops will be coming besides me. If not I guess, I'll have to lunch alone. I shall look forward to gg home slightly earlier tmr... if office don't have much pple.
I pray Clara's wedding will carry out smoothly, and I don't get pissed by HW anymore, when she come tmr for stay over & D day.
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confinement 2, week 3
confinement is upon us! and seems to be going by in a flash, which is the common trend lately, it seems, life just speeding on by like a blur and the kiddos are just sprouting like seedlings before long they’re gonna be full blown trees and im geriatric.
second time around is def better, if i might dare say. youre just way more prepared (both mentally and physically, more mentally) for the worst that can happen, not so noob all around, even my moms not breathing down our necks cos hollys experiencing terrible2s and is a huge but stinkingly undeniably cute handful. the chaos is nicee? wouldnt have it any other way. pretty sure we r CLOSING SHOP after this aka NO MORE! what a relief to know that i can work on my body, move onto a nice non-preggo phase of life, just breastfeeding left to do......which i wonder when/how long it will go on for. but what ive also learnt (ala with the whole CC/st james thing) is that some bridges shld just be crossed not too early, but at the right time else its just unnecessary stress and who needs more of that at this stage in life? in the end i managed to clear that 3-make-ups in 1 day right before i popped tara! and in the end the birthing experience was truly a dream...save the epidural side effects, but otherwise im shouting to the world that natural birth is awesome and manisha is 10/10 stars.
small wins like friday’s eventful day where they came back with a new pram, my dream pram..and we’re planning the full month celebration now, i only have 2 more days to chill cos technically lq and i need to work on lidl this friday, and its been chill we’ve alr been taking visitors and my jailbreak ends sooner than u think! then its back to work life, but honestly everything is going to be ok. got to learn to work thru the anxiety/shut it out when needed/sometimes its overwhelming but got to silence the voices. im very happy where life is/where we are/ even though byebye sleep (for now?) and theres the whole impending doom of yaya leaving us for good..and theres always some kinda shit to deal with in life because thats life. like JAUNDICE, but then i begged the doc to let us go at 85 reading, and she did. and i no longer care as much or at all abt what people think ever since k caught me with ZERO make up at the park twice in a day. but ive been trying to restart my IF regiment because i hated what i saw in the mirorr/i was a full on beluga whale post-partum (still am). but its a work in progress. did a lot of uniqlo hauls because i figured since im saving more than 1300$ by not engaging PNMSG.
next thing to check off is some decadent sashimi (it doesnt even need to be the fanciest location), and i’d like a nice shoot for the 100 days + hollys bday (hope it goes well!) because we havent gotten a nice fam photo of the four of us aka hope holly cooperates! next time i check in here it might already be christmas?? life is so insane! grateful that thru it all God is so faithful and we have so much support and love, omg TOTAH is the best confinement nanny of all time seriously, she does SOO much i cant even. just so happy that at the end of the day theres family and thats all you need really, fam.
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